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We chase mis printed lies
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We face the path of time
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And yet I fight
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yet I fight
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This battle all alone
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No one to cry to
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No place to call home
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My gift of self is raped
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My privacy is raked
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And yet I find
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yet I find
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Repeating in my head
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If I can't be my own
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I'd feel better dead
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Frozen in the place I hide
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Not afraid to paint my sky with
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Some who say I've lost my mind
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Brother try and hope to find
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You were always so far away
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I know that pain
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so don't you run away
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Like you used to do
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Roses in a vase of white
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Bloodied by the thorns beside the leaves
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That fall because my hand is
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Pulling them hard as I can
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You were always so far away
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I know that pain
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and I won't run away
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Like I used to do
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Pictures in a box at home
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Yellowing and green with mold
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So I can barely see your face
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Wonder how that color taste
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You were always so far away
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I know the way
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so don't you run away
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Like you used to do
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It's alright
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There comes a time
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Got no patience to search for peace of mind
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Layin' low
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Want to take it slow
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No more hiding or disguising truths I've sold
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Everyday it's something
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Hits me all so cold
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Find me sittin' by myself
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No excuses, then I know
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It's okay
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Had a bad day
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Hands are bruised from breaking rocks all day
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Drained and blue
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I bleed for you
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You think it's funny well you're drowning in it too
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Everyday it's something
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Hits me all so cold
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Find me sittin' by myself
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No excuses, then I know
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Yeah it's fine
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We'll walk down the line
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Leave our rain, a cold trade for warm sunshine
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You my friend
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I will defend
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And if we change, well I love you anyway
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Everyday it's something
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Hits me all so cold
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Find me sittin' by myself
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No excuses, then I know
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You insult me in my home
you're forgiven this time
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Things go well, your eyes dilate
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You shake, and I'm high?
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Look in my eyes deep and watch
the clouds change with time
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20 hours won't print
My picture milk carton size
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Carton size
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Carton size
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Call me up congratulations
Ain't the real why
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There's no pressure besides brilliance
Let's say by day 9
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Endless corporate ignorance lets
Me control time
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By the way, by the way
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Once again you see an in
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Discolored skin gives you away
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So afraid you kindly gurgle
out a date for me
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Now the body of one soul I adore wants to die
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You have always told me you'd
not live past 25
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I say stay long enough to repay
all who caused strife
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Once again you see an in
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Discolored skin gives you away
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So afraid you kindly gurgle
out a date for me
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Once again you see an in
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Discolored skin gives you away
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So afraid you kindly gurgle
out a date for me
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Bury me softly in this womb
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I give this part of me for you
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Sand rains down and here I sit
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Holding rare flowers in a tomb
...in bloom
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Down in a hole and I don't know if I can be saved
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See my heart I decorate it like a grave
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You don't understand who they thought I was supposed to be
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Look at me now a man who won't let himself be
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Down in a hole
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losin' my soul
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Down in a hole
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losin' control
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I'd like to fly, but my wings have been so denied
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Down in a hole and they've put all the stones in their place
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I've eaten the sun so my tongue has been burned of the taste
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I have been guilty of kicking myself in the teeth
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I will speak no more of my feelings beneath
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Down in a hole
-
losin' my soul
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Down in a hole
-
losin' control
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I'd like to fly, but my wings have been so denied
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Bury me softly in this womb
(Oh I want to be inside of you)
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I give this part of me for you
(Oh I want to be inside of you)
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Sand rains down and here I sit
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Holding red flowers in a tomb
(Oh I want to be inside of you)
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(Oh I want to be inside)
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Down in a hole
-
losin' my soul
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Down in a hole
-
feelin' so small
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Down in a hole
-
losin' my soul
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Down in a hole
-
out of control
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I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
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"Gloom, despair, and agony on me.
Deep dark depression, excessive misery
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If it weren't for bad luck, I'd have no luck at all.
