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[music]
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Home and You Are the Same Thing
(with subtitles)
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10-09-2018
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[Mooji] Om. Namaste. Welcome everybody.
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Thank you for responding at such short notice.
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I am seeing quite a few faces
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that I didn't register coming to meet.
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So welcome everybody, that is the main thing.
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And I hope you are finding your place somehow,
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if you know what I mean,
finding your legs here in Monte Sahaja.
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So, I am here.
I am open to a few questions if there are any.
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Does anyone want to ask?
And let's see what we can get through.
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OK, you can start there.
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We have a [microphone]. It is coming now.
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[Questioner 1] Thank you dear Mooji.
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Finally, after five months I found a question.
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[Mooji] You found it after five months?
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[Q.1] I hope it is a good one.
[Mooji] Well, let's see. [laughter]
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[Q.1] The Invitation is such a gift.
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I really feel this space.
I really feel this wideness.
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But every time I also feel this body.
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I find that it is the hardest thing
to let this go.
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So, I tried to ask, 'Am I my hand?'
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And I could really confirm, 'I am not my hand'.
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I was going through my body and my brain,
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'No, I am not my brain'. That is really true.
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But when I come to my heart, 'Am I my heart?',
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then it is not really so clear.
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[Mooji] Not that heart.
[Q.1] Not the physical heart.
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[Q.1] But it feels like 'I', what I am,
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it feels like it is inside here also.
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[Mooji] Yes. Yes. Of course it is in there too.
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[Q.1] Yes. [laughter]
But it is like ...
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[M.] Is it only up to the tip of your fingers
and the top of your head?
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[Mooji] Is it squeezed to size to fit exactly?
[Q.1] Not really.
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[Mooji] Do you have a sense that
when we speak of this ...
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How did you handle the question,
'Does it have a form?'
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[Q.1] It is clear that it is formless.
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But I always feel like, 'I am still this person',
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or I feel this connection.
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[Mooji] There is no need
to try to get rid of that.
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It is such a firm conditioning that we experience
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in our manifest existence.
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We are also here too
and functioning through this form,
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but that is the conditioning
that is taken for granted.
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Almost nobody questions that.
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So, if you don't question something,
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it is assumed to be a fact,
that it's unchallengeable.
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So, if that was the only thing there
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that you are just your body-mind and that is it,
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and beyond that there is nothing at all,
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most people would be comfortable with this.
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That is what they believe is there anyway,
your body identity
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and the fact that you are perceiving.
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You have the senses
and something is enjoying, or perceiving,
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or experiencing through the senses and the mind.
It is enough.
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Why is it not enough?
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Why is it not enough?
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If there were no such thing as spirit,
or the Self, or pure consciousness,
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why would it not be enough
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to simply be the idea
you have of yourself as a person,
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which, by the way, keeps altering and changing
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like an ever-changing self-portrait?
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So it is not consistent.
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And the body itself is also not consistent.
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This is not the body your mother gave birth to.
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So, it is also changing.
Everything is changing.
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So, if everything is changing
and it is the nature of things to change,
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everything that exists is changing.
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What can we do about it?
That is the way it is.
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And it is still the way
it seems to be for everyone.
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You have a life, you live your life
and at the end ...
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Because there is an end of life,
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as there is the beginning of life, in our minds,
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that we begin to exist when the body is born.
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We say that is your first day
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and there will be a last day also.
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And after that? There is no after that.
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Suppose this is the case, or even during that,
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there is nothing else
apart from the body-mind functioning.
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Is that so for you? Is it what you have found?
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There would be no need for The Invitation,
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it would not be revealing anything
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other than what you assume already,
which is that you are your body,
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and the conditioning or the programming
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that arose for this bodily expression.
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[Q.1] I really feel ...
Also when I was a child,
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I could confirm that when I die
I will still stay here.
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So I really feel.
But I don't know, perhaps I expect too much.
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[Mooji] Tell me,
what is it that you expect that's too much?
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[Q.1] Perhaps I really expect that
something must happen
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when I am with It,
something more than this.
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[Mooji] And 'this' is what?
'Something more than this.'
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Just to see what we are speaking,
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'Something more than this must happen.'
