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(thoughtful music)
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(drawers scraping)
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- [Cindy] Did you know
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they have press-on nails
for pedicures? (laughs)
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- [Speaker] Wait a minute.
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- I haven't tried them yet,
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but I'm really dying to try them,
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isn't that crazy? (chuckles)
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I'm thinking of just wearing them myself
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just for a party, just
as a joke, you know?
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I mean, they just, I mean,
except these aren't as obvious.
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These are maybe more obvious
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because they have little
polka dots on them
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and they just look like,
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"Who would wear little
polka dots on your toes?"
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My work is not about
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kind of fantasizing about
characters or situations.
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Some people, I think, have thought that
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the characters I do were,
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yeah, like as if I've always fantasized
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about being a femme fatal
or whatever, you know,
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if in my film stills.
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Yeah, I don't think of
it as that literal to me.
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When I'm doing the characters,
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I really don't feel like
it's some sort of something
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that grows out of my
fantasy, my own dreams.
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In college when I would do it,
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I would, you know, become a character
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and then sort of think,
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"Well, gee, here I am as Lucille Ball,
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and what do I do now?"
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So then it became sort of a thing
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and a little more like performance
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and I started to do it
going to parties sometimes
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I remember once getting all in character
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and wanting to go to some opening
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and feeling like something was missing,
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and then I put a pillow under the dress
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and went as a pregnant woman.
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When I moved to New York,
I did it a few times,
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but it suddenly wasn't the same I think
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because in the city I felt
like I needed my own sort of,
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you know, street armor,
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or whatever to just to
deal with the street
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and people out on the
street and the crazy people
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and the real crazy people who look
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like some of the characters
I was looking like.
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And I didn't wanna be
confused, I guess, with them.
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That's the advantage
of being in them myself
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is I can just play around.
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When I've experimented with
other people in them as models,
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paid models or friends or family,
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I feel like I just, I don't
know what to tell them to do
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because I don't really know
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what it is I'm looking for until I see it.
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So I tend to sort of rush
them through the whole process
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and I redo it myself
and it's like grueling.
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So, I mean, even though I love to do it,
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it's much more work
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because, you know, I'm
like frustrated at trying
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to capture on film something
that I can't even articulate
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because I don't really know
what it is I am looking for
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until I see it.