1 00:00:00,003 --> 00:00:02,920 (thoughtful music) 2 00:00:06,175 --> 00:00:09,175 (drawers scraping) 3 00:00:13,620 --> 00:00:14,453 - [Cindy] Did you know 4 00:00:14,453 --> 00:00:18,720 they have press-on nails for pedicures? (laughs) 5 00:00:18,720 --> 00:00:19,553 - [Speaker] Wait a minute. 6 00:00:19,553 --> 00:00:20,820 - I haven't tried them yet, 7 00:00:20,820 --> 00:00:23,040 but I'm really dying to try them, 8 00:00:23,040 --> 00:00:26,310 isn't that crazy? (chuckles) 9 00:00:26,310 --> 00:00:28,440 I'm thinking of just wearing them myself 10 00:00:28,440 --> 00:00:30,690 just for a party, just as a joke, you know? 11 00:00:30,690 --> 00:00:34,050 I mean, they just, I mean, except these aren't as obvious. 12 00:00:34,050 --> 00:00:35,160 These are maybe more obvious 13 00:00:35,160 --> 00:00:36,477 because they have little polka dots on them 14 00:00:36,477 --> 00:00:37,477 and they just look like, 15 00:00:37,477 --> 00:00:40,707 "Who would wear little polka dots on your toes?" 16 00:00:46,920 --> 00:00:48,990 My work is not about 17 00:00:48,990 --> 00:00:52,983 kind of fantasizing about characters or situations. 18 00:00:54,210 --> 00:00:56,940 Some people, I think, have thought that 19 00:00:56,940 --> 00:00:59,344 the characters I do were, 20 00:00:59,344 --> 00:01:02,400 yeah, like as if I've always fantasized 21 00:01:02,400 --> 00:01:06,300 about being a femme fatal or whatever, you know, 22 00:01:06,300 --> 00:01:07,923 if in my film stills. 23 00:01:09,510 --> 00:01:14,493 Yeah, I don't think of it as that literal to me. 24 00:01:16,500 --> 00:01:18,180 When I'm doing the characters, 25 00:01:18,180 --> 00:01:21,390 I really don't feel like it's some sort of something 26 00:01:21,390 --> 00:01:25,923 that grows out of my fantasy, my own dreams. 27 00:01:29,430 --> 00:01:31,170 In college when I would do it, 28 00:01:31,170 --> 00:01:33,480 I would, you know, become a character 29 00:01:33,480 --> 00:01:34,867 and then sort of think, 30 00:01:34,867 --> 00:01:37,500 "Well, gee, here I am as Lucille Ball, 31 00:01:37,500 --> 00:01:40,080 and what do I do now?" 32 00:01:40,080 --> 00:01:41,700 So then it became sort of a thing 33 00:01:41,700 --> 00:01:44,100 and a little more like performance 34 00:01:44,100 --> 00:01:47,770 and I started to do it going to parties sometimes 35 00:01:48,930 --> 00:01:51,240 I remember once getting all in character 36 00:01:51,240 --> 00:01:52,740 and wanting to go to some opening 37 00:01:52,740 --> 00:01:55,590 and feeling like something was missing, 38 00:01:55,590 --> 00:01:57,960 and then I put a pillow under the dress 39 00:01:57,960 --> 00:01:59,410 and went as a pregnant woman. 40 00:02:00,510 --> 00:02:03,240 When I moved to New York, I did it a few times, 41 00:02:03,240 --> 00:02:05,580 but it suddenly wasn't the same I think 42 00:02:05,580 --> 00:02:10,580 because in the city I felt like I needed my own sort of, 43 00:02:14,160 --> 00:02:15,870 you know, street armor, 44 00:02:15,870 --> 00:02:19,200 or whatever to just to deal with the street 45 00:02:19,200 --> 00:02:20,820 and people out on the street and the crazy people 46 00:02:20,820 --> 00:02:22,770 and the real crazy people who look 47 00:02:22,770 --> 00:02:25,050 like some of the characters I was looking like. 48 00:02:25,050 --> 00:02:27,633 And I didn't wanna be confused, I guess, with them. 49 00:02:29,760 --> 00:02:32,850 That's the advantage of being in them myself 50 00:02:32,850 --> 00:02:34,803 is I can just play around. 51 00:02:36,600 --> 00:02:40,200 When I've experimented with other people in them as models, 52 00:02:40,200 --> 00:02:42,750 paid models or friends or family, 53 00:02:42,750 --> 00:02:47,040 I feel like I just, I don't know what to tell them to do 54 00:02:47,040 --> 00:02:48,000 because I don't really know 55 00:02:48,000 --> 00:02:50,550 what it is I'm looking for until I see it. 56 00:02:50,550 --> 00:02:54,220 So I tend to sort of rush them through the whole process 57 00:02:55,350 --> 00:02:57,720 and I redo it myself and it's like grueling. 58 00:02:57,720 --> 00:02:59,910 So, I mean, even though I love to do it, 59 00:02:59,910 --> 00:03:01,650 it's much more work 60 00:03:01,650 --> 00:03:04,590 because, you know, I'm like frustrated at trying 61 00:03:04,590 --> 00:03:08,910 to capture on film something that I can't even articulate 62 00:03:08,910 --> 00:03:12,720 because I don't really know what it is I am looking for 63 00:03:12,720 --> 00:03:13,683 until I see it.