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[New York Close Up]
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["Jordan Casteel Paints Her Community"]
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[JORDAN CASTEEL] Hi there.
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Do you remember me?
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Do you know where Harold is?
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Have you seen…
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Harold?
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Do you remember that I painted him?
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I wanted to show him the painting.
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I gave him my stuff
so he could get in contact with me,
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but I haven't seen him back out here.
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[MAN] I haven’t seen him in a while.
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[CASTEEL] Okay, if I ever saw him then...
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[MAN] I haven’t seen him in about a year.
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[CASTEEL] I can email or text it to him.
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This is like seven foot tall, too.
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It's big.
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Get kind of close to your dad.
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Get like right here.
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Because this is your dad?
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Or that’s your dad?
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Yeah! I love it.
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Now I see it. That's so good.
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[MAN] Thank you.
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[CASTEEL] Yeah, come right here.
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I want you close to this middle one.
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[CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS]
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Will you put this leg in a little bit?
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Yeah!
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I’m just thinking about my canvas.
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Yeah, that's perfect.
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[MAN] Thank you.
[CASTEEL] Look.
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[MAN] Oh yeah, that’s lovely.
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[CASTEEL] The summer between my first and
second year at Yale,
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I was awarded a grant to get
ten thousand dollars
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and to go to Gloucester, Massachusetts
to do landscape painting.
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During that time,
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there was the acquittal of
the murderer of Trayvon Martin.
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Gloucester is a very white place,
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as in I was probably the only brown person
for miles.
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So like, there was a sense of isolation
that I was sort of feeling around that experience.
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[Home of Jordan’s Aunt]
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I remember
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having a phone conversation with my twin brother.
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My twin was describing being
in a convenience store
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and somebody was following him,
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and he was kind of going on this rant, like,
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"You know, people follow me like I'm a threat,"
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"but they don’t even know that I'm a father"
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"and I'm, like, trying to get my shit together."
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"They don't know anything about me,"
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"I'm just the one who's, like,"
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"going to steal something or whatever."
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I think I felt at that time
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that I needed to go back to Yale
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and do work outside of landscapes--
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that I needed to find a way to combine
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my desire to create a sense of
visibility around
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my family and my brothers that was feeling
absent at that time.
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Let me help you with your ringtone.
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Record it?
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[AUNT] We have to record it.
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Go in the settings and see how you do that.
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[SINGING]
♪ Trump is our enemy. ♪
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♪ He must be removed ♪
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♪ Trump is our enemy. ♪
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♪ He must be removed. ♪
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♪ Just like a can of garbage in the alley, ♪
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♪ he must be removed. ♪
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Yeah!
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[CASTEEL] Okay now we got to test it out,
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But I think I did it!
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Okay.
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[AUNT] Okay, and then you call me,
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and let's see if this works.
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[FROM RECORDING]
♪ He must be removed. ♪
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[LAUGHS]
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[CASTEEL] Everytime the phone rings,
that's now what it is!
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So I came back to Yale and was like,
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"I am going to paint my black men"
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"Imma do this thing about my family, basically."
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Nine times out of ten, people think that
I am a man
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before they meet me.
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Even though, like…
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Yeah, because my name is Jordan
and I'm painting men.
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So even at my own openings,
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the number of times that my mother…
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I hear my mother across a room being like,
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"SHE's over there!"
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And I'm like, "Mom, it's okay."
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And I think a lot of that has to do with
historical painting
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and the notion of who has the right
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to depict what bodies at what scale.
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And, I like that.
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I feel really present in this work as a result.
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Like, whenever people…
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There have been some criticisms of:
I only paint men.
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And every time people say women are absent,
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or people are like, "When are you going to
paint women?"
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I'm like, I don’t know if I feel absence,
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because I’m very much a part of this work,
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and it's translated through my experience.
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So, these nudes happened,
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which was horrifying.
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And I got a lot of criticism, sort of,
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during that time around it.
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Because I was making some pretty
intentional and dramatic moves,
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such as not showing the genitalia,
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which was always a thing.