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So presently, 'This' represents what?
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[Q.1] I feel it is more like
I have to relax more into it.
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It's like something is holding ...
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[Mooji] All your statements
are based on something
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that must happen to the one
who will discover the Self.
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There is nothing about the Self.
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This is about the one
who is going to have the experience,
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as though there is someone
who is going to have an experience of the Self
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and think, 'Yes, finally I got it!'
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And if it is newly gotten it can also be lost.
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If it is something that you gain freshly
then also you may have to feel,
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'Aah! I have to be careful that I don't lose it!'
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And all of this comes
because of the conviction you have
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in the feeling of 'I',
which you presently take yourself to be,
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the one who is searching for the Self.
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And it hasn't as yet been understood that
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the very 'I' will collapse away
from the sense of personhood,
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and it will be revealed that
the 'I' is the Self itself!
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But while we have the memory, the habits,
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the tendencies, the desires and the attachments,
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it will perpetuate and strengthen
the idea of your self as a person.
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And the person itself who appears to be searching
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for the ultimate Truth is tripping over itself,
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because enlightenment or freedom
is not for the person,
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it is from the person!
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It seems a strange thing,
because we have a conviction,
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'I have searched and I have got better,
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I am able to meditate for longer.
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I realise that I am a bit more quiet
than I used to be.
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I feel more relaxed in my life,
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but still I have to get the 'biggy'.
Which is sort of like,
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'Yes! To be firmly established
in the consciousness
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so that no more mistakes happen,
no more suffering happens.'
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So there is still a desire for this person
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to attain the highest prize
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that it does not have to suffer any more.
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It is a very subtle thing,
but that is not how it is, actually.
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The beauty of The Invitation is that,
when I say,
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At the end of listening to The Invitation,
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or after putting the book away, who are you?
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What is left at the end of The Invitation?
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What is there?
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[Mooji] A person with a nice experience?
[Q.1] No.
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Well it can be, it could still be felt,
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'Wow, that was great! Can we do it again?'
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But authentically, if you have followed,
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what I hope you will come to see is that
you know you are,
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but there are no definitions holding onto that,
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there is no sense of any boundary or limit.
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Whereas before, in the state of personhood,
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we have all these references for who we are.
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You are in a particular context
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and you refer to that
for the sense of who you are.
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In the discovery of the Is-ness
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is that same limited identity intact?
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I am asking you generally now,
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at the end of The Invitation,
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the sense of the person
as the 'me' who has done this,
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'I hope it works. Oh, wow!
I really come to give everything ...'
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Is that the one who survives The Invitation,
and at the end says,
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'Wow, I am really glad I experienced this'?
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Truthfully, is that what is there? Or ...
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Because in spite of that recognition
of the indescribable-ness
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of what is discovered,
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it doesn't mean that the person
is totally washed out.
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From that moment, of course,
it is a discovering moment
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and so it can feel like,
'Wow! This is amazing!'
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But the sense of the person
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cannot stand the power of the seeing
in that moment,
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so it retreats, or it backs away,
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but gradually it comes back
if it is not yet burnt up.
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And burning up would mean that
you are sufficiently drawn,
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through your attention,
to be with your discovery
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and that there isn't really any interest
to log in to the mind-world,
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or to the person's life expression so much.
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The person is not an offense,
it is just a limitation.
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It is also consciousness, but it is a limitation
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which you only discover
as you are discovering your unlimitedness.
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Then you see the limitations of personhood.
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And for a while the mind will oscillate.
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Somehow the attention will go
into the state of purity and harmony
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and you will feel totally
in your perfect element.
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But it will swing back again
into the old regime of identity
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and again you will feel,
'Oh my God, no, I didn't get it.
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I am lost.
Oh my gosh, how can I get out of this?'
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And it will swing again and you will feel,
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'Hallelujah! Oh, how could I doubt this?
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How could I doubt it? It is so perfect. Perfect.
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Oh, I got it, of course, it doesn't fade!
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It doesn't fade! Mooji, it doesn't fade!'
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And it swings again, 'Oh my God!
When is this ever going to be over?'
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Until at a certain point, something just clicks,
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that both those extremes are themselves observed
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from a place that is not swinging.
