Backwards | Matthias Original

And welcome Matthites!

Lotta' you know that

I'm a finalist on an

internet reality show;

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A bit redundant..

If you didn't know that,

I.. guess I ruined that for you..

I'm sorry.

But what you're about to see

is my final video

So if you want

me to win,

Click the link

down there,

vote for me!

Without further ado,

this song;

Backwards!

Backwards,

forwards.

I'm exploring the borders

Of everything I want,

everything I need.

Lethal doses of my own emotions,

Seep into my dreams,

and paralyze me!

I pick myself up off the ground,

I keep telling myself,

"No, I'm not backing down!"

I keep telling myself,

The best is still yet to come!

I keep telling myself,

"It's darkest before the dawn!"

I'm going backwards,

and yet I'm made to believe.

I'm moving forwards,

and I'm chasing my dreams!

But I'll be,

just who I wanna be,

without you controlling,

controlling me.

Toxic thoughts

can make me easily drop this.

But I won't shift my step!

So there's nothing to regret!

I'm broken and coping,

with this broken hope and,

I kept blaming them,

when the doubt came from within!

No more ugly white lies

that I keep telling myself,

this time I'm gonna try!

I'm not just telling myself,

The best is still yet to come!

I keep telling myself,

"It's darkest before the dawn!"

I'm going backwards,

and yet I'm made to believe.

I'm moving forwards,

and I'm chasing my dreams!

But I'll be,

just who I wanna be,

without you controlling,

controlling me.

I will be seen and be heard,

and they will hang on my every word.

I will break free from the chains,

and beat anything you throw in my way.

I will be seen and be heard,

and they will hang on my every word.

I will break free from the chains,

and beat anything you throw in my way.