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THE VERTICAL RAY OF THE SUN
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Liên, wake up.
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Little sister! Get up!
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Liên, it's late.
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Let me sleep
a bit more.
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No way.
Today is Mum's memorial.
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You have to help big sisters
in the kitchen.
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Remember yesterday when
we were in Cha Ca Street?
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It was crowded.
And I had a weird feeling.
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What?
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I thought that people
mistook us for a couple.
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Haven't you ever
noticed that?
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No.
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In fact...
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maybe that's how people
always see us.
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Knock it off.
Go wash up.
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Let's go, big brother.
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Hurry up, I'm starving.
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- Sit opposite me.
- Let me sit next to you...
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so we see the same things.
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You're horrible.
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You never do what I want.
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We look good together, right?
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- Don't talk rubbish.
- What for?
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- We were made for each other.
- Everyone knows you're my sister.
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Better think about what to buy
with big sisters instead.
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I don't decide what we're eating.
It's always the traditional dishes.
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Exactly.
So don't forget anything.
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I'm sick of running to the market
for two lemons.
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Probably a couple
of shallots.
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- What?
- Nothing.
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Khanh, do I throw out the seeds?
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No, cook the rice with it,
it will be nicer.
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And the pâté?
One inch or two?
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- Let's see. Too thick.
- One inch is fine.
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Agreed.
Liên, those shallots shoots?
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My God, I forgot.
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- Kiên could buy some.
- Let your husband be.
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Writers only know
about the human soul.
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He can't tell shallots
from chives.
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But my husband,
he knows his plants.
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You're right.
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You should send Hai,
he'd love to do it.
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Okay, if the elders are chatting,
I'll send little brother.
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I photographed
this fruit in Huê.
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I'll spare you
its scientific name.
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It's eaten with pickled prawns.
You only find it in Huê.
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Hai!
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Go buy some shallots!
Liên says you love the market.
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Yes, that's right.
Kiên, can I take your bike?
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- Is the café open?
- No, only from six o'clock.
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Auntie Mai,
bring me two trays.
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Yes, right away.
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Quôc, the other day you said
that apart from business...
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you take photos for yourself.
Why don't you show them?
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I'd really like to see them.
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I'm not happy with them.
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I say that because, in your photos
for the Botanical Society...
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there are no faces.
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And in your personal photos
there are?
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Yes, of course.
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They are mostly portraits.
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But I think photos of plants
give me greater pleasure.
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In them, there is a tranquility
you can't find in a face.
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It's tranquility
I look for in a photograph.
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I think I get you.
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But all the same,
in my opinion...
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you have a real problem
with faces.
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I will demonstrate that your
opinion is a writer's fantasy.
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This is my favorite part.
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It's strange. Satisfying and
disgusting at the same time.
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It's true. We women are
condemned to disgusting things.
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In the old days,
we couldn't touch a man's head.
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That noble part of the body
must not be soiled by our hands.
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but men have always liked
and allowed us...
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...to touch another thing.
- Exactly.
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So is that thing
considered noble?
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We must conclude that it isn't
since we're allowed to touch it.
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- It must be classified as disgusting.
- I don't find it so very disgusting.
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- On the contrary.
- What do you mean?
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Oh, well... you could call it
a culinary fantasy.
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What?
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Listen, I always
thought that...
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fried with a little garlic,
it must have an amazing texture.
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Both tender and crunchy.
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It's not easy to talk about
a photo point-blank.
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I'd accept that excuse
from anyone...
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but not from a writer.
Words are your business.
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You exaggerate.
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Are you open, Quôc?
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- Oh, hello, Kiên.
- Come in, Toàn.
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- Liên will make you a coffee.
- No, I just came to say hello.
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So, Kiên, when is your first novel
coming out?
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Oh, there's no hurry.
I'm working on it.
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- But it's going well?
- In fact, I'm nearly finished.
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There's little left to write,
but I'm blocked.
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It's about an encounter.
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Usually, that happens
at the beginning or in the middle.
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But here, it's at the end.
