0:00:22.534,0:00:26.720 URSULA VON RYDINGSVARD:[br]My work is so labor intensive that often 0:00:26.720,0:00:29.000 I'm doing things that are highly repetitive 0:00:29.000,0:00:34.353 in order to get to the end of [br]the piece or of the project. 0:00:47.240,0:00:50.600 It's actually pretty easy to have an image, 0:00:50.600,0:00:54.045 but to realize it is a deep deal. 0:00:54.480,0:00:57.080 Often when you're in the [br]process of realizing an image, 0:00:57.080,0:00:58.834 it's going somewhere else. 0:00:59.360,0:01:04.240 If that tangent starts going off in [br]a place that feels more exciting, 0:01:04.240,0:01:05.783 that's what I go with. 0:01:09.400,0:01:12.480 I grew up as one of seven children 0:01:12.480,0:01:16.656 in the post-World War II refugee [br]camps for Polish people in Germany. 0:01:17.480,0:01:20.320 My parents were extraordinary survivors, 0:01:20.320,0:01:23.640 and my home was one in which [br]words were not used very often, 0:01:23.640,0:01:30.469 and in fact anybody that used too [br]many words was automatically suspect. 0:01:30.960,0:01:34.890 I drank from the world through visual means. 0:01:35.600,0:01:40.000 That was a huge source of the [br]information by which I lived. 0:01:41.680,0:01:45.800 I learned you smile but you ration that. 0:01:45.800,0:01:48.640 You laugh, but not very frequently, 0:01:48.640,0:01:50.905 and really at appropriate times. 0:01:57.200,0:02:02.680 And that working hard was the answer to life. 0:02:02.680,0:02:06.918 I almost think of it as the way [br]that the Shakers might live. 0:02:08.200,0:02:10.320 We stayed in wooden barracks, 0:02:10.320,0:02:13.160 raw wooden floors, raw wooden walls 0:02:13.160,0:02:17.120 and raw wooden ceilings so 0:02:17.120,0:02:22.283 somewhere in my blood I'm [br]dipping into that source. 0:02:24.160,0:02:26.400 I build everything out of cedar. 0:02:26.400,0:02:29.440 Very neutral. Almost like a piece of paper. 0:02:29.440,0:02:33.640 When we build the sculpture, [br]we build it layer by layer. 0:02:33.640,0:02:38.040 I draw the outside lines of each [br]of the pieces that you see here. 0:02:38.040,0:02:39.000 The cutters cut them. 0:02:39.000,0:02:40.280 We put them back here. 0:02:40.280,0:02:42.800 We then mark it precisely. 0:02:42.800,0:02:46.240 On the outside--you see some [br]of these marks on the outside? 0:02:46.240,0:02:50.040 And on the inside, on the top portions these marks 0:02:50.040,0:02:52.040 are actually the most precise of all 0:02:52.040,0:02:55.600 so that if any one of these pieces [br]were to be tossed or to be lost, 0:02:55.600,0:02:58.238 we could find them and put [br]them back where they belong. 0:03:05.120,0:03:08.080 We build it and screw it all together. 0:03:08.080,0:03:11.720 And then we take it off layer by layer by layer 0:03:11.720,0:03:14.039 in order to glue it layer by layer. 0:03:21.800,0:03:25.355 The cutters by the way are [br]the princes of my studio. 0:03:28.560,0:03:30.960 There are cutters who cut lyrically, 0:03:30.960,0:03:33.480 there are cutters who cut very aggressively, 0:03:33.480,0:03:36.734 and depending on what I need, that's who I use. 0:03:39.000,0:03:43.434 In order to make an organic form you [br]need to have many, many straight cuts. 0:03:51.880,0:03:55.581 The surface is a kind of landscape [br]that I get carried away with. 0:03:56.932,0:04:01.400 My definition of a landscape [br]that could also have to do with 0:04:01.400,0:04:05.000 the kind of psychological landscape [br]or an emotional landscape. 0:04:11.738,0:04:14.920 Graphite is a very, very fine [br]powder and because it's so fine, 0:04:14.920,0:04:17.520 it's able to get into the pores of the cedar. 