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This is the natural,
if you want to say, development,
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or maturing that takes place.
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But one just simply sticks with it.
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You discover something,
then the mind comes and says,
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'What do I do with it? How do I use this?
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How can I stay here? How can I not lose it?'
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As though it possesses it.
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And you have got to be so vigilant
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to match the cunning-ness of the mind.
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But I am encouraging you that you are far greater
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than the capacity of your mind to delude you.
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You can exist without
this psychological voice in your head,
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but it cannot exist without you!
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So you have to judge which is the better,
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because for a while you will come to see that
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this mind behaviour, this conditioning,
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is a bit like a parasite that lives on what?
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On the pure Self? Not really.
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On the idea you have of yourself.
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We are not yet established in, first,
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the conviction that
you are just the consciousness.
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That's not a belief.
When I say conviction it is beyond belief,
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it is not yet your confirmed
experiential understanding
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that you are the consciousness.
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It still feels like it is ahead
and is something to strive for.
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So while that gap is still open,
it is like you are open for business
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and the mind will keep coming in.
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Now, I have an overview of this,
which is quite good I feel,
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because even people who feel that,
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'But my mind is killing me.
It is just so persistent!
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It never gives up. It doesn't go on holiday ...'
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The mind does its work very well.
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How can you beat it?
This feeling comes like this.
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And I say,
First, don't fight it! Don't fight it.
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Who is the mind speaking to?
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Who is the mind speaking to?
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If we take an example
of a master like Jesus Christ,
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or the Holy Prophet, or Lord Rama,
or Lord Krishna,
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how would the mind speak to them?
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We know and we have heard
that in the temptation of Christ
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and also of the Buddha,
in very similar kinds of stories,
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that at the beginning,
just before their ministry began,
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they underwent a tremendous interrogation
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and attack from the mind,
in the form of the temptations of Christ etc.
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How can you be tempted
if you are not tempt-able?
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So at some point,
something must have been there,
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a play, a scenario had to be played out
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to actively perceive the drama,
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the seeming enemy, so to speak, to really feel it
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and to engage with it with clear-sightedness
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and to overcome
its psychological influence over you.
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Only then could his ministry begin.
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And it will come in whatever form
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that the consciousness wearing this body
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needs to experience certain things.
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There are certain characteristics,
certain tendencies,
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or hidden latent tendencies,
sometimes called vasanas, or samskaras,
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that when they flare up,
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they can appear to hold the beingness hostage.
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Do you follow what I am speaking?
So when they come up,
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it is the time when you are
most likely to identify personally,
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because of these forces.
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So when they come it is as though
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you are experiencing at your weakest.
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But sometimes,
just at the point of your weakest, weakest,
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on the flip side is your greatest strength,
but it is not recognised.
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Sometimes you have to almost lose everything
that you think you have
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to find that which is unpossessable,
to find that.
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So, these plays are going on so intricately,
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so diverse is that play,
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and each one has their own
forty days and forty nights.
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Well, now it's not forty days and forty nights,
nobody has the time!
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We are so impatient!
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Even the unemployed don't have time
for all this stuff.
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So, consciousness has re-adapted itself
for modern life.
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It is not that you can purchase it
over the counter,
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but perhaps it feels much more accessible
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that people can go online even to look up things
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and to be with it in such a consistent way.
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You can almost have your own teacher
speaking to you every day.
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Whereas in times past,
that may not have been there,
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the access that a student may have now.
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[Q.1] It is like, when I was here for three months
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in MSB (Mooji Sangha Bhavan),
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and during that time here
I felt so emerged in this. Emerged?
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[Mooji] Immersed, maybe.
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[Q.1] And there was no struggling,
there was no burning.
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I just felt really good!
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I just felt, 'Is it too good?,
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as if there must be a problem to grow.
I don't know.
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Then I went back home
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and there I had situations
that were really complicated,
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but I was really good with the situations.
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I really could see that interest in the person
is really ...
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[Mooji] Weak?
[Q.1] Weak, yes.
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[Q.1] But it was so strange
how the old habits came,
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old addictions came up in this time.
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I began to smoke again, after a long time,
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only for this duration, in this break.
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I really watched like,
'Hey, what am I doing here?'