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The protagonist meets a woman.
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I want to write it concisely
and end abruptly.
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I can't wait to read it.
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- Big brother Toàn.
- Big sister Liên.
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An iced coffee?
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Make up your minds, you two,
it's getting ridiculous.
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She calls you "big brother" and
you call her "big sister".
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It can't be.
It's actually absurd.
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- What's the problem?
- We were born the same day.
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- What time were you born?
- That's it, I don't know.
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I know when I was,
but it doesn't help.
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- Nobody knows at home?
- No, nobody.
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Sorry, I have to help
my sisters in the kitchen.
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If you find a solution
let me know...
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and I'll stick to it.
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Look, here's how I see it.
She already calls you "big brother".
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Call her "little sister"
like husbands and wives do.
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Who says I want
to marry her?
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- Just look at you.
- What are you talking about?
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The boy wants to marry
our sister-in-law.
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Oh, yeah?
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Easy as a pie. Betel leaves
and arec nuts for the engagement...
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then a wedding
6 months later.
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But first he must learn to say
"little sister Liên".
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Okay, stop teasing me.
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Where have you been,
Little Mouse?
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I went for a walk
and I'm going to see Mommy.
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Gorgeous.
Not a crack in the skin.
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Let's decorate the altar
for the ceremony.
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The incense is burnt.
Let's carve the chicken.
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Taste this wine, Uncle.
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What luck! I was afraid
you couldn't make it.
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The memorial meal
is a success.
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We're hopeless. We should've
learned with our mother.
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Not at all. You're almost
as good as she was.
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Uncle Tung hasn't aged,
has he?
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Want some water?
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Hai, want some?
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- I ate too much, didn't you?
- Yes.
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Me too.
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- I don't think I'll eat tonight.
- Me neither.
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What would you say
to some snails in ginger?
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- Now, that I could eat.
- Me too, come to think of it.
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Good, that's settled.
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- Shall we continue?
- Start with the registry office.
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So I was saying that Kiên
became more and more interested...
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as he discovered new clues.
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After examining the register and
putting aside the unlikely ones...
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he arrived at the theory
that Mother's Toàn...
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was a certain Phan Châu Toàn.
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They were at the same school for
5 years, which supports his theory.
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Then it must be that Toàn.
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Why only 5 years?
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Because Toàn died of starvation in
'43 during the Japanese occupation.
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Mommy was 14 then.
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So it was a schoolgirl crush?
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Hang on, it's a theory,
not a certainty.
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Kiên hasn't checked
with this Toàn's family yet.
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They moved to Saigon in'54.
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He'll have to go to Saigon. And be
lucky enough to find a relative...
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who may have got wind
of this love story.
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It can only be this Toàn.
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I say that because
according to this theory...
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it's a case of puppy love.
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At the end, when
Mum wasn't all there...
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and mistook Dad for Toàn,
she was reliving her childhood.
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That's why she spoke to him
like a shy little girl.
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she told him that she loved
him so innocently...
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that it brought tears
to Dad's eyes.
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Like I said, this
is only a theory.
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And I tell you that Kiên's research
will confirm what I believe.
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It can't be otherwise.
It's obvious.
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Me, too...
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I believe this version
of the story.
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Our mother could never
have loved any man...
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but Daddy.
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I know in my heart
that she was faithful.
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I'm sure of it.
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Dad and Mum were always together,
they were inseparable.
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The proof is that
a month after Mum died...
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he followed her.
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There's something perfect
about their relationship.
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And remember what we've
said a thousand times.
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Mum was one month
older than Dad.
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He died one month after her...
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which means that they lived
almost the same lifetime...
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give or take an hour...
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by our reckoning.
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Poor Daddy.
I wonder how much he suffered.
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If he had known that Toàn was a
crush, it would have been different.
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We should ask Kiên
to stop looking.
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- What to you think?
- Liên's right. He must stop.
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He'll be disappointed.
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Here come the snails.
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Bring us some napkins.
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Please, Suong.
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Liên, Toàn wants something.
