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(Bell)
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(Bell)
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(Bell)
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Dear respected Thay,
dear friends, can you hear?
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Welcome back to
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class on the 40 tenets of Plum Village.
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Today is the 12th of May in the year 2021
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and we're in the Ocean of Peace
meditation hall of Deer Park Monastery
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during our spring retreat.
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It's very helpful to believe
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in the transformative power of the Dharma.
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And that belief doesn't have to come
from some kind of blind faith,
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but it can come just from
being aware of our breathing.
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Breathing in, I know I'm breathing in.
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Breathing out, I know I'm breathing out.
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In,
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out.
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Just being aware of the in-breath
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as it comes in through my nostrils,
my mouth.
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And breathing out.
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My belly falling, the air moving up
out through my nose and mouth.
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Breathing in, I'm aware of the
impermanent nature of my breathing.
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I cannot grasp onto the breath.
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As it comes in,
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as it comes out, I relax my shoulders,
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relax my whole body wherever I'm seated,
watching this on the computer,
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I can just close my eyes and allow
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the concentration on the breathing
to manifest.
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Okay, you can open our eyes.
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Just taking a moment like that, seeing
the impermanent nature of the breath,
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that we cannot hold on to it.
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And the calm that comes
with that realization
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is already enough evidence
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for me to know that there's
a transformative effect of the Dharma.
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And there are so many other doors.
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There's taking a mindful step,
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being aware of the contact
our foot makes with the earth,
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coordinate -
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There's being aware
of the food that we're eating.
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the sun, the rain, the earth, the farmer,
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all the elements that
help make up that food.
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And seeing that we also are made
of the sun, the rain, the earth,
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and our parents, and our ancestors.
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And by seeing that, seeing
the interbeing nature of us and the food.
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If we remove any of those elements from
the food, they can no longer manifest.
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And the same is true of us.
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If we remove any of those
non-us elements from our body,
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our feelings, our perceptions,
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then we can no longer manifest.
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So that is the nature of manifestation.
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Things manifest due to
causes and conditions.
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So all of these meditation on the breath,
the walking meditation,
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meditation on our eating
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are like doorways into the Dharma.
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They allow us to free ourselves from
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the habitual way of grasping
at signs and phenomena.
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And just feeling the bliss, the calm,
the ease that comes with that realization
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gives us faith, gives us confidence.
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That is the beautiful
nature of the Dharma.
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It doesn't require you to believe
something that's difficult to believe.
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You practice, you get some freedom,
you get some ease,
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and then you want more,
so you continue to practice.
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That is the spirit of belief in the
Buddhist tradition.
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And it means that freedom is possible,
happiness is possible.
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That is the kind of belief
that is very helpful to have.
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So that when there are moments
of overwhelming sadness,
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despair, anger, grief,
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we know there's a path,
so we don't fear that anger,
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we don't fear our own despair,
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but we know how to take care of it.
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We know how to take care of it just like
we take care of our breathing,
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like we take care of our eating,
like we take care of our walking.
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It's there and we can use it
as an object of our meditation,
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that despair, that anger.
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And to see that it is impermanent,
it is not something that we can grasp.
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Thay often described it as
unblocking our mind.
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We have blocks of suffering in us,
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and this meditation on impermanence,
letting go,
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letting go of grasping,
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is a way to kind of massage
those blocks of suffering,
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so we don't continue to engage
in the kind of grasping
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and habitual stimulation of seeds of
afflictions in our consciousness.
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We let go, we allow it to relax.
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So when many people come on a retreat
for the first time,
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they feel a lot of exhaustion.
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'Oh gosh! I came on a retreat,
I thought I would get energy,
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but why I feel so tired?'
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That's because there's something
that's stuck
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in their daily way of living,
in their mind.
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So when they come to the monastery,
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it is able to get a kind of a break,
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to continue to reinforce
that block of suffering,
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but you allow it to break up in chunks,
like an iceberg that's melting.
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And it starts to flow.
The frozen river starts to flow.
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And it's no longer blocked.
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And then that flowing is,
'Oh my gosh!
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So many things are going on inside.
I feel exhausted.
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I have to sleep nine hours, ten hours.'
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And that happens to many many people
who come on our retreats,
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because they don't recognize
how, in their daily life,
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they are continuing
to create this kind of blockage.
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So all of these tenets that
we're learning are helping us
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to release that block of suffering
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and to discover new ones
that are there, hidden,
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like trauma in the body itself.
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Not continuing to avoid it, but rather
bringing that awareness to it
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and allowing it to relax.
That is the beauty of the Dharma.
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It's the beauty of this practice.
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So I highly encourage you to believe in
the possibility of freedom,
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to believe that happiness is possible.
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To touch that inspiration.
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And to know that
there is a path.
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And that can help
in moments of great difficulty.
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But the better way to practice is
to actually touch the happiness
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right here and right now.
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There's nowhere to go, nothing to do.
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Sometimes we feel so much suffering,
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I just need to have something
to believe in.
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And I think it's a pity
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if we just say, 'No, I'm a Buddhist,
I don't believe in anything.'
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We can become extreme skeptic.
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I don't believe in the Four Noble Truths,
I don't believe in awakening,
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I don't believe in all these things.
