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You don't understand it!
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I love you!
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So much...
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I love you so much.
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You've gone crazy.
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I'm saying that I love you.
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How can you say that?
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How dare you!
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Yes...
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I know I have no right to love you.
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But I can't help it.
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I...
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I didn't go away, because I realized
I couldn't be without you.
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Because I was afraid to loose you...
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... I didn't divorce.
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Fatmagül...
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I fell in love with you at first sight.
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What are you trying to do?
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Are you going to force me to love you
now, as if nothing happened?
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- Are you going to torture me even more?
- No.
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I don't expect anything from you.
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I just...
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- I just want to hope.
- Do not hope!
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You wouldn't even dare to talk to me,
if you knew what I really feel about you.
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These aren't just words. I truly love you!
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Shut up! Don't say this ever again!
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- I love you.
- Shut up!
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- I love you.
- Shut up!
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- I love you!
- Shut up. Don't say that!
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You don't know how I feel.
You know nothing!
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- Sleep, son. Sleep.
- I can't.
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Okay, don't sleep then.
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I'm afraid of him shouting at us again.
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Close your eyes.
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How dare he shouts at you like that?
How dare he!
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He shouted at my mom and did this.
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- Murat!
- Don't shout at my son.
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How dare he raise his hand at you!
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How dare he scare Murat like that?
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Mukaddes, I'm talking to you.
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Look at you.
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How could he hit my wife?
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But it's your fault...
Yeah, it's yours.
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- Don't start it, Rahmi.
- That's what happens if you leave your home.
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I knew you'd rub it in.
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How could he scare Murat like that?
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Did my son deserve anything like that?
How could he?
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Maybe I shouldn't come
if you'll keep nagging me.
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Don't make the kid even more upset.
This isn't the time or place to discuss it.
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Don't hurt each other even more,
out of anger. Try to calm down first.
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Then whatever your problem is...
you should sort it out yourselves.
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By yourselves.
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But please don't fight.
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Okay, son.
Okay, my child.
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Fatmagül...
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I fell in love with you at first sight.
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One hell of a night, huh?
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The first time I'm hosting guests in my house...
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... and see what happens.
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I don't know what to say, girl.
I'm shocked.
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I can't believe it.
Leman Hanım and Münir Dayı.
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Does that even make sense?
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It is very ugly indeed.
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I never trusted Münir Dayı anyway.
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It was as if he had a strange mask on his face.
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I know what kind of a person he was...
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... when he let it slip
that I went to that girl.
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But I never thought he'd be this low.
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I mean, how could he...
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... look at those people
in the eyes for all this time.
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How could he manage to hide it?
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I never liked him, anyway.
Now I hate him.
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Don't blame him only.
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These kind of things
are never one sided.
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Whatever, really.
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This shouldn't have happened in my house.
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In front of my dad.
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"What kind of a family we got ourselves into",
he will think now.
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You're pondering the same, aren't you?
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Let's go back inside.
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Selim was ashamed enough.
Don't let him be alone with your father.
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- Would you like to drink anything, Daddy?
- No, my child. Thank you.
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We're so sorry
that you witnessed this.
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You don't need to be sorry for it.
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It was very unfortunate.
I'm very sorry.
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It's not for us to judge.
But it wasn't nice at all.
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I will wash my face.
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Poor Selim.
He looks very sorry.
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What a shameless man.
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You said he was interested in Gaye, too?
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Gaye didn't give him any hopes, anyway.
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He's shown us his true colors now.
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I don't want to see him
close to Gaye ever again!
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Okay, honey.
Don't get angry.
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Meltem is upset enough about it.
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We'd better leave now.
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Daddy, it's not that late yet.
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Don't insist tonight, girl.
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Selim is ashamed enough.
Our presence here won't make him feel better.
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Hadi.
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Okay, let me tell him that you're leaving.
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Man, find him.
Don't let him do something stupid.
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I'm looking for him, man.
His phone is off.
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He's gonna do something silly.
Please find him.
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Easier said than done.
I looked at everywhere he might have gone.