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I felt like something in me was so,
how to say ...
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Can you help me? Someone? German?
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[Voice from sangha] Avoid.
[Q.1] Avoiding.
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And I was watching so much TV
until late in the night.
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But what was good was that
I could still feel, it is here.
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[Mooji] It is happening all the time like this,
it is good.
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The identity feels, 'I have been away now.
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Wow! I have really soaked up
all this spirituality.'
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And you go back home
and it starts to change colour.
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Let's understand,
you are not at the same place each time,
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if you are in the state of personhood,
you are not at the same place.
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You may be in a place more advanced than that.
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There are other things I may say about this.
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You may be at a stage more advanced than that,
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but which feels more chaotic.
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You may feel that your life is crashing,
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or it is a terrible thing;
but it may be a good thing.
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Maybe something needs to happen, to again ...
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Something may have to deconstruct
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and then appear to reconstruct,
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or maybe not reconstruct,
but to come in another way.
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So, don't rely on the mind's ability
to assess this.
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Because sometimes you think,
'I was better before I came here.
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My first time here was so great.
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When I went back
it was like walking through the Red Sea,
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everything was happening like this.
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And then the big crash happened!'
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Sometimes it could be many different reasons.
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It could be that you begin to develop
a kind of arrogance.
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You think, 'I am so special now.
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I can think of things and they happen.'
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So, we never know how life comes,
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crashes your excitement,
and brings in space for greater humility,
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which puts you back on the track again.
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It could be so many different things.
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The reading that comes from our mind
is not reliable about this.
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Sometimes you feel terrible
and then you have to be reminded
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that you are experiencing
a kind of psychic detox.
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Something is burping out,
you feel, 'Oh, this is not what I expected.
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I thought I was going to find peace.
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I am all in pieces. I don't know what to do.'
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You feel terrible, 'Oh my God.
Maybe I made a mistake to come here.'
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But you are detoxing
and all this stuff is coming up
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and it doesn't feel good.
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If you have a lot of nastiness inside
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and you have to vomit it out,
it is not a nice feeling.
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But when it's out [mimics vomiting]
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the after-vomit state is very nice, isn't it?
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Sometimes these things come up
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and they are triggered just by the atmosphere
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and the spiritual intensity of being
in a place like Monte Sahaja.
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It comes up very strong
and you have to be reminded that,
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'It is fine. Don't worry.
You are under grace.
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It is OK, it is just burping out
some trapped energies,
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or some misunderstandings are being burnt.'
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And sometimes this burning
is even greater than sadhana.
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Sadhana means spiritual practice,
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because your inner state is like
you are in the fire.
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You feel sick,
you don't want to speak to anybody,
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but you are under grace.
Somehow it gets burnt up.
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[Q.1] Last year I had a really burning year,
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I was crying day and night.
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I was really burning.
My whole life was changed.
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Everything is not on the same stone.
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But at the moment I don't feel any burning
and I feel like,
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'Should I burn more than that?'
It is like I feel too comfortable.
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[Mooji] This 'I' ...
I go straight to the 'I' all the time.
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Who is speaking?
Who is the reporter of this story?
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Has it really been baptised
in the heart of consciousness?
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Is it consciousness speaking?
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Or is it a cocktail of consciousness
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and very unconscious personhood speaking?
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And it is almost always that the person
is still there, it has survived.
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It has survived.
You are not meant to come here and survive!
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[Q.1] I don't want to.
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[Mooji] Someone came here
and wrote, and sent me a book.
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In the book she wrote,
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'I have been so fortunate in my life
to have sat with many masters.
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I have sat with seven masters.'
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I said, But how the hell
did you survive seven masters?
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Even one! You shouldn't survive even one master!
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To come and say,
'Yes, I sat with seven masters'.
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And what happened to you?
Is your ego still there?
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What happened?
Were you sitting in the back row?
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Were you hiding in the toilet? Where were you?
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Because if you come with that earnestness,
something must happen to you!
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You should not survive.
'You' meaning the egoic identity
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which is basically a mask
worn over your true Self.
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You are living with this mask.
You look in the mirror, you see the mask,
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you put make-up on your mask.
We are so proud of our mask.