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And ultimately, we may end up
in a very dark place.
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We try to reduce everything
to rational understanding.
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We think the Buddha is just a scientist
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pouring chemicals
from a beaker to another beaker,
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and we forget entirely
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the possibility of awakening
in the present moment.
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And to not fear,
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as well allowing ourselves to be happy,
allowing ourselves to be free.
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Recognizing that those forces
that are driving us to run,
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the fear instilled in us
from a young age
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that we are not doing enough,
we're not working enough,
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we're not intelligent enough,
we're not smart enough,
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we're not beautiful enough,
we're not promoting ourselves enough
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or not whatever enough,
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is actually hiding there and
it's driving us to this kind of activity
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which is not allowing us to be happy,
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not allowing us to stop and be free
in the present moment.
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I know, because
I have that energy in myself.
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And I've spent many years embracing it.
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And I know it's still there.
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In the tradition they say
that restlessness
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is one of the last things to completely
disappear before full awakening.
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Not to get caught in ideas
of full awakening or not,
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but it's a very helpful,
I found it very helpful to remember that,
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that even as a committed practitioner,
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something somehow is still-
I want to go somewhere else.
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Thay, our teacher, described it,
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the attainment of
removing our restlessness
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he called it 'froglessness'.
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I think there's an expression in Vietnam.
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You put a frog on the plate,
and then it jumps off.
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You put it back on the plate,
it jumps off again.
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So one of the attainments of Plum Village
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is that we are able to
remove the frog in us
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which always wants to jump off the plate.
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We're on the plate,
we're in a very safe place.
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Everything we need is there,
and then we jump off.
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There's something in us that's
somehow not satisfied with what's there,
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so we need to go somewhere else.
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That is why Thay encouraged us
to stick together as a sangha,
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because when you suffer in the sangha,
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when you have a difficulty in your
relationship with the brother or sister,
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or the sangha in general,
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then you want to jump off the plate,
you want to go somewhere else
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just to try to relieve your suffering.
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But actually,
your suffering goes with you,
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because you find in that new place
the same or very similar situation
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to the ones you discovered in
the monastery or at the practice center.
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So can you be with the suffering
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instead of trying to avoid it,
trying to jump away?
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Because the practice is a process of
constant discovery of new blockages,
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new places where there are -
The stickiness.
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This sticking to your idea
you don't want to let go.
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Whether it's the kind of food you eat,
whether it's the kind of language you use,
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whether it's kind of people
you think are cool,
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whether it's your idea
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about what a proper nun is,
or a proper monk.
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And you get stuck on that idea.
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And because you're stuck on it,
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you make your younger brothers
and sisters suffer so much.
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I'm guilty of that,
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because in my life I've been very attached
to my idea of being a monk.
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Because I love so much being a monk,
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and I get so much happiness from
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practicing the Dharma
and teaching the Dharma.
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And I still have a lot of suffering,
but I know that this path,
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I'm very sure about it.
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Because years and years of practice
have shown me that if I stay,
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if I'm patient,
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if I avoid jumping off the plate,
if I can just sit there
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and be with whatever comes up,
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be with whatever difficulty
comes up in my relationships,
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it will pass, and I will learn from it.
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Usually when I jump off the plate and
I just change, I go and distract myself,
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I don't learn very much
about that suffering that came up.
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So I miss that opportunity.
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So many brothers and sisters
in our community,
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when they were leaving
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deciding to go and do
into another path, another form
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as a lay person, I thought,
'If they could only stay!
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Because this is the big one!
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That's the big suffering!'
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Everything else has been
to prepare you for this moment,
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when the suffering is so big
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that you just feel you can no longer
live in the community.
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And you have to go.
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And here you are.
You're given this great gift,
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the big one, the big fish.
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The big suffering.
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And here you turned away!
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I don't want to promote hooking the fish,
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but, it's like the moment
that you've been waiting for.
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And of course, we're not waiting,
but it's the big one.
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And you think, Where did my happiness go?
Where did my joy go?
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Where did my freedom go?
And then you go somewhere else.
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And it may not be many many years
until that suffering surfaces again.
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And because you left,
because you jumped off the plate,
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all you'll know how to do next time
if you haven't grown,
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when the suffering gets to be very big
it's just to jump off the plate again,
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instead of looking deeply
into that suffering
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and seeing its nature, its roots,
it's ancestral roots.
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It's not only your suffering,
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but it's also the suffering of
your father, your mother, your ancestors.
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So not only can you benefit from
their presence in every cell of your body,
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but you can also
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transform the suffering
they were not able to transform.
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Because that big block of suffering in you
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is also the block of suffering
of your mother, and your father,
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of your parents, your ancestors,
of your entire civilization.
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There are collective blocks of suffering.
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Many of us here in America
have European roots.
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And we suffered great trauma
in Europe religious wars.
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Many of our ancestors were peasants
who had very little agency.
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And they suffered so greatly
from disease, from hatred, from ideology.
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And we suffered so much that we
uprooted ourselves and came to a new land.
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We thought, 'We'll just jump off the plate
and go to another land.
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Everything there is wonderful,
and we can begin anew.
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We can be the boss.
Over there we are just a peasant.