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And I keep searching.
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- How's the weather at home?
- It's below zero.
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What a disgrace
in front of the girls family.
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Keep leaning your back against Münir.
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Not funny, man.
I'm already scattered...
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- Selim, my mom and dad are leaving.
- Okay, honey. I'm coming.
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Call me if you find anything.
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Okay, I will.
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- Was it Erdoğan?
- Yes, he's looking for Vural.
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Okay, let us meet and talk about it tomorrow.
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Şemsi isn't here anyway.
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You're bored of me, didn't you?
I risked my marriage for you.
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- I sacrificed my honor for you.
- I never forced you to do anything.
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I didn't force you to do anything.
Leave me alone. Get off of me!
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- Abla, what did my enişte say?
- What do you expect him to say?
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- But we need to talk about it.
- Don't go there.
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Your enişte doesn't want to talk to you.
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But he needs to let me explain!
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What are you going to explain?
Just sit down here.
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I didn't want this to happen.
It's not my fault!
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Leman was obsessed with me.
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She didn't give up, no matter how I tried.
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She insisted. And things between us
inevitably developed.
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Then I tried to end it
but she wouldn't let me go.
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Don't tell me this tale, Münir!
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Just because I didn't speak about it,
it doesn't mean I wasn't aware.
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I was aware of everything.
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I know how you dangled after her.
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I know how relationship grew.
And then how you tried to get rid off her.
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Okay, I accept my fault, but...
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There is no "buts" about it, Münir.
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Don't say another word.
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My fears came true.
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And at the worst moment possible.
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You fooled us.
You made us all ashamed.
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We were about to leave everything behind...
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Just when everything else was sorted out...
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... now we're back to where we started.
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I don't know how we can overcome this.
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God damn it!
It's all because of Leman!
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How easy it is to blame the woman, isn't it?
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... as if she's done it alone.
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But it's the fault of both of you !
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Şemsi...
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Let me explain.
Please.
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I don't want to hear anything.
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It's not what it seems.
I swear.
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There isn't anything serious between us.
Never was.
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There has been an affection between us.
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I was caught weak.
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I don't know how,
but it got me drifted away.
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I couldn't help it.
Please try to understand.
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It wasn't something serious.
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Enough.
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Don't reduce yourself even more.
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I wouldn't want you to learn it this way.
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I'm so ashamed.
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Me, too.
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I will file for divorce tomorrow.
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Since you have nothing else to say.
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I thought you wouldn't object to it.
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You had already told me
that you wanted to divorce.
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I wish... you had told me
the reason as well. So that...
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... nobody would have to be hurt.
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You can stay here until
you find a place for yourself.
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There's nothing else I will do for you.
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And nothing else to say.
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- We're home! We're home!
- Easy, son.
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- Halacığım!
- Sweety!
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Hoşgeldin.
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I missed you so much!
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I missed you so much, too.
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Hoşgeldin.
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- What happened?
- It's that man who had done it.
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But don't mention it.
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You don't need to throw in more wood.
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The house is warm enough.
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Shall I tell you what happened?
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Would you care for some tea?
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- Would you?
- No thanks.
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I can boil you fennel and peacebloom.
It wouldn't even take five minutes.
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As you wish.
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Why is the television off, Hala?
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- Want me to turn it on?
- No, Fatmagül. Don't turn it on.
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Enişte, I'm back!
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Hoşgeldin.
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Were you worried about us as well?
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I was.
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Of course I was.
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Come here.
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Why isn't anybody talking?
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We're not in a good mood, son.
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But you said everything was alright.
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Everything's alright, son.
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... alright.
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I...
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I don't want to talk about it.
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As I've told Rahmi.
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No one will ask me any questions,
nor expect any answers.
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He said that no one will ever talk about it.
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That's why I accepted to come back home.
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To end Rahmi's sadness.
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And not to derange Murat's life.
I've come back for them.
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Nothing is what it seems.
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That's all you need to know.
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Come on, pee before bed time.
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- Come on, I'm already tired.
