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Now I said I'd only be ten minutes
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I'm sorry, I'm taking it a little longer
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but I've got to get this off my chest
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So
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so now I’m becoming a scientist
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I'm in college majoring in physics
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I go to graduate school
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get the Ph.D in astrophysics
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It's my life love
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I've known this since I was a kid
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I didn't accidentally land at the Bronx High School of Science
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I knew
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But I wanted to become an astrophysicist not because I chose it
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in a way the universe chose me
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that first day in the Hayden Planetarium at age nine as a kid
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and I looked up and the lights dimmed and the stars came out
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and...
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I was called by the universe
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I had no choice in the matter
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I became a student of the universe
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with the ambition of, one day, being one of its participants
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in research on the frontier of cosmic discovery
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and that ambition
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that inculcation
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stayed with me the whole time
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to the point where when you become an astrophysicist
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when you become a scientist at all
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here is what I´m putting back to you
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because what we used to do, and I regret it a little bit
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is you would go on pilgrimages to mountains tops
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because that's where your telescopes are
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And where is the mountain? The mountain is far away from any city
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because cities have lights and pollution and other things that interfere with your views
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So by construct the best telescopic observing sites are far removed from civilization
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which means it takes at least four modes of transportation to get there
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The plane, the train, the bus, the all terrain vehicle
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Then you get to the mountain top
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And what do you have to do next? You have to then start going nocturnal
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The day is now your night, and the night is your day
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And so, that's part of the pilgrimage
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There is the effort of the travel
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and then there's the effort of flipping your schedule and going nocturnal
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Then, there's the telescope itself
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This conduit to the cosmos
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It's a phisycal... it's a tube, it's a conduit
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And I sit there, and I reflect on it
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my specialty was the center of the Milky Way galaxy
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30,000 light years away
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And so I had my digital detectors, I've got the telescope, it's dark,
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it's just me on this mountain and the Universe
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And I look up, and I just think to myself: there are photons
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that've been travelling for 30,000 years
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and I'm sort of snatching them from this journey
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and planting them into my digital detector
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And then I started feeling bad for the photon
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and I said maybe it wanted to continue but I got in its way
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But then I said, no
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those are probably happier photons than the one that slammed into the mountainside
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that will go unanalyzed
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and will not contribute to the depth of our understanding of the universe
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But so, so there's not only the fact that I'm on the mountain top
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there's the knowledge, and the feeling
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that I'm reaching out to the universe
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with these methods and tools of science
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And then, add to that
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the sum of twentieth century knowledge about the origin of the chemical elements
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something the chemists would not be able to answer without the help of the astrophysicists
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You can't go to the chemist in your high school chemistry class and say:
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"Where did these elements come from?"
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The teacher wouldn't know from within the domain of chemistry
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That was informed by astrophysics
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We can trace the elements
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They were forged in the centers of stars
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high-mass stars that went unstable at the ends of their lives
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they exploded, scattered their enriched contents across the galaxy
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sprinkled into gas clouds that then collapsed and formed stars and planets and life
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And so, these ideas, these cosmic perspectives
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this pilgrimage to the cosmos
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the people who say:
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"This makes me feel small, because I need to see the immensity of the cosmos"
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And I say: "No, you're not thinking about it the right way"
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By the way, when we opened our facility
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I got a letter from a psychologist from the University of Pennsylvania
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He'd seen our show, which is a zoom out from Earth
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and Earth just shrinks to nothingness, and you go to the edge of the universe
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And he wrote me a letter and says: "I specialize in the psychological effects of..."
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Oh how did he word it? Excuse me, he said...
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"Hello Dr. Tyson, I'm, you know, Johnny Joe, I'm a psychologist
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specializing in the effects of things that make people feel insignificant"
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I thought: "Proper of a job! Man, is that what you do for a living?"
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And he said, he said:
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"Needless to say, your show
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was the greatest elicitor of feelings of smallnes I have ever seen
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Would you allow me to conduct a survey on the people who visit your show?"
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And I thought to myself:
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"There's something wrong here, cause why does he feel small
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but when I look up in the Universe I feel large?"
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Then I realized, the problem was his ego was too large to begin with
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He came to the problem
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thinking too highly of who and what he was to begin with
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Because then everything that happened in the show destabilized his self-image
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whereas I know that the molecules in my body are traceable
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to phenomena in the cosmos
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And that... and it's our 15 pounds of grey matter that figured this out
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There's a kinship with the cosmos, that resonates deeply with new age thinking
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but I´m not apologetic about that: it's what we find
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If whatever we find resonates with whoever, go ahead, take it!
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But what I wanna know is, I want you...
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We are in one of the greatest centers of neurophysiology
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I want somebody to put electrodes on my head
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and when I reflect on our kinship with the cosmos
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when I do the calculation that shows
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that a 15 ton meteorite that we have at the center of the Rose Center for Earth and Space
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it's an iron meteorite
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when I do the calculation that shows
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that if you take all of the iron from the hemoglobin
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of the people of the tri-state area of New York City
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you can recover that much iron out of their blood
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and realize that the iron from that meteorite and the iron from your blood
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has common origin in the core of a star
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Tell me what part of my brain is lighting up
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because that excites me!
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That makes me want to grab people in the street
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and say: "Have you heard this???"
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That is not simply...
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as Carl Sagan said, you know, "We are star stuff"
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but there's a more poetic and I think more accurate way to say it
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It's quite literally true that we are star dust
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in the highest exalted way one can use that phrase
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And so I feel, and I use words
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I bask in the majesty of the cosmos
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I use words, compose sentences
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that sound like the sentences I hear outta people who had revelations of Jesus
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who go on their pilgrimages to Mecca
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There's some commonality of feeling. I know it!
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Well, I don't know it, I want someone to do that experiment
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Because the day you do
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if the same centers in my brain are excited
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by these cosmic thoughts as are what are going on in the mind of a religious person
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that's something to know!
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That's gonna be really interesting finding
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Because what that tells me, as an educator, is:
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"Let me offer the universe to people!"
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And they'll start taking it in
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and they'll start achieving those feelings that they had before
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And I don't so much care whether they abandon previous feelings
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I've got an offering that keeps growing, that keeps becoming more majestic
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When it was announced that we were gonna cancel the Hubble telescope
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the greatest outcry to not do that was not the astrophysicists
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it wasn't from within NASA, it was the public!
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It was all over the op-ed pages and the talk shows
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The public took ownership of the Hubble space telescope
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because the universe is coming into their bedroom, into the living room, onto their computer
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They were participant on the frontier of discovery
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And as far as I can tell
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if you let them know
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that it's not simply that we're in the universe
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but, in fact, given the chemistry of it all
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and the nuclear physics of it all
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not only are we in the universe, the universe is in us
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And I don't know any deeper spiritual feeling than what that brings upon me
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I just wanted to leave you with those thoughts. Thank you
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(Subs by Paolo Bettera)