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In the Sutra on Mindful Breathing,
the first exercise the Buddha offers is...
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"In, Out."
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(Vietnamese)
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"Breathing in, I know this is my in-breath;
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Breathing out, I know this is my out-breath."
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"Breathing in, I know I'm breathing in;
Breathing out, I know I'm breathing out."
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It's like a children's game.
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To identify your in-breath as in-breath.
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To identify your out-breath as out-breath.
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While you breath in, you are completely aware
that this is
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your in-breath.
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Your in-breath may last
10 seconds
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or 15 seconds.
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And during these 10 seconds,
or 15 seconds, you may have one second
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fully aware that this is your in-breath.
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Nothing prevents you
to maintain that awareness
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during that whole time of your in-breath.
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If you only have one second or half a second
of mindfulness that this is your in-breath,
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that is not so bad.
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That's not too bad already.
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But you can do much better.
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During the whole time of breathing in,
you maintain that awareness alive:
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"This is my in-breath."
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Suppose your in-breath begins here,
and ends here.
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This is the length of your in-breath.
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15 seconds
or 10 seconds.
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And suppose your finger is your awareness.
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If you breathe without your awareness,
that is not practice.
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Now you are breathing with your awareness.
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Breathing in...
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I know I'm breathing in...
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Your finger always stayed with your in-breath.
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Never took off like an airplane!
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And you may use just one word, "in."
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"In"...
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"Out"...
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And this is your training.
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And if you know how to do it,
you get the pleasure of the practice.
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This is not something
hard to do.
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You don't need to make any effort.
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You just enjoy in-breath,
and you are completely aware that this is
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your in-breath:
You keep your awareness alive
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during 10 or 15 seconds.
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And those of us who pay attention to
the rising of the abdomen
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and the falling of our abdomen.
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Breathing in, I notice that
my abdomen is rising.
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Breathing out, I notice that
my abdomen is falling.
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That is one of the ways we maintain
the awareness alive
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during the whole time of
breathing in and breathing out.
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And it can be very pleasant.
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Whether you are in the sitting position,
or in the lying position,
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breathing is always a pleasure.
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And your mind is completely focused
on your in-breath and out-breath.
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You stop your thinking altogether.
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Because awareness is not thinking.
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"Breathing in, this is my in-breath" -
This is not thinking.
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That's pure awareness that something
is happening in the here and the now.
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That something is "I am breathing in."
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And that is awareness.
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That is mindfulness.
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Since mindfulness is there,
concentration is there.
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Because when you are mindful of something,
and if you are fully aware of it,
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you are concentrated on it.
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You are concentrated on one thing:
your in-breath.
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That is why you know that
the energy of mindfulness...
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carries within herself
the energy of concentration.
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Concentration is born from mindfulness.
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Mindfulness is the mother.
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Concentration is the daughter.
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And mother and daughter are
just the continuation.
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Mindfulness is always mindfulness of something.
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In this case, mindfulness of your in-breath.
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Concentration is concentration on something.
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And here, you are concentrated on your in-breath.
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And in mindfulness and concentration
you can stop your thinking altogether.
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That is something very important.
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Because there are those of us
who cannot stop thinking.
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There's a cassette tape
always running in our head.
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We think of this, we think of that.
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We cannot stop our thinking.
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And we overthink.
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We think too much.
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It's like a TV set left on the whole night.
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It becomes very hot.
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Your head is also like that.
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If you keep thinking,
your head becomes hot.
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And you cannot sleep.
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You want to find a button
so you can stop thinking
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but there's no such button at all.
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Because your head is not a TV set.
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Your head is not a cassette player.
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There's no button.
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Fortunately, there is the practice of
mindful breathing.
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And when you practice
mindful breathing in and out,
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you stop your thinking.
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Your mind is focused.
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During your in-breath and out-breath
you enjoy so much breathing in and out,
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that you forget thinking.
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And this is very healing.
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Those of us who cannot stop thinking,
who get our head hot,
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who imagine a lot of things,
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whose thinking produces
a lot of fear, of despair,
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we know that thinking is not helping at all.
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Thinking leads you to more confusion,
to more fear,
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to more uncertainty.
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Therefore thinking is not being.
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I think therefore I am not.
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I'm not alive.
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And therefore stopping the thinking
is the beginning of being alive
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because, in the state of non-thinking,
you are really with your in-breath,
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you are really with your out-breath,
you are really with the flower,
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you are really with the blue sky.
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Touching deeply
you don't need the thinking.
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The thinking removes the true, deep contact.
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And that is why
to learn, to train ourselves in mindful breathing
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in and out
and to stop the thinking
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we can heal ourselves...
we can begin to touch the wonders of life
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that are available
that realize our healing.
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Because these elements have the power
to nourish, to refresh and to heal.
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The first exercise proposed by the Buddha is
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already a big step.
And it's so simple.
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So easy.