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We don't even know it is a mask.
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When you start to see it is a mask,
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you try to take it off,
you see how stuck it can feel,
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still you know, that it is not what I am.
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And how can we remove this mask?
Not by force.
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By remembering through that inner experience
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that has been shown to you,
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and recognising that which cannot be seen
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just by the eyes in your head.
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You see in a deeper way.
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The Invitation is a great friend to everyone,
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because it helps you to discard,
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to leave aside the usual engagements
and distractions
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and see how easy it becomes
to come back into that recognition,
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to that field of being in which things are seen
with greater clarity,
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where the unseeable is seen.
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[Mooji] As long as we are under
the indoctrination of the manifest life,
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where we are predominantly feeling that,
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'I am this person growing in personhood
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and getting nearer and nearer to the goal',
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to that extent, the delusion persists in us.
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All this you must overcome.
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And I don't see it as a big difficulty actually.
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If there's a difficulty,
it is to do with our loyalty to our identity.
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And if you still have a craving,
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a carnal craving for the things of this world,
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then you will not be willing to give them up
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by the strength of the attachments also,
because they will come up.
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And in meditation, in guided meditation,
or in satsang,
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you will feel where the attachments
are feeling tight.
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And there must be a willingness to ...
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It is not the things themselves ...
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The thing is not a problem,
the issue is your relationship to it
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and the importance you give it.
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Because the importance you give it
is the value you give to these things.
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And the value you give it
will come up when it is time to go beyond it,
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you will want to carry it with you.
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And if there were a choice,
'You come single [without it], or you stay',
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you probably would end up staying,
because in those moments
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your attachments will feel like it is Christmas.
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You won't want to leave,
'Uh, maybe later I will come'. You will do this.
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Don't plan your route into freedom!
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Just come and be present!
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Just come. Just show up.
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You don't have to have any strategies at all.
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Have no strategies at all!
Don't plan any escape route.
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Just come with the desire in your heart,
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'I am just so drawn to be free.
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I can't bear the burden
of my egoic identity any more.'
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Because that is also progress
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that you are not able to stand yourself!
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Not even to understand yourself,
you can't stand him at a certain point.
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This is great progress in fact,
because it means that
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you are not able to sustain the egoic identity,
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it becomes unbearable for you.
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That is also a mark of spiritual maturity,
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because while it seems to hide
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in the shadows of our subconscious,
you don't detect it,
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and you can live for such a long time
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under the impression that you are this person
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and you fight for king and country ...
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But as you begin to recognise
and experience the truth of yourself,
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your aggressiveness falls away.
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A calmness replaces that,
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a peace and a wisdom begin to emerge in you,
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a sense of spaciousness.
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You don't feel threatened,
or claustrophobic in your life.
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Everything is feeling more expansive.
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But ultimately, the sense of expansiveness
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is also not that important,
because the Self is infinite.
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Where can the infinite expand to?
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Something is just so present.
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Your beingness, your life is expressing
out of this vastness.
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This is just ...
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It is like an infinitely faceted diamond,
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but each facet has the total diamond behind it.
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Each life is like one facet
of this infinitely faceted diamond.
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No life is just a token life.
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Everything has its part to play
in the great drama, until you wake up.
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Even after waking up
your dynamic expression still continues,
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even more so, to bear beautiful fruit.
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But you must come
to the ultimate recognition of yourself,
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not a dualistic recognition,
but a non-phenomenal recognition.
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Meaning that, how can one thing ...
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It is like, how can one hand clap?
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How can one thing recognise itself?
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I gave an example ...
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I have been giving this example
for a very long time.
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A sharp knife, however sharp,
can cut so many things,
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but it cannot cut itself. Why?
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Or the eyes can see so many forms,
but they cannot see themselves.
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Or a scale that can weigh so many objects,
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but it cannot weigh itself. Why?
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Because it cannot be other than itself.
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It is so one, it cannot perceive itself.
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We are like that. Our true Self is one.
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You cannot see your Self.
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Whatever you are seeing,
that you take to be yourself, is only imagination.
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It is only the surface.
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You are seeing from your Self.
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All these things,
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I don't have any special practice
for each little thing.
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You sit in the great pool
and you are wet all over.
