Asla Vazgeçmem 1. Bölüm

ıfırdan zirveye yürümüş, hırçın bir ruh; Yiğit Kozan (Tolgahan Sayışman) . Ateşe koşan pervaneler misali, aşka inanmayan bu karanlık adama tutkun iki kadın; Biri yıllarca süren derin bir uykudan uyanan çocuğunun annesi, diğeri yıldırım aşkının büyüsüne kapılan masum bir aşık. Yiğit (Tolgahan Sayışman), İclal (Şafak Pekdemir) ve Nur (Amine Gülşe). Sevda Kafesinde çırpınıp duran üç yaralı ruh.. Ya kafes onları boğacak… Ya tutsaklığa yalnızca aşk ışık olacak…

the tongue only describes a little pain,

but deep pains are speechless

I'm also speechless since left me to go to my mom's last place,dad

you wanted so..

I'm leaving for you guys to be in peaceful in heaven

I packed up everything I have,to go Istanbul...to be quiet

Aunt?

I have arrived..

whoa!

ah! husband Tayyar,didn't you go to the terminal.how is she gonna find our home all the way from Harem

we have left her alone in terminal

we already opened our home doors for her to stay with us

I'm not gonna welcome someone that I don't want to stay in my home

she should have come with us long time ago

Tayyar!her father was sick she cant leave her father alone..what can she do

Listen,all she has now is us.being unwilling is not nice

look at me! I don't want you to give her indulgence

you don't want her to be spoil in the first day of her over here,okay

say repentance Tayyar why are you saying like she is just a people

she is my nephew

don't even start saying that she is your nephew crap

shame on you...

are you giving me answer?!

I wanna beat you up!

Tayyar..

I accidently hit the bowl with my hand Ms Aytul..

cleaning up right away

make Mr. Yigit's car ready Tayyar

will do it now! Ms. Aytul

look at me now! I'm already doing favor that chick by letting her stay here.she will be thankful and quiet,get it?

Kozan,Kozan farm is still ahead?

we passed like 2 km miss

I told you to let me know why didn't you?stop let me out then

her father passed away why he keep hating on him I don't understand

he calls her people like she is someone else

she is a trust from my older brother after he passed away

of course I want her to be near me

oh! my dear I'm cleaning up the table,you ate already right?

I did I did

Elmas..you don't be like your dad on her okay? please don't let her feel alone her okay?she is your uncle's daughter

mom please don't start in the morning

also I have very important meeting with my boss Yigit don't keep me busy

I still have to organize files

I'm worried Mr. Yigit drives car too fast

that's his hobby...

look!

bro are we dreaming?

an angel without wings in the middle of the forest!

did you get lost?

did you swallow your tongue?

let me give you a ride

or you didn't like us?

get lost!

bro she is aggressive

i told you guys go away

what if we not leave?

keep driving

come here don't be scared

where are you going to?

help!!!

please help!!

don't get close!

oh we scared a lot now

come on stop doing affecttation

whats going on here?

its not your business

abi thats Mr yigit

they are running away do something about it

call police please

i will press charge them

oh so you hero game is till here huh?

you let them run away

what kind of place i came to?what kind of sick people are you guys

is this how you say thank you?

you want me to thank you for the game you played with your friend?

my friends??

are you paranoiac ?

really?

2 minutes ago i was attacked by those bandits

now the leader of the group let them run away

but after all I'm still paranoiac right?

the leader of bandits?

these bandits are my friends?

i thought i helped you out

yeah right you Istanbul people are so helpful anyway

wherever you are from.you are so sweet talker...you okay?

don't approach

do whatever you want then

you look like lost,where are you trying to go?

not your business

I'm trying to help you out

i don't want you help

stop dragging this

this is forest

don't approach

look! there is no car,taxi or bus passing by on this road

you cant find anything over here

few km ahead starts picnic area

if you are lucky you can probably find drunk people partying

cant you ever stop?

cant you ever listen?

look

last call

where are you going?

im going to God damn Kozan's farm,okay!

you are going to wrong way,wrong

did i ask you to navigate me?

please stop arguing

i will take you there

what is you problem?

what do you want from me?? i don't need any help

you cant find the farm like this,hop in

are you maniac?

crazy?

no need help!

what are you doing you crazy maniac

help!

stop the car!

now what? we are going to God damn Kozan's farm

you psychopath

i wan to get out let me out

are you sick?why don't you let me go?

enjoy the meal.

anything else Ms Aytul?

no thanks

I already prepared the ground beef for the little man,should i cook pasty or meatballs?

he keep saying beatballs since in the morning,you make her meatballs

he can eat pastry with us in the dinner with us

okay.

where did we come to?

whats going on Hafize?

its Mr yigit's car

he has someone next to him but..

oh my god Nur!

Hafize whats the hell is going on?

slow down! you crazy!

whoa!

i will sue you!!

you kidnapped me!

aunt!?