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Let's go over to this new place
and become the boss.
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Then, if we are the boss,
we will be free from suffering.'
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And so we started bossing around,
our ancestors, the native people,
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killing, destroying, and enslaving
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people of African descent
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in order to be the boss,
to grow sugarcane
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in places where we could not grow it,
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because we are easily susceptible
to malaria and other tropical diseases.
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So we believed, with a great ignorance,
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that this would relieve our suffering,
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this trauma we've experienced
in our ancestral line.
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And that is just one example
of tracing the trauma
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that is passed from generation
to generation, and how it manifests
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and continues to create suffering
not only in those who are oppressed,
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but also in the oppressor.
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Even more so.
And that is the insight of the Buddha,
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that those who create suffering
for themselves and others,
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experience more suffering.
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It may not look so on the surface,
but it's -
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I often remember here in the Americas,
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Who is invited and who is the host?
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The host also always, in the end,
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is the one who is offering the space.
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I mean, the Europeans came
mostly uninvited to this continent.
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And we brought over enslaved peoples,
they didn't ask to come.
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They are not the uninvited ones.
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So there's a trauma there too.
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This is kind of digging in deeply
into the collective consciousness
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and seeing that we are also,
we may be experiencing suffering.
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This is my own deep looking
into my ancestors,
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to see in order to understand,
not to persecute, or blame or judge.
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But to understand
the nature of the suffering
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that has been transmitted to me,
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so that I don't continue to transmit it
to the next generations.
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So this is all the deep beauty
of practicing the Dharma.
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That's why I love to practice.
I want to use my life for this practice,
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because it's -
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I cannot easily believe that
there's something or somewhere else
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where I can touch that kind of
freedom or happiness in the world
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other than going inside.
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We can listen to a sound of the bell.
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(Bell)
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(Bell)
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And being uninvited is not a damnation,
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but it should help us
to cultivate humility.
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And that is something that is part of
our ancestral culture,
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the relationship between
the guest and the host.
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And if you have a chance to study
the teachings of Zen master Lin Chi,
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he talks about that, the relationship
between the guest and the host.
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When we are the host,
and when we are the guests.
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But when we learn to be a good host,
but also to be a good guest,
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we have a lot of humility and openness.
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So that is an invitation to cultivate
humility in our practice of the Dharma,
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and not seek to use it to dominate,
or to try to be right.
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That is not the purpose
of studying and practicing the Dharma.
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It is for our freedom,
and the freedom of others.
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Okay. So last week we looked into
the eight negations,
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which are a teaching
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that has continued through many
generations of the Buddhist tradition.
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And one great Buddhist teacher, Nagarjuna,
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in the 3rd or 4th century AD,
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summarized it very beautifully.
So I wanted to go deeper into that.
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Last time, the seventh tenet,
we studied this.
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There's a beautiful, very deep text called
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The Verses on the Middle Way,
by Nagarjuna.
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I encourage you to study and read it.
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It is upending the tendency
in the Buddhist tradition
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to create theories and philosophies.
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The purpose of the practice is to free
ourselves from getting attached to views.
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It is not for the purpose of
just abandoning our former views
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and taking on new Buddhist views.
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But the Buddhist teachings are there to
help us to become free from all views,
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so that we can live happily
in the present moment.
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Look deeply into what's going on,
beyond signs, and words, and concepts.
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So at the beginning of that text,
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The Verses on the Middle Way,
there's a phrase
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which summarizes these eight negations.
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And since we're having fun
learning some Sanskrit,
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I'm going to write them
as well in Sanskrit.
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[1 anirodham
2 anutpādam]
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So, anirodham, anutpādam, anucchedam.
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[3 anucchedam
4 aśāśvatam]
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Aśāśvatam.
It's nice having a long board.
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In Sanskrit, 'a' at the beginning
of a word means 'not'.
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'Nirodha' is 'cessation'.
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When things -
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It's the opposite of arising, 'uppada'.
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So anutpādam, anirodham.
So not arising, not ceasing.
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Anucchedam. It means 'not destroyed',
aśāśvatam, and 'not eternal'.
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So not annihilated, not eternal.
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[5 anekārtham
6 anānārtham]
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'Eka'. 'Eka' is 'one'.
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And 'nānā' is 'many'.
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So, not one, not many.
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[7 anāgamam
8 anirgamam]
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'āgama' means
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not coming.
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'Ga', 'gam' is 'to go'.
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'Anirgam', not going.
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No coming, no going.
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# No coming, no going.
# No after, no before. #
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So Thay tried to create poetry
that would express these deep concepts.
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Because he didn't want people
to just make ideas about it,
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just like Nagarjuna
was trying to free us from philosophy,
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philosophizing.
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He was trying to help us to see how
at the root of our thinking
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we can find these eight concepts of
arising, ceasing,
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annihilation,
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everlasting or eternity.
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One and many.
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Coming and going.
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For example, to come back to
the image of the frog on the plate,
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we tend to think we have a separate self.
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And as we go from one place to another,
we bring that self along with us.
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So what I am now is what I also am when
I walk over there, or I go to that place.
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With the practice we start to let go of
that concept and we see that,
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actually, our ideas about ourselves
are only that, they're only concepts.
