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["New York Close Up"]
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["Bryan Zanisnik Goes To The Meadowlands"]
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[Meadowlands, New Jersey]
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I love this idea of this landscape that's
constantly evolving
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but also devolving.
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A lot of the train lines have been ripped
apart by Hurricane Sandy.
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So there's new areas of devastation on top
of other devastations.
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[SOUND OF CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING]
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[SOUND OF CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING]
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[SOUND OF CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING]
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[SOUND OF STAPLE GUN TRIGGERING]
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I was photographing things I was finding
along the way
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like these needles that were dumped from what
looks like a hospital.
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Signpost markers from train lines.
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And this here is this old operator's cabin
that was next to a turn bridge.
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It was where the operator watched for trains
coming
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and it's since been abandoned for many decades.
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--But I'll just go this far anyway because it's
kind of ruined.
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Looks like one of my installations, doesn't
it?
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So that there in the distance is Snake Hill
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and it's actually the only natural elevation
in the Meadowlands.
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So it becomes this sort of strange emblem
of New Jersey.
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In the nineteenth century, landscape painters
from all across the U.S.
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would come to paint it
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because it was considered one of the most
beautiful
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rock out-croppings in the Northeast.
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In the twentieth century, it was considered
one of the ugliest marks
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on the New Jersey landscape.
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[GPS NAVIGATION] "Turn right onto Meadowlands
Parkway."
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The Meadowlands was always kind of this transitional
zone
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between the suburbs and the city.
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Like, you travel through it, but that was
it.
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It just felt like this completely unchartered,
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unknown territory.
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I think of the Meadowlands as
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the unconsciousness of New York City.
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The unwanted, or the forgotten,
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or the disgusted of Manhattan
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comes here.
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I was drawn by just this, like, endless curiosity
that
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behind the next patch of reeds
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there was something amazing.
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Generally there wasn't,
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and maybe that's also what really drew me:
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That it's so much of the same thing
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again and again and again.
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It's kind of monumental in its nothingness.
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[Brooklyn Museum]
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See these are all the reeds.
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That's why I collect reeds.
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And they're everywhere.
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I kind of think of building one my installations
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as if I'm constructing a stream-of-consciousness sentence.
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That not every word leads into the next,
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but there's an overall mood
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or feeling being constructed.
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And in a similar way, I feel that exists out
here.
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This landscape is very stream of consciousness
for me.
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[SOUND OF STAPLE GUN TRIGGERING]
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[SOUND OF STAPLE GUN TRIGGERING]
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[SOUND OF STAPLE GUN TRIGGERING]
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[SOUND OF STAPLE GUN TRIGGERING]
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The way it dots from reeds,
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to water,
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to public, to private,
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to polluted,
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to gated, and preserved;
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that it really just feels disconnected.
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It's a landscape that just allows me entire
complete freedom.
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That all the rules of civilization are discarded
here.
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This idea of having this freedom to explore
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I think is something I would want
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people to gain out of my work, as well;
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that, when you go see the piece at the Brooklyn Museum,
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"Meadowlands Picaresque,"
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it's kind of the same play and exploration
I have out here.
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I kind of fantasize that my viewer is having
a similar experience
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walking through one of my installations.
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I grew up in a place that was so suburban.
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Everything was very familiar and chartered.
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You know, all the houses had numbers
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and were the same distance apart,
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and there were only a few stores in town
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and everyone knew what they were.
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Everything was kind of defined.
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And this felt like a place that no one ever
bothered to mark or map.
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And I've always seeked out something a little
more undefinable.
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When someone asks me if I still live in New Jersey,
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I say, almost in embarrassment,
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"Oh no, of course not."
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"I live in New York City."
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You know, and a big proud grin appears across
my face.
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So then I think, "Oh, am I ashamed of New
Jersey?"
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But then I go back here all the time
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and make so much work about it,
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so there's maybe...
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maybe there's some...
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ambivalence?
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Because I think, "Well I love it,"
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"but I kind of hate it,"
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"and maybe I’d like to forget it..."
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But I can't, because that's where I'm from.
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No matter how many times I visit,
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I never understand it completely.
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And I may never understand it,
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but that's what holds my attention.