Elmas?!

welcome to god damn Kozan's farm..

how did you get here?

welcome..

Yigit what's going on?

ha Elmas...

your cousin has arrived

you are off today

but there was a meeting, i can see her in the evening

Nur?

alright

you are off.

oh...

Tayyar

her luggage in on the side of the our road

could you let someone get it?

sure! right now!

i kept being in panic how she will get here.i mean,i i was figuring out how she would get here for 40 years i would never knew you would get here with Mr yigit car.

aunt?

the person you were always telling me about that guy name Yigit Kozan was this guy?he is like bandit!

ssshh keep silent girl

how can you call him bandit?

we make money for living from him

hmmm.you said everything bad stuff to him

i should have done more!

how are we gonna look Ms Aytul's face?

anyways get ready and lets go to thank them for letting you to stay here

i didn't even get a chance to hug you

did my brother said god damn kozan's farm?

she got a big mouth

but she is beautiful

you are letting her stay in out home but...

hopefully she wont make is regret Ms aytul

this is Kozan's farm

everyone should know their level

if not they will learn to know that

be good my girl okay?

be very nice and polite to her she is the boss of the house

she is also Yigit's half mom,also his aunt,also...

also?

that's all you just be nice to her

Ms aytul my nephew Nur

we so regretful that she has arrived here with a big noise but

she would like to kiss your hand if you would let her

go ahead my girl

that's fine

welcome

thank you

Hafize

giver her some clothes so she doesn't walk around with her chest open

i apologize

my bottons was broken when i was trying to escape from your nephew

why are you giving her answer

are you gonna get me in trouble?

lets go to the kitchen

you happy

i am

but I'm late gotta go now

looks like you will be busy

should we wait you for a dinner?

no don't wait for me i will come late

all day you gonna be at the office?

yes

i was thinking maybe if you get a chance we can go to visit but...

where is Mert?

in his room

he is punished

he should already be a good kid since he is in the first grade of school

he had a report for half semester

he didn't go to school since that

he became more perky,everyday different problems he makes

don't indulgence on him

once you do,he get more agressive

okay

i will talk to him

okay

grandma i have a surprise can you come to my room please?

mert?

look at him

what was that noise?

dad were you here?

yeah iam

what happened?

out little Mr is set a trap for us

obviously

son.didn't you get over your grandma's punishments?

even i did but you haven't

i did but..

but what?

you did but you are keep doing it

come here

look my boy.be good okay?

I'm getting mad

im not doing these stuff to make you guys mad,im doing it to make my mom mad at me

if she sees that i'm being bad boy so she can see it to come get mad at me

why do you say like this

look

look at me

no pranking in house okay?

be a grown man

and next time don't say stuff like this about your mom

give me a man word?

man word

stop! you didn't take my drawing today

this big guy is you in here

the one is an angel is mom

her wings are so big

she clapped her wings and came to see us

you gave me a man word

don't forget

there is a pond you see it?

and then...

behind there is ranch

we have everything here including cows and sheep as you understand

very nice

just like our village

my dad would have been happy to see it

yeah..

just like our place

in Istanbul but away from the town

anyways,once weekend arrive we can take you to real istanbul

if you ever get stuck in this farm like my mom,you cant say that you live in stanbul

you look like bored of being here

to be honest if Mr yigit wasn't existing if would probably blasted in here

i work with him as you know

at Kozan's

in a huge plaza

in the middle of town called Levent

in the belly of civilization as you understand

i will drive

what an aggressive man

he looks like he is upset of something

i feel bad for you.it must be tough for you to work with this guy

i cant really say that Mr Yigit is the easiest person in the world

but he is the biggest chance in my live

the only chance to work with him

he is very nice guy

he looks like he think himself only with his money

you shouldn't think that he was born with the money

he was created his own luck

ripped off his luck by himself

step by step he went to target by himself

he was never surrender to anyone

he was grown without mother and father in huge Istanbul

who knows...

the money he has probably nothing comparing the sweat back then

he is big man, very big...obviously if a person get big as him gets tough as well of course.

but his inside is different

macho tough and as like you said sometimes he is unpolite

but his inside is very different

with his son he is completely different person

he has son?

i wish his wife patience then

his wife was the one in curly hair??

no way!

that witch is a wife of his brother Cahit

stop gossiping girl

Nur my dear

you are tired after long way,take a bath and rest

and since you are off change your clothes and help me out

auntie i can help you out

no my dear you are tired you go ahead

alright

look at me what were you guys talking about?

