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[Salman Toor, Artist]
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["Salman Toor's Emerald Green"]
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(phone rings)
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- Hello.
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[Father over phone]
-Hello, how are you son?
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[Toor]
-All is well!
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-What's going on with you?
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I think I told you about this,
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this small painting is going to a museum.
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It's going to be hung next
to historical paintings
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from seventeenth-century Holland.
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It's called the Frick museum.
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To me, it is probably the best thing
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that's ever going to
happen, ever. (laughs)
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So completely unimaginable,
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like a couple of years ago.
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So I'm just really excited.
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Most of these paintings
are based on memory
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or the fantasy of memory
of having grown up
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in a kind of conservative place.
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[Lahore, Pakistan, 1990]
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Growing up as fem boy in a
mostly homophobic culture,
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it's exciting to put that next to
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these pictures of ultra freedom.
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In fact, it's kind of
like annoyingly free.
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I'm focusing on
the idea that the freedoms
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that we all to take for granted here
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is pretty vulnerable.
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So in 2002, when I moved here,
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it was a complete
transformation in my life
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because I had never been
to the States before.
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I went straight to a college town.
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To me, it was magical because
everybody had long hair.
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It was okay to be gay.
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I was getting into European art history
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for the first time.
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It was an important painting to me
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and I haven't looked
at it for a long time.
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So it's really,
sort of, refined--
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just really gay. (laughs)
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Which is great
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but like, you know,
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in retrospect I would probably
not have the cock in there.
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It's like so gratuitous and
it doesn't even have a shadow.
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(people laughing)
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[Man, off-screen]
- It doesn't have a shadow.
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[Toor]
- Yeah it doesn't have a shadow.
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I did a painting in 2019.
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I had thought about it
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and I knew what I was going to do
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it was going to be like
this nocturnal, late-night
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apartment scene with these
three guys having a cool time.
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It was green and I was
just so pleased with it.
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There's something glamorous
about emerald green
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and something nocturnal, inviting.
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I wanted to just explore
that color for a while.
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This particular thing that I do,
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I think of them as "fag puddles."
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They're sort of heaps of objects
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and tubular body parts.
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These body parts also have like,
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just balls and just feet and it's hairy
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and it's just all over the place.
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I wanted to go into
that surreal space
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when I was going to show it
in the Vermeer room at the Frick
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because it's sort of fabulous,
but also pathetic.
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So I just wanted to use things
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that in my imagination
are personal symbols--
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a kind of installation of made-up busts
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that look vaguely Buddhist or European.
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So, you know, these drawings are really
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just about mapping out a composition.
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The paintings are peppered with
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nightmarish scenarios that
are based on anxieties
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and the kind of movement between
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being an empowered new
person in the city, but also,
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moments of disempowerment
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and maybe even humiliation. (laughs)
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Your work, I just love
the confidence in it.
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It's just, it's so flowy
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[Doron Langberg, artist]
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when you use the rainbow as an emblem.
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when you use the rainbow as an emblem.
["Salman" by Doron Langberg]
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[Doron Langberg]
- When you painted me, I feel you captured
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something so specific.
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[Toor]
The paintings are a reflection
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of most of the conversations
I have with my friends.
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Queer friendships about young, fem guys
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involved or ensconced
in cosmopolitan culture.
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- And then this is the other one.
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[Visitor]
- And there's also a drawing, correct?
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[Toor]
- Yes, the drawing is here.
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(footsteps)
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Both of us love the stuff in here.
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We look at a lot of it,
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a lot of our inspiration comes
from these historical works.
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It's a really surreal thing
to be a part of something
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that can seem like a bit of
an ivory tower sometimes.
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[Langberg]
This is what we were looking at,
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like, all of our lives.
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Thinking of them as just
a continuous language
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and history,
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and having that in direct conversation
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is something that
I didn't necessarily think would happen.
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(laughing)
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[Toor]
Being from a post-colonial country
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where the encounter with Europe changed
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and transformed
that region.
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It's kind of like coming back
full circle, in a sense.
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And it feels really, really
important and poetic.
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