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And we allow ourselves
to change in every moment,
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for the possibility of some,
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not to hold on to
this or that idea about ourselves.
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So with that insight, we also begin
to look at others with new eyes.
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We see at every moment
that person is changing,
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and our ideas about who they are
and what kind of things they like,
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what they don't like.
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Who they are, where they're from,
all these things can fade away
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if we allow the possibility for
our perceptions to change.
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Most of the suffering
we have in our relationships
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are because we have a fixed idea
about that person.
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We think that person is like that,
or that other person is like this.
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And we hold on to that firmly.
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But that person is not a separate self,
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they are impermanent,
like a flower, like a tree.
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And they're always growing and changing.
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And yet we continue to hold on
to our idea, this is that person,
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this is what I love about that person,
or this is what I hate about that person.
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So every time we see that person,
we feel feelings of love
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and we want to impose on them
our idea about them,
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rather than open ourselves up
to the possibility of change,
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of new growth, of new possibility.
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So this teaching on no coming, no going,
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Thay often used the example of a flame.
I didn't bring matches today.
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When he created enough conditions
to strike the flame,
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strike a match,
so the flame manifests,
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and he would ask the flame:
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'Dear flame, where did you come from?
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Did you come from the north? The south?
The east, the west? Above, below?'
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And by looking deeply,
the flame could respond and say:
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'Dear Thay, dear sangha,
I have not come from the north,
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nor the south, nor the east, nor the west,
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neither above, nor below.
When conditions are sufficient I manifest.
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And when conditions are no longer
sufficient, I cease to manifest.'
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That is a direct example of
the teaching of no coming, no going.
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We can say, 'Ah! The match
that left the matchbox
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is the same as
the match that's burning with the flame.'
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But that would not recognize
the change that has happened,
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the impermanent nature of it.
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Because we have added
the last condition,
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which is to strike the match
on the striker.
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In a gross, obvious way,
the matches change. It begins to burn.
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And that burning wood material,
along with the fuel of oxygen in the air,
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becomes heat and light
for us to witness.
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But even at a more subtle level,
we can say that, at every moment,
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and this is the insight of Nagarjuna,
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at every moment
there is change happening.
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If we recognize that
there is no separate self
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in this body, these feelings,
these perceptions,
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these mental formations,
this consciousness,
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we also can recognize that
in all thing that is also true.
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In the flower.
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If I remove the sun, if I remove the rain,
if I remove the water, the earth,
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then there are not enough conditions
for the flower to manifest.
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And the flower has not come from
anywhere, and it's not going anywhere.
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It's not coming from a seed
and then going back to the earth.
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In every moment it is manifesting
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fully according to the conditions
that are sufficient.
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If there is more rain,
if there is more sunlight,
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that will stimulate
more growth in the plant.
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So the invitation is to look at
every instant as a new manifestation.
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And that the plant that
just an instant before we saw,
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is somehow...
the change is continuing to happen.
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And we cannot say that
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that plant is the same plant as the one
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that was there just an instant before.
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And Thay called this
the cinematographic nature of reality.
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Which also applies to our mind.
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We perceive things in motion and moving.
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But just like in the cinema,
they are instances of -
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many instances which
we in our mind in order to reduce
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the bandwidth of our comprehension,
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we blur into one continuous motion.
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Just like somebody
who's holding a candle
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and they move it in a circle in the dark.
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They move it quickly,
it looks like a complete circle,
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but actually, at each moment,
if you take an image,
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it's just one light,
one flame of a candle.
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So the invitation of no coming or going
is to see each moment like that.
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That there is a -
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We cannot say that
what was over there, which went over there
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is the same as what it was before it left.
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Because it is already -
There's no permanent self there,
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it is already changed.
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So to believe in coming,
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that things truly come from here
and they go over there
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is also, at a deep level,
a belief in a separate self still.
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There's still something permanent,
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something that I can call 'me',
or 'mine', or 'the flower',
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or 'the flame' that is essential.
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And these eight negations
are interpenetrating.
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So already we are talking about
not the same and not different
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when we ask, Is the match
that is now burning
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the same as the match
before it starts to burn?
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And Thay would go further,
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and take one flame,
and then light another match.
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Usually when we went on tour with Thay,
Thay would buy very long matches.
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So whenever I'm in a store
somewhere in the world,
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and I find these kind of matches
that are very long, I think of Thay.
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And I always buy them
just to have them on hand,
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because -
I didn't bring them today,
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but it's helpful to have a long match
that can burn a long time.
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But he would light the second match
and then say,
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he looked at the two flames and said,
'My dear flame,
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this new flame. Are you the same flame
as the one before
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or are you a different flame?'
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And by looking deeply we can see
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that we cannot say that the new flame
is entirely different than the original flame.
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But we cannot say
that it is entirely the same neither.
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Same and different are extremes.
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Looking more deeply we can see that
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neither one of them
can completely describe
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the relationship between
these two flames.
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The same is true of people.
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I remember Thay often gave the story of,
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There was a couple.
They took their vows to practice
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together in their marriage
and to help one another to -
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If one of them is angry, not to water
the seed of anger in the other person.
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A kind of peace treaty
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that we offer to many of our practitioners
who are living in a couple relationship.
