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Hello there.
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If you're watching this video
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chances are you've heard of projection.
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You've been in that scenario
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where you're looking at someone
who is upset at you thinking:
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"Isn't that just the pot
calling the kettle black?"
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Or you've been in that situation
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were someone looks at you
and says: "You're just projecting".
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But the thing is,
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most of us don't know the
mechanism behind projecting.
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We don't know why we do it,
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or how to stop.
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Which is, of course, why we're
having this discussion today.
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We are born whole,
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but that wholeness is short lived.
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It's short lived because we
are born relationally dependent.
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To be born relationally dependent
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in a family that is not fully evolved yet,
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because society is not fully evolved yet,
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spells immense trouble.
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It means that we're about to learn
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that certain aspects
of ourselves are acceptable,
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and certain aspects
of ourselves are unacceptable.
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And this is where the trouble starts.
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What is acceptable verses unacceptable
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depends upon the family
you're born into.
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The aspects of us that
are seen as unacceptable
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(both positive and negative)
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are rejected by our family,
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and the aspects
that are seen as acceptable
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are accepted by our family.
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So being relationally dependent
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in the name of survival,
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we do anything we can
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to disown and deny and suppress
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those aspects of ourselves
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that are disapproved of,
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and exaggerate those
that are approved of.
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We dissociate from what we disapprove of.
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This creates a split within the person
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that we call the conscious
and the subconscious.
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This self preservation instinct
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is in fact,
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our first act of self rejection.
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For example,
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a child is born into a family
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where anger is not
an okay emotion to express.
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When the child gets angry,
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they're ashamed for that anger,
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so the child suppresses
and denies their anger
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for the sake of survival
within the household.
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But the anger does not go away.
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They just consciously deny it.
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It becomes sub-conscious.
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As an adult,
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this person will most likely
not have any awareness
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that they have any anger in them at all.
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They will not and cannot
see themselves clearly
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because they have denied
that aspect of themselves.
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So when people tell them
that they are angry,
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they will not relate to that at all.
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They may only relate to themselves
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as easy going.
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When we deny, suppress
or disown something
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it's not like it just disappears.
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we just lose
our conscious awareness of it.
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We dissociate from
the awareness of that thing.
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Now in order for us
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to recognise that thing which
we are denying and suppressing,
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we have to feel the pain
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of the absence of that particular thing.
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No wonder self awareness is so difficult.
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Every human in existence
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that was ever socialized,
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which is everyone,
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went through this process
of splitting themselves into parts.
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Parts that are owned
and parts that were disowned.
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This self rejection
is the birth of self hate.
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The emptiness that we feel
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is the result of those missing,
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rejected or disowned parts of our self.
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And the soul is motivated for one thing;
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that's to make us whole again.
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We will be provided
every single opportunity
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to become whole again.
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But in order to become whole again,
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we need to see and accept
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the aspects of ourselves
that we've disowned.
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This is painful.
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Self awareness doesn't come naturally
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to people who like to avoid pain.
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Because
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in order for us to really
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get to a space of wholeness,
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what we have to do
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is to stop avoiding the pain,
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we have to stop avoiding
that feeling of void
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that is inherently within us
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because of the missing
aspects of ourselves,
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and instead, we need to go
straight in the direction of it.
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So where does projection
come into all of this?
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We tend to overcompensate
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for whatever trait we have suppressed
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or denied or rejected.
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For example,
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somebody who is super apathetic
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is going to suppress the aspect
of themselves that strives,
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and someone who strives
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is most likely going to suppress
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the aspects of themselves
that are apathetic.
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Now because the soul is motivated
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in the direction of completion,
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in the direction of wholeness,
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it wants to find a partner
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that makes it feel more whole,
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so the external world
becomes the substitute
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for what we're missing
in our internal world.
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For this very reason,
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in our partnership and friendships
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we tend to attract both extremes.
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We attract people into our lives
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who mirror both extremities within us,
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so that we can have the opportunity
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to be aware of our own dichotomy.
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The law of attraction
responds to both extremes.
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The over compensation,
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and the aspect of ourselves
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that we have suppressed
to the extreme.
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We are matched to them
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even though they seem
to be the opposite of us,
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because that denied self
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is still a part of us
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and is still, therefore,
subject to the law of attraction.
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But our partners,
romantic partners specifically,
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or those that are the very closest to us
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tend to be our opposing mirror.
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They reflect the attribute we suppressed
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and we reflect the aspect
that they suppressed.
