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SHAHZIA SIKANDER:
There's something about the process,
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the miniature process of painting
in this scale, primarily,
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which keeps it in control.
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I'm basically staining the paper
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and it has to be a very even stain.
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It's slow. and you have to keep the edge
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of the tea really, sort of, always in flow
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so that you just drip the
whole edge down steadily.
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It's very meditative,
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and there's a sense of familiarity
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because a lot of years have gone in here.
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(scraping)
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One thing I've learned is respect for tradition
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and respect for patience,
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because you just cannot achieve anything,
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like you can't achieve a painting if you don't...
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Like you need time. Time is the key.
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So I can't, like, do a show
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and prepare a body of work in a year.
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I need three to four years.
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(bells ringing)
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Miniature painting, you know,
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comes out of book illustration,
manuscript, painting.
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It's an old art form.
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All the strange piled up, stacked up perspective,
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interior spaces and then
suggestions of windows and doors,
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which suggest the outside
world or the spiritual world,
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or some notion of perfection.
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That kind of jewel-like,
translucency that comes through
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is only because you have a discipline behind it.
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It takes many, many layers,
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at least like 10 to 20 layers of different color,
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to build it up.
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And you have to be very careful,
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because if your brush is
loaded with too much water,
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you lift off the earlier layers of pigment also,
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'Cause they're not sealed.
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So, it's practice.
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Sometimes, like when I'm not in practice,
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all the 10 years of experience
doesn't mean a thing.
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But when we were studying in school in Pakistan,
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my teacher used to have us sit
on the floor on white sheets
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and you get to leave your shoes outside.
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And everything was very precise and very clean
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and very minimum.
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And you worked on your work
and you did eye exercises.
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You kept your work at least
a foot away from your eyes.
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And it was very methodical.
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it had a very sort of...
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It was very ritualistic also.
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(Bells ringing)
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I feel like acquiring a
miniature painting early on...
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For me, it was painting.
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I was looking and understanding
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the formal sensibility of painting,
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except I was not painting on canvas.
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And I was painting on paper
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with a particular set of material,
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but it was all about surface, palette, form,
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composition, stylization.
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And self-expression came later.
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(bells ringing)
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A lot of my work is deeply personal
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and is drawn out of memory.
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If you look at this particular border,
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it's called riding the written
and here the text becomes
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more like horses or there's
a suggestion of movement.
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And that aspect is my
experience of reading the Quran,
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where I would read it with
no particular understanding
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because I was a child and I could read Arabic,
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but I couldn't understand it.
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And the memory of it is this amazing visual memory
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where the beauty of the written word
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supersedes everything else.
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The meaning is there, but
it's not just the meaning.
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It's the ability of the written
text to take you to that
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other level.
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(bells ringing)
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My whole purpose of taking on miniature painting
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was to break the tradition, to experiment with it,
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to find new ways of making meaning
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and to question the relevance of it.
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(paper crinkling)
The starting point in all my work,
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whether it's small or it's large,
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actually begins as simple drawings,
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which are done on transparent tissue paper.
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A lot of the images that exist
in my work were happening
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because I was interested
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in subverting Hindu
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with Muslim and Muslim with Hindu.
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Having grown up as a Muslim in Pakistan,
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I didn't have much information
about Hindu mythology.
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And when I came here,
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I realized that these were the things
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which still interested me.
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And I was looking at the
idea of the Hindu goddess,
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but it didn't matter how many hands it had.
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Just the notion that it was the female body
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with several hands was important.
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But the goddess has a very specific face.
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And here I was dripping off the face and,
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and putting, like, a
headdress-like veil on top of it.
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And yet the veil is on top of a Hindu goddess,
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not to underestimate what's behind the veil.
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The minute you bring the
word veil into the equation,
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it kind of connects you to a Muslim identity
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or a woman's identity.
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And these are very loaded issues to take on
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because anything and everything
associated with Islam
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is either terrorism...
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<v ->Um-Hm.</v>
...or oppression for women.
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Culturally, it's not, you know, my experience.
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My grandparents, my parents, everybody was very,
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very progressive, very supportive people.
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My grandfather was very encouraging
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towards careers for women, with everybody.
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All the girls in the family.
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They did something with their lives.
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<v ->But then I was not keen.</v>
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If she's going to the National College of Arts,
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then she might as well do
architecture, which has scope.
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You know? And like, you know,
when she said fine arts,
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one was a bit, you know...
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At the most, you just hang a
few paintings in the house,
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whether you have a future or not.
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(laughing)
That was so rude.
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<v ->So I was skeptical about that.</v>
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(forklift whirring)
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<v ->This type of work for me</v>
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was, like, just the opposite
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of the process of doing miniature painting.
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(paper sliding)
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This particular installation
is much, much more spontaneous.
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And it's always a challenge
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because the decisions made are fast.
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It involves my entire body.
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It's like I'm working within
the space and I'm up and down,
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you know, the ladders and I'm like painting.
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And then, everything kind
of happens from start to end
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within like four, five days.
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So, there's a certain energy which comes out.
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There is a certain sense of a little relief.
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Where several drawings have
been hung on top of each other,
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there's no intention to hide anything.
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Everything is very visible.
The paper is transparent.
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It floats, it moves.
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The idea, you know, comes out
of this whole relationship
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to veiling and revealing.
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I'm always taking photographs, doing sketches
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or taking notes.
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And then, I carry them wherever I go.
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I brought so much stuff from Pakistan
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and then so much stuff from Texas.
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And then, every time I sit to do some work,
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all of it is opened up.
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For me, it's always like these divine circles.
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You know, you go and you experience something
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and then you come back right where you started.
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When I'm working large and
I paint and I do murals,
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the next thing is always, I
come back to miniature painting.
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I can hate miniature for a while
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because it's frustrating
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because for all the different reasons
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of doing something so labor intensive, you know,
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which takes years to make.
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So it's like always, "Why do I do this?"
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And I let go and I do something else,
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but I always come back to it.
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And maybe because by the sheer act of doing it
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is what gives me certain sort of...
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you know, peace.
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(soft piano music)