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- I'll go see.
- Toàn has the worst name on earth.
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I find Guôc so proper, so perfect,
he's almost bland.
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It's as if every desire
had deserted his body.
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Some live out
their fantasies.
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Others, like me, are content
to write about them.
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But Quôc is 100% fantasy free.
Not an ounce of imagination.
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Anyway, Suong told me
that she's not satisfied.
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How do you mean?
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You know.
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- I'm not surprised.
- Don't show off.
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You've got work to do
in that department.
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How annoying.
You moved it.
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- Should I put it back?
- Absolutely not!
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Just when did you
get in my bed?
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In the middle of the night,
I was cold.
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Next time, I'll
chuck you on the floor.
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You know you'd
never do that.
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Because of you, I fell
out of bed this morning.
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Forgive me, big brother.
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It's not nice to fall
out of bed.
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Oh, poor you...
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What do you want to eat?
Sticky rice?
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Excuse me? Two portions for
my brother and one for me.
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Daddy's going away.
He'll be back in a few days.
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See Daddy over there?
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- When is Quôc coming back?
- In two weeks.
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The radio says it will rain.
What do you think?
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Yes, it looks like it.
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Little Mouse!
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I gave an errand this afternoon,
I'll be back around 5 o'clock.
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I'm pregnant.
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Is that right?
Are you sure?
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It's strange. All of a sudden,
I'm exhausted.
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I think I'll take a nap.
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You go sleep.
I'll wake you up for lunch.
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You're white as a sheet.
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Remember the last time
I was like this?
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Yes, when I said
I would marry you.
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Have you told your sisters?
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Not yet.
It's our secret.
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Let's keep it
for a month or two, okay?
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- Mum, can I draw?
- Yes, go ahead.
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- Where?
- On the wall, if you want.
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Liên...
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- Yes?
- I'm going out now.
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I'll be back
around 5 o'clock.
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Okay.
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Little Mouse, come here.
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I want us to talk.
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I can't take it anymore.
This vow of silence...
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I can't stand it anymore.
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We meet again.
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We love each other
without a word.
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I know nothing
of your life now.
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I miss the days
when all we did was talk.
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If you don't speak,
I'll go crazy.
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I can't stop looking
at your lips.
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Have you noticed?
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I want to see them move.
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You want to
tell me something?
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If...
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you...
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speak...
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one...
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more...
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time...
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we...
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won't...
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see...
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each...
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other...
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ever...
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again.
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You're serious?
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Okay.
I'll stop talking.
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But give in just once.
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I want you
to say my name.
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Tuân. Say it.
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Tuân.
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Is that the thirteenth shot?
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Yes.
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- Nhân, want some water?
- Yes, please.
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I could do with some food.
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There's nothing to eat.
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Are they biting?
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Big brother Hai...
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turn off the alarm.
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What about you?
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I'm smoking because
it's raining.
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In fact, I don't
really smoke.
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The new painting,
is it Vu's self-portrait?
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This place is turning
into a museum.
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- I fell out of bed again.
- Oh, poor you.
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In the middle of the night.
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I didn't hear you
get up this morning.
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Makes sense.
I slept in your bed.
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Oh, so that's why.
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You took up all the room in my bed.
I had to sleep in yours.
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I'm sorry.
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- Will you do my nails?
- Bring me the file and clippers.
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Good thing that it's raining.
I have a scene in the rain tonight.
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What type of part?
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The usual. A tiny part
that they edit out.
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- Don't be silly.
- I'm not being silly.
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This will be my 17th film.
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17 tiny parts that
nobody notices.
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Stop feeling sorry for yourself
and tell me what happens instead.
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Okay. Here goes...
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I'm the heroine's
one night stand.
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I'm a mistake in her life.
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A meaningless affair for her.
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Nothing but the memory
of a farewell in the rain.
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That's the scene we're
shooting tonight.
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- A parting in the rain?
- I know...
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Don't tell me you've
seen it a hundred times.
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- That would be true.
- No.