- I want to sleep with my hala.
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- Hala, are you angry at my mom?
- No.
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You, daddy?
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No, son. I'm not.
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Why did we go away then?
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Hey you, come over here.
I've missed you.
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You'd miss me even more
if we didn't come back, wouldn't you?
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Mom said we would find another house.
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And live there from then on.
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But I said no.
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I said, "I don't want another house,
I want my dad."
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Good boy.
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It made my mom angry though.
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She was angry at that man, too.
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Bad man, he hit my mom.
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Your mom is right. It was a long day.
You should go to bed.
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- But, with my hala.
- Of course with your hala.
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Will you heat some milk for this handsome?
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- I will, after making his bed.
- And I shall bring his pajamas.
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Go to the bathroom now.
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- Okay.
- There he goes.
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We'd better go, as well.
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- Brush your teeth, too!
- Okay.
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Leave it to me.
I can do it.
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You prepare Murat's milk.
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We're glad they're back, right?
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Glad they're back.
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When we arrived at the hotel
she had already packed up, waiting for us.
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Checked out of the hotel and all.
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She got in the car silently
without any resistance.
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I put the milk on the cook top.
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- What happened?
- Don't even need to ask.
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- It's obvious.
- Did that man do it to her?
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Come on, Hala.
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Okay, sweety.
You go wear your pajamas.
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- Good night.
- Good night.
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Murat said the man shouted at his mother.
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It seems she's told off.
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- A bit roughly.
- Made her face bleed. He's an animal.
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Shush.
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It hurts Rahmi so much.
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- I could barely calm him down.
- I can imagine.
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Wish she didn't get to know
who she trusted, this way.
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- Wish she didn't.
- But she came back because he didn't want her.
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Otherwise, her decision was made without
caring about neither my abi nor her family.
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That man was there, too.
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- Did he do something?
- No, dear.
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He couldn't get out of his car
when he saw us there.
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You mean, is there still
something between them?
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Mukaddes learned her lesson.
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She didn't even look at his face.
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She just got in the car
and we drove off.
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What happened?
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Did you two argue as well?
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How did you find this place?
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You're not checking your phone?
I've been calling you for hours.
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Go away.
Leave me alone.
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Look, I'm not here to talk.
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I didn't come here to give you
an advice or consolation.
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I don't mean to pester you.
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I'm here because
I'm concerned about you.
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Because I'm worried.
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There's nothing to be worried about.
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I want to be alone.
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Man, I think you shouldn't be alone.
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Come, let's go get some fresh air.
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Let go.
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Look, I could never imagine
this would happen.
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We all know how
low of a person Münir was...
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... but I never thought
he could have gone this far.
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How could he do that.
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Let's go to the boat.
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Come on, man.
Let's go the boat or something.
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Erdoğan, leave me alone!
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- Where are you going?
- Just leave me be. Go away!
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Vural, where are you going man?
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Leave me alone!
Sod off!
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Vural !
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Give me that!
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- Give me the key.
- I can't let you drive in this state.
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It's okay. It's okay.
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- Erdoğan, give me that key.
- I know how you feel, but I can't let you do this.
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- How can you know how I feel?
- Okay, you're right. But please,
let's go somewhere and talk.
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There's nothing to talk about.
Everyone knows everything.
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- Do you know how my father feels now?
- I can imagine.
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I will kill that mother**er.
Give me that!
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They devastated my father!
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Devastated...
I'll kill that mother**er!
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I will kill him!
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God damn all !
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God damn!
God damn!
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Poor thing, he must have been so scared.
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Did everything happen in front of him?
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His mom didn't let him talk.
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It seems she told him not to talk about it.
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She shut the boy up
whenever he opened his mouth.
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She didn't have any rights
to make him go through this.
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It seems, she didn't tell Murat anything about it.
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She didn't say, "this is your dad".
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She first wanted to make sure
that the man would accept her.
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Thank God she could think of that.
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If the kid knew everything...
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She was pressing upon him
on the phone, to take care of her.
