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JESSICA STOCKHOLDER: Can we mix
some abaca with this yellow?
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Well, I was invited to make
some paper here at Dieu Donne,
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something I’ve never done before.
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The experience of it is deceptively simple.
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It doesn’t feel highly technological.
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It’s also something that would be very hard to do
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without the help of the people in the paper mill.
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Paul has a lot of experience with paper
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and with all the techniques and
the history of paper-making.
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The whole paper-making
studio is filled with water.
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So it’s a very clean and fresh feeling.
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There’s a possibility nevertheless to make things
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that are bright and sharp and crisp,
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you know really plastic colored.
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You know part of me would like to make stuff
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that’s minimal and very well organized
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and neat and clean and quite comprehensible.
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I love the chaos, which is why I do it.
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I don’t make minimal controlled things,
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but I always feel kind of embattled
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and it takes me a while to really know
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which ones I like best after I’m finished.
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Cause I think there are lots
of different kinds of thinking.
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Um, you know your hands learn to do things
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that you could spend a whole day trying
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to write about and articulate.
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What’s intuition?
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You know it’s a kind of
thinking, it’s not stupidity.
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Um, and uh, so, so I think there’s a discomfort
associated with trying to um,
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put all those different ways
the brain works together.
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You know so I kind of like to
avail myself of that discomfort.
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You know I, Like being in the studio alone.
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I don’t like (LAUGHS),
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I don’t, I don’t hire people
to help me in the studio.
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And you know when I do the installation
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I have to work with people to get,
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to get things done on time
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and to do things that I couldn’t do by myself.
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And in here I like to be alone.
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I, I mean part of the parameters I work within are
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that I can carry the stuff up here by myself
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and do everything by myself.
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And um, and, and it’s odd to be in the studio
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and not know what your going to do.
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You know it’s, I think
being an artist and choosing
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to put yourself in a circumstance where
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you don’t know just how
things are going to work out
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and what you’re going to do is uh,
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is very exciting and rich and also difficult.
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These pieces are more like pieces of furniture.
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You know they’re not furniture
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but they’re of the scale of furniture in the room.
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They address the architecture as furniture does.
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And furniture is also built for the body.
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And these are like that too,
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though they don’t serve any
particular function most of the time.
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And I love plastic.
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I also just love color and they’re
a really great vehicle for color.
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And they embody color.
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They’re colorful all the way through.
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Plastic is cheap and easy to buy.
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And my work participates in
that really quick and easy
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and inexpensive material
that’s part of our culture.
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In that way my work engages the means
of production that we live with.
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At the outset, my work was about
as nonverbal as you could get.
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Because I had two very verbal parents,
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I needed to find a place to kind of ascertain
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the nature of my experience
that wouldn’t be argued with.
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To work with the physical
world was a place to do that.
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But now having grown up,
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I find it interesting to put
words parallel to this work.
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When I make these pieces I don’t
have a, a literary story in my mind.
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I mean I’m thinking about what things
are going to look like visually.
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And then afterwards can put
words to what I’m doing.
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Drawings are a way of
planning what I’m going to do,
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a way of putting myself in the space
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and thinking about being in the space
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and mapping out what’s of
interest in the space for myself.
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Maybe they’re like recipes for action.
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In the studio I don’t have a plan,
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but for the installation work I need to
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have enough things planned
so that I can make use of the time I have.
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And then I feel sort of prepared
to go and do the installation.
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But, but it’s always a kind
of uncomfortable feeling
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because I can’t do any more work
until I get there to start work.
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I mean this pile of light bulbs here,
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I’ve done that before and
have some sense of what that would be like.
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It’s a nice color.
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Lower, lower.
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All the way down.
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Right against here.
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There we go.
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Being responsive to what’s there.
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Or what materials we actually were able to find.
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The sizes of everything,
what the colors look like.
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I mean it’s like setting myself down
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with a bunch of different
color paints and starting work.
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Many things could happen.
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Went shopping last night to find something blue.
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You know I didn’t want another cooler,
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there’s a lot of colored plastic
geometric shapes um, in coolers,
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but I’m using all those coolers out there.
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And I wanted something blue and plastic,
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something that had this color,
that wasn’t very specific.
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You know that was like uh, you didn’t
right away think, oh it’s a....
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And this seemed kind of perfect.
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So I was lucky.
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Refrigerators and freezers, I’ve always enjoyed
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because they are the place of food in a house.
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And food and cooking has to do with
loving and giving in a family.
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But, but also freezers and
refrigerators are cold and frozen
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and that has to do if you
have an emotional mirror,
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that has to do with withholding and not loving.
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So for me they kind of embody that duality
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which is probably also in the gallery.
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The gallery and our institutions of art are both
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full of possibility and extraordinary feeling.
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And they’re also, they also
put art in a place of remove.
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So it’s...it has less power in some
ways than if it weren’t removed.
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In my work I’m interested in systems.
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And how things are geometric
or systematically organized.
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How a thinking process can
meander in unpredictable ways,
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in contrast to a system that’s been planned
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and that’s shared amongst people.
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I wrote a little text about this piece,
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it’s some kind of poetic text.
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Referred to the “Yellow Brick
Road” and the Wizard of Oz.
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I think all of those kinds of fantasy fictions
have resonance with what I do.
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My work is about posing this
possibility for some other experience,
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world than the one that,
that we experience as mundane.
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Even while this is made of mundane things.
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My work’s really about pleasure.
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It’s not always pleasurable to make it,
sometimes it’s excruciating and it’s hard.
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And I think that pleasure matters a great deal.
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I mean I, I think what kids do that’s play
is a kind of learning and thinking.
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And uh, it’s, it’s a kind of learning
and thinking that’s um,
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doesn’t have a predetermined end.
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So I think that I’m involved in that.
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It’s an ancient technique.