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- It's lovely a farewell in the rain.
- You think so?
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Yes, I mean it.
I really think so.
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- I want to play the scene with you.
- I haven't finished your nails.
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It doesn't matter.
We'll do it later.
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So you're my
one night stand.
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A mistake in my life.
So, what are my lines?
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- You don't say anything.
- And you?
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I don't speak either.
There's no dialogue.
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Then what does it say
in the script?
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You have your back to me,
you look ahead of you.
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No, you look down.
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I pull you by the arm, you turn
around and we look at each other.
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Okay. Wait.
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I'm ready.
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I'm ready.
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I'm hungry. The rain gives me
a taste for boiled sweet potatoes.
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You know...
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I'm having trouble
ending my novel.
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Finding out about your mother's
Toàn would do me good.
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It would take me
away from the book...
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so I'd return with
a fresh outlook.
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I think it's a good idea.
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What do you say?
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I'll only be in Saigon
for a week.
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Your nails are too long.
I'll cut them for you.
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Don't worry. Mùi and
Auntie Mai will manage.
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But there are a lot
of customers in the café.
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I told Mùi to call
if she needs help.
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It's getting in my eyes.
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I've finished your nails.
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- Little Mouse, do you want some chè?
- Yes, some chè.
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- What are you doing in the rain?
- Looking for Hoà. Have you seen him?
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He wasn't in the class.
Did you try his place?
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- Yes.
- And Café Quynh? He could be there.
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- Thanks. Is Café Quynh that way?
- I'll take you.
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- Ah, Ninh. Hello.
- Liên.
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- How are you?
- I'm looking for Hoà.
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- Want to come in?
- I'm too wet. Have you seen Hoà?
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- Did you try his place?
- Yes, an hour ago.
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With this rain, if you don't
find him at his place...
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...you should go home.
- Thanks...
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but I'll wait outside his place.
You never know.
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- Bye.
- Bye.
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Did Liên leave?
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She's still downstairs.
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Listen, Hoà, I'm warning you,
I won't help you anymore.
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I think it stinks.
Liên doesn't deserve it.
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- What did she do to you?
- I don't know.
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Just a feeling.
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I'm older than she is.
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But she seems more
mature than me.
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I still don't follow you.
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You're my best friend.
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I'm not ashamed
to tell you.
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I think she dominates me.
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You're an idiot!
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Just now, I asked Liên to come in.
Luckily, she refused.
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Hoà heard you were waiting here.
He's busy, he can't make it.
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He'll meet you tomorrow.
Three o'clock at the Café Quynh.
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Thanks, Nghia.
Three o'clock tomorrow, then.
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- That's right. Bye, Liên.
- Yes, thanks.
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Let's go, Liên.
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Hai, let's go this way.
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- Give me some.
- Dream on!
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Hai, look.
You didn't believe me.
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They think we're a couple.
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Big brother, I'm so sleepy.
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We'll go home
when it lets up.
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That's lucky! Cyclo!
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No one lives here?
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No, not a soul.
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This place would suit me.
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Not me, it's too sad.
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I don't think so.
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One should live where one's
soul is in harmony.
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Where it is in accord
with its surroundings.
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Harmony can sometimes
be a consolation.
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I didn't realize
you were so unhappy.
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I know that living here
isn't the solution.
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Right now, I'm torn
between two places...
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that pull me
with equal force.
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If I choose one place...
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even temporarily...
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I feel guilty toward
the other one.
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With time,
a guilty conscience...
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turns into sadness.
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I'm sorry that
I can't help you.
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What do you do when
sadness overwhelms you?
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I go down to the village to look for
a woman and I snuggle up to her.
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One of them is sweet
and she likes me a lot.
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When I'm sad
I send for her...
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and I lie down beside her.
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That warm, damp flesh...
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those soft hairs...
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All of a sudden...
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a terrible pain
crosses my chest.
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Then I thank heaven
and I fall asleep.
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If I have the bad luck
to wake in the night...
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and find her at my side...
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the sadness I feel then,
nothing can make it go away.