-
So there's a kind of ceremony for that.
-
And we also have a ceremony called
The Five Awarenesses, where you-
-
It is like a wedding,
-
but it's more the commitment
to practice together as a couple.
-
So that ceremony
took place in the retreat.
-
And at the end of the retreat,
-
Thay invited the couple to come up.
-
And one of the partners said to the other,
-
Am I the same person that you married
yesterday? Or am I a different person?
-
And the other answered, 'My dear,
-
you are neither the same person
that I married yesterday,
-
nor a completely different person.'
-
And that is much closer
to the reality of things.
-
If we can look at our partner and
our loved one every day with those eyes,
-
with that insight,
then we will suffer much less.
-
We will learn to let go
of our concepts, our prejudice,
-
our judgment about the other person
and see them as a wonder of nature.
-
A wonder of life always growing,
always changing.
-
And we let go of our ideas
of sameness or otherness.
-
Not arising, not ceasing.
-
We tend to look at our life like a line.
-
At this point,
-
we are born.
-
We live our life,
-
grow old and then at this point
suddenly we die.
-
So we have a simplistic idea that
-
down here there is the realm of non-being.
-
[non-being]
-
And up here this is the realm of being.
-
[being]
-
Somehow from the realm of non-being,
-
at some point we come
into the realm of being
-
when we are born.
-
And then, we spend a lot of -
Actually, very brief time
-
overall in the realm of being,
and then, at some point,
-
we go back into the realm of non-being.
-
So we say
-
that we have a birthday,
and we also have a death day.
-
And on the birthday, from non-being
we come into being.
-
And on the death day, from being
we go back into non-being.
-
That is -
-
For most of us,
-
that is our fundamental way
of looking at birth and death.
-
But when we look more deeply
with the eyes of interbeing,
-
we see that
-
every aspect of this body is
-
from the earth, from the sun,
from the rain,
-
from ancient supernovas.
-
The heavy metals in our body
and the Earth
-
came about because
of the immense pressures and heat
-
generated from the explosion
of ancient stars.
-
And that material
is in every cell of our body.
-
And this body is only one of many
manifestations of that material.
-
And that is only at the material realm.
-
At the realm of feelings we know that
-
the feelings that we experience
are a continuation of the feelings
-
in our mother, our father, our ancestors,
-
going back to something like a monkey,
something like a fish.
-
Those are ways of responding
to certain situations
-
that have continued and been passed down
-
in order to keep us free from fear, free
from danger, from difficult situations,
-
from being eaten, and so forth.
-
The same for our perceptions,
our mental formations, our consciousness.
-
These are all also coming
from the collective.
-
We have a collective fear, and
fear can travel like a wildfire
-
through the collective consciousness.
-
And we can get fear, if we're not careful
how to take care of our mind,
-
we allow the fear from the collective
consciousness to enter our consciousness.
-
And that fear is also
existing in the collective consciousness,
-
sometimes over many many generations,
thousands of generations.
-
And it continues to manifest
in different forms like a flame.
-
So all of these things are what
we are inheriting in the present moment.
-
And those things have never truly been
in the realm of non-being.
-
They have continued to manifest
since beginningless time.
-
That is the insight the Buddha -
-
He said that if we look and
we take this body, or we take things,
-
and we try to separate them
from the rest of reality,
-
then it looks like
there's birth and death.
-
But if we go deeper and we look
with the eyes of interbeing
-
we see that this fear
that I experience today
-
has not come from the realm of non-being.
-
It seems like from nothing,
it becomes something.
-
But actually, it is already there
in a seed form.
-
It's just not directly perceptible.
-
Just like the cloud,
that never dies,
-
that becomes the rain,
as we already learned many times.
-
It's just so helpful as an image,
-
so we keep coming back to it.
-
The cloud becomes the rain,
becomes the river, becomes the ocean,
-
and then, evaporates again,
it becomes a cloud.
-
But on the surface level, it looks like
the cloud is being born by the evaporation
-
and then dying or disappearing
as it comes down as rain.
-
But if we see that
it's only a change in form,
-
then we no longer have
the fear of losing our cloud.
-
The same is true with this
concept of birth and death,
-
arising and ceasing.
-
When we look deeply,
-
we see the non-arising
and non-ceasing nature of all things.
-
It means that nothing is lost.
-
Everything just transforms,
-
including this body, these feelings,
these perceptions, and so forth.
-
Then we can get rid of this
artificial line between birth and death,
-
between being and non-being, and see that
by making being, we make non-being.
-
By making arising,
we automatically make ceasing.
-
If we remove our concepts of arising,
and look more deeply and see that
-
there's only transformation,
-
then also the concept
of ceasing disappears.
-
And with it goes our fear of death,
our fear of this body dying.
-
We see that every moment
is this transformation.
-
And when this body is born
from the womb of our mother,
-
and when it goes back to the earth,
-
actually, at every moment our skin cells
are going back to the earth,
-
our cells are dying actually.
-
Thay often say we don't have enough time
to have funerals for all the cells
-
that are dying in our body.
And that's very true.
-
It's this whole ecosystem of our body,
a biome, is constantly being born.