Mr yigit up and down huh?

i hope you didn't tell her about that

mom.for the love of the god take a breath

of course i didn't

please my daughter don't get us in a trouble, if Mr yigit finds out will find ourself at the outdoor

really?

because i never learned what to say and what not to say

also i know more what Mr. Yigit is sensitive about from any of your guys

unbelievable

ah my dear you are tired.you should have Elmas serve for us

you think she will be tired from morning till evening Hafize?

of course she will do it.she wont just sleep in this house

also let her help you in the kitchen tomorrow

and talk to Ms Aytul

let put her as stooge

i can always hep my aunt

and you don't need to ask anyone to help me find a job

i will search for a job tomorrow

hmm,hehehe

you will search for a job?

girl!

this is Istanbul not Adana

over here,the bread is in the lion's stomach not in the mouth

especially person like you never seen university

oh

if you think to make money in a different way,then i don't know..

incase if you didn't come to earn your money with the right way

incase if you think you will make money with your young and beauty,that i don't know

forgive the god,what kind of conversation are you talking about Mr Tayyar

i just wanted to warn her in the beginning so i don't get in trouble...look me me girl.

if you came here to make money with your beauty then i will have serious business,just to let you know

i didn't come here to believe my beauty,came here to believe my knowledgement

you don't worry

speaking of that Nur,what happened your school?

first i will find a job to make enough money for myself

and then i will continue my university hopefully

hopefully

you would probably want to move out your own place in the future too

right?

hopefully that will happen too

i don't want to be a weight for you guys

you see what happened your officer income father?

he became a dirt

his daughter became a shelter of Tayyar's home that never liked me

enjoy the meal guys

i will get some fresh air

please don't play with your food,come on finish your plate

i don't want to eat

my dad still haven't arrived home

he left himself hungry tonight too

of course he ate,he probably eating outside

your dad is works for you too

i have everything why he still working?

what do you have a lion of his uncle? huh? because your dad works right?

can my dad get anything by working?

of course he can

if he can get anything,why doesn't he get back here my mom from the heaven?

lets go little boy

since you don't eat lets go brush teeth and go to the bed

looks like we wont be able to send this kid to school for this semester too

yigit will need to get another report

what are you talking you Nazan?

you probably didn't realized Ms aytul but your grandson is still expecting his mother from heaven

you thing that yigit wont be worried if he still talks weird stuff like this?

if he gets someone's attention,or i don't know

what if someone tells him the truth

Nazan you mind you own business

i hope yigit wont come home in the morning

did you talk to him after you left the office Cahit?

i knocked his door but he didn't respond

you didn't get respond but you didn't think to open his door right Cahit?

you little brother didn't let you in?

i didn't want to disturb him Nazan

it get cold overe here at night

you can catch the cold

by the way my name is Yigit

i know your name

we are talking polite after calling me names

i know your name too but we haven't met yet right?

i thought i met you in the car

im Nur

get inside if you like

its cold

don't catch cold

have a good night

and the you will be brother,without getting permission to enter into you own brother's room

you can only knock to door to your own brothers door

you are the older one Cahit

where is Mert? here?

i just put him in the bed brother

aunt,is Mert with you in downstairs?

girl,you saying you out him in to bed,where is this kid?

what happened Yigit?

Mert isn't in his room,have you seen ?

what happened?

or he...

run run

mom?

mom?

im here mommy

mommy im here

come to me

come on

im here

Mert!!

where are you at?

be calm Yigit

calm for what?

all of you guys adult cant even watch for a little kid

i told you to lock him in his room but you never listen

mert

mert?

how did you get up there?

don't be scared okay im coming up there

dont even move

i want my mom

come to me

brother he is here

where

Mert ehat are you doin up there?

dont let my dad come here he will bring me down

stop stop his dad

we will go down now

dont even move im coming

im not scared my mom will come now

im not scared

dont even move there

come on Mert bring me your hand

no i want to hold my mom's hand

come on

okay

okay

come to me

hug me tight now

hold on daddy we coming down

okay pass him to me

come here

what do you think you are doing? ha!

what do you think you are doing?

you wont do this again,understand me?

you wont

i will,untill my mom comes here

you mom wont come

understand you mom aint come back

you are liar,my mom will come back

you told me that she will come back from the clouds,stars,and heaven

no she wont!

stop it!

stop yelling at him

give me my grandson

come here my boy

he will not get out of his room

heard me all?

Yigit please calm down

brother you stop please

what is this doing in here?who put this up here

i was gonna trim the tree but we forgot it here

dont event start and bring me to saw,now!

ok

Nur?

im coming aunt let me take some fresh air first

seems like he is missing his mom so much,why you are not being understanding?

Tayyar

where is the saw

coming sir

here you go

what are you doing you are crazy or what?

move on

you punished you son already,now you wanna punish the tree?

told you to move dont get in

if you think you fear will go away like this?

you locked him to his room,now your fear is gone?

you are afraid

instead of understanding you son you are punishing him you will still be scared

i hate my dad

why does he says that my mom wont come back?

why heaven isn't giving us back to my mom?why??

its like the kid will be in my dream tonight saying mom mom while reaching out the tree

it doesn't go away front of my eyes

what happened to his mom?

traffic accident

3 years ago

he misses his mom a lot

he doesn't accept that his mom is dead

he this she will be back

feel bad about him

why you dont want to understand Iclal,why?