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Flight VN 183 from Hanoi...
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to Ho Chi Minh City.
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Flight time is
one hour and 45 minutes.
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We wish you
a pleasant flight.
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This is Bui Kim Ngân.
Did you reserve room 324 for me?
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Thank you.
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Excuse me.
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Daddy!
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Daddy!
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Don't move a muscle.
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I'm going back to Hanoi tomorrow.
I must speak to Suong.
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Are you sure it's the
right thing to do?
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I don't know, but I must.
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I don't want to stop you.
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For four years...
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I've held my breath.
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Both here and in Hanoi.
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The burden on your heart...
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I'm afraid of losing the moments
when we are together.
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I must speak to Suong.
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Then leave tomorrow.
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But don't promise
me anything.
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I'll wait for you.
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If you come back...
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it will make me happy.
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Kiên!
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Hiên? It's been ages!
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Big sister...
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can I ask you a question?
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Yes.
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It's very important to me.
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So please answer even if it's
an indiscreet question.
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Okay, go ahead.
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Has the...
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idea of cheating on Quôc
ever crossed your mind?
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Why do you ask me that?
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Just because.
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I was wondering under what
circumstances the thought might arise.
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Does it bother you to answer?
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Does it?
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No...
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it doesn't bother me.
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The idea of cheating on Quôc
occurred to me once.
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It all started
4 years ago...
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or 2 years after
we married.
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I can tell you now.
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I was two months pregnant.
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Only Quôc knew.
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We decided...
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to keep it a secret...
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and only to tell you when
I was in my third month.
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That's why you never knew.
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Quôc was away on business,
and I miscarried.
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He came home immediately.
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And something
in him had changed.
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It was as if his life
were on hold.
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I couldn't get
through to him.
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And our marriage suffered.
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Later, after
Little Mouse was born...
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the situation
hadn't improved.
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That's just when...
he appeared.
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It was one morning...
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very early.
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As soon as he entered the café,
I felt a fondness for him.
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It was a pleasure
to wait on him.
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I told myself...
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that I wanted him to love me.
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And then?
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And then, we met elsewhere.
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He told me he loved me.
And it was true.
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Did you and he
have a thing together?
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No, obviously not.
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A few kisses.
A few cuddles, that's all.
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That's all.
What do you mean?
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He went back to Saigon.
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He was a businessman.
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He came to Hanoi...
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to set up a branch office.
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When the work
was done, he left...
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because I told him...
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that our relationship
had no future.
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Do you still
think about him?
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Yes.
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His name was Tuàn.
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Right... let's go to sleep.
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Thank you, big sister.
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This time,
you got into my bed.
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You lie. You got
into mine first.
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I had to take yours.
And then you came back.
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That's how it happened.
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- I don't remember a thing.
- I remember too well.
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Sometimes I wonder if it isn't
time you got married.
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I'm not kidding.
You're old enough.
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It's not a bad idea.
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First of all,
I'd have to find a man.
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My ideal would be
someone like you...
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because you're
good like Dad.
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You really think
I'm like him?
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Yes, of course.
I know you too well.
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The problem is to find
someone who is like you.
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But what will you do
once I'm married?
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Who'll wash your clothes?
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Who'll make your meals?
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If that's what worries you,
I'll manage.
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I'll do even
better than that.
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At least I won't have to look
at your stained panties...
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next to my clean shirts
when you have your period.
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So ungrateful!
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You're horrid!
Baboon face!
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Come and dance with me.
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Suong, Quôc is back.
He's upstairs.
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- I'll go up. Can you manage?
- Yes, Khan will help me. Go ahead.
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- Quôc is upstairs.
- I know. Liên told me.
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Have you been back long?
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Half an hour.
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Do you want something to eat?
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No.
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Liên gave me some fruit.
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I wasn't expecting you
for four more days.
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What's going on?
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You're back?
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- What are you doing?
- I'm washing up and going up to bed.
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I'm knackered.
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- Did you work late, last night?
- Worse than that. I worked until dawn.
