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Even after writing eleven books
and winning several prestigious awards,
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Maya Angelou couldn’t escape
the nagging doubt
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that she hadn’t really earned
her accomplishments.
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Albert Einstein experienced
something similar:
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he described himself
as an “involuntary swindler”
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whose work didn’t deserve
as much attention as it had received.
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Accomplishments at the level
of Angelou’s or Einstein’s are rare,
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but their feeling of fraudulence
is extremely common.
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Why can’t so many of us shake feelings
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that we haven’t earned
our accomplishments,
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or that our ideas and skills
aren’t worthy of others’ attention?
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Psychologist Pauline Rose Clance
was the first to study
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this unwarranted sense of insecurity.
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In her work as a therapist,
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she noticed many of her undergraduate
patients shared a concern:
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though they had high grades,
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they didn’t believe they deserved
their spots at the university.
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Some even believed their acceptance
had been an admissions error.
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While Clance knew these fears
were unfounded,
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she could also remember feeling
the exact same way in graduate school.
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She and her patients experienced
something that goes by a number of names--
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imposter phenomenon,
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imposter experience,
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and imposter syndrome.
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Together with colleague Suzanne Imes,
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Clance first studied imposterism
in female college students and faculty.
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Their work established pervasive
feelings of fraudulence in this group.
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Since that first study,
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the same thing has been established
across gender,
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race,
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age,
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and a huge range of occupations,
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though it may be more prevalent
and disproportionately affect
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the experiences of underrepresented
or disadvantaged groups.
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To call it a syndrome
is to downplay how universal it is.
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It's not a disease or an abnormality,
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and it isn’t necessarily
tied to depression,
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anxiety,
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or self-esteem.
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Where do these feelings
of fraudulence come from?
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People who are highly skilled
or accomplished
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tend to think others are just as skilled.
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This can spiral into feelings
that they don’t deserve accolades
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and opportunities over other people.
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And as Angelou and Einstein experienced,
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there’s often no threshold
of accomplishment
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that puts these feelings to rest.
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Feelings of imposterism aren’t restricted
to highly skilled individuals, either.
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Everyone is susceptible to a phenomenon
known as pluralistic ignorance,
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where we each doubt ourselves privately,
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but believe we’re alone
in thinking that way
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because no one else voices their doubts.
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Since it’s tough to really know
how hard our peers work,
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how difficult they find certain tasks,
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or how much they doubt themselves,
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there’s no easy way to dismiss feelings
that we’re less capable
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than the people around us.
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Intense feelings of imposterism
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can prevent people
from sharing their great ideas
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or applying for jobs
and programs where they’d excel.
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At least so far,
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the most surefire way
to combat imposter syndrome
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is to talk about it.
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Many people suffering
from imposter syndrome
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are afraid that if they ask
about their performance,
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their fears will be confirmed.
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And even when
they receive positive feedback,
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it often fails to ease
feelings of fraudulence.
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But on the other hand,
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hearing that an advisor or mentor has
experienced feelings of imposterism
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can help relieve those feelings.
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The same goes for peers.
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Even simply finding out there’s a term
for these feelings
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can be an incredible relief.
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Once you’re aware of the phenomenon,
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you can combat your own imposter syndrome
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by collecting
and revisiting positive feedback.
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One scientist who kept blaming herself
for problems in her lab
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started to document the causes
every time something went wrong.
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Eventually, she realized most
of the problems
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came from equipment failure,
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and came to recognize her own competence.
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We may never be able
to banish these feelings entirely,
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but we can have open conversations
about academic or professional challenges.
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With increasing awareness
of how common these experiences are,
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perhaps we can feel freer to be frank
about our feelings
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and build confidence
in some simple truths:
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you have talent,
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you are capable,
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and you belong.