it doesn't work out and it wont work out

you know that we started with a mistake

everything was set by my aunt

i love you Yigit

iclal,you love me.then why our life is a hell for us,why?

why are we waking up every morning with a fight?

look Iclal,i wan to divorce from you

understand?

you want to divorce me right?

yes

you want to life the life without me right?

yes

but for me there is no life without you Yigit.if you are not the one for me then no life for me

what are you doing Iclal.let it go

Iclal can open her eyes anytime,she can open her eyes now or after years..

or she will never wake up

3 years.3years the only thing you guys make me memorized is when a mother of my son will wake up

when?

time is ticking

your wife would be always sleeping too

we all get wound while living...big, small, deep

we all have many wounds in our life..

time makes some of the wound become shell

some of them hard to see,or cant feel it

but some of them even though only scar left,it still can be bleeding...

time cant be a medicine on some of the wounds...

it hides from the eyes but not from the heart

Yigit Kozan...

arrogant,

rough,

brutal man

you have a big wound too

like me..

dad!dad!

balloon tree

for you,son!

Mert your feet are naked!

dad?

son you feet naked you will catch cold

be carefull dont catch anything sharp under your feet

good boy

dad did you do this for me?

yea of course for you

aren't you gonna get mad at me if i come up there?

why would i son? come up here

but you got mad at me last night?

but now im here

peace?

peace.

listen me now,from now wherever you go,

to the trees,to the clouds,to the sun

where ever you go dont leave your dad's hand,deal?

deal

good boy

lets wave at my mom now

daddy can we can a balloon to my mom?

lets do it

here

wait

lets do it together when i say 3 okay

one two three

say hi to my mom balloons

good morning aunt

morning my dear

morning Elmas

morning

you seem very happy

the wheather is really nice today

come on to the breakfast

aunt?

what happened you face

nothing big

he is beating you up!

my skin is so sensitive so it leaves a mark

aunt.its obvious he is beating you up

be quiet.its okay

im getting late i wont be able to eat

oh nur

this is my work car there is the address on it

stop by after you look for a job okay?we can come to home together

Elmas?

are you blind?

dont you see your mom's face

Nur dont make a big deal

your dada beating up your mom

im not seeing it...okay?

im not seeing anything

you know why?

because i didn't choose my mom and dad

but i chose the life i want to live

in that life there is not such a thing like being poor

im not gonna waste my take what my dad doing on mom and cant deal mom's drama

im not gonna make my make up run in this hole

im going to work

you love ballons uh

aunt did you see our ballon tree ?

of course i did my little

what a nice surprise from your dad

we have send ballons to my mom together

next time no running around with naked feet,lets go to change our clothes

go to grandma now

handsome boy

so you asked him to forgive you huh Yigit?

i dont know you did good or not

after the roof now he is going on trees,hope he will not do it again

i talked with him and did a deal with him

where is Cahit

he left early to not get yelled from his boss

you dont think he run away from his wife's big mouth huh?

what do you think?

dont forget Nazan

the most that i cant stand of is being two faces

a face smiling at dinner,cant argue after the doors closed...no one but no one can wear a mask in my home.

what did i say to yigit now huh?

i just messed with him that's all...did i say something bad

he got upset because i said something about his son

because inside of him he knows that he is spoiling too much

he is trying to be mom and dad at the same time.what he should do

his mom?really?since when Iclal was a mother of him

oh no being pregnant messed up my body,if i dont feed him from my breast the will hang down.or he got away from me after i gave him a baby.

saying stuff like this

what happened you became quiet?you cant say anything because im right

you aunt is burned your brother's head with her own daughter

just because te goods wont go to someone else,she forced them to get marry

you she she couldn't enjoy the rich life,its karma

anyways dont make me start now

iclal wasn't a good mother anyway

my daughter isn't dead Nazan...

My Iclal isn't dead

did you forget

isn't dead yet!

no one saw you right?

see that's how much im sure

auntie

you dont have to close your eyes for this

this guy can not do that to you

bring me a tea

what kind of man are you ?

Hafize,what is she talking about?

look at my aunt face

dont even try to raise your hand on her get that?

dont !dont even try!

Tayyar!

im sorry about family stuff

as you see

she wasn't polite to her elders

what do you think you are doing huh

in my land you cant raise your hand to a woman understand

i get it Mr

next time if see your hand in the air,you know what i would do right?

yes i do Mr

get lost

okay

Nur

Nur wait

you okay?

i was okay till you came...i can manage my own problems

you didn't need to show off

that wasn't show off

just talked to same language with him

and i did that for me not for you

by the way

balloon tree idea was really good

his laugh was all the way to my room

thank you

for the last night

and for the balloon tree

you are thanking me for balloon tree?

you made that tree to survive to be alive

my aunt wanted something from kitchen

i need to get them

you brother made me worse than kicking me out

on top of that,i have been slapped by your aunt at this age

nazan,

be calm i will talk to her

i wont let her if she raises her hand on you

yeah right they need to get permission from you right?

im done i wont even stay in this house another minute

nazan,

just me calk please lets talk about this when i get home

you still want to talk to me after all that

you come here be a man enough to protect your wife

Cahit,you down worry

whatever happened,its between us

you keep up with work work

dont get tired of our own problems

my love got stuck between two witch?