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She went to him anyway
although she knew she wasn't wanted.
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He is married as well. He has kids too.
She was going to ruin that family as well.
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He didn't let her do it.
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But using violence against her...
is unacceptable.
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Why violence, when there are
other ways to solve a problem...
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It seems that he is low
enough to beat a woman.
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But she refuses to talk about it.
She forbids it.
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She's just ashamed to come back
home with her tail between her legs.
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She doesn't want it to be rubbed in.
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- So please don't ask her about anything.
- I don't want to know about it anyway.
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This will make her even grumpier.
Let us go easy on her.
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- So that things won't get even worse.
- Okay.
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You don't seem to be troubled by that only.
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Is there something else troubling you?
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No, what else could trouble me?
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Okay... I'm so tired today.
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I shall go to the bathroom.
And then to bed.
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Good night.
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I still feel as if I'm going to cry.
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Still feels as if
it hasn't passed.
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Something is still whizzing inside me.
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Like something bad will happen again.
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Just like how it made me feel
when they took Murat from me.
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I feel as if it will happen again.
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I never thought anyone
would take Murat away from me.
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Never before I thought
I wouldn't see him anymore.
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But now I can't get those
thoughts out of my mind.
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I'm scared to loose him again.
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It is a very bad feeling. It's like...
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... so... I can't even describe it.
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I understand you very well, Abi.
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I know very well fear of loosing someone.
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Because...
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... it takes away everything that
makes you feel good about that person.
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And what is left is...
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... just longing, and a huge anger.
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You feel that something
is always missing in your life.
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Something irreplaceable.
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You feel as if you're a stranger of this world.
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It makes you feel uneasy.
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Always on pins and needles.
On your toes.
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That's exactly how I feel.
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Just like you said.
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Murat is my all.
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I can't live without him.
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I would die.
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I'm a father.
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Okay... My head is confused.
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- I'm not like other fathers. But...
- Don't say that, abi. You're a great father.
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I wish I could be like you.
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I wish I could be a good, caring f-...
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You are already a good man.
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I'm sure you'll make a great father.
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I mean.... when the time comes.
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Come, Fatmagül... What's Murat doing?
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Sleeping.
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Good, let him sleep.
My dear son.
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Let him sleep in his own home.
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He was so scared by that man.
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He beat Mukaddes, too.
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- But I will make him pay for it.
- Abi, don't.
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How dare he raise his hand at my wife?
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You tell me... Have I ever...
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... hurt her, even with my words?
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Did I shout at her?
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But that man hit her.
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I will make him pay.
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Abi, let it end here.
Don't prolong it, please.
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No... I will find him.
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I will give his punishment.
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Abi, he won't be bothering you anymore.
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He's married too.
He has a family that he cares about.
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That's why, just let it go.
Just forget about it.
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Wish that has never happened.
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Wish I never knew Mukaddes lied to me.
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I'm so broken.
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She wasn't going to marry me
if she didn't lie to me.
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She got married to give Murat birth.
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Okay, I'm now angry at her...
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I'm hurt, but...
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... thanks to her I have a family.
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- I have a kid.
- That's true.
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And also... she said she took refuge in me.
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She trusted me.
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After whom she trusted the most betrayed her.
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But she choose me, to protect her.
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She wanted to be with me.
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These are important stuff, aren't they?
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Anyway, I shall go check Murat.
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Without waking him up...
I'll kiss and smell my son.
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Fatmagül, give me a moment...
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I'm sorry.
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I don't want to upset you.
Or make your life even more difficult.
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All I want is...
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... to be close to you.
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If what I said to you will draw you
further away from me...
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... let's pretend that I didn't say it.
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Just forget about it.
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Fatmagül?
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Efendim?
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What happened?
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What happened to you?
Are you crying?
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No...
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- Come on, tell me what happened.
- Nothing happened.
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Fatmagül, come on sweety.
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Let's sit down and talk.
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Abla, there's really nothing to talk about.
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You're always keeping silent.
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You're not sharing it with anyone.
How long can you endure it in silence?
