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What I want to talk about this morning
is remarkable phenomenon
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that people not only talk to God
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but they learn to experience
God is talking back
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Many many Americans are involved,
and many other people
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are involved, as you may call,
in a renewalist spirituality -
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a kind of spirituality
which they want to experience God
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intimately, personally and interactively;
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they want to reach out,
touch the Divine here on earth
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I want to find out how they did that.
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I am anthropologist,
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my job is to immerse myself in
the world I come to study,
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and to keep observing
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so that at some degree,
I got a sense of what it take to
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become a Native in that world.
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Unlike Margret Mead &
Rev. Gregory Bateson
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were pictured here in Papua New Guinea.
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I did this work in America.
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I spent two years
in the renewalist church in Chicago,
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another two years
in one of the Bay area.
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I went to Sunday Morning services.
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I was a member of House Group.
I was in the prayer's circle.
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I hang out with people.
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I prayed with people.
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I really want to know how
their God became real to them.
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So let me begin by asking,
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who is the God in the church like this?
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God is God, God is big,
God is mighty, and holy and beyond,
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but God is also a person among people,
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The Pastor in this kind of church
want you to experience God
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the way the earliest cycle of experience Jesus,
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They walked with Jesus.
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They ate with Jesus.
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They talked with Jesus,
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He was their friend,
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And these pastors will tell you that
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You should put out
a cup of coffee for God,
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You should have a beer with God
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Go for a walk with God, hang out.
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Do the kind of thing with God
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that you get do with anyone who
you want to know as a person.
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He cares about all the stuff
in your life.
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the little stuff, where you want to go
in your summer vacation;
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what shirt you want to wear
tomorrow morning;
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you can talk to him about that.
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So I wanted to know how people
learn to interact with God
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and how they felt God
speaking back.
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I knew they have learnt because
the newcomers came to this church,
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and they would say things like:
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"God does talk to me."
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and then six or eight months later
they would say :
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"I recognize God's voice the way I
recognize my mum's voice on the phone . "
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But I thought the church teach
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what you should think about your mind
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is not a fortress full of your own
self-generated
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thoughts, feelings and images;
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you should think your mind is the place
where you will be going to meet the God.
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and then some of thoughts
you might think that was yours,
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They were really God's thoughts being given to you
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and your job is to figure out
who is God.
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And in fact, people did talk in the way
suggested they would have
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as they had experiences
that weren't their own.
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A woman said to me as
I start to pray in this church:
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"I feels like my mind is a screen that images were projected on.
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Somebody else is controlling
that clicker."
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And of course, not all the thoughts
would be good candidate
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for the kind of things God would say.
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People would look for thoughts
that stood out,
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that was more spontaneous
than another thoughts;
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thoughts were louder and
captured your attention.
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one women was explaining to me how she learnt to discern God's speaking,
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so people were praying over her one day,
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and the phrase "go to Kansas" flashed in her mind.
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her parents was in Kansas, so she thinking about visiting them.
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this thought just captured her attention,]
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this made her say ,what that come from.
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so you could imagine there will be risks for this style of discerning God's voice.