Elmas watch your mouth

how many time i told you to not stay next time when i talk something private on the phone,please

pardon me,Mr Cahit

as your hubby,i passed the limit i think

elmas.

i didn't mean that

okay i got it

i didn't come here to listen your phone

you wanted me to remind you that little issue

you said you were gonna buy the jewelry that you got for Nazan

dont buy it from the same store okay?

i love the way you get scared of your wife

dont worry i will go to the other store

im not a slave of this house Ms Aytul

if you keep going with this mental you will get more slaps

but not from me.from the life itself,

next time,if you call my daughter's name again from your mouth.

you wont even have a chance to pack up your luggage

and you will be out

lets see what you put in there

look at these

what ever we gave you in your wedding,you are taking them with you huh?

what you doin

i told you since you play the games between two brothers

one day in this house

if you gonna be out of the house,

you will be out with nothing,just like how you got in this house Nazan

this is my last warning,dont try to separate the nail from the finger.

be polite and remember that your are wife in to this house

otherwise i will burn your life

Cahit

can you come to my room

i need to talk with you

i broke your heart when i was mad about that tree

i did bad,forgive me

but you know me too

when i get mad i get black out

no worries Yigit

we know eachother

you are right

but

farm, business,business,mert,hospital all that

i forget everything

but i need to remember sometimes

what

that we are siblings?

look,its been so long that we haven't went aout together

do you have any plans this evening?

lets go to the restaurant lets drink and talk

good

lets go

see you in the evening

the bus arrives at pass 30 right?

you have go the town huh?

okay then fine look for job will evening

and then find Elmas to come together

where is cacao?

look at me,you dont even have cellphone

dont make me wonder okay?

okay aunt

where is Betul his milk is getting cold

that's okay i will take it to him

okay you do it then

where are you going,you dont even know his room yet

go upstairs the first room on front of you

don hang around too much Ms Aytul hates when people around

you okay?

why are you crying

i forgot the give my dad my drawing today

my sweetie you shouldn't cry for it

listen what i will tell you.i will go to see Elmas today.if you like i can take it your your dad.

can you really do that?

of course

but one condition

first wipe off your eyes

also you need to drink you milk

okay?

give me 22

Mr yigit there are some hearings about our fleet

our offer may be speculated

it would be good to guard them

let them do whatever they want

no one can draw my route with those losers

i also heard something too

there is something serious franchising about fleet business

they think they are discomforted by you

what you want me to suggest?

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i mean,we should watch out

watch out? huh

just because of couple losers,we should watch out huh?

if they think my arms are on all over,let them come front of me and we can arm wrestle

if he stronger,he will win

if not,this is my battle..i cant be watching out

Muslum,crank it

let me hear the motor

Vural, what does the computer say now?

the code has been one Mr Yigit.

see..

it wasn't Transmission

shot the motor down...the problem was only few bolts...call the owner tell him the car is ready

his wife ate my brain last three days

that's all now,take it easy guys

after 10 minutes,lets look up those new models okay?

Mr yigit photoshoot has been started at the showroom

that's nice,you go there and let me know if anything goes wrong

10 minutes

the models we were suppose to look?

ah you are right

totally forgot

coming there in two minutes

good afternoon,im ooking for Elmas Celebi.im her cousin,Nur

one sec

is Elmas there?her cousin is here

okay

she is gone

okay thank you

if i leave you something would you give it to Yigit Kozan?

sure i can give it to his secretary

thank you

yes Mr yigit.

tell Nur to come my room

pardon miss

Mr Yigit want to see you

see me?but i didn't come her for him

come in please

have a seat he will be here shortly

i..was hanging the drawing...he are forgot to get it from your son today

Mert sent it with me

this door is always remains closed

it was opened when i got here

after i saw drawing on the wall...

im sorry

alright lets go

i dont get it.

aren't you here to see elmas?to go home

as you know Elmas isn't here,and we are going to same home

you are very polite Mr Yigit.

how do you know im going back to home?

i cant go back home myself?

im also turist in Istanbul.i was gonna ask her to be my tour guide today.

nice

lets go out then

i think you didn't understand

im not going home

Mr Yigit pardon.i was gonna talk about tomorrow's meeting...

tomorrow!

