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[TATTOO NEEDLE BUZZING]
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My experience being tattooed,
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it's almost like a rite of passage.
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A lot of times I'll feel like
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I'm going through a change
or a transformation in my life
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where I need there to be
something that symbolizes that.
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Being a fine artist,
I always wanted to do tattoos.
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Getting an image
etched into your skin,
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and what it looks like when
the needle penetrates through it.
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It's a lot of submission and dominance
that you have to be really mindful of;
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especially because I'm working
on people of color.
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It's a really violent act,
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but you have to perform that
with a lot of care.
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[Doreen Garner's Invisible Man Tattoo]
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[Brooklyn Navy Yard]
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[February 2018]
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--So if you could read
and initial in the boxes.
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--On the third sheet,
there's an after care sheet.
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--I don't know if you need it.
If you want it, it's fine.
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--And then the last sheet is the design,
but printed in different sizes,
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--so let me know which one you want.
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--You can have a seat and chill out.
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[Doreen is running a pop-up tattoo shop at
the Recess art space]
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For all of the images of American
traditional tattoos all over the country,
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there's always a void.
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There's no Black presence.
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There's no imagery even acknowledging
Blackness as a contribution to American life.
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I wanted to provide a place
for people to feel comfortable,
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not only as far as the environment--
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Who's working here?
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Who's operating in this space?--
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but also finding themselves in the
imagery on the walls
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to make them feel like
this is a place for them.
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[TATTOO NEEDLE BUZZING]
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[DAVID JOSEPH] This really hurts.
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[GARNER] It does?
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[JOSEPH] Um, no I think the talking helps.
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[GARNER] Oh, yeah.
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[JOSEPH] But I am dying on the inside, though...
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[GARNER] Okay.
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[JOSEPH] ...like, a slow death.
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[JOSEPH] I remember being
in a hotel room in South Carolina,
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watching this Black Panther documentary,
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and I was instantly inspired by it.
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So I started reading up more on
the Black Panthers and what they were about.
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I just hate the timing of me
getting this now,
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because of the movie.
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[BOTH LAUGH]
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[GARNER] It reeks of cornball.
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[JOSEPH] Yeah!
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It's like, really?
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You might as well just tattoo
"Wakanda" on my forehead.
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I had someone tell me,
"Color won't look that good on you."
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[BOTH LAUGH]
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[GARNER] It's a crime to tell Black people
they can't have color.
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[JOSEPH] It is a crime!
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You should never say that.
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And I didn't hear it just one time,
I heard it a couple times.
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So it discouraged me from even
getting something like that;
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I'm like, alright, maybe I won't.
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[GARNER] I do feel like tattooing
provides a nice break for me--
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where I am still being creative,
it's just on a different canvas.
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And that canvas has everything to do
with the rest of my work conceptually.
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I end up learning a lot about the body,
just through the process of tattooing.
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I think it's higher stakes,
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because people are
way more forgiving of fine art.
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You can have really horrible paintings--
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like really, really, really bad craftsmanship--
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and that is still regarded as a work of art.
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Where, if you have a tattoo
where the lines are all shaky,
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and it's colored outside the lines,
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it's like, "That dude fucked that up."
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"You should get your money back."
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Wait, you said that's from "The Color Purple"?
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[SONYA SPANN] It's the closing
scene of the movie where,
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Ms. Celie,
who is played by Whoopi Goldberg,
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she goes into this dialogue
where she's like,
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"I might be poor. I might be Black."
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"I might even be ugly."
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"But dear God, I'm here."
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"I'm here."
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I work in technology
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and I tend to be someone who
most people don't anticipate
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belongs in the room,
or should be in the room.
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For me, having these words is like
a reminder that I am here
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because I am supposed to be here,
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because I'm meant to be here.
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It also represents
a rebelliousness that I think I have.
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Not "I think I have" but "I have."
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[MAN, OFF-SCREEN] You're a rebel?
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[GARNER] She's getting a tattoo.
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[BOTH LAUGH]
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[SPANN] Two!
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[GARNER] We're going to do a
Black Panther party
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for the release of the
"Black Panther" film.
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Basically, since I saw the trailer,
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I had it in my mind that I wanted to
go into the film "squad-deep,"
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which meant I need a slew of other
Black people to come with me.
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[FRIEND #1] Do you think you ever see
White kids dressing up as Black Panther?
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[FRIEND #2] No.
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It's weird, because it becomes
a Black people thing.
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But, there's this expectation for us
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to just absorb and digest
superhero movies like nothing--
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like Spiderman, you know?
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[GARNER] I feel like Black people have
always known that Black people are amazing.
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But we need to stop bullshitting around.
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We need to really let
people know who we are.
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Just like they did in the film.
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As far as myself, there were some things
where I would hold back--
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thinking about fear and not being accepted.
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I ended up sculpting this place thinking about
what would make me feel comfortable.
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All of my work talks about pain
that was inflicted.
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But then in this instance, I'm using pain,
but as a method of healing.
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I feel like that's what goes on
when you get a tattoo,
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you're initiating your own healing.
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And because these images are so
celebratory of Black excellence
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and Black history,
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it's kind of initiating
a healing for Black people.
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[SPANN] I just imagine myself
being an old woman
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[LAUGHS]
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and looking down at this, like,
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"Yes, I am here."
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"I am present."
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"I am still here."