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The person who is apathetic,
therefore, will mostly likely end up
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in a relationship with a success freak,
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and both of them will be
caused pain by the other
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because each is a reminder
of the rejected aspects of themselves.
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They reflect to each other the lost self.
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Guess what?
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We recognize and see in other people
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the things we have rejected
and denied within ourselves,
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This is really the essence of projection.
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When we notice
an attribute in someone else
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that we have made not okay
within ourselves long ago,
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we have the same reaction to that,
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that we did to that aspect within us
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the first time.
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Reject it, avoid it,
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suppress it,
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get rid of it.
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On the flip side,
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when we see positive
aspects in other people
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that we have suppressed within ourselves,
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we fall in love.
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It feels like our opportunity
to become more whole
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we want more of it,
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we become addicted to it,
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we glorify it and put it on a pedestal
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and even idolize it.
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This is in fact what's happening
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when you see crowds of screaming girls
at Justin Bieber concerts.
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They're all projecting the post of aspect
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that they've disowned
in themselves, onto him.
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Mostly a sense of
significance and sexuality.
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Which they of course, disowned
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in order to be good, obedient,
humble little girls
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who obey their parents.
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The main characteristic of
the suppressed or denied self,
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is its complete invisibility to you,
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and its complete visibility
to other people.
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This is why it must
surprise the hell out of you
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that some people see the traits in you
that you don't see at all.
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But guess what?
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This is how it's supposed to work
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if you've been suppressing
an aspect to yourself,
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you are not supposed to
have any awareness of it,
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that was the point in the first place.
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Disassociating from it,
was your survival technique.
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So if somebody makes you feel
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like projection is another
personality flaw,
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you can think again,
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because for all of us
that have been socialized,
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this is going to be the outcome.
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Any extreme aversion
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to a trait in another person
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is a reflection of the level of rejection
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that you developed towards that trait
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or the potential of that trait
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within yourself.
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The more we love something
in someone else,
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the more we disowned it
in ourself long ago.
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Now, there's a misunderstanding
when it comes to projection;
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There's an idea that
when projection is happening,
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when someone is projecting
something onto somebody else,
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they're projecting a trait that
that other person does not have.
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But projection is always a two way street.
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That means one of two things:
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Either, both people
have that very same trait,
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and the one is just
recognizing it in the other,
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or the very act of being a match
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to being projected upon,
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is indicative of something
that is being reflected
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in the other person.
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In other words, to have
someone project upon us,
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we have to be a vibrational match
to that experience.
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Meaning that the experience
of being projected upon
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is also reflecting something
that is denied within ourselves.
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On that note,
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it must be said
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that projection has become
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like the single biggest
cop out and deflection technique
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that has ever been invented,
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especially in the new age community.
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It drives me nuts
when I hear people saying:
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"You're just projecting".
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It's a super-good way to get out of
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having to look at yourself
clearly or objectively.
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You're never going to get to
a space of self awareness
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if that's what you continue to do.
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You cannot consciously see someone clearly
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until you are completely
conscious of yourself.
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If you aren't,
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you will continue to see everyone
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through the filter of
your own subconscious mind.
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Every time we cop out
of looking at ourselves, by saying:
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"You're just projecting",
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we miss the opportunity
to see ourselves clearly
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and we miss the opportunity to see
our world and each other clearly.
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Every single one of us projects.
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Every single one of us
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recognizes what we have
denied and suppressed
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and disowned within ourselves,
in its external reflection.
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At this point in our evolutionary history,
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projection is not
going to stop completely .
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And the goal of your life
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should not be to stop projecting,
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it should be to become
completely self aware.
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And our extreme negative and
extreme positive reactions to others
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are the perfect opportunity
to develop self awareness.
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Also, the more we reject
something in someone else,
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the more we perpetuate our own wounding.
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Because in rejecting or disapproving
of that thing in them,
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we are re-rejecting
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and re-disapproving of it in ourselves.
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So here we are,
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how to uncover your self-rejection
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by using projection to your advantage.
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#1.
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Look at the negative traits
or aspects about other people
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that you don't like.
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Especially, look at the traits
you don't like about your partner.
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What bothers you?
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#2.
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Discover the positive intention
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behind the thing
that you hate in other people.
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In other words,
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what is the real positive intention
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for the reason that they are
doing that super negative thing
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or possessing that negative trait.
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The answer is, of course,
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always going to be in line
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with trying to keep themselves
from getting hurt.
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#3.