Mr yigit the faxes you wanted...

sign them.

can i get my backpack?

where are we going?

didn't you say that you are turist?let me show you istanbul

now you are telling me to show you to show are Istanbul? seriously?

serious

it was my last trip with my family in the Istanbul evening

after he came back,my mom got sick

my dad wanted to come here after he got sick last month

he didn't say it loud but...

may be it was because of this was the last place to smile for us

i found this in the garden this morning?

i cant believe this,i tought i lost it

thank you so much!

no problem

you look alike your mom

i mean i did look at the photo inside

want me to help you?

you loved ones you loved ones...right here!

we are not loved

here you go express photo

thank you

but we are not loved

what a nice what a nice

look at me boy.if you ever see a girl gets red face like her when talking about love just take her dont miss her

ok uncle you saying right but we are not in love eachother.how did you come up with that? does it say on our foreheads?

sonny this is love.it may say on your forehead or it may brighten up in your eyes

that brightness is the flash on your camera

we are not like loved ones

i didn't say that you guys are found eachother,i just said that you guys are fall in love...

keep the change

god bless you son

take it easy uncle thanks

here you go,a memory of istanbul

we look ugly

what if she got lost?what something happens her?

in a big istanbul

how did i let her go without cellphone

you think she would stay if you wouldn't let her go?

please stop Tayyar when did she disrespect us?

yesterday was the first against me and today is the second..she is out on the street at this time

she is looking for a job?she came here to hang around

you are so bad

what do you think you are doing huh?

im driving a car dont you see it!

i..i apologize

i was just joking

im sorry...

i just dont like a joke behind the wheel...its very dangerous

were you driving the car when you wife had a traffic accident?

im sorry again

forgive me

ok ok Cahit,i get it

do whatever you guys want to do

i dont know since when two brothers wants to eat outside

its been so long that they haven't been out for a while...probably they will have a melancholy night

aunt.when am i gonna have melancholy night?

you grow up first then you can have that too

aunt you were quiet all day

im a little tired

Mert you dad wont come you know that,why are you looking out the window?

im not waiting for my dad,im waiting for Nur

who is Nur?

that girl a nephew of Hafize

she was gonna give my draw to my dad

what is that mean

she is out of every conversation

We should talk to Hafize that she should not be around here

i dont want foreign people in my home.she can only stay with hafize

i want her to be around! i really like Nur

she can come to my room

look at him

it was very nice day..

i really liked your Istanbul

thank you

Nur

Istanbul is more beautiful with you

look at me hafize sit down in home

please dont stop me tayyar i can sit down at home and wandering of her

girl!where have you been !?

im sorry aunt

look at me Miss Nur

this is not your own house

you cant come home whenever you want to

my dear dont respond to him please

is this a hotel?

im sorry uncle

there was a traffic

this is Istanbul dont ever do this again.otherwise i wont let you again

anyways

let go to eat dinner

let me take my backpackand then will be back

take this too my dear

everday fight everyday noise

yigit you listening

im listening,im sorry

nazan,aunt my feet going backwards

when ever i talk to Nazan something its on my tongue that i want to tell her to divorce but it doesn't happen that easy

also that evil thing i have done behind her

evil?

you?

on Nazan?

no way!

i cant do that right?

im always a good man right

i cant do that right?.even tough every two words of my wife is that im not a man.

i wouldn't listen evil right?even though i do,after all feeling regret what i did all my life

look at me Cahit,whatever the sh*t you are eating tell me or divorce her like a man

am i man? huh?

dont make me start now

im not gonna send her to her family after all time

its hard of course

its is Yigit,it is

you can even divorce your wife that she is sleeping for last three years

you didn't even love her one day

i did a love marriage.but yougot married,with my aunt's force.just because your brother wasn't the man enough to be in family.

i think im better than you now..

i even accepted to love her after her screaming yelling

look cahit.i never believed a love

love,i its something created for romantic movies

always thought that for people who has free time

would you wait for something you that you dont know its there?you wouldn't..

if i was believing that there is a love that exist before...

before?

why before?

before from the turist..

what turist?

Russian turist?

look Cahit

imagine a pair of green eyes,

on the same time you see the furious and love from the same eyes

you see no giving up from the same eyes

to fight

its something like...she make you to be in a peace,when she argues with you for a tree

Russian?

we drunk too much,lets go

excuse me!

its like i put this huge city in my heart

Yigit kozan is in my mind with his istanbul

yigit...

his looks

his smell

his smile

his words

Yigit Kozan

what did you do to me?!

when did you do this ?

wait Cahit for me

i can go myself

sure

yeah

love...

love is actually is a something you can hold in your hands in learned

in your body...

in every every single cell that makes you to feel it

the love that always said never exist.its now something real like a blood circulating in my vein..

betul so sick today

maybe you should take upstairs the milk with cookies?