-
Biologists say that
-
from one of our legs
up to about the knee,
-
all the cells that are
in that part of our body
-
are all the cells
we can truly call our human cells.
-
The rest of our body is just all kinds
of other things: bacteria, fungi.
-
The many things that make up
the ecosystem of our body.
-
But because we have a very simplistic way
of looking at things,
-
we think, 'Oh! This body is me.'
Actually, we are an ecosystem.
-
And we are interacting with each other
-
through facial expressions,
through vocal language,
-
through consciousness.
-
So it's not true to just fall into
looking at things at the surface level,
-
and say, 'This body is something separate
from this other body.'
-
Thay often said, Thay didn't have
children, blood children,
-
but Thay has many spiritual children.
They are born from Thay's teaching.
-
And when we listen and practice the Dharma
we become a continuation of Thay,
-
because Thay is not in this body,
in those feelings, in those perceptions.
-
Thay is the Dharma.
-
That is the nature of it.
-
Remember the
Dhammacakkappavattana Sutta,
-
Putting in Motion
of the Wheel of the Dharma.
-
The Buddha said, 'I have put in motion
this wheel of the Dharma
-
which cannot be stopped by
gods, men, devas, asuras...'
-
any kind of being that you can imagine
cannot stop this Dharma wheel.
-
It is continuously going on and
if we are open we can receive the Dharma
-
and allow in ourselves to practice it.
-
And then we become
a continuation of the Buddha.
-
The Buddha didn't say,
'Ah! I invented this Dharma!'
-
He discovered what was already there.
-
He said he's clearing away
-
a path for others to follow.
-
It's very interesting. The Buddha didn't
say, 'I came up with this idea,
-
it's so great, and
I'm going to tell it to everybody.'
-
He said, 'No, no, no.
This Dharma is already there.
-
All i did was help clear away the brush.'
-
There are other buddhas or others
who realized the Dharma,
-
but sometimes they didn't
clear it so clearly for others to follow.
-
So he did his best to use words,
use his physical actions, his thoughts
-
in every moment to try to
create a clear path for us to follow.
-
But it's up to us to follow it and
to allow the Dharma to come in.
-
That is a beautiful example
of no birth and no death.
-
In this present moment
if we open ourselves up
-
and then we allow ourselves to let
the seeds of the Dharma be touched
-
by the rain of the Dharma,
-
then they just grow naturally.
-
Already those seeds of compassion,
understanding, are already there.
-
We just find a way to allow them
to be watered by the Dharma.
-
So our concept of arising and
passing away are also just ideas.
-
And anucchedam, aśāśvatam.
-
Not annihilated and not everlasting.
-
So we tend to go to extremes,
-
use words like, 'I never said that,
I would never do that!',
-
or, 'I always do that!'
-
Always be careful with never and always.
-
Is it really true that you never did that?
You never would do such a thing?
-
Are you always...?
Even in our language
-
we have embedded
concepts like annihilation,
-
or everlasting. We think that -
-
We go back and forth between
-
something always being true
or never being true, never possible.
-
And then, we say, 'Never, never, never.'
And then, suddenly, oh!
-
There's the exception.
And it happens.
-
Like people think -
-
Sorry, it's what comes to my mind now,
people think, 'Oh!
-
Fascism is something
that happened in Europe at a time,
-
it could never happen in America.'
-
You get beliefs like that.
-
And when you start to see the signs
of hatred, of authoritarianism,
-
of prejudice, you look the other way,
because it can't possibly be happening!
-
Your belief, your adherence to that view
-
doesn't allow you to see what is going on
around you and within you.
-
So underneath these concepts
of always and never
-
you have this basic belief
in something always being true
-
or never,
everlasting or annihilated.
-
This is just to help us to get unstuck.
-
These eight negations of Nagarjuna
-
are to help us to look deeply
into the nature of our thinking
-
so that we can become free
from the attachment to views,
-
to see the real essence of our suffering,
-
which is in attachment
to our concepts and views.
-
And we can just flow.
-
A lot of the Dharma is just
learning how to be with what is,
-
instead of trying to impose our views,
our concepts unto reality.
-
So in the eighth tenet
we learn how to actually
-
put these eight negations into
that we've learned in the seventh tenet
-
into practice
-
with the teaching
on the three concentrations.
-
So the eighth thesis, the eighth tenet:
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The concentration on emptiness,
-
[8 The concentration on emptiness,]
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signlessness,
-
[signlessness,]
-
and aimlessness
-
[and aimlessness]
-
help us to touch nirvana
-
[help us to touch nirvāṇa]
-
and the unconditioned.
-
[and the unconditioned.]
-
These three concentrations are called
the three doors of liberation,
-
because they open a way for us.
-
When we are caught in our view,
caught in some attachment
-
to ourselves, to another person,
to a way of looking at things,
-
we can meditate on
the concentration on emptiness.
-
Last class we learned that emptiness
is not nothingness, it's not non-being.
-
Emptiness is
-
the absence of a separate self.
-
So it is not a concept
to base a philosophy on,
-
but it is a practice.
-
We look into all things, like the cloud,
-
and we see that the empty nature of
the cloud is that the cloud is made up of
-
the water evaporated off of the ocean,
-
the sun which provided
the energy to evaporate it,
-
the capacity of the air
to hold the water droplets, and so forth.