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Why was it dangerous,
or is it dangerous
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for those people to be the opposite
of those negative traits?
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For example, if I'm lazy,
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why it was a dangerous or not okay
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to be driven and motivated?
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#4.
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Recognize that no matter how much
you might want to deny it
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or not admit to it,
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these aspects that you
despise in other people,
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are always a reflection of yourself.
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These are attributes
that you have suppressed.
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These traits are a mirror
of what you've rejected in yourself.
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The more you're trying to
protect yourself from yourself,
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the more the aspects you hate in others
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will look nothing like you.
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You'll tell yourself:
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"I'm not that way at all".
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#5.
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Be willing to be vulnerable enough
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that you are able to open
your mind up to the idea
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that these traits are yours
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and recognize how it's true
that they are yours.
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Now, there are two possibilities here:
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Either you are very much like
those things you hate in others,
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or those things you hate in others
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are so buried and so rejected in you,
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that you never do that same thing
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to a degree that's unhealthy.
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#6.
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If you're struggling with this process,
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involve other people in the process.
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A good way to know if
you have been suppressing
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or denying something, or projecting,
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is if you have heard the same
negative thing about yourself
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from more than one person.
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Another good idea
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is to have people that know you well
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write down the things
that they don't like about you.
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Those negative aspects that they see,
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and then take special notice
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of the things that
more than one person says.
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#7.
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Just as you did with your partner earlier
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or with other people earlier,
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ask yourself:
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"Why was it dangerous to be the opposite
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of these negative traits
that I obviously posses?"
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For example:
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"Why is it not okay for me to be lazy?"
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#8.
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Begin to find approval for
the things that you dislike
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in other people and in yourself.
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Now this is not the same thing
as lying to yourself.
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You can't say:
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"Oh they're narcissistic, I like that"
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Because it's not true.
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But there might be some things
that come along with being narcissistic
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that would be really nice,
they are actual positives.
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Those are the kind of things
you want to look at
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so you can release your resistance,
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not only to other people,
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but more especially
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to the aspect of yourself
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that you're denying, suppressing
and trying to dissociate from.
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For example,
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a person who is cruel
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may have no problem
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caring what other people think of them.
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Don't we all wish we could be that free?
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#9.
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Adopt the aspects of others
that you dislike,
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that are in fact just mirrors
of aspects of yourself
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that you dislike,
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in a way that benefits you.
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This doesn't mean become
lazy or become cruel.
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What it means is:
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Take time off
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or quit saying yes to everyone.
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What is the positive aspect
of someone who is lazy?
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They are not afraid to rest.
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So adopting that
disowned aspect of yourself
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could take the form of you taking a rest.
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This will bring you closer
to the state of wholeness.
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You can do this entire process
that I've just outlined
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with positives as well.
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To do that you simply need to figure out
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what you admire,
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envy or fall in love with in other people,
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especially your partner,
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kids and idols.
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And discover the positive intention
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behind suppressing
those things inside yourself.
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Discover why it was dangerous
to have those positive traits.
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For example, if I am lazy
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and I envy people who are
driven and motivated,
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why was it dangerous
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or not okay to be driven
and motivated growing up?
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Find ways to express
those particular traits in your life.
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So if I'm at a Justin Bieber concert
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and I love the significance that he has,
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how do I let myself
have more significance?
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Knowing of course,
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that the aspect of me that is suppressed,
is still an aspect of me.
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There's a potion in there
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that is highly significant
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and that wants that significance
to be expressed.
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Judgement doesn't have to
be such a bad thing.
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And you can't stop judging
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just by deciding to do it.
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Has that ever worked for any of you?
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I've never seen it work before.
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What that means is,
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instead of worrying ourselves
with stopping judging other people,
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we need to instead develop an open mind,
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that is open enough
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to take a look at
our judgements completely,
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to use our judgement of other people,
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both positive and negative,
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to recognize the aspects that
we have rejected within ourselves.
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This causes our judgements
to turn into observations.
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So, what do you judge?
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Projection is one of the best
tools for self awareness.
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It's also one of the best excuses
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to avoid self awareness.
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We cannot be truly authentic
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as long as we continue to
reject, suppress, deny or disown
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aspects of ourselves,
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whether they be positive or negative.
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So if you're willing
to be uncomfortable enough
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to see yourself clearly,
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most especially the aspects
of yourself that are missing,
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I can guarantee you
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that you are well along
the way to authenticity
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and you are well along the way
to a state of wholeness.
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Have a good week.