Nur.talking to you

okay i can take them to him my aunt

look at me dont hang around too much like how you did yesterday okay?

alright

make me fly my horse

good morning little man

hey..why didn't you come yesterday evening?

i couldn't make it but i kept my word and gave my draw to your dad yesterday

the photo you are looking is belong to my mom

she is very beautiful

sky huh?you like clouds ?

its not sky its heaven

and i dont like clouds at all because they are hiding my mom from me...one day she will be back

the clouds will let my mom go and then maybe i can be okay with them

do you know how's heaven look like

you just said it

like a sky

limitless

infinity

blue color?

i dont know may be

or maybe the color we have never seen it

im gonna find out anyways when my mom comes back

promise i will tell you too

do you know that my mom and dad in the heaven too

together?

dont be say my mom will bring them with her

what are you doing in here?

i brought him his milk and cookies

but its not your job

daddy grandma got mad at Nur

what happened aunt

this is not your home miss...you cant just walk the way you like to

if you are talking about that Nur spending time with Mert...

then im very happy

what is that mean Yigit?

Yigit could you let me go?i have to go

Mert,son

go to the backyard with Nur and wait for me there

run

whats going on?

you thought that she is nanny?

Mert liked her.

a girl that two days has been asking to help her stay in our facility...we dont even know her she is safe or not

also

since yesterday she is walking around home in silence

that what i always hated

im very happy that Mert spends time with Nur.period

look how im walking...hold my hand tight

iam dont worry

my mom would get mad at me if she see me like this

what about your grandma?

do you know who is my grandma?

she is my dad's aunt and also my grandma

she is always angry person.you dont be sad

she cant get mad at my dad,you know?no one can.

why nobody can get mad at your dad?

because he is super

look.you superman coming towards here

daddy

are we going to the fares?

of course

tell Nur to come with us

im sorry little man..you have fun

but its not fun with my dad

really now?

why not?

just because he doesn't want to ruin his charisma he doesn't get on carousel

he always winnin me on bumper cars

if you come we can be them against him

and we can win him

i really cant come,Mert

daddy what she saying

son,you go to the car

wait for us

Mr Yigit,i probably wasn't clear enough

you are still using 'we' word..im saying that i have things to do

dont you see that he want you to be with him

dont make him sad

this time im not accepting your force

you mad at me?

no im not

i should have thank you for your one more time being a hero for me right?

first you are not looking my face and then you being a lawyer of me against you aunt.right?

i didn't know that you did a marriage with your relative

anyways

im asking you...whats going on?

are you always talking like this?

yes

nice.just like me...good

im gonna talk like you too then

lets go you are coming with us

what are you doing?are you sick in the head?

didn't you realized that im not sick yet

what am i gonna say to my aunt?

you gonna tell her that Yigit is with me

im not getting order from you Mr Yigit.

everyone gets order by me but you dont get yet

you just get order from this little guy okay?

here we go another crazy person

did you just get mad at my dad?

no my dear

who can get mad at superman

i saw that you was successfully got mad at my dad

you not coming right?

he will lose the game by faking it

im coming

just because to win your dad

ok son its over...did you like it?

i did but.today better

for me too

come on get ready sleep time now

what happened son?

i feel shame of my mom..

why?

because i laughed so much today

what if mom sees me from there and what if she is sad

what if she thinks that i dont miss her anymore?

what if she doesn't back back because of this reason?

mothers are never get mad to their kids,son...

mothers always want their kid to be happy

they would want their kid to be sad

okay?

that's great then...so my mom laughed as much as i did then

of course she did

im so thankful that Nur was there too

she is my best friend from now.

she wouldn't ever leave us right?

she wouldnt

promise

what is this crazy guy doing on me?

one days he show me around istanbul

and then he changes his way after seeing me

i couldn't fall a sleep

i ended up being here after walking around

i come here to when i cant sleep

you doing good

good night

nur

dont go

what are you doing to me Yigit Kozan?

what is your problem with me?

what do you want from me?

since i saw you

one day you lifting up my feet

other day you putting me in the ground

one day when i look at your eyes,i see myself

other day the eyes that was looking at me is blind

what how i am

one day i wouldn't see anything but you

other day i would look in to you face

that's me

dont judge me the way iam from outside of me

whatever i did in this world was with a single courage

but when i come front of you afraid helpless person i become

i need to run away from you Nur

understand?

brave is you,chicken is you two of them is you

i accept both

im fine with which

ever runs away

but let one stay

with me

something happened me

first time...in my life

when i saw you something happened me

Yigit im afraid too

more than being afraid

freaking out

whatever happened to you,happened to me too

im fall in love with you

im fall in love with you too

are we gonna have to hide us from people?

sometimes when i look at my aunt and elmas i get afraid..if they find out that i love you.

i wan to share my happiness with them

and then

my dad comes to my mind

it didn't even past 40 days since he is gone

the happiness that lifts up my feet from the ground,that was not in a good time

bad timing...you are right

the love has arrived in a very bad time

it got us very quick suddenly

we dont want anyone find out

one day everyone will find out

ah! silly you!

come here!

look at me,Yigit Kozan he became lamb chaser

are you complaining?

sweetie. you have left without your mommy?

i love you!

i love you too!

lets go

our little kid is gonna get crazy after seeing this

our?

i mean,yours...Mert

our kid...you really love Mert

of course i do...i wish i can do more for him

i haven't asked you before but very curious

did you ever take Mert to pedagogue?

reason?

reason?

you son still waiting his dead mom to be back

he is confused about being a death

he thinks people will come back after they are dead

isn't this enough reason?