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There's not one side of the water to wet the front
and one to wet the back.
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You sit in the pool of that
and you are immersed all over.
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So, I am speaking like this,
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that even if I speak to only one of you,
I am speaking to everybody!
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Your approach in satsang,
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if you come with that earnestness,
it will be satisfied.
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It has to be.
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If you try to protect your identity,
it will persist.
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But if you come with this urge that,
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'I am just a sponge;
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my heart tells me to let go
and to soak up everything',
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then come like that.
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[Q.1] In the last satsang
when you asked this question,
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'What if this day is your last day',
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then the burning was really coming strong,
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but afterwards it went again.
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[Mooji] If this day were your last day,
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actually,
it is coming to the last five minutes or so ...
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So if this were your last opportunity,
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now please stay with the question
I am going to ask you,
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if it really were like that
and there is a countdown,
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the clock is ticking,
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what can you do with five minutes?
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What can you do with five minutes,
in this regard?
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Four minutes?
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Three minutes?
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Two minutes?
What can you achieve in two minutes?
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In one minute? In thirty seconds?
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In ten seconds, what can you achieve?
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If you are Usain Bolt,
maybe you can break another record.
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But what can you really achieve
of what we are speaking about?
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And perhaps this type of challenge
is so powerful,
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because you just have to give up
on physical action.
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You cannot do any physical action
to be what you are.
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It doesn't work like that.
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What technique do you require? None.
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So I would say, just drop all of that!
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Just drop all of that,
because it is not going to work for you.
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Suppose you could just keep dropping everything!
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Just drop it, meaning, don't engage in anything.
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Don't combine your natural sense of self
with anything,
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even with an angel. Just drop everything!
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You can do it right now also.
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Will it take you ten seconds to drop everything?
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Just be totally empty.
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And yet not waiting. Be totally empty.
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[Mooji] Drop even the one who drops.
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[Mooji] Really do it!
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And speak from there where you are.
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Are you in time?
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No. You have to do it!
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If you drop all your associations,
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even the most precious thing for you
right now, in ten seconds.
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Maybe some of you are travelling away from home,
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if you had ten minutes, ten seconds,
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there isn't time to even make a proper phone call
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to say, 'Bye, bye, darling. I am going.'
Can you bear that?
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So, everything is going.
You drop everything then.
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Drop every association,
every aspiration, everything.
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If you drop right now,
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what remains that cannot be dropped?
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Because if you drop everything, you still are!
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Can you drop you?
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I am not talking about your person or memory,
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or your memory of the experiences you had.
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I am not talking about the past,
drop that, that's already gone anyway!
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It is only perpetuated in you,
because of memory and sentiment.
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It's gone, that is why it is called past.
It's gone.
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So drop, leave everything.
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And don't call this any technique.
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Just leave everything and report to me from here.
What is here?
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And did you create this, whatever is left,
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that is not touched by your effort,
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is unaffected by whatever you call your life?
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Try it and see.
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And is it an attainment? Whose attainment?
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Because if you drop everything,
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even the potential achiever
of dropping something is gone.
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So what remains?
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I am not asking your head.
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So that which remains, is it a state of mind?
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What remains? Is it a state of mind?
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[Sangha] No.
[Mooji] No!
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Does it have a birthday, or a star sign?
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Does it have ruling planets?
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That is your Self!
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This is our play.
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This is our play, this and this, and this,
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all the things you value.
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Largely it is gone, sustained only by memory.
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Can you bring back a sample of yesterday
to this moment? It is all gone.
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And luckily, thank God you can say
that things pass,
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that they pass without you having to
put them away, they pass.
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Everything passes. Except one thing.
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Find what that thing is that doesn't pass
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and you have won your freedom!
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Discover that which does not pass,
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that is not on the radar of time.
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And where is it? Where is it located?
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Where is it, that which I speak of?
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Where precisely is it?
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All your talk about this and that,
and your meditations,
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is just in the theatre of consciousness,
momentary and fleeting.
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Discover that which carries no story, no history.
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How far will you have to go?
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And when your first step is taken,
in what direction will you go?