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But I was really interested in humanizing
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in a history that is often
criminalized and sexualized.
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So, I didn’t want the black male body
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to be taken advantage of
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any more than historically it has been.
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So that was like a gesture of
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not allowing people to have
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what they felt like they deserved
from the body.
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[STUDENT] To consume the body...
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[CASTEEL] Yeah, exactly.
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Yeah, of course.
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Thank you, guys!
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Best of luck to you as well.
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[SOUNDS OF DJEMBE DRUMMING]
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There was some conversation about
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my paintings being surrogates for my brother.
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And it was when that conversation
came up that
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I first was like, "Oh, you’re maybe right."
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"Like, maybe I need to go to the source of
all of this."
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"Maybe it's time for me to actually paint
my twin."
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[RECORDING] One, two, three…
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[MUSIC BEGINS PLAYING]
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[MAN, OFF SCREEN] Turn up!
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[LAUGHTER]
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[CASTEEL] I never heard this song.
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[WOMAN, OFF SCREEN] What!?
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[WOMAN] Oh, we do know this!
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[MAN] The fact that y'all
all dancing to this song,
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like it's, like…
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I've never heard this song in my life.
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[ALL LAUGH]
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[MAN]: Let’s get the hottest rappers around
right now.
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Lil Yachty!
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[ALL LAUGH]
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[WOMAN] Lil Yachty!
Oh my God!
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[MAN] See?
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[MAN] I feel like I’m doing like a…
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[WOMAN] Like a belly dance, yes!
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[WOMAN] You have such an emotional connection...
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Like, the moments when you decide to photograph.
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Like, with the twins, like, all of a sudden,
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they're lifted in a way that's like…
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I don’t know how to…
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[CASTEEL] Well that wasn't an intentional
photograph.
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Like, I was photographing Charles,
the fur guy.
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And this woman pushed her babies in front
of my camera
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and was like, "Photograph my babies!"
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[ALL LAUGH]
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[CASTEEL] No, literally.
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And I was like, what?
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Okay?
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And I took one shot.
Like it was literally, like, click.
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And I was like, "Oh they're so cute,
are they twins?"
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And she was like "Yeah they are,"
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and then just like ran off.
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[MAN] Wow…
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[WOMAN] Did you tell her you're a twin?
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[CASTEEL] Yeah, I was like
"Oh, I'm a twin too,"
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"So maybe I, like, noticed that or something."
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And she was like, “Oh, okay that makes sense,"
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And then she kind of, like, ran off.
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[MAN] And have you found her since then?
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[CASTEEL] No! No.
I have no idea.
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When we were really young,
we were really, really close.
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And then we went to high school,
and we were both...
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We went from this all white,
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private middle school
from first to eighth grade,
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where we were the only two black kids,
basically, in the whole school.
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And we transferred in high school
to our local public high school.
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And both of us experienced some bullying,
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I think, because we were coming from
a different background
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than a lot of the other students.
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[MAN] It’s like I'm, like,
setting it down though.
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[CASTEEL] Yeah! Yeah.
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Well, here, maybe sit in front of it,
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then I can do a close up of y'all sitting
in front of it.
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Would that be cool?
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[CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS]
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The way that I dealt with that was I made
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cookie cutter peanut butter and jelly sandwiches,
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and I would sit outside of
my favorite teacher's classroom--
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on the floor, during lunch--
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and eat my cookie cutter sandwiches.
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But my twin, on the other hand,
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was bullied more physically.
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I think he literally had to, like,
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become tougher.
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And a lot of that had to do with
societal expectations.
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I only feel like…
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I just, in at least a public sense,
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I get really conscious…
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His story is not mine to tell.
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And I can only speak from the perspective
of his sister.
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And somebody who's seen him as
this really funny
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sensitive, charismatic,
loving young man,
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and recognizing that the world
perceives him differently.
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And as a result,
this work, I think, really comes from
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my desire to share
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what I have known with the world.