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[COSTCO SUBS PRESENTS]

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[Previously unaired footage]

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[IZUMI・SEXY & BABIENOBITCH ]

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Welcome.

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- Good evening.[br]- Welcome.

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- First time?[br]- Yes, first time, nice to meet you.

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What can I get you to drink?

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- What is there?[br]- Everything.

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- Beer.[br]- Beer?

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- What's your name?[br]- Shunsuke.

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How old are you?

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- I've turned 21.[br]- Right.

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- What brings you to Nichome?

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- Are you curious?[br]- I am.

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- I was thinking you might have a deep interest in this area's culture? [br]- A deep interest? Well..

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Two months ago, I decided I wanted[br]to make my sexuality clear.

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Until now I have only dated girls but I was[br]thinking I might be able to go both ways.

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I joined Terrace House[br]in order to find out.

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- Yes, yes, yes.[br]- And...

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With a 25 year old guy called Sota...

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We went for a drive and hung[br]out together and the like.

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Other than just experiencing normal life together, when we[br]went out together... More than as a person, liking someone...

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How do I put this?

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Do I like him in the way that a girl would?

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Basically, you can see him as a sexual partner, right?[br]Like you can go for him or you can have sex with him.

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You can go for various people, huh?

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Oh. Oh.

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The reason why I joined Terrace House is...

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I was struggling over[br]whether I also like guys.

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I was feeling uncertain over that.

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Now that I feel relieved since [br]I've figured out my sexuality.

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Is the Shunsuke of today[br]thinking "I like guys"?

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- You made your mind, right?[br]- Yes.

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But I haven't dated a guy so...

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Only people who feel the same as me[br]can understand me.

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There are the words "gay"[br]or "lesbian", right?

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Given that, I feel I was able to quickly[br]discover and understand myself.

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Discovering I go both ways was probably[br]the hardest thing for me to realise.

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- So have you had any sexual love with guys?[br]- No, I haven't even dated.

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Oh.

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- I haven't even held hands.[br]- Oh.

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So before there hasn't been that,[br]but you now have the desire.

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Ah, I see.

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- You should.[br]- Yeah!

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It's the same as driving, [br]the more experience the better.

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He's right.

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If you find someone you like....

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If the guy is straight, what do you do?

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Well if it was me, I've been gay for a long[br]time. I wouldn't fall for a straight guy.

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If he was cool, nice personality, good relationship etc.[br]And I fell for him, I'd tell myself to stop, it's no good.

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I'd cut off my feelings for him.

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- You'd give up?[br]- I'd give up.

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If he's straight, there's[br]nothing to be done.

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Actually you can get just one chance.

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But the relationship doesn't last.

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If that's the case, it would be good[br]to get along with the guy without having sex.

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Perhaps its the case that,[br]if you grow to like guys,

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If you grow to really love him,[br]maybe you can jump over that hurdle.

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- We both have a different way of starting relationships[br]- Yeah, different, right.

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Well anyway, I said I like guys before but,

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It's more like...I wanna have sex with guys! [br]I wanna blowjob!

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Everyday this guy is[br]thinking about penis, right?

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But really, when it comes to sexuality:[br]gay, lesbian, bi, there are various but...

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The truth is, there are[br]all kinds of gradations.

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It's not that we can just decide [br]our sexuality by ourselves.

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Like, "I like sushi, I like beef",[br]no, even without choosing.

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I don't know why it is that[br]I like guys, but I do.

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That's why, like you, I[br]don't know everything.

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You like both guys and girls..[br]but the ratio is...

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Perhaps that ratio is different from us [br]and a well known bisexual people.

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Everyone lies on their own position[br]on the sexuality spectrum.

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Well, consulting us is good but,

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you should probably listen to your heart.

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Even if we don't get physical,

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if I fall in love, it means I'm bi, right?

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You mean without doing anything sexual?

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- That's difficult...[br]- Difficult, right?

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We are really vulgar, so if we get hard, [br]that means we like him.

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If the partner is gay, if we don't get hard[br]that means we don't like him.

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So judging based on whether I can see [br]the person as a sexual partner.

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I also want them to see me[br]as a sexual partner.

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Right.

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Without that, I'd worry[br]there's no meaning to it.

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How... how was your first time?[br]Maybe "how" is strange but...

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- I want you to tell me about your first.[br]- First time I had sex?

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Even though I've known I was gay [br]and liked guys since I was a kid...

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There wasn't the opportunity[br]to meet other gay people.

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When I first did it, I was only happy. To[br]have someone to share that with was...

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Simply felt great.

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Like "I did it!".

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- But the first time I did it, I got a strong sense of guilt.[br]- There was.

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-Guilt?[br]-Right.

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That was when I was an adolescent and young.

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And even though I really really wanted[br]to do it, I felt strong regret.

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I showered so hard.[br]"I'm dirty, I'm dirty!".

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- Like all hunched up in the fetal position, right?[br]- So your feelings seemed like a girl who's lost her virginity.

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No, a more deep sense of guilt. Like[br]really I had done a forbidden thing.

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- Well, it was that period as well.[br]- Ah you're saying the prejudices of that period were a little greater.

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- More than now?[br]- Yeah, even though I did that, I wasn't dirty,

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I knew I was gay, so that[br]guilt is definitely strange.

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Even though I was like "I'll never do it again".[br]I waited a week before I did it again.

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- That's only human.[br]- Yeah, it's only human.

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But I do wonder if you feeling [br]of accomplishment.

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- I felt both accomplishment and guilt.[br]- Both ways.

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A feeling of "Yes! I did it" but also...

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- "Oh no, did I take a step down an awful path?"

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Yeah yeah.

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Hey look, on TV you can find[br]all kinds of talent on TV.

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Many of which are gay and it's normal.

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As we live in that kind of time...

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I wonder whether that feeling[br]of guilt would still exist.

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- On the contrary, you're blessed.[br]- Blessed to live in this time?

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Yeah.

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It is like the environment, the[br]period also... it's got easier maybe.

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I think the number of[br]supporters has increased.

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Like, everyone's different[br]but as for my own sexuality,

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When you are young, you assume[br]that your sexuality is your whole self.

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Your sexuality is just a part of you.

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If you are gay or bi, if[br]there is fierce criticism,

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Most of your friends interact with you[br]as a friend, not bi so...

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there's not such a problem of[br]criticism, you can not worry so much.

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Yeah.

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It was good to hear, to be[br]able to learn from you.

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Live life with no regrets.

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Time flies!

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OK, I'll come again. Next[br]time, maybe as a couple.

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I hope to come with someone.

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If you come alone,[br]I'll give you a massage.

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- Thank you.[br]- Thank you.

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Cute isn't he? Innocent.

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- Times were really like that for us.

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It wasn't like that.

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- It was, but you don't remember.[br]- Is that so?

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[Translated and Timed by holyone2][br][Reviewed by Koma]