WEBVTT 00:00:01.842 --> 00:00:03.404 (Half bell) 00:00:09.730 --> 00:00:16.464 (Bell) 00:00:33.590 --> 00:00:38.847 I often have a volition to want to spread happiness 00:00:39.360 --> 00:00:42.875 and also to see the beauty in the world. 00:00:44.938 --> 00:00:52.869 But sometimes, when I see things without dualities 00:00:53.403 --> 00:00:57.831 and I realize that happiness and suffering inter-are and 00:00:58.587 --> 00:01:01.840 beauty and ugliness inter-are, 00:01:02.916 --> 00:01:07.507 I lack the purpose or volition 00:01:08.990 --> 00:01:12.931 for goodness or beauty. 00:01:14.180 --> 00:01:17.459 Because it seems meaningless. 00:01:18.722 --> 00:01:21.561 If all things are one another, 00:01:21.895 --> 00:01:23.188 what is the purpose? 00:01:23.417 --> 00:01:27.284 How can we have purpose to do good and to create happiness? 00:01:28.248 --> 00:01:31.672 If happiness is inter-being with suffering, 00:01:32.125 --> 00:01:34.965 and beauty is inter-being with ugliness? 00:01:37.711 --> 00:01:39.603 When I was a young monk, 00:01:42.697 --> 00:01:45.706 reading the sutras, 00:01:50.755 --> 00:01:56.244 I learned that the Buddha also practices sitting meditation, 00:01:57.646 --> 00:01:59.957 and walking meditation, 00:02:00.199 --> 00:02:02.752 mindful breathing and so on. 00:02:03.466 --> 00:02:05.922 And I asked myself: Why? 00:02:06.181 --> 00:02:08.735 You have already become a Buddha, 00:02:08.995 --> 00:02:10.944 and you need to practice more? 00:02:11.201 --> 00:02:13.709 (Laughter) 00:02:15.885 --> 00:02:21.944 And that became object of my meditation. 00:02:26.873 --> 00:02:29.594 The question is linked to another question, 00:02:30.150 --> 00:02:33.868 whether the Buddha still suffers as a human being. 00:02:34.976 --> 00:02:39.309 Because the Buddha is not a god, the Buddha is an enlightened being 00:02:39.856 --> 00:02:44.125 who has a lot of compassion and insight. 00:02:46.883 --> 00:02:57.062 And also the other question is, if having become a Buddha, you continue to suffer, 00:02:57.635 --> 00:03:02.470 what is the use of becoming a Buddha? 00:03:02.731 --> 00:03:06.589 (Laughter) 00:03:11.040 --> 00:03:16.614 I tried to meditate and then I found the answers by myself. 00:03:19.986 --> 00:03:29.353 That reality can be described in term of inter-being. 00:03:30.081 --> 00:03:33.471 If there is no right, there is no left. 00:03:34.162 --> 00:03:39.506 If there is no subject,there is no object. And so on. 00:03:39.506 --> 00:03:43.535 The notion of interbeing, good and evil, 00:03:44.434 --> 00:03:48.659 and reality transcends all these notions. 00:03:50.825 --> 00:03:58.995 But speaking from conventional truth ... 00:03:59.534 --> 00:04:05.437 because there are two kinds of truth; conventional truth and ultimate truth, 00:04:06.828 --> 00:04:11.875 we still have to use the notion of birth and death, 00:04:12.802 --> 00:04:18.212 being and non-being, happiness and suffering, and so on. 00:04:19.052 --> 00:04:24.457 So if we touch the ultimate truth and we can transcend all these notions, 00:04:28.242 --> 00:04:30.766 we will be at peace. 00:04:31.080 --> 00:04:37.666 But still in the realm of conventional truth, that truth can be applied also. 00:04:38.095 --> 00:04:43.361 It's like a classical science -inauthentic but Newton still applicable. 00:04:48.722 --> 00:04:53.544 Because happiness cannot be by itself alone. 00:04:54.782 --> 00:04:57.332 That is why suffering has to be there 00:04:57.332 --> 00:05:02.442 in order to play the role of a non-happiness element. 00:05:04.382 --> 00:05:08.338 A lotus is made of non-lotus elements, including the mud. 00:05:09.405 --> 00:05:11.881 So without the mud, there is no lotus. 00:05:12.173 --> 00:05:17.643 There is no suffering, there is no happiness without suffering. 00:05:18.440 --> 00:05:22.253 Because happiness is made of non-happiness elements, 00:05:22.603 --> 00:05:29.580 and among these non-happiness elements, there is the element of mud. 00:05:30.617 --> 00:05:33.996 So mud is very essential. 00:05:34.468 --> 00:05:38.297 It is by making good use of the mud that you can have lotus. 00:05:38.916 --> 00:05:43.886 It is by making good use of happiness that you have beauty. 00:05:44.822 --> 00:05:50.981 It is by making good use of suffering that you can have happiness. 00:05:51.949 --> 00:06:03.616 So, for a person like the Buddha, who has a lot of understanding and compassion, 00:06:05.258 --> 00:06:08.943 if he has to suffer, he suffers much much lesser. 00:06:11.140 --> 00:06:14.013 That is the advantage of being a Buddha. 00:06:14.298 --> 00:06:16.568 If you have to suffer, you suffer much less 00:06:16.660 --> 00:06:18.648 because you know how to suffer. 00:06:19.379 --> 00:06:24.974 You have so much wisdom and then you can make good use of suffering 00:06:25.216 --> 00:06:28.794 in order to create understanding and compassion. 00:06:29.182 --> 00:06:32.870 And that is the answer to my first question: 00:06:34.691 --> 00:06:40.659 whether a Buddha still suffers after having become a Buddha or not. 00:06:41.245 --> 00:06:44.202 As for the other question is that, 00:06:44.205 --> 00:06:47.825 everything is impermanent including happiness. 00:06:50.893 --> 00:06:57.486 If everything is impermanent, then love and happiness are also impermanent. 00:06:57.876 --> 00:07:01.176 And that is why, the Buddha having love and happiness 00:07:01.544 --> 00:07:04.441 has to continue to nourish love and happiness. 00:07:04.697 --> 00:07:07.393 That is why, he continues to do walking meditation, 00:07:07.465 --> 00:07:10.510 sitting meditation, mindful breathing. 00:07:11.326 --> 00:07:16.652 So it is very comfortable to know that everything is impermanent, 00:07:18.572 --> 00:07:24.117 that everything inter-is with everything else. 00:07:24.369 --> 00:07:37.202 And you see a perfect coordination between conventional truth and ultimate truth. 00:07:41.506 --> 00:07:43.362 (Half bell) 00:07:46.356 --> 00:07:53.280 (Bell)