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(gentle music)
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(drawers scraping)
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- (Cindy) Did you know they have
press-on nails for pedicures?
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(chuckles)
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- (Speaker) Wait a minute-
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- (Cindy) I haven't tried them yet,
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but I'm really dying to try them,
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isn't that crazy? (chuckles)
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I'm thinking of just wearing them myself
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just for a party,
just as a joke, you know?
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I mean, they just, I mean,
except these aren't as obvious.
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These are maybe more obvious
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because they have
little polka dots on them
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and they just look like,
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'Who would wear little
polka dots on your toes?'
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My work is not about fantasising
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about characters or situations.
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Some people, I think,
have thought that
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the characters I do were,
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yeah, as if I've always fantasised
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about being a femme fatale
or whatever, you know,
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in my film stills.
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Yeah, I don't think of
it as that literal to me.
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When I'm doing the characters,
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I really don't feel like
it's some sort of something
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that grows out of my fantasy,
my own dreams.
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In college when I would do it,
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I would become a character
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and then sort of think,
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'Well, gee, here I am as Lucille Ball,
and what do I now?'
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So then it became sort of a thing
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and a little more like performance.
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And I started to do it
going to parties sometimes.
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I remember once getting all in character
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and wanting to go to some opening
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and feeling like something was missing,
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and then I put a pillow under the dress
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and went as a pregnant woman.
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When I moved to New York,
I did it a few times,
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but it suddenly wasn't the same
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I think because in the city
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I felt like I needed my own
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sort of, street armour, or whatever
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just to deal with the street,
and people out on the street
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and the crazy people,
and the real crazy people
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who looked like some of the characters
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I was looking like.
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And I didn't want to be confused,
I guess, with them.
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That's the advantage
of being in them myself
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is I can just play around.
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When I've experimented
with other people in them,
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as models, paid models,
or friends or family,
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I feel like I just,
I don't know what to tell them to do
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because I don't really know
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what it is I'm looking for until I see it.
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So I tend to sort of rush them
through the whole process.
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Then I redo it with myself,
and it's like grueling.
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So, I mean, even though I love to do it,
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it's much more work
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because I'm like frustrated
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at trying to capture on film
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something that I can't even articulate.
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Because I don't really know
what it is I am looking for.
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until I see it.