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- Fantasy for me is survival.
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It's not just pleasure.
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It's,
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essential.
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It has been, I think for my whole life.
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I am Naudline Pierre.
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I am an artist.
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I make paintings,
sculpture, works on paper
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that explore an alternate
universe with celestial beings
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and other worldly creatures,
and a main character
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or protagonist who is growing
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and sort of shares a
likeness to me, but isn't me.
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I was able to hang on to this sense
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of fantasy from a young
age due to necessity.
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I was born into a family
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that had really strong religious beliefs.
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I had a ton of fear as a kid.
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I think there was a fear of
not being righteous enough
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to make it to the next spot
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and that I would get left
behind here in the world
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that didn't quite work out
in the failed experiment.
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And here I am, almost 35
and still here. (laughs)
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Thinking about flying and
burning and destroying
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and creating and loving
and hating and raging.
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Like I can just do all
of that in the studio
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and I can do that through the stories
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that these characters
are allowing me to tell.
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Sometimes I come into the
studio and nothing's happening,
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and I have to
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sit and stare and wait
for these characters
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to allow me in,
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and these characters give me the okay.
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A lot of the time I
feel myself asking them
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to make themselves known to me.
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Who are they?
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I don't exactly know, and I like
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to kind of keep the mystery there.
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I have these characters
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that are just like a
head connected to wings.
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And then I have characters that have arms
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and legs and wings.
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And then I have guardians,
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which are really, really tall beings.
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And then I have the central
figure who is more human
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and doesn't have the appearance
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of these celestial beings,
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but is learning how to
harness her own powers
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to sort of fly on her own.
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I think "I, A Terror
Loosed Upon Your Heels"
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was a really pivotal work for me
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because it was one of the first works
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where the central figure is
leading a charge in motion.
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She's riding a chariot of fire,
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being pulled by celestial beings.
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For me, that work is very powerful
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because she's holding
herself up surrounded
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by these other supportive characters
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and it's kind of like, yeah, "I'm a terror
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and I'm coming after you."
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I think I look for places
where I can feel that thing
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that you can't really express
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with words that you feel in your heart.
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One of my favorite places in the city,
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I would have to say
would be the cloisters.
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It just feels really good to be in a place
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where I feel a lot of inspiration.
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It transports me to another time.
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I think what attracts me to
that time period is the fact
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that these are very much European males
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and they probably weren't
thinking about someone like me
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when they were making the work.
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That I get to take whatever
I want from history
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and reframe it all to
include what I wanna see.
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At an early age I just was always thinking
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about things unseen and
fantastical imagery and beasts
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and prophecies and the end of the world.
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I think this idea of celestial beings,
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stars, flames, serpents,
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it connects to a sort of unseen world
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and I grew up with a lot
of that kind of language.
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Growing up, it was just understood that
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this wasn't my final home,
that there was another one
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that was being built
for me somewhere else,
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and if I just hung on long enough,
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I'd make it to that place.
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And so being able to make another place
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where I call the shots,
it's a nice feeling.
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Now that I'm an adult,
I can kind of understand
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how and why I am who I am.
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I embody different aspects
of myself, different aspects
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of these creatures that I'm painting.
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It's about embracing my own multiplicity
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and drawing power from change.
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I am learning from the
characters who are allowing me
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to show them as they change, as they grow
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they are many in one.
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