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All the things you repress inside
will turn into rocks.
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And keep getting heavier.
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I fear one day you will not
be able to carry it.
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Abla, I'm fine.
Don't worry.
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Don't do this, please.
You need to speak it out.
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This venom can only be rid of by speaking.
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You need (professional) help.
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Please, don't say no.
Let us find a good doctor.
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You will see, how good it will be for you.
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This is not something
you can overcome by yourself.
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Abla please. Not you too
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If you can't speak about it,
write it on a paper, then rip it apart.
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But do something about it.
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Oh Fatmagül...
What happened?
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Nothing?
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I thought you were crying.
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No, I'm not crying.
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Murat is sleeping deeply and soundly.
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I'm going to bed as well.
Good night to you.
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Good night.
Me too, I am going to bed, too.
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What happened?
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Good night.
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You're not sleeping.
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I know you're not.
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Go on and open your eyes.
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Don't make me sad again, okay?
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Don't go away again.
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See what they did to you when you went away.
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We never fought even once.
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Never once I shouted at you.
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Because I love you.
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Would a man raise his hand
to whom he loves?
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That's why... don't leave me again.
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I was so sad.
I thought I was dying.
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I know...
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You never loved me as you loved that man.
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I know you didn't love me.
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But I loved you.
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Both you and my kid.
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And I will love you till I die.
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Till the day I die.
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Don't do this to me again.
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Please.
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Promise me.
Say "I won't do it again."
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Promise me then.
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Okay, okay.
Don't cry.
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Sleep now.
You sleep now.
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Good night.
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- Go on inside.
- Erdoğan?
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We're home, mom.
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Hoşgeldiniz.
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Hoşbulduk, I thought you'd be sleeping.
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No, I waited for you.
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Good, you can go to bed now.
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Okay. Good night, Vural.
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- Is he okay?
- He is.
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Shall I make you coffee?
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We serve no alcoholic drinks at this hour.
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- I will sleep anyway.
- Okay, good.
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- Alo.
- Şemsi.
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Vural is here.
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- How? How is he?
- He's alright.
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They've just come.
Erdoğan and him.
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I've called to say don't worry.
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Thank you.
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Tell Erdoğan to keep an eye on him.
Please.
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Tell him not to leave him alone, okay?
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He's with him.
Don't worry.
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I've just called you to let you know.
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- Good night.
- Thank you.
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You too.
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The towels are in the drawers.
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You know where the pajamas are.
It's not a place you never stayed before.
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Vural...
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- Don't let yourself go.
- What am I going to do?
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Know your friends and enemies
better from now on.
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Does a man have anybody
closer to him than his mother?
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Who does a man love the most?
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Who does he seek in the hardest times?
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Doesn't your mom forgive all your mistakes?
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Isn't she the person who loves you the most...
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She's the person that values you
as most special.
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She's the only person who would
never leave your hand.
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The only person that you can trust.
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Of course.
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If you can't trust even your mom
then whom can you trust?
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Whom can I trust now?
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What am I here for?
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You have your friend here.
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I promise you, man.
I will always be with you.
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I will make that lowlife Münir pay for all this.
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That bastard.
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Can't believe how he looked into
your eyes for all this time...
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He even tried to use you with
my uncle against me.
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But he has shown his true colors.
You saw it.
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But he won't get away with this.
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I will make him regret.
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Just trust me.
And you will see.
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Is my enişte departing tomorrow?
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- Yes, early in the morning.
- I won't be able to see him then?
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It's better if you don't.
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Abla, don't say that please.
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- Anyway, I'll call him tomorrow morning then.
- Don't call him, Münir.
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Don't talk to him until he is cooled off.
Don't make things even worse.
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Okay, okay.
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It will be nice if you can stay away
from everyone for a while.
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I will do so.
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This is not a situation from which we can recover easily, Münir.
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- God forbid, a lot worse may happen.
- I know. That's why I'm going away.
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Let things settle down.
And everyone be calmer.
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Don't come back until then.
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Okay ablacığım.
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Be careful.