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Olivia Penpraze's Last Video

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    Hey guys um.
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    Just posting ths to say goodbye.
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    Over the last few weeks everything's gone
    down and down like how I feel and I just can't
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    do it anymore. I was holding on until may,
    when my actual suicide date was, but i can't
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    wait that long.
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    So um, I've Soundwave on friday so ill do
    it after then.
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    I just cant do this anymore, nothing in my
    life is working. Just, I feel so shit, I hate
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    everything about me. Like Just looking at
    myself. Just looking at my legs now, and it's
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    fat disgusting, my face is fat and disgusting,
    my head is fucking disgusting, my face is
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    gross, my face is gross I'm so ugly.
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    I'm never going to be anything special. I'm
    just gonna to be this stupid waste, I don't
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    deserve to be alive.
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    I'm sorry, I know that people say I mean alot
    to them. But i dont.. I don't think i can
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    believe that. And if I do mean alot to you,
    I'm sorry, that it's come to this
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    I know that alot of you mean alot to me. But
    I've just lost contact with everything. Oh
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    my god i'm so, but you know i just i don't
    know.
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    I'm sorry.
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    I'm sorry.
Title:
Olivia Penpraze's Last Video
Description:

http://our-angel-olivia.tumblr.com/ This is a link to a blog made in memory and to honour the life of Olivia - If anyone needs advice, help, or wants to talk about issues anonymously the admins of the site will listen. They are a lovely group of people

Olivia Penpraze - A beautiful young girl who was lost in the prime of her life. She took her life as a result of suffering from psychosis, personal issues, as a result of bullying throughout her life. In real life, and online

This is the last video she posted online via her Tumblr. After this was uploaded anonymous users encouraged her to kill herself, her family was not informed of her intentions.

Thursday 29th March - Attempted Suicide
Tuesday 3rd April - Life Support Was Turned Off

Words cannot describe how sad and tragic her end was.

People NEED to see how destructive and crushing bullying can be, whether it be online or in person. Whether it be a small comment, or persistent insults - it CAN and DOES take an extreme toll on some people in life. Please think about what you are doing before you go to bully another person, whether you think it is just a simple joke, it can have devastating results.

This is the end result bullying mixed with other personal issues had on Olivia :(. "i wish i could at least think that i was beautiful "

I personally did not know her, and I won't pretend that I did. I just believe her story must be brought to light. This is happening far too often in today's society - and unfortunately had a fatal impact on this poor girl

R.I.P Olivia - A soul lost far too early in life
Olivia Jane Penpraze - (1993-2012)

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