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Real effort
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never
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betrays me
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this is what we have been taught
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we want to believe this is true
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but we soon realize that
this is not true
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at a very young age
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no matter how much
we study our textbooks
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and how long
we sit in front of our desks
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getting in to universities
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particularly prestigious universities
is not an easy task
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people say it is because
we did not try hard enough
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then how hard do we have to try
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to get into
a prestigious university?
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who enters
a prestigious university?
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it is 2AM in the morning
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This girl cannot afford to go to sleep
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because she knows
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as soon as she lets go of her pen
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other students will get ahead of her
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she always has a stopwatch beside her
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to stay alert
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every moment
is an exam period
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for students preparing
college entrance exams
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I study more than 10 hours
a day just for my GPA
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I memorize the textbook
from cover to cover
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take notes
on another piece of paper
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keep writing until I can
write them without looking
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if not I just can't bear it
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she memorized until she
can write without looking
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and solved countless
questions on workbooks
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those long hours of study
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only left finger pain
for this 16-year-old girl
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sometimes I write on
20 to 30 sheets of paper
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so my finger hurts a lot
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During the exam period
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I use a rubber band
to tie a pen to my hand
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if not I can't write because
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my hand is too weak to grip a pen
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if I use a rubber band
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even if my hand is weak
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I can still write with my wrist
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she is not the only 9th grader
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awake until late at night
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students take videos of
themselves studying
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and share with others
in real-time
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nothing is more motivating than
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seeing for themselves
how others are doing
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in the daily changing
schedule book there are
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lists of study materials
that need to be covered