-
And all these conditions,
the temperature, the right air pressure,
-
combine for the cloud
to be there, to manifest.
-
If I remove any of those conditions,
the cloud cannot manifest.
-
That is the empty nature of the cloud.
-
It is empty of, to say,
-
it is full of everything except
one thing, which is, a separate self.
-
It cannot be by itself alone.
-
And that is a meditation
that we do as practitioners.
-
So we use an example of the cloud, or
the flower, or the food that we're eating,
-
but to go more deeply,
I like to turn it back to my body.
-
And see that this body is also empty.
-
It means it's full of the entire cosmos,
but it's empty of just one thing,
-
and that is a separate self.
-
There's no essence that is somehow there,
-
that can somehow -
-
that is not dependent on anything else.
-
Everything depends on everything else.
-
For this body to manifest, for these
feelings to manifest, and so forth,
-
and the five skandhas.
-
That is not for the purpose of ontology,
-
or trying to prove a theory
for being and non-being,
-
but as for the purpose of freeing
ourselves from our attachment to views.
-
It's a meditation, a guided meditation
that we can do with everything.
-
You continue to practice it.
-
And especially with those things
that you feel,
-
'No, no! But really there's really
an essential brother () there!
-
I cannot let go! The essential brother ()!
Or teh essential Thay!'
-
Or whatever it is. So whatever that
thing is that you're most attached to
-
you use that as the object of
your concentration on emptiness.
-
And you look deeply into it,
-
and you see that
it is only made up of non-it elements.
-
Then you become free of your attachment,
-
because you see that when
conditions are sufficient, it manifests.
-
And when conditions are no longer
sufficient, it will cease to manifest.
-
You touch the impermanent nature of it.
-
Emptiness is the doorway
into the nature of impermanence,
-
and helps us to become free from
our attachment to that thing.
-
Emptiness, signlessness.
-
And in Sanskrit emptiness is -
-
I'm going to erase this.
-
[śūnyatā]
-
Śūnyatā.
-
And signlessness is animitta.
-
[animitta]
-
'Imitta' is a like a mark or a sign.
-
So 'animitta' is seeing
the signless nature of things.
-
Seeing that our labels that
we put on the flower, are not the flower,
-
that our ideas, our theories, about things
are full of wrong perceptions.
-
They're just vague approximations
to the reality of life.
-
So anytime we -
-
Of course, we can think of
one and one makes two,
-
and that's helpful.
-
It's a tool in order to understand
the nature of addition.
-
If I have one flower,
and I take another flower,
-
that makes two flowers.
-
But in a deeper sense, we know that
-
those flowers are also just
transformations of other things,
-
and we cannot say that
the one flower is only one.
-
Looking deeply, we see that
it is made of non-it elements,
-
and that is made up of
vast billions and billions of atoms,
-
and that to talk about just one flower
is a little bit simplistic.
-
So letting go of the signs that
we attribute to that one flower,
-
we see a vastness.
-
And we're allowing our mind
in a very open, light way,
-
to allow for all other types
of possibilities to manifest.
-
Actually, everything that you need to be
happy is available in the present moment.
-
It's just that you don't see it because
you're caught in your ideas,
-
and your concepts, the sign of thing.
-
It's functional.
-
The human brain has a certain bandwidth,
so in order to just function,
-
we roughly estimate.
That's the nature of our mind
-
to make rough estimates just enough
for us to avoid danger
-
and to get the food and the sustenance
that we need every day.
-
And to be warm, to sleep
in a dry, safe place.
-
But more bandwidth,
we don't want to waste.
-
We only have so many joules
generated from the glucose burning
-
in our cells to power our brain.
-
We have to prioritize decisions all the
time. That's in our evolutionary makeup.
-
So to reduce the bandwidth -
-
If we paid attention to
everything that's there,
-
we would just be completely dazzled.
And some people have disorders like that.
-
They have such difficulty
to just focus on one thing.
-
We've evolved in nature to be able to
focus, but we have a limited bandwidth.
-
So we make rough approximations.
-
For example, our vision.
-
In both of our eyes there's a black spot
-
where our retina connects
to the optical nerve.
-
And yet, we don't see that spot at all
in our daily life.
-
It's because our brain is filling in
information from the periphery.
-
When we look across the room,
we get information.
-
And that information is being filled
into the black spot,
-
the blind spot in our eye.
-
It happens completely behind the scenes.
-
So we have to use special techniques
-
in order to actually
experience the blind spot.
-
Because our brain is filling in
the missing information.
-
That is what we're doing
all the time,
-
that is how our wrong perceptions
come about.
-
Our brain fills in the extra information
just approximating.
-
Then we suffer,
-
because, ultimately, our brain
is just creating a model
-
of experiential, empirical reality.
-
So those approximations, those models
in our mind, we attach to them,
-
and we think the reality is like that.
-
Signlessness, the concentration
on signlessness
-
helps us to become free from those models.
-
It means, we let go of our desire to try
to obtain, to attain things,
-
get money, or fame, power,
sex and all those things
-
because our deeper wish is
to get understanding.
-
In order to do that, we need to let go
-
of those things that drive us
to grasp after outside things.