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I put away my pen
and went to the airport.
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Oh, poor darling!
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Do you like to kiss me?
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So, you finished your novel?
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That's wonderful! You've been
stuck for two months.
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And, presto...
In two days, it's done!
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The protagonist
meets a woman?
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Did you end it in 17
pages as planned?
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- 19.
- Still very close to your estimate.
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- You are a real genius!
- Not necessarily, I haven't re-read it.
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Maybe when it's edited
it will be 17 pages.
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Show off!
Go rest.
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When you wake up, there
will be good things to eat.
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Have you forgotten
to tell me anything?
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Hiên called me.
She told me everything.
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What you ate,
what you drank...
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what you talked about.
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- I'm very annoyed.
- Why?
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It appears that you talked
about the good old days.
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But that's not why
I'm mad at you.
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I'm mad because you told
Hiên that I'm pregnant...
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when we agreed that
it would be our secret.
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Forgive me, I was tactless.
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It's okay. Go to sleep.
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I'm going to tell my sisters
in a little while.
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We've talked all night.
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I've told you everything.
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I'm going back soon
to finish my work.
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I want to know
what you've decided.
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For a long time...
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I've known you had a child
with another woman.
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I went through your things
and it was easy to figure out.
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In the photos you brought
back from your trips...
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I watched the child grow up
as if I had raised him.
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In everything you've said...
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the only thing that
matters to me...
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is that you can't love me anymore
because of your dishonesty.
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I'm not asking you to give up
this woman and your son.
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I know...
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that you love them
as much as us.
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In a few days, when you return,
we'll start our life again.
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Here's what I hope for.
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I am your wife.
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I expect you to love me better
than you have loved me.
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I want you to be
the man I knew...
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before we were married.
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That's all.
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- Khanh, can you help me?
- Yes, I'm just back from the market.
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I wanted to tell you...
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I'm pregnant.
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How's that?
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I'm pregnant.
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I forbid you to smile!
It's serious, you know.
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Whose it is?
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I won't play guessing
games with you.
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Say it! Whose is it?
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His name won't mean anything
to you. You don't know him.
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He's married
with kids, is that it?
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- What does he do?
- Studies architecture.
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He knows you're pregnant?
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Yes. I just told him.
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Unmarried and pregnant!
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When the baby arrives,
what will you two do?
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- Me and my baby?
- Who said anything about the baby?
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He's not born yet!
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- I meant the other one.
- We haven't decided anything.
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Which means what, exactly?
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Why don't you say something?
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Talk some sense into her!
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Khanh... don't cry.
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I'm happy, you know.
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I know it might
look terrible to you.
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But I'm confident...
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everything's going to be okay.
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Khanh, instead of blubbering,
reason with her.
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What am I supposed to say
when I'm pregnant myself?
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And I suspect that
Kiên cheated on me in Saigon.
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Enough! I'm through crying.
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Khanh, how do you know
you're pregnant?
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What's that?
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How can you tell
when you're pregnant?
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So what makes you
think you are?
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Because... two weeks ago...
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he and I... we did...
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- Was it the first time?
- Yes, and the only one.
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So what did you do?
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Well, first, he put...
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What did he do?
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- He kind of put...
- What?
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I don't know how to say it.
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Right, that's it. Tell me.
When you had your last period?
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A week ago.
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Tell me if I've got
this straight.
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Two weeks ago, you
and he did something.
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And a week ago,
you got your period?
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Yes.
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Good Lord!
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So, does that mean
I'm pregnant?
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What an idiot!
It's not complicated!
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This girl is really thick!
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We're going to have fun.
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Today, my sisters and I are
doing everything ourselves.
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The memorial dishes and
the meal for 30 guests.
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Quôc and Kiên
will lend a hand.
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You're excused
for reasons of incompetence.
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Why is the anniversary
of a death so important?
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We didn't celebrate Dad's
birthday while he lived.
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It was the same for Mum.
When it was their birthday...
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all we said was:
"Oh, it's your birthday."
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And that was all.