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- [Doreen Garner] I've been
having more conversations
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with God in the morning and you know,
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it's usually you know smoke like a joint
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and then talk in a mirror.
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A lot of my most impactful works
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are through those conversations.
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Since lockdown I've changed
material tone a lot,
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you know, I've been really aware of
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how Black people are viewing like
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Black bodies in public spaces,
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especially if they like allude
to any type of violence.
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So, you know, my sculptures
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usually end up looking pretty violent or
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grotesque or however you
want to describe them.
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And so I didn't want to trigger anybody
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more so than before COVID and
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ways that Black death was
broadcasted on TV last year.
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So I'm kind of changing tone materially.
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I'm working more with white flesh and
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disease and toxicity.
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- [Doreen Garner] Yeah
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(Doreen laughs)
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(suspenseful fast paced music)
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Right now,
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I'm doing some castings
for a piece I'm working on
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it's, it's a series,
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but I'm starting two of the flags
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and they're made out of flesh.
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It's supposed to be white
diseased skin on the front
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composing colonizing country flags,
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and then Black bodies on the backside
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that are kind of bloody and piled up.
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The two flags I'm working on right now,
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it's the British flag. And
then the flag of Portugal.
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- [Doreen Garner] Those are
just two of a few countries
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that were leading in the
transatlantic slave trade.
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These two pieces are going
to a solo show in Austria,
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and I don't want to put a
bunch of bloody Black bodies
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just by themselves as
entertainment. So I want them
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to think about ways that their whiteness,
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adds to racism experienced
throughout the globe,
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regardless of whether they think
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that they're involved or not.
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A lot of Europeans are like, no,
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we don't do that over
here. It's like, well,
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y'all started this shit.
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This piece is a smallpox piece.
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And then this one is more syphilis.
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Working now with white flesh,
it's been really difficult
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making the adjustment color-wise.
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There has been a complete
shift in my palette
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and figuring out what looks human.
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I've been getting so frustrated
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with trying to get white
people's skin tone right.
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And I was explaining
this to my friend Nene,
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and she was like, oh, you know,
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I totally feel you because for so long,
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they've gotten our skin tone wrong.
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And it just sent chills because
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I think about all the
ways that Black people
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have been misrepresented aesthetically
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and they're totally wrong and offensive.
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And so it's really crazy for me
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to actively try to get
their skin tone right,
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when there hasn't been the
same amount of consideration
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in ways that they represent us.
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The piece that I did for Basel
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did kind of focus more on whiteness.
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And focusing on whiteness for that piece,
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people read as a more
abstract and you know,
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that the piece hasn't sold yet,
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not to say that it won't sell,
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but just thinking about ways
that pieces that I've made
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that have had Black
bodies have sold faster,
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you know, something to think about.
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- [Doreen Garner] I
mean, that's the thing is
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I'm not really trying to
shit on the art world.
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It just makes me feel viscerally
uncomfortable sometimes.
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And that can come in social
anxiety at exhibition,
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or staying up all night,
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trying to prepare files for an application
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that I might get denied for.
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And what does that do to me? You know,
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it's like constantly setting
up yourself for denial.
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Seems kind of unhealthy,
right? Mentally unhealthy.
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And I think that's why
I really enjoy tattooing
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because I don't have to think
about that stuff anymore.
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I'm just interacting with that one person
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for a few hours.
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It's not rooted in acceptance or denial.
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- [Doreen Garner] You ready Debbie?
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- [Debbie Snax] Yeah.
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- [Doreen Garner] We're gonna put it on.
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We met on the internet.
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Debbie is a tattooer from Atlanta
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and now we're like little tattoo besties.
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- [Debbie Snax] Being a
traditional tattooer is mostly a,
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it's a traditional white
thing to do. You know?
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So most of the time, if I
find people who are kind of
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on my same level then they're white.
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So being around Doreen
has made me want to,
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not transform myself
into more Black, but just
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it's made me more comfortable
with drawing Black things.
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- [Doreen] The community that
I have in the tattoo world,
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you know they're just more my people.
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Very weird. You know weird, tattooed.
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(laughing)
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- [Doreen] I love it, I love it.
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- [Off Camera] Oh my god,
I hate this, I hate this.
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- Oh my gosh
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(laughter)
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- [Debbie Snax] When you
first became into yourself,
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did you think you would be a tattooer?
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- [Doreen Garner] No, I mean, I always,
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I was always such a shy nerd.
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And I never thought, I
mean I had always hoped
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that I would be covered in tattoos
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and a lot of gold jewelry.
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You know, now that it's happening,
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I'm about it.
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- [Debbie Snax] Right,
it's a cute little vibe.
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- [Doreen Garner] It's a cute little vibe.
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- [Debbie Snax] Yeah (laughs)
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[Doreen Garner] Then with tattooing,
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it allows people to collect my work.
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You know, they wouldn't
necessarily be able
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to buy a 50 inch flag made of flesh
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and put on their wall, you know.
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Most of the people that I tattoo
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have no idea that I'm a sculptor
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and to what degree my art practice goes.
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If you are Black, melanated and tattooed,
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we're going to be taking some photographs
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of Black people that have tattoos,
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because there's not a lot of documentation
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of Black people with tattoos.
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- [Interviewee] I'm sure,
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everybody here has been tatted by Doreen.
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- [Off camera] They have.
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- [Interviewee] Including yourself?
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- [Off Camera] No, I'm
the last one standing.
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- [Interviewee] This is not good.
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- [Doreen Garner] You
know, with my tattoos,
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I'm just trying to create the images
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that Black people wanna
get on their body, forever.
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Things that they resonate with,
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things that make them feel beautiful.