0:04:21.320,0:04:23.760 I really put it on in a very hefty way so that 0:04:23.760,0:04:26.827 I really grind it with a brush into the surface. 0:04:27.834,0:04:33.840 And then we scoured the surface to further define 0:04:33.840,0:04:35.840 what I wanted the surface to do 0:04:35.840,0:04:38.440 because that surface is extremely important to me 0:04:38.440,0:04:41.514 in terms of communicating emotionally. 0:04:52.520,0:04:53.960 I never do a model– 0:04:53.960,0:04:57.160 I never do drawings for my works– 0:04:57.160,0:04:58.920 because they close me in. 0:04:58.920,0:05:01.330 Because they limit my options. 0:05:04.444,0:05:06.084 You can't get too predictable. 0:05:06.084,0:05:08.125 You have to have surprises all over the place. 0:05:08.720,0:05:11.480 If for nothing else, then [br]just to keep my head going– 0:05:11.480,0:05:13.609 keep my mind alive. 0:05:14.960,0:05:17.360 But I think to have any level of interest 0:05:17.360,0:05:20.680 you have to have some sort of combat, you know, 0:05:20.680,0:05:23.204 that's occurring within the work. 0:05:24.440,0:05:29.640 And anger has been a tremendous [br]mobilizing force for me. 0:05:30.160,0:05:32.037 I'm grateful to my anger. 0:05:33.960,0:05:42.080 The confrontation in part lies [br]with my struggle with the cedar. 0:05:42.680,0:05:45.240 It's always telling me what it needs to do 0:05:45.240,0:05:49.216 and I think that I'm trying to [br]tell it what I want it to do. 0:05:50.040,0:05:55.501 This is a sculpture that I want [br]to look as though it's ravaged. 0:05:56.737,0:06:01.650 As though it's been kind of beaten up by life. 0:06:03.000,0:06:10.180 Anything that has to do with chaos is as [br]interesting if not more so than order. 0:06:14.280,0:06:18.822 This is a machine that's meant only [br]for metal to grind on top of wood 0:06:19.760,0:06:22.720 and what it does is it burns its surface. 0:06:22.720,0:06:27.797 For me, that's what gives it a whole [br]other landscape and a whole other depth. 0:06:29.720,0:06:33.640 Mine are definitely not utilitarian objects 0:06:33.640,0:06:36.954 but I learned from that which is vernacular. 0:06:58.920,0:07:01.280 I consider these my drawings. 0:07:01.280,0:07:05.400 They are three-dimensional but [br]they're actually quite complicated 0:07:05.400,0:07:08.600 in terms of all of the markings on their surface. 0:07:08.600,0:07:10.781 This is chalk and that's graphite. 0:07:11.994,0:07:14.240 It's made out of wood--out of cedar, obviously– 0:07:14.240,0:07:18.520 but it's still lace because it [br]wanders in a way that's very wayward 0:07:18.520,0:07:19.720 and it's very open. 0:07:19.720,0:07:21.200 You can see through it. 0:07:21.200,0:07:23.000 I deliberately, consciously, 0:07:23.000,0:07:26.013 set out to make it feel and look light. 0:07:28.920,0:07:36.164 I love the man-made and nature kind of [br]really becoming fused or becoming one. 0:07:37.080,0:07:39.400 For the project at Madison Square Park, 0:07:39.400,0:07:43.547 the urethane bonnet, I wanted a transparent look– 0:07:44.325,0:07:48.360 a look of walls that the light went through. 0:07:48.360,0:07:59.120 I wanted a very agitated surface and the hood that [br]is over the bonnet is almost like a little porch. 0:07:59.120,0:08:01.960 It's very erratic and it's very celebratory 0:08:01.960,0:08:05.685 and it needed that translucency of the light. 0:08:06.349,0:08:10.531 I think there were twelve marriages [br]that took place inside the bonnet. 0:08:15.040,0:08:18.385 Certainly that part of the [br]piece was a big success. 