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[Man VO] Let there be light.
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He can't hide, try as he might.
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♪♪♪
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A man at night making a pathetic
attempt at connection...
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[spraying]
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to connect with
anyone in an empty room.
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Have you ever danced with the
devil in the pale moonlight?
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♪♪♪
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Here is the man.
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Here is the man.
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Here is the man.
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I've seen the man perform.
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I've seen the man try and hide.
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[man] Okay, ready to roll?
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[woman] You can stand
up straight, Alex.
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[Alex] Yeah, is it okay?
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-[woman] Yeah.
-[woman] Yeah, that's fine.
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-[woman] We could reach you.
-[woman] We can reach.
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[Alex] Okay.
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[woman] It was just for the
top of your head I needed...
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[Alex] Okay.
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♪ curious jazzy music ♪
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[Alex VO] These characters or
images or objects exist within a
-
world of dreams.
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♪ curious electronic music ♪
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I just want to have my mind
be freer than it is and
-
that doesn't come easy to me,
so to spend time with these
-
characters in this devotional
research-based way is to say,
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"I don't know if
I'll ever change,
-
but I try to, at least."
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There is distance between myself
and the people in the past who
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have influenced me.
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If I think of some kind
of icon as a flat symbol,
-
how do I give it depth?
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I want that, I think, of the
people I admire or the people
-
that confuse me.
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I want depth.
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[Alex] There we go.
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Uh, wait, but is it all
the way up on the shoulder?
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[man] Yes.
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[Alex VO] I had a kind of very
long and winding path to be an artist.
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I was a young person in my early
20s and studying animation,
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and I didn't know how to go
forward to-- if I wanted to make
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sculpture, I just
didn't know how to proceed.
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All of the people making
sculpture were using the wood
-
shop or the metal shop, and
those places did not feel safe
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for a young gay guy.
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Like, I didn't know how
to find myself there.
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When I was sort of feeling like
I was at an impasse and kind of
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had...
-
had some time to think about how
I wanted to make a sculpture,
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I looked to my
grandmother and started sewing.
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In particular, I made
this large ketchup bottle.
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♪ dreamy ambient music ♪
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I filmed myself performing
this thing where I replicated a
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photograph of Claes Oldenburg
carrying a toothpaste bottle
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down the street but this
was a large ketchup bottle,
-
and I walked through the streets
of Philadelphia with this big
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ketchup bottle.
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And that was my sort of first
entry into sculpture and also
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sewing as this kind of powerful
act of finding yourself.
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♪♪♪
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This idea of
embracing these things,
-
softening these things that seem
to be hard is my way of taking
-
down that machismo
a notch and to say, like,
-
"There's room
for a gentler,
-
more tender way of understanding
what it means to be human."
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♪♪♪
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Everyone I work with is doing
the same thing and wanting the
-
same thing of their lives.
-
There's a whole community of
people working towards something
-
new and unknown.
-
None of us know what
this will be in the end,
-
and that, I think, is-- that's
why we all come to the studio
-
every day is, like, to just
get into what we don't know.
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We'll just see how
far this gets us.
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♪♪♪
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Yeah, I mean this
will change tomorrow,
-
but that's...
-
what we want.
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♪♪♪
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So this is a remake of
Claes Oldenburg's Mouse Museum,
-
and it's a work that he
initially made for Documenta.
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I remember, like, wanting
to just be around stuff,
-
small plastic objects.
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My room growing up
probably had just, like,
-
lots of buckets of this
kinds of stuff that I would
-
collect.
-
And I have sort of amassed
all of my objects and small
-
sculptures that I've made and
things that are important to me,
-
things that just kind of made
up my sculptural vocabulary,
-
but in miniature.
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This little Big Bird mockup,
this was sort of the genesis of
-
the work for The Met.
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[Alex VO] My work, when I'm
replicating something,
-
doesn't end with
replica, 'cause for me,
-
it's also important to collage
what has been replicated and put
-
it into a new world.
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♪ uplifting ethereal music ♪
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It allows for those characters
or images or objects to exist
-
within a world where logic is
kind of reinvented or paused or
-
slowed down or reversed,
and what we think we know
-
and how we think things
should be is now undone.
-
I guess at an early age, when I
said I wanted to be an artist,
-
I just thought that was
making Disney drawings.
-
I wanted to participate in the
magical world that that space
-
allowed me to exist in.
-
I grew up in the suburbs
of Jersey and Pittsburgh,
-
and I grew up in
Caracas, Venezuela.
-
As a young person, when
you move around a lot,
-
it can be unsettling, and so
I think that's kind of how I
-
became a dreamer --
-
because I was living in a
place and then leaving the
-
place, and then you long for
the place that you were living.
-
You kind of live in some sort
of space that's not actually
-
underfoot but quite
far away in your mind.
-
♪♪♪
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The homes I'm making,
they're very fragmented.
-
They're collages of many
places and many versions,
-
I think, of myself.
-
♪♪♪
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How does one look forward and
then also understand the past
-
and where they came from?
-
I have always come to this
particular gallery for this
-
Brancusi.
-
How I have always understood
Brancusi was this notion that,
-
like, the sculpture --
-
from the top
to the ground --
-
is all one.
-
Your foundation or what might be
a pedestal is actually part of
-
the work, and as
I interpret that,
-
our roots and our history
matters as much as what is
-
present or what we see or
what is visible at the top.
-
And so then I think, again,
about this work and how to
-
respond to it or unravel it.
-
I think that's often what I want
when I spend time with these
-
works is to say, "It
worked for you then,
-
but how can it work for me now?
-
And let's hug it out."
-
♪♪♪
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[figure in video]
When I saw you...
-
and that girl talking…
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♪♪♪
-
[Scott] All right,
let's go ahead and roll.
-
All right, ready?
-
And...
-
action.
-
[Alex] So we could cut to some
kind of version of that.
-
[Scott] Oh yeah, we
can use a piece of it.
-
Do you wanna do it
again or move on?
-
[Alex] Let's do one more.
-
[Scott] Okay, cool.
-
♪ soft piano music ♪
-
Today, Alex is shooting this
sequence of the film in which
-
Marcel Duchamp gets dressed
into drag as Rrose Sélavy,
-
which is a fictional persona
that Duchamp came up with,
-
and he's going to be performing
a song under a pink spotlight.
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[Alex VO] You know, my parents
pulled me aside and said,
-
"Well, what does it mean?" [chuckles]
-
They were like, "Why ketchup
and why these characters?"
-
And I was like, "These
are my safe spaces."
-
And as strange as
my ideas may be,
-
to make sure that they still can
communicate some sort of kernel
-
of what it means to be human,
that's what matters to me;
-
that's, like, the driving force
of why I work and how I work,
-
I think.
-
[Rrose Selavy] [in robotic voice]
♪ Why do birds ♪
-
♪ Suddenly appear ♪
-
[applause]
-
♪ Every time ♪
-
♪ That you're near? ♪
-
♪ Ooh-wee baby ♪
-
♪ Just like me ♪
-
♪ They long to be... ♪
-
[Alex VO] Walking the line
between the person that you
-
really are and the person that
you long to be or the person
-
that you once were,
-
we are constantly negotiating and
renegotiating those things to be,
-
you know, the perfect human.
-
I don't know if I'll
ever fully understand it,
-
but I know that one puts things
into the world because they want
-
to ask questions, and I
hope I learn something new.
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♪♪♪
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♪ And that is why ♪
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♪ soft uplifting music ♪