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[COSTCO SUBS PRESENTS]
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[Previously unaired footage]
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[IZUMI・SEXY & BABIENOBITCH ]
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Welcome.
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- Good evening.
- Welcome.
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- First time?
- Yes, first time, nice to meet you.
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What can I get you to drink?
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- What is there?
- Everything.
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- Beer.
- Beer?
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- What's your name?
- Shunsuke.
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How old are you?
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- I've turned 21.
- Right.
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- What brings you to Nichome?
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- Are you curious?
- I am.
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- I was thinking you might have a deep interest in this area's culture?
- A deep interest? Well..
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Two months ago, I decided I wanted
to make my sexuality clear.
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Until now I have only dated girls but I was
thinking I might be able to go both ways.
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I joined Terrace House
in order to find out.
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- Yes, yes, yes.
- And...
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With a 25 year old guy called Sota...
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We went for a drive and hung
out together and the like.
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Other than just experiencing normal life together, when we
went out together... More than as a person, liking someone...
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How do I put this?
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Do I like him in the way that a girl would?
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Basically, you can see him as a sexual partner, right?
Like you can go for him or you can have sex with him.
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You can go for various people, huh?
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Oh. Oh.
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The reason why I joined Terrace House is...
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I was struggling over
whether I also like guys.
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I was feeling uncertain over that.
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Now that I feel relieved since
I've figured out my sexuality.
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Is the Shunsuke of today
thinking "I like guys"?
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- You made your mind, right?
- Yes.
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But I haven't dated a guy so...
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Only people who feel the same as me
can understand me.
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There are the words "gay"
or "lesbian", right?
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Given that, I feel I was able to quickly
discover and understand myself.
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Discovering I go both ways was probably
the hardest thing for me to realise.
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- So have you had any sexual love with guys?
- No, I haven't even dated.
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Oh.
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- I haven't even held hands.
- Oh.
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So before there hasn't been that,
but you now have the desire.
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Ah, I see.
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- You should.
- Yeah!
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It's the same as driving,
the more experience the better.
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He's right.
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If you find someone you like....
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If the guy is straight, what do you do?
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Well if it was me, I've been gay for a long
time. I wouldn't fall for a straight guy.
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If he was cool, nice personality, good relationship etc.
And I fell for him, I'd tell myself to stop, it's no good.
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I'd cut off my feelings for him.
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- You'd give up?
- I'd give up.
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If he's straight, there's
nothing to be done.
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Actually you can get just one chance.
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But the relationship doesn't last.
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If that's the case, it would be good
to get along with the guy without having sex.
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Perhaps its the case that,
if you grow to like guys,
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If you grow to really love him,
maybe you can jump over that hurdle.
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- We both have a different way of starting relationships
- Yeah, different, right.
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Well anyway, I said I like guys before but,
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It's more like...I wanna have sex with guys!
I wanna blowjob!
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Everyday this guy is
thinking about penis, right?
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But really, when it comes to sexuality:
gay, lesbian, bi, there are various but...
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The truth is, there are
all kinds of gradations.
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It's not that we can just decide
our sexuality by ourselves.
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Like, "I like sushi, I like beef",
no, even without choosing.
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I don't know why it is that
I like guys, but I do.
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That's why, like you, I
don't know everything.
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You like both guys and girls..
but the ratio is...
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Perhaps that ratio is different from us
and a well known bisexual people.
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Everyone lies on their own position
on the sexuality spectrum.
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Well, consulting us is good but,
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you should probably listen to your heart.
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Even if we don't get physical,
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if I fall in love, it means I'm bi, right?
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You mean without doing anything sexual?
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- That's difficult...
- Difficult, right?
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We are really vulgar, so if we get hard,
that means we like him.
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If the partner is gay, if we don't get hard
that means we don't like him.
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So judging based on whether I can see
the person as a sexual partner.
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I also want them to see me
as a sexual partner.
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Right.
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Without that, I'd worry
there's no meaning to it.
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How... how was your first time?
Maybe "how" is strange but...
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- I want you to tell me about your first.
- First time I had sex?
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Even though I've known I was gay
and liked guys since I was a kid...
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There wasn't the opportunity
to meet other gay people.
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When I first did it, I was only happy. To
have someone to share that with was...
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Simply felt great.
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Like "I did it!".
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- But the first time I did it, I got a strong sense of guilt.
- There was.
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-Guilt?
-Right.
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That was when I was an adolescent and young.
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And even though I really really wanted
to do it, I felt strong regret.
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I showered so hard.
"I'm dirty, I'm dirty!".
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- Like all hunched up in the fetal position, right?
- So your feelings seemed like a girl who's lost her virginity.
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No, a more deep sense of guilt. Like
really I had done a forbidden thing.
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- Well, it was that period as well.
- Ah you're saying the prejudices of that period were a little greater.
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- More than now?
- Yeah, even though I did that, I wasn't dirty,
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I knew I was gay, so that
guilt is definitely strange.
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Even though I was like "I'll never do it again".
I waited a week before I did it again.
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- That's only human.
- Yeah, it's only human.
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But I do wonder if you feeling
of accomplishment.
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- I felt both accomplishment and guilt.
- Both ways.
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A feeling of "Yes! I did it" but also...
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- "Oh no, did I take a step down an awful path?"
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Yeah yeah.
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Hey look, on TV you can find
all kinds of talent on TV.
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Many of which are gay and it's normal.
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As we live in that kind of time...
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I wonder whether that feeling
of guilt would still exist.
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- On the contrary, you're blessed.
- Blessed to live in this time?
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Yeah.
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It is like the environment, the
period also... it's got easier maybe.
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I think the number of
supporters has increased.
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Like, everyone's different
but as for my own sexuality,
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When you are young, you assume
that your sexuality is your whole self.
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Your sexuality is just a part of you.
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If you are gay or bi, if
there is fierce criticism,
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Most of your friends interact with you
as a friend, not bi so...
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there's not such a problem of
criticism, you can not worry so much.
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Yeah.
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It was good to hear, to be
able to learn from you.
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Live life with no regrets.
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Time flies!
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OK, I'll come again. Next
time, maybe as a couple.
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I hope to come with someone.
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If you come alone,
I'll give you a massage.
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- Thank you.
- Thank you.
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Cute isn't he? Innocent.
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- Times were really like that for us.
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It wasn't like that.
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- It was, but you don't remember.
- Is that so?
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[Translated and Timed by holyone2]
[Reviewed by Koma]