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You can enjoy doing that.
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This is not hard work.
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That is for your enjoyment.
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Breathing in,
I'm aware that I am breathing in.
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I'm aware that I'm alive.
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And being alive is a miracle.
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This is a practice of resurrection.
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People don't live their lives.
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Their body is there, but their mind is elsewhere,
caught in their worries, the future, and the past.
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And only one mindful in-breath helps them
to go home to themselves
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and become alive again.
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Resurrection is not a ritual.
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Resurrection is a practice, and every time
you go back to your in-breath and out-breath,
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every time you use your foot
to take a mindful step,
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you become alive again.
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That is truly a practice of resurrection.
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To bring your life back.
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The first exercise of mindful breathing
is a gift
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made by the Buddha.
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Please enjoy it.
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Share it with your beloved one.
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Share it with your partner, with your child.
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Hold her hand, invite her to sit down
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and to enjoy her in-breath
and her out-breath.
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Darling, let us breathe in
and become aware of our in-breath.
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And your energy of mindfulness supports
him or her in doing the same.
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This is love.
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And you may like to invite him or her
to go walking meditation,
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and both of you do nothing except
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enjoy your steps,
your in-breaths and out-breaths,
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and get in touch with life.
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Both of you are Buddhas at that time
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because you are inhabited
by the energy of mindfulness.
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When you practice mindfulness,
you are a Buddha.
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And if you practice the whole day,
you are a full-time Buddha.
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If you just practice half an hour a day,
one hour a day, you are a part-time Buddha.
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The second exercise offered by the Buddha
is "Long, Short."
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That is a practice of following your breath.
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The first one is to identify your in-breath
as your in-breath,
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your out-breath as your out-breath.
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The second helps you enjoy the first practice
all the way through.
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Breathing in a long breath, I know that
I'm breathing in a long breath.
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It means I enjoy my breath
from the beginning to the end.
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Breathing in a short breath, I know
I'm breathing in a short breath.
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The practice is not to try
to make your in-breath longer.
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If it is short, allow it to be short.
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If it is long, allow it to be long.
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Don't try to force your in-breath and
your out-breath the way you want.
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This is very important.
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You allow your in-breath and out-breath
to be what they are.
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Don't try to force, don't try to bend...
don't try to work on it.
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We have heard expressions like "breathwork."
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That's not working!
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The practice of mindfulness is the practice
of becoming aware of what is going on.
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If your in-breath is short, you know that
your in-breath is short.
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You don't criticize.
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You don't condemn.
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You don't judge.
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You allow it to be like that.
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That is what you call simple, mere recognition.
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Just turn on the light of mindfulness and
become aware of it.
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Like... you look at a child
playing on the ground.
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You don't interfere.
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You just become aware of the child.
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So your in-breath is a child.
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Your in-breath might be short, might be long.
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You allow it to be what it is.
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You just turn on the light of mindfulness
and become aware of your in-breath.
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And yet something will happen by itself.
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If you become aware of your in-breath
like that for a few moments,
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the quality of your in-breath will improve.
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It's like a flower.
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Your in-breath is like a flower.
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And your mindfulness is like the sunshine.
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The sunshine just embraces
and recognizes the flower.
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And yet the sunshine will have
an effect on the flower.
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Mindfulness is like the sunshine.
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It is a kind of energy.
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That energy is to recognize, to embrace.
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And by recognizing and embracing,
that energy has good influence.
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on what it recognizes
and what it embraces.
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In the morning, the flower hasn't opened yet.
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But the sunshine continues to shine, to embrace.
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And we know the sunshine is made of
particles called photons.
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And the photons embrace.
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They're not satisfied with
going around the flower.
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They penetrate into the flower.
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And one hour, two hours later,
under the influence of that sunshine,
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the flower opens herself.
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So our in-breath is like that.
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Our out-breath is like that.
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It's a flower.
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And recognized by the energy of mindfulness,
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it will transform itself naturally
without your intervention.
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And this you can notice in your practice.
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You don't try to make your in-breath
longer or deeper.
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But if you become aware
of your in-breath and out-breath,
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they will naturally become deeper,
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longer, and more harmonious.
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The quality of your in-breath will improve
with the energy of mindfulness embracing it.
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One minute can already make a difference.
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If you spend one minute
breathing in and out mindfully,
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you notice the quality of
your in-breath and out-breath increase
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deeper, longer, more harmonious.
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And if you practice, if you continue
for a few minutes,
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you'll notice that
more peace, more harmony
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will come to you,
through your in-breath and out-breath.
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Because your in-breath and out-breath
will have an influence on your body
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and will have an influence on your feelings.
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On one side there's your body,
on the other side there is your feeling.
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And if your in-breath has become
more harmonious, deeper, slower,
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then your body will profit from these.
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deeper, slower, more harmonious.
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And your feelings also.
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It will inherit from these qualities
of your in-breath.