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- [Doreen Garner] I've been
 having more conversations
 
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with God in the morning and you know, 
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it's usually you know smoke like a joint 
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and then talk in a mirror. 
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A lot of my most impactful works 
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are through those conversations. 
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Since lockdown I've changed
 material tone a lot,
 
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you know, I've been really aware of 
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how Black people are viewing like 
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Black bodies in public spaces, 
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especially if they like allude
 to any type of violence.
 
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So, you know, my sculptures 
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usually end up looking pretty violent or 
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grotesque or however you
 want to describe them.
 
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And so I didn't want to trigger anybody 
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more so than before COVID and 
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ways that Black death was
 broadcasted on TV last year.
 
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So I'm kind of changing tone materially. 
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I'm working more with white flesh and 
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disease and toxicity. 
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- [Doreen Garner] Yeah 
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(Doreen laughs) 
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(suspenseful fast paced music) 
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Right now, 
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I'm doing some castings
 for a piece I'm working on
 
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it's, it's a series, 
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but I'm starting two of the flags 
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and they're made out of flesh. 
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It's supposed to be white
 diseased skin on the front
 
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composing colonizing country flags, 
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and then Black bodies on the backside 
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that are kind of bloody and piled up. 
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The two flags I'm working on right now, 
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it's the British flag. And
 then the flag of Portugal.
 
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- [Doreen Garner] Those are
 just two of a few countries
 
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that were leading in the
 transatlantic slave trade.
 
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These two pieces are going
 to a solo show in Austria,
 
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and I don't want to put a
 bunch of bloody Black bodies
 
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just by themselves as
 entertainment. So I want them
 
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to think about ways that their whiteness, 
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adds to racism experienced
 throughout the globe,
 
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regardless of whether they think 
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that they're involved or not. 
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A lot of Europeans are like, no, 
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we don't do that over
 here. It's like, well,
 
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y'all started this shit. 
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This piece is a smallpox piece. 
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And then this one is more syphilis. 
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Working now with white flesh,
 it's been really difficult
 
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making the adjustment color-wise. 
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There has been a complete
 shift in my palette
 
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and figuring out what looks human. 
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I've been getting so frustrated 
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with trying to get white
 people's skin tone right.
 
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And I was explaining
 this to my friend Nene,
 
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and she was like, oh, you know, 
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I totally feel you because for so long, 
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they've gotten our skin tone wrong. 
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And it just sent chills because 
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I think about all the
 ways that Black people
 
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have been misrepresented aesthetically 
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and they're totally wrong and offensive. 
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And so it's really crazy for me 
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to actively try to get
 their skin tone right,
 
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when there hasn't been the
 same amount of consideration
 
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in ways that they represent us. 
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The piece that I did for Basel 
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did kind of focus more on whiteness. 
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And focusing on whiteness for that piece, 
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people read as a more
 abstract and you know,
 
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that the piece hasn't sold yet, 
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not to say that it won't sell, 
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but just thinking about ways
 that pieces that I've made
 
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that have had Black
 bodies have sold faster,
 
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you know, something to think about. 
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- [Doreen Garner] I
 mean, that's the thing is
 
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I'm not really trying to
 shit on the art world.
 
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It just makes me feel viscerally
 uncomfortable sometimes.
 
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And that can come in social
 anxiety at exhibition,
 
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or staying up all night, 
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trying to prepare files for an application 
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that I might get denied for. 
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And what does that do to me? You know, 
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it's like constantly setting
 up yourself for denial.
 
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Seems kind of unhealthy,
 right? Mentally unhealthy.
 
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And I think that's why
 I really enjoy tattooing
 
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because I don't have to think
 about that stuff anymore.
 
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I'm just interacting with that one person 
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for a few hours. 
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It's not rooted in acceptance or denial. 
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- [Doreen Garner] You ready Debbie? 
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- [Debbie Snax] Yeah. 
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- [Doreen Garner] We're gonna put it on. 
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We met on the internet. 
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Debbie is a tattooer from Atlanta 
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and now we're like little tattoo besties. 
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- [Debbie Snax] Being a
 traditional tattooer is mostly a,
 
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it's a traditional white
 thing to do. You know?
 
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So most of the time, if I
 find people who are kind of
 
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on my same level then they're white. 
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So being around Doreen
 has made me want to,
 
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not transform myself
 into more Black, but just
 
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it's made me more comfortable
 with drawing Black things.
 
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- [Doreen] The community that
 I have in the tattoo world,
 
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you know they're just more my people. 
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Very weird. You know weird, tattooed. 
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(laughing) 
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- [Doreen] I love it, I love it. 
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- [Off Camera] Oh my god,
 I hate this, I hate this.
 
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- Oh my gosh 
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(laughter) 
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- [Debbie Snax] When you
 first became into yourself,
 
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did you think you would be a tattooer? 
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- [Doreen Garner] No, I mean, I always, 
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I was always such a shy nerd. 
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And I never thought, I
 mean I had always hoped
 
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that I would be covered in tattoos 
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and a lot of gold jewelry. 
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You know, now that it's happening, 
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I'm about it. 
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- [Debbie Snax] Right,
 it's a cute little vibe.
 
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- [Doreen Garner] It's a cute little vibe. 
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- [Debbie Snax] Yeah (laughs) 
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[Doreen Garner] Then with tattooing, 
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it allows people to collect my work. 
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You know, they wouldn't
 necessarily be able
 
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to buy a 50 inch flag made of flesh 
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and put on their wall, you know. 
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Most of the people that I tattoo 
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have no idea that I'm a sculptor 
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and to what degree my art practice goes. 
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If you are Black, melanated and tattooed, 
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we're going to be taking some photographs 
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of Black people that have tattoos, 
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because there's not a lot of documentation 
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of Black people with tattoos. 
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- [Interviewee] I'm sure, 
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everybody here has been tatted by Doreen. 
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- [Off camera] They have. 
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- [Interviewee] Including yourself? 
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- [Off Camera] No, I'm
 the last one standing.
 
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- [Interviewee] This is not good. 
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- [Doreen Garner] You
 know, with my tattoos,
 
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I'm just trying to create the images 
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that Black people wanna
 get on their body, forever.
 
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Things that they resonate with, 
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things that make them feel beautiful.