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URSULA VON RYDINGSVARD:
My work is so labor intensive that often
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I'm doing things that are highly repetitive
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in order to get to the end of
the piece or of the project.
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It's actually pretty easy to have an image,
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but to realize it is a deep deal.
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Often when you're in the
process of realizing an image,
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it's going somewhere else.
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If that tangent starts going off in
a place that feels more exciting,
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that's what I go with.
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I grew up as one of seven children
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in the post-World War II refugee
camps for Polish people in Germany.
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My parents were extraordinary survivors,
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and my home was one in which
words were not used very often,
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and in fact anybody that used too
many words was automatically suspect.
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I drank from the world through visual means.
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That was a huge source of the
information by which I lived.
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I learned you smile but you ration that.
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You laugh, but not very frequently,
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and really at appropriate times.
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And that working hard was the answer to life.
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I almost think of it as the way
that the Shakers might live.
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We stayed in wooden barracks,
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raw wooden floors, raw wooden walls
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and raw wooden ceilings so
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somewhere in my blood I'm
dipping into that source.
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I build everything out of cedar.
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Very neutral. Almost like a piece of paper.
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When we build the sculpture,
we build it layer by layer.
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I draw the outside lines of each
of the pieces that you see here.
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The cutters cut them.
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We put them back here.
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We then mark it precisely.
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On the outside--you see some
of these marks on the outside?
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And on the inside, on the top portions these marks
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are actually the most precise of all
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so that if any one of these pieces
were to be tossed or to be lost,
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we could find them and put
them back where they belong.
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We build it and screw it all together.
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And then we take it off layer by layer by layer
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in order to glue it layer by layer.
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The cutters by the way are
the princes of my studio.
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There are cutters who cut lyrically,
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there are cutters who cut very aggressively,
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and depending on what I need, that's who I use.
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In order to make an organic form you
need to have many, many straight cuts.
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The surface is a kind of landscape
that I get carried away with.
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My definition of a landscape
that could also have to do with
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the kind of psychological landscape
or an emotional landscape.
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Graphite is a very, very fine
powder and because it's so fine,
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it's able to get into the pores of the cedar.
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I really put it on in a very hefty way so that
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I really grind it with a brush into the surface.
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And then we scoured the surface to further define
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what I wanted the surface to do
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because that surface is extremely important to me
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in terms of communicating emotionally.
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I never do a model–
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I never do drawings for my works–
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because they close me in.
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Because they limit my options.
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You can't get too predictable.
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You have to have surprises all over the place.
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If for nothing else, then
just to keep my head going–
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keep my mind alive.
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But I think to have any level of interest
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you have to have some sort of combat, you know,
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that's occurring within the work.
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And anger has been a tremendous
mobilizing force for me.
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I'm grateful to my anger.
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The confrontation in part lies
with my struggle with the cedar.
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It's always telling me what it needs to do
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and I think that I'm trying to
tell it what I want it to do.
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This is a sculpture that I want
to look as though it's ravaged.
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As though it's been kind of beaten up by life.
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Anything that has to do with chaos is as
interesting if not more so than order.
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This is a machine that's meant only
for metal to grind on top of wood
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and what it does is it burns its surface.
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For me, that's what gives it a whole
other landscape and a whole other depth.
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Mine are definitely not utilitarian objects
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but I learned from that which is vernacular.
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I consider these my drawings.
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They are three-dimensional but
they're actually quite complicated
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in terms of all of the markings on their surface.
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This is chalk and that's graphite.
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It's made out of wood--out of cedar, obviously–
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but it's still lace because it
wanders in a way that's very wayward
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and it's very open.
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You can see through it.
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I deliberately, consciously,
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set out to make it feel and look light.
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I love the man-made and nature kind of
really becoming fused or becoming one.
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For the project at Madison Square Park,
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the urethane bonnet, I wanted a transparent look–
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a look of walls that the light went through.
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I wanted a very agitated surface and the hood that
is over the bonnet is almost like a little porch.
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It's very erratic and it's very celebratory
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and it needed that translucency of the light.
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I think there were twelve marriages
that took place inside the bonnet.
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Certainly that part of the
piece was a big success.
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I do have books that I've written in.
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I use this as a way to talk to myself
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and I write down my dreams,
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documenting them is one of the
things that makes me feel lighter.
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I draw because it's something that
I like to do from time to time.
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I've never shown my drawings–
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I'm very shy about my drawings.
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They really are mine.
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I can't help but think right now that
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maybe the best drawings are the
ones that I leave for a while.
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Let it gestate because as time goes by
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I think it becomes more and more obvious.
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This particular drawing I've
worked on for I think over a year.
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It's almost like a patchwork quilt you know?
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And I think of these things not really as sewing,
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maybe as cuts that the surgeon then sews later.
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I think of them as a kind of landscape
that you look at from the top.
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This piece is the most baroque
piece that I've done in my life.
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It's also the kind of landscape
you find on a human body.
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The interiors of these pouches
had a tremendous amount to do with
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defining what the exterior does.
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I want people to enjoy the
voluptuousness of the piece.
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I want the piece to walk with them.
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I feel that anchoring these
structures and anchoring these forms
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is a part of the power behind how it speaks.
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Gravity serves an incredibly
important purpose for me.
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This wall pocket has a flat, flat back
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because it actually can edge up against a wall.
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There's kind of a humbleness to it.
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There's almost an introverted feel that it has.
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I need the inside to be as
carefully considered as the outside.
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And I have this idea of almost like
something that would–
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you know, almost like something that a body could excavate from.
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You know, could sort of be
molded with and then escape from.
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My whole cedar studio is loaded
with pieces that are unfinished
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and I need all of those things
in my environment to feed me,
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to give me always options.
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Nothing can exist in my head without opposites.
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The opposites don't have to be complete opposites,
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but they can be things that
don't ordinarily belong together.
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Within a piece that has tremendous
amount of agitation and agony,
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there can also be something very hushed
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and very quiet and very lyrical and very humane–
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also within the context of something that
feels as though it's full of violence.
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That within it one can have
something that feels humble
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and that feels as though it's capable
of giving you a "głaskać po głowie" –
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the capacity of petting you on the
head in a most gentle sort of way.