Mert is still little

not so little to not understand death

also

why he isn't in the school?why you guys getting report for him?

lookyour son should not live like this

i wouldn't want to make you sad but you sould realize this

this is too much for a little kid

how are you gonna know what is a heavy stuff for my kid?im doing everthing to take all the waights on him

get it?

no

i really try to but i cant understand you

where is his mom's rest?

did he ever go to her rest?

no right?

i knew this

look

im not a psychologist

but all he needs is that..

a real parting with her

if you give him this,

enough!

my his dad understand

im his dad

who are you?huh?

i can only know th best for my son

his mom and her rest are nothing your business

god damn me!

you animal!

daddy

look i brought you a new friend

did you get this for me?

yeah i did,so you can stop playing with chickens

that's the only thing we needed

dad she didn't like my sheep at all

i love you more than myself Yigit

even though i know that you never did love me

i want to live th rest of my love even for one day you would love me

there is no such as chance Iclal

i dont believe the love you have

you dont believe love Yigit?

i believe the logic,and realistics thing Iclal

like my aunt says

its good to be together

two right person.is good to be together

you dont love me you don see me

im driying out with you love in this home

im disappearing more everyday you dont love me,dont you see it?

i never gave you hope for love

you killing me by not loving me

look iclal i want to divorce with you

im sorry Iclal

that i didn't love you

that i couldn't love you for everyday

Mr ihsan

hello! i have very important thing that we need to get it done

i would like to diverce from my wife that has been in a vegetable life for 3 years

its more painful for you than being her over here

she is just sleeping with seeinf dreams

i hope she doesn't have kid...her husband is not coming to visit too often...

im ordering you to change Iclal's nurse

did anything go wrong ?

im not happy with her service

im at the hospital

where did you say?

oh okay im nearby,coming there

i was thinking you would be in the office

i had to get things done

are you stressed?

something happened?

no,nothing

you just have to sign some paperwork

what are those?

some partnership paperwork at work

you need to sign them too

let me get my glasses,you know that i cant see close

you dont need to read aunt.its about the procedures at work

just sign it

yeah?fine

here?

this one too

here you go

you brought me here for only few papers?

im sorry that i took your time

we are in rush,thats why

we will go the greeting for Emre,can you make it?

of course

move away

where to?

going to town i have things to do

ok fine let me take you

what

why did you react like this?im just telling you take you to there

you dont understang i have things to do

would you get in or should i make you to?

okay im listening

im sorry Nur i apologize

you borught me here just to say sorry?if i dont accept your sorry?

you broke my heart and will fit it now?

yes

whatever i said to you wasn't inside me

because of my fear

helpless?

you the one helpless?

what did i do to you?

what did i do to make you fear from me

you make me love you

im afraid

my love is rough because there are fear inside of it

i promise your life will be safe when you are with me

look at myself

im sad of you but i have no one else to complain you

look Nur right here and right now im gonna say this and just say yes okay?

marry me

this is crazy

yes this is crazy because you are the craziest thing i can ever have in this world

you still have chance to escape but if you ever say yes,

yes!yes!

i have no other option to get away from you Yigit

i love you like a man can you his woman in most

i love you

everytime i look at you

did he sleep?

yes he did

first he kept wanting his lamb but after reading him a story he slept

i have been noticing that you phone down go down from you hand?

come on brother

let her be she is young

where is Yigit

i dont like the was he is these days

is everything is good at work Cahit?

i dont think something is wrong aunt

d you sign those paperwork too?

what paperwork?

i dont know what paperwork,he said something about small

yigit,yigit stop

how didn't we think about nothing to get it like this

what we gonna tell people right now

eveone will be shocked

what about Mert? what if he starts to have more?

okay relax

i dont have anyone else to explain this in this house

brother

Yaren tell us what happened.dont scare us

he got married

brother what did you do?

after my wife kisses my aunt hand,i will explain to you guys

what wife?

shame on you

aunt i will talk to you guys

shut up

if i die over here you will be the reason

come nur let me take you to the room

sit down my love

its my fault

i should have talk to them first

i will talk to them and then i will talk to you

i need you to know something very important

trust me

im trusting you

brother did you lose your mind?

weren't you married already

you be quiet

i would want it to be like this

but it happened

i have no other option

now listen me guys

you...

you fooled me

you made me to sign that paperwork to divorce her

you divorced my daughter with my opportunity

i wasn't only a half mother for you,i was a full of mother foryou

i was a father for you too

but what you did?

you divorced my daughter

with a maid of this house

i have nothing else to tell you

shame on you!

enough!!

i loved her

and married her

nur is my wife

my wife

either you guys freak out or break things up do whatever you guys want

she will be my wife

you guys will need to accept this

mr yigit? surprise! your wife opened her eyes! can you hear me? hello?