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And welcome Matthites!

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Lotta' you know that

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I'm a finalist on an

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internet reality show;

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Internet Icon!

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A bit redundant..

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If you didn't know that,

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I.. guess I ruined that for you..

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I'm sorry.

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But what you're about to see

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is my final video

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So if you want

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me to win,

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Click the link

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down there,

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vote for me!

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Without further ado,

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this song;

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Backwards!

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Backwards,

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forwards.

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I'm exploring the borders

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Of everything I want,

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everything I need.

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Lethal doses of my own emotions,

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Seep into my dreams,

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and paralyze me!

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I pick myself up off the ground,

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I keep telling myself,

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"No, I'm not backing down!"

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I keep telling myself,

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The best is still yet to come!

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I keep telling myself,

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"It's darkest before the dawn!"

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I'm going backwards,

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and yet I'm made to believe.

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I'm moving forwards,

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and I'm chasing my dreams!

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But I'll be,

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just who I wanna be,

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without you controlling,

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controlling me.

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Toxic thoughts

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can make me easily drop this.

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But I won't shift my step!

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So there's nothing to regret!

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I'm broken and coping,

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with this broken hope and,

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I kept blaming them,

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when the doubt came from within!

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No more ugly white lies

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that I keep telling myself,

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this time I'm gonna try!

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I'm not just telling myself,

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The best is still yet to come!

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I keep telling myself,

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"It's darkest before the dawn!"

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I'm going backwards,

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and yet I'm made to believe.

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I'm moving forwards,

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and I'm chasing my dreams!

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But I'll be,

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just who I wanna be,

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without you controlling,

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controlling me.

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I will be seen and be heard,

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and they will hang on my every word.

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I will break free from the chains,

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and beat anything you throw in my way.

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I will be seen and be heard,

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and they will hang on my every word.

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I will break free from the chains,

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and beat anything you throw in my way.