Gloom, despair, and agony on me"
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Sitting on an angry chair
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Angry walls that steal the air
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Stomach hurts and I don't care
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What do I see across the way
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See myself molded in clay
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Stares at me, yeah I'm afraid
-
Changing the shape of his face
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Candles red I have a pair
-
Shadows dancing everywhere
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Burning on the angry chair
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Little boy made a mistake
-
Pink cloud has now turned to grey
-
All that I want is to play
-
Get on your knees, time to pray
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I don't mind, yeah
-
I don't mind, yeah
-
Lost my mind, yeah
-
Can't find it anywhere
-
Corporate prison, we stay
-
I'm a dull boy, work all day
-
So I'm strung out anyway
-
Loneliness is not a phase
-
Field of pain is where I graze
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Serenity is far away
-
Saw my reflection and cried
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So little hope that I died
-
Feed me your lies, open wide
-
Weight of my heart, not the size
-
I don't mind, yeah
-
I don't mind, yeah
-
Lost my mind, yeah
-
Can't find it anywhere
-
Pink cloud has now turned to gray
-
All that I want is to play
-
Get on your knees time to pray, boy
-
Ain't found a way to kill me yet
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Eyes burn with stinging sweat
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Seems every path leads me to nowhere
-
Wife and kids household pet
-
Army green was no safe bet
-
The bullets scream to me from somewhere
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Here they come to snuff the rooster
-
Yeah here come the rooster
-
You know he ain't gonna die
-
No, you know he ain愒 gonna die
-
Here they come to snuff the rooster
-
Yeah here come the rooster
-
You know he ain't gonna die
-
No, you know he ain愒 gonna die
-
Walkin' tall machine gun man
-
They spit on me in my home land
-
Gloria sent me pictures of my boy
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Got my pills 'gainst mosquito death
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My buddy's breathin' his dyin' breath
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Oh God please won't you help me make it through
-
Here they come to snuff the rooster
-
Yeah here come the rooster
-
You know he ain't gonna die
-
No, you know he ain愒 gonna die
-
Yeah it goes away
-
All of this and more of nothing in my life
-
No colored clay
-
Individuality not safe
-
As of now I bet you've got me wrong
-
So unsure you run from something strong
-
I can't let go
-
Threadbare tapestry unwinding slow
-
Feel a tortured brain
-
Show your belly like you want me too
-
As of now I bet you've got me wrong
-
So unsure we reach for something
-
Strong
-
I haven't felt like this in so long
-
Wrong
-
in a sense too far gone from love
-
That don't last forever
-
Something's got to turn out right
-
You sugar taste
-
Sweetness doesn't often touch my face
-
Stay if you please
-
You may not be here when I leave
-
As of now I bet you've got me wrong
-
So unsure we reach for something
-
Strong
-
I haven't felt like this in so long
-
Wrong
-
in a sense too far gone from love
-
Strong
-
haven愒 felt like this in so long
-
Wrong
-
in a sense too far gone from love
-
That don't last forever
-
Something's got to turn out right
-
Heaven beside you
(Hell within)
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Be what you wanna be
-
See what you came to see
-
Been what you wanna be
-
I don't like what I see
-
Like the coldest winter chill
-
Heaven beside you
(Hell within)
-
Like the coldest winter chill
-
Heaven beside you
(Hell within)
-
Like the coldest winter will
-
And you think you have it still, heaven inside you
-
So there's problems in your life
-
That's fucked up
I惴 not blind
-
I'm just see-through faded
-
Super jaded
-
And out of my mind
-
Do what you wanna do
-
Go out and seek your truth
-
When I'm down and blue
-
Rather be me than you
-
Like the coldest winter chill
-
Heaven beside you
(Hell within)
-
Like the coldest winter chill
-
Heaven beside you
(Hell within)
-
Like the coldest winter will
-
Heaven beside you
(Hell within)
-
And you wish you had it still, heaven inside you
-
So there's problems in your life
-
That's fucked up
I惴 not blind
-
I'm just see-through faded
-
Super jaded
-
Out of my mind
-
Like the coldest winter chill
-
Heaven beside you
(Hell within)
-
Like the coldest winter chill
-
Heaven beside you
(Hell within)
-
Like the coldest winter will
-
Heaven beside you
(Hell within)
-
And you know you have it still, heaven inside you
-
So there's problems in your life
-
That's fucked up
but you愉e not blind
-
You're just see-through faded
-
Overrated
-
And out of your mind
-
Know me broken by my master
-
Teach thee on child of love hereafter
-
Into the flood again
-
Same old trip it was back then
-
So I made a big mistake
-
Try to see it once my way
-
Drifting body its sole desertion
-
Flying not yet quite the notion
-
Into the flood again
-
Same old trip it was back then
-
So I made a big mistake
-
Try to see it once my way
-
Yeah, into the flood again
-
Same old trip it was back then
-
So I made a big mistake
-
Try to see it once my way
-
Am I wrong?
