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The practice of stopping is very crucial
in the Buddhist tradition.
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There are moments when we don't do anything,
we just sit there.
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Our body has not stopped.
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There is a tension in our body.
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There is a kind of energy that pushes you,
pushes your body.
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Your body wants to do something,
to be active, to run, to do something.
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Your body does not have the capacity
to rest, to stop.
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That is why stopping does not mean
just stopping the mind, but stopping the body.
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Because the body also has the habit
of running, of being in movement.
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There is a feeling of restlessness
in the body.
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The body and the mind are,
they inter-are.
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The body contains the mind,
and the mind contains the body.
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They inter-contain each other.
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That is why helping the body to stop,
you can help the mind to stop also.
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And helping the mind to stop,
you help the body to stop.
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You practice with body and mind at the same time,
not just with the mind.
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That is why meditation includes the body.
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You don't just meditate with your mind,
you meditate with your body.
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That is why it's good that we practice,
"I have arrived, I am home."
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"I don't want to run anymore,
and you enjoy doing nothing."
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There is a feeling that you are home,
and you want to really rest.
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You like to listen to the music of your breathing,
in and out.
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Your heart is playing music,
and your lungs is playing music.
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You just tune to that kind of music.
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And whether the feelings
and emotions arise,
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you allow that music of breathing
to embrace it.
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And the Buddhist term for stopping
is "śamatha".
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You are not searching for anything at all.
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You are completely at ease
in the present moment.
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And that is the meaning of "śamatha."
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It sounds easy, but we need some training.
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We need a strong will also.
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We need a big desire
in order to be able to stop
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because the habit of running is very strong in us,
in our body and in our mind.
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And the habit of running,
the habit energy,
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might have been transmitted
by our parents.
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Our parents might have run
all their lives.
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They may have inherited it
from our grandparents.
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But now we have a chance
to encounter Buddhadharma,
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and Buddha said, "Stop my child."
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And then we have a chance
to transform that habit energy.
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I have arrived.
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I am home.
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It means I don't feel the need
to run anymore.
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What I am looking for,
it is right here, right now.
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And that is why we need the insight
in order to really stop.
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That is vipaśyanā (vipassanā in Pali).
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Vipaśyanā is the practice
of looking deeply in order to get insight.
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Śamatha and vipaśyanā
are the two wings of the bird.
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You are already what you want to become,
namely a Buddha.
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You feel that there is no longer
any need to run.
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That is why the insight
allows you to really stop.
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Without the insight,
no matter how hard you strive, you cannot stop.
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That is why śamatha
is not possible without vipaśyanā,
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and vipaśyanā is not possible
without śamatha.
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Imagine a bird flying only with one wing.
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It is very difficult.
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We may have some wound in our body.
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We may have a cancer.
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We may have a wound in our soul,
in our consciousness.
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We may have some despair,
a lot of injustice, a lot of anger.
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If you are deeply wounded,
you want to heal.
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And healing is possible
with the practice of stopping.
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If you don't know how to stop running,
the healing cannot take place.
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That is why the purpose of śamatha
is to help you to heal.
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When you breathe in, you breathe in
in such a way that makes the healing possible.
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Because your in-breath is not a fight,
an act of fighting.
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Your in-breath
is an expression of arrival.
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I have arrived.
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I don't need to run.
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And if your in-breath is like that,
it has the power of healing.
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That is possible for us to live every moment
of our daily life in such a way
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that every moment
becomes a moment of healing.
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When you make a step, make sure that the step
has the power of healing, relaxing.
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When you breathe in, make sure that your in-breath
has the power of stopping, of healing.
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This is the voice of Buddha,
directly to you and from yourself.