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I often have a volition to want
to spread happiness
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and also to see the beauty in the world.
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But sometimes, when I see things
without dualities
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and I realize that happiness
and suffering inter-are and
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beauty and ugliness inter-are,
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I lack the purpose or volition
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for goodness or beauty.
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Because it seems meaningless.
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If all things are one another,
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what is the purpose?
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How can we have purpose
to do good and to create happiness?
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If happiness is inter-being
with suffering,
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and beauty is inter-being with ugliness?
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When I was a young monk,
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reading the sutras,
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I learned that the Buddha
also practices sitting meditation,
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and walking meditation,
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mindful breathing and so on.
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And I asked myself: Why?
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You have already become a Buddha,
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and you need to practice more?
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(Laughter)
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And that became object of my meditation.
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The question is linked
to another question,
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whether the Buddha still suffers
as a human being.
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Because the Buddha is not a god,
the Buddha is an enlightened being
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who has a lot of compassion and insight.
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And also the other question is, if having
become a Buddha, you continue to suffer,
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what is the use of becoming a Buddha?
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(Laughter)
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I tried to meditate and then
I found the answers by myself.
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That reality can be described
in term of inter-being.
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If there is no right, there is no left.
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If there is no subject,there is no object.
And so on.
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The notion of interbeing, good and evil,
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and reality transcends all these notions.
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But speaking from conventional truth ...
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because there are two kinds of truth;
conventional truth and ultimate truth,
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we still have to use the notion
of birth and death,
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being and non-being, happiness
and suffering, and so on.
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So if we touch the ultimate truth and
we can transcend all these notions,
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we will be at peace.
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But still in the realm of conventional
truth, that truth can be applied also.
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It's like a classical science -inauthentic
but Newton still applicable.
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Because happiness cannot be
by itself alone.
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That is why suffering has to be there
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in order to play the role
of a non-happiness element.
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A lotus is made of non-lotus elements,
including the mud.
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So without the mud, there is no lotus.
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There is no suffering,
there is no happiness without suffering.
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Because happiness is made
of non-happiness elements,
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and among these non-happiness elements,
there is the element of mud.
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So mud is very essential.
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It is by making good use of the mud
that you can have lotus.
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It is by making good use of happiness
that you have beauty.
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It is by making good use of suffering
that you can have happiness.
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So, for a person like the Buddha, who
has a lot of understanding and compassion,
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if he has to suffer,
he suffers much much lesser.
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That is the advantage of being a Buddha.
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If you have to suffer,
you suffer much less
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because you know how to suffer.
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You have so much wisdom and then
you can make good use of suffering
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in order to create understanding
and compassion.
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And that is the answer
to my first question:
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whether a Buddha still suffers
after having become a Buddha or not.
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As for the other question is that,
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everything is impermanent
including happiness.
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If everything is impermanent, then
love and happiness are also impermanent.
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And that is why, the Buddha
having love and happiness
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has to continue
to nourish love and happiness.
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That is why, he continues
to do walking meditation,
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sitting meditation, mindful breathing.
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So it is very comfortable to know
that everything is impermanent,
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that everything inter-is
with everything else.
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And you see a perfect coordination between
conventional truth and ultimate truth.
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