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So, this has to be something
that really bites into your consciousness,
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so much so, that you have to go
and sit down with it
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and just marinate your attention in that
and be with that,
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because that is your good fortune today!
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As you begin to discover this
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you will not have room for anything else
for the moment.
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Marinate in it.
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It will absorb your duality.
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There is no need to be afraid
of these words that I tell you.
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And thereafter when you return
to natural functioning,
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you will see that your actions
are wind-assisted, in fact.
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Something is ...
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Your discernment will be such that,
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previously expressed actions and intentions,
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which were a waste of time
and hemorrhaging your attention, will stop.
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You would not be living life. You are life!
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And the flow of it is perceived
within your own being.
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These are things that I cannot put down
in some textbook.
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It doesn't need to be.
You don't need to remember any little part,
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unless it is something that is so quintessential
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that when you remember this,
everything is captured in it.
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Though I seemed to have focused on you,
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I am speaking to all of you about it.
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We don't need to have a separate answer.
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I don't think there is time for this now.
But is it worth it or not?
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[Sangha] Yes.
[Q.1] Thank you so much.
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[Mooji] Yes, it's totally worth it,
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because we can, for a time,
be living in ignorance of our true nature,
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and largely we seem to be doing this,
because we can.
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Even the ego, being consciousness, has a life,
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and there is sweetness and bitterness,
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and it is enough to feel,
'It is not bad! I love being me.'
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And you are perfectly entitled to that,
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free to be free, and free to be bound.
It is something like this.
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And there is no criticism or cynicism about it.
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But as soon as, by the grace of life
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in whatever means or methods it comes to you,
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your attention is turned,
or an urge grows in you to go deeper,
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life comes to satisfy that.
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Something may come from inside you,
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a tendency that we all have inherited somehow,
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to work against your own freedom.
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An energy is inside that is working
against this freedom,
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but only so long as you sustain or retain
the sense of personhood.
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As soon as that grip is broken,
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there are no opponents to freedom in you.
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The very ego that tries to protect itself,
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and that you think you are protecting,
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the thing you are trying to hold onto
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is the very thing you should transcend and leave.
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But gradually we come
into the recognition of that.
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And also you are so much in the arms of grace.
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Don't think,
'Oh, me and my little strength can't do it'.
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It is true, you and your little strength
can't do it. [laughter]
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Rumi says, 'The one who brought me here,
must take me home'.
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Who is the one who brought you here?
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That grace is calling you home.
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And where is home? In which direction is home?
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You and home are the same thing!
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You and home are the same thing.
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Until you discover this, your home will be bricks,
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or boards, or something. It will be a place.
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And life, God also,
is using all our modern things
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to teach us great metaphors.
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Like once upon a time,
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your address had to be made out of some bricks
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and had a door and windows.
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Now, your address can be the internet.
You can have an email address.
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It says, 'An address doesn't have to be
something like that'.
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So where is your address? This is your address.
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If you see this body, I am quite likely in it.
[laughter]
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That is your address!
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When you are coming near, and then on from this,
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you will find something that
you cannot speak about.
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You cannot speak about it.
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And it will not make you a cripple in this world!
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Sometimes the mind itself plays this game,
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'If you go further
you are going to lose everything.
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You are going to be a beggar on the street.
Nobody will recognise you.
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You are going to be alone,
because who wants to marry a Buddha ...'
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And it catches many people.
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But freedom is not restricted in that way.
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The outer things are not our opponents.
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All this life is so magnificent
in its expression.
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It is not our natural enemy.
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In fact, we see and derive great joy
from our perceiving of it.
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The enemy is inside,
it's our way of thinking for a while,
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and, chiefly, personal identity.
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Everything boils down to this: mistaken identity,
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that leaves you only in the mode of personhood.
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And the whole world is suffering
from person-poison,
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too much person, and not presence.
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So, I've got to go.
And is it enough for the moment?
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[Sangha] Yes.
[Mooji] Thank you.
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[inaudible voice in sangha]
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[Mooji] Sure! Come, come.
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[Mooji] Grazie, grazie. (Thank you in Italian)
It is your birthday too?
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OK, happy birthday!
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[Questioner 2 speaks in Italian]
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[M.] Si, benvenuto. (You're welcome in Italian)
[laughter]
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