0:08:21.040,0:08:26.021 I do have books that I've written in. 0:08:27.440,0:08:31.840 I use this as a way to talk to myself 0:08:31.840,0:08:35.336 and I write down my dreams, 0:08:36.320,0:08:39.954 documenting them is one of the [br]things that makes me feel lighter. 0:08:44.640,0:08:50.621 I draw because it's something that [br]I like to do from time to time. 0:08:52.040,0:08:53.880 I've never shown my drawings– 0:08:53.880,0:08:55.918 I'm very shy about my drawings. 0:08:57.268,0:08:59.268 They really are mine. 0:08:59.520,0:09:01.200 I can't help but think right now that 0:09:01.200,0:09:04.650 maybe the best drawings are the [br]ones that I leave for a while. 0:09:05.520,0:09:08.552 Let it gestate because as time goes by 0:09:08.552,0:09:10.628 I think it becomes more and more obvious. 0:09:11.178,0:09:16.040 This particular drawing I've [br]worked on for I think over a year. 0:09:16.040,0:09:20.640 It's almost like a patchwork quilt you know? 0:09:20.640,0:09:24.764 And I think of these things not really as sewing, 0:09:26.160,0:09:32.520 maybe as cuts that the surgeon then sews later. 0:09:32.520,0:09:37.390 I think of them as a kind of landscape [br]that you look at from the top. 0:09:56.720,0:10:01.840 This piece is the most baroque [br]piece that I've done in my life. 0:10:01.840,0:10:05.351 It's also the kind of landscape [br]you find on a human body. 0:10:07.800,0:10:12.640 The interiors of these pouches [br]had a tremendous amount to do with 0:10:12.640,0:10:16.134 defining what the exterior does. 0:10:22.680,0:10:29.600 I want people to enjoy the [br]voluptuousness of the piece. 0:10:29.600,0:10:32.701 I want the piece to walk with them. 0:10:34.280,0:10:39.240 I feel that anchoring these [br]structures and anchoring these forms 0:10:39.240,0:10:43.559 is a part of the power behind how it speaks. 0:10:44.452,0:10:50.474 Gravity serves an incredibly [br]important purpose for me. 0:10:54.320,0:10:58.000 This wall pocket has a flat, flat back 0:10:58.000,0:11:02.685 because it actually can edge up against a wall. 0:11:03.280,0:11:05.720 There's kind of a humbleness to it. 0:11:05.720,0:11:10.233 There's almost an introverted feel that it has. 0:11:11.240,0:11:17.136 I need the inside to be as [br]carefully considered as the outside. 0:11:18.120,0:11:23.955 And I have this idea of almost like [br]something that would– 0:11:31.463,0:11:36.342 you know, almost like something that a body could excavate from. 0:11:38.196,0:11:44.540 You know, could sort of be [br]molded with and then escape from. 0:11:46.600,0:11:51.520 My whole cedar studio is loaded [br]with pieces that are unfinished 0:11:51.520,0:11:55.440 and I need all of those things [br]in my environment to feed me, 0:11:55.440,0:11:59.240 to give me always options. 0:12:03.880,0:12:07.240 Nothing can exist in my head without opposites. 0:12:07.240,0:12:10.440 The opposites don't have to be complete opposites, 0:12:10.440,0:12:14.560 but they can be things that [br]don't ordinarily belong together. 0:12:14.560,0:12:22.520 Within a piece that has tremendous [br]amount of agitation and agony, 0:12:22.520,0:12:24.680 there can also be something very hushed 0:12:24.680,0:12:29.160 and very quiet and very lyrical and very humane– 0:12:31.680,0:12:37.204 also within the context of something that [br]feels as though it's full of violence. 0:12:38.280,0:12:43.560 That within it one can have [br]something that feels humble 0:12:43.560,0:12:53.080 and that feels as though it's capable [br]of giving you a "głaskać po głowie" – 0:12:53.080,0:12:59.120 the capacity of petting you on the [br]head in a most gentle sort of way.