-
We just approximate
understanding the stock market,
-
understanding the nature of the economy,
understanding the nature of our career,
-
understanding what kind of thing
will get us into a good school.
-
It's just a series of approximations
in order to create a performance
-
that will impress people
in order to get what we want.
-
But the concentration on signlessness
frees us from that.
-
It means we see, we are very sure that
-
in us are all the conditions
that I need for happiness,
-
and I don't need to perform anymore.
-
What I want to do is
understand my mind, and be free.
-
So I let go of those signs, I don't need
to attach myself
-
to the outer form of things,
the outer characteristics of things.
-
I want to go deeper.
-
And then, I feel more free and happy.
-
So that is the second door of liberation.
Animitta or signlessness.
-
And the last one is
-
just as tasty as the other two.
-
Aimlessness.
-
[apraṇihita]
-
Apraṇihita.
-
There's nothing to attain.
-
Nowhere to go, nothing to do,
no longer in a hurry.
-
# Happiness is here and now,
-
# I have dropped my worries.
-
# Nowhere to go, nothing to do.
-
# No longer in a hurry. #
-
That is the concentration on aimlessness.
-
There's nowhere to go, nothing to do,
so I don't need to hurry.
-
We're rushing all our lives
to try to get somewhere,
-
to get something, to attain this goal.
-
And when we get there,
we're still not happy,
-
we want to go to the next thing.
-
And the next thing, and the next thing,
all the way until -
-
And we waste our lives, our whole lives
and many, many lifetimes,
-
the life of our son, our daughter,
because they follow our example,
-
because of our wanting to get that fancy
car, to get that position, to get that,
-
to go to that party that
nobody else is invited to.
-
We suffer so much. We push ourselves.
-
Then, when we get there,
we're not happy.
-
One of the young people in the Wake Up
movement, at the very beginning
-
he was a consultant for
an international consultancy firm.
-
And he was living in Dubai.
He said that
-
the more that he lived there,
the more he discovered
-
these special, secret VIP executive rooms
that were hidden in the hotel
-
that he was living in.
-
Then, he would discover an even more
special and secret hidden VIP room,
-
and then, an even more, higher, deluxe
penthouse executive VIP secret suite.
-
He said, 'There's always just one more
secret, more special, more VIP secret suite
-
that I could just, if i could just,
if i could just know the right people,
-
if I could just be that good in my job,
I'll get to get into that suite,
-
I'll get to get into that room
-
where there's, I don't know, a hot tub,
and fancy bars of soap,
-
and maybe lots of alcohol,
and, I don't know, beautiful women.
-
I don't know what's there,
-
but he realized that in his mind,
and his mentality,
-
he had got to be so ridiculous
-
that he was pushing himself
just to to get to these,
-
that secret special thing that says,
'I am the most important person.
-
I am the most important person.'
-
And he suffered so much.
-
That's why, he let it all go,
and he quit his job,
-
and he joined the Wake Up movement.
-
We are responsible for a lot of
young people quitting their jobs.
-
So, be careful!
-
This concentration on aimlessness can be
very liberating in very concrete ways.
-
We realize that
-
what we've aimed for in our life
is not bringing us happiness.
-
In 2013, when Thay was invited to speak
at the World Bank, he asked them,
-
'Do you want to be -'
To the world bank staffers,
-
'Do you want to be number one
or do you want to be happy?
-
You have to choose.'
-
Most of them want to be number one
and they want to be happy.
-
And that is true for most of us.
We want everyone to admire us,
-
to think we're the most important person,
and we also want to be happy.
-
But the reality is that
-
the ones that are most admired,
that are most loved,
-
they are often very, very unhappy people,
-
because they cannot get an end to the
admiration that they crave from others.
-
There's always somebody
who has more likes on YouTube,
-
there's always somebody who has
-
a more witty tweet,
-
that gets more views.
There's always somebody.
-
I mean, it's a concrete manifestation
of a psychological process
-
of trying to attain,
be the most important.
-
And you are there and you still suffer,
-
because you want to do even more,
and more, and more.
-
So the concentration on aimlessness
-
follows naturally from
the concentration on emptiness,
-
no longer believing
-
in the existence of a separate self.
-
Concentration on signlessness.
No longer getting stuck
-
with the outer form,
the characteristics of things.
-
And you naturally let go of
trying to attain anything,
-
even nirvana.
-
We don't have to even touch nirvana.
-
We don't have to go anywhere
because it's already there!
-
Thay always said we have been nirvanized
since beginningless time.
-
We just don't know it.
-
So it's a matter of waking up
to what is already there.
-
That is the beauty of the Dharma,
you don't have to go anywhere,
-
you can be in a cell with
just a few square meters around you
-
and you can practice walking meditation.
-
You can practice mindful breathing,
-
letting go of your thoughts,
your attachments,
-
and touch freedom.
You don't need to go anywhere.
-
So that is the eighth tenet,
-
developing of the concentration on
emptiness, signlessness and aimlessness.
-
We'll stop here because
we're gone a little bit over time,
-
and we'll continue to look deeply into
these three doors of liberation,
-
these three concentrations
in the coming classes.
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Thank you,
dear brothers and sisters.
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