-
Have I run too far to get home
-
Have I gone?
-
And left you here alone
-
Am I wrong?
-
Have I run too far to get home
-
Have I gone?
-
And left you here alone
-
If I would,
could you?
-
What does friend mean to you?
-
A word so wrongfully abused
-
Are you like me, confused
-
All included but you
-
Alone...
-
The sounds of silence often soothe
-
Shapes and colors shift with mood
-
Pupils widen and change their hue
-
Rapid brown avoid clear blue
-
Why's it have to be this way
-
Be this way...
-
Flowers watched through wide brown eyes
-
A child sings an unclaimed tune
-
Innocence spins cold cocoon
-
Grow to see the pain too soon
-
Why's it have to be this way
-
Be this way...
-
Be this way
-
7 a.m. on a Tuesday, in August
-
Next week I惴 28
-
I惴 still young, it惻l be mine
-
Off the wall I scrape... you
-
I gotta wait
-
Show me your Irate
-
That愀 my fate
-
They
-
...my fate
-
Never gonna fuck with me again
-
don愒 fuck with me again
-
I just want to go straight
-
through you....
Irate
-
Somebody's filming my ass, it's getting hot!
-
Yeah, it's over now
-
But I can breathe somehow
-
When it's all worn out
-
I'd rather go without
-
You know it's been on my mind
-
Could you stand right here
-
Look me straight in the eye and say
That it's over now
-
We pay our debt sometime
-
Well it's over now
-
Yet I can see somehow
-
When it's all gone wrong
-
It's hard to be so strong
-
You know it's been on my mind
-
Could you stand right here
-
Look me straight in the eye and say
That it's over now
-
We pay our debt sometime
-
we pay our debt sometime
-
we pay our debt sometime
-
we pay our debt sometime
-
Guess it's over now
-
I seem alive somehow
-
When it's out of sight
-
Just wait and do your time
-
You know it's been on my mind
-
Could I stand right here
-
Look myself in the eye, and say
that it愀 over now
-
We pay our debt sometime
-
Yeah, we pay our debt sometime
-
we pay our debt sometime
-
we pay our debt sometime
-
Don't need a gun
-
Pointed at me
-
No need to run
-
The killer is me
-
The killer is me
-
So the sun
-
Shines upon me
-
Havin' fun
-
The killer is me
-
Insane the mind
-
In the name of me
-
Can't find the time
-
To let things be
-
Insane the mind
-
In the name of me
-
Can't find the time
-
To let things be
-
Let things be
-
Oh yeah... Can I start over?
-
Oh yeah... Can I start over?
-
And get over it
-
So the sun
-
Shines upon me
-
Havin' fun
-
The killer is me
-
The killer is me
-
The killer is me
-
Oh yeah... Can I start over?
-
Oh yeah... Can I start over?
-
And get over it
-
Let things be