Chapter 01 - The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka

Chapter 1. Classic Literature VideoBook with synchronized text, interactive transcript, and closed captions in multiple languages. Audio courtesy of Librivox. Read by David Barnes.

Playlist for The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka: http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL7A6D6EEC645742AC

The Metamorphosis free audiobook at Librivox: http://librivox.org/the-metamorphosis-by-franz-kafka/

The Metamorphosis free eBook at Project Gutenberg: http://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/5200

The Metamorphosis at Wikipedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Metamorphosis

View a list of all our videobooks: http://www.ccprose.com/booklist

CHAPTER I.

One morning, as Gregor Samsa was waking up from anxious dreams, he discovered that in

bed he had been changed into a monstrous verminous bug.

He lay on his armour-hard back and saw, as he lifted his head up a little, his brown,

arched abdomen divided up into rigid bow- like sections.

From this height the blanket, just about ready to slide off completely, could hardly

stay in place.

His numerous legs, pitifully thin in comparison to the rest of his

circumference, flickered helplessly before his eyes.

"What's happened to me," he thought.

It was no dream. His room, a proper room for a human being,

only somewhat too small, lay quietly between the four well-known walls.

Above the table, on which an unpacked collection of sample cloth goods was spread

out--Samsa was a travelling salesman--hung the picture which he had cut out of an

illustrated magazine a little while ago and set in a pretty gilt frame.

It was a picture of a woman with a fur hat and a fur boa.

She sat erect there, lifting up in the direction of the viewer a solid fur muff

into which her entire forearm had disappeared.

Gregor's glance then turned to the window.

The dreary weather--the rain drops were falling audibly down on the metal window

ledge--made him quite melancholy.

"Why don't I keep sleeping for a little while longer and forget all this

foolishness," he thought.

But this was entirely impractical, for he was used to sleeping on his right side, and

in his present state he couldn't get himself into this position.

No matter how hard he threw himself onto his right side, he always rolled again onto

his back.

He must have tried it a hundred times, closing his eyes so that he would not have

to see the wriggling legs, and gave up only when he began to feel a light, dull pain in

his side which he had never felt before.

"O God," he thought, "what a demanding job I've chosen!

Day in, day out, on the road.

The stresses of selling are much greater than the work going on at head office, and,

in addition to that, I have to cope with the problems of travelling, the worries

about train connections, irregular bad

food, temporary and constantly changing human relationships, which never come from

the heart. To hell with it all!"

He felt a slight itching on the top of his abdomen.

He slowly pushed himself on his back closer to the bed post so that he could lift his

head more easily, found the itchy part, which was entirely covered with small white

spots--he did not know what to make of them and wanted to feel the place with a leg.

But he retracted it immediately, for the contact felt like a cold shower all over

him.

He slid back again into his earlier position.

"This getting up early," he thought, "makes a man quite idiotic.

A man must have his sleep.

Other travelling salesmen live like harem women.

For instance, when I come back to the inn during the course of the morning to write

up the necessary orders, these gentlemen are just sitting down to breakfast.

If I were to try that with my boss, I'd be thrown out on the spot.

Still, who knows whether that mightn't be really good for me?

If I didn't hold back for my parents' sake, I'd have quit ages ago.

I would've gone to the boss and told him just what I think from the bottom of my

heart.

He would've fallen right off his desk! How weird it is to sit up at that desk and

talk down to the employee from way up there.

The boss has trouble hearing, so the employee has to step up quite close to him.

Anyway, I haven't completely given up that hope yet.

Once I've got together the money to pay off my parents' debt to him--that should take

another five or six years--I'll do it for sure.

Then I'll make the big break.

In any case, right now I have to get up. My train leaves at five o'clock."

He looked over at the alarm clock ticking away by the chest of drawers.

"Good God!" he thought.

It was half past six, and the hands were going quietly on.

It was past the half hour, already nearly quarter to.

Could the alarm have failed to ring?

One saw from the bed that it was properly set for four o'clock.

Certainly it had rung. Yes, but was it possible to sleep through

that noise which made the furniture shake?

Now, it's true he'd not slept quietly, but evidently he'd slept all the more deeply.

Still, what should he do now? The next train left at seven o'clock.

To catch that one, he would have to go in a mad rush.

The sample collection wasn't packed up yet, and he really didn't feel particularly

fresh and active.

And even if he caught the train, there was no avoiding a blow-up with the boss,

because the firm's errand boy would've waited for the five o'clock train and

reported the news of his absence long ago.

He was the boss's minion, without backbone or intelligence.

Well then, what if he reported in sick?

But that would be extremely embarrassing and suspicious, because during his five

years' service Gregor hadn't been sick even once.

The boss would certainly come with the doctor from the health insurance company

and would reproach his parents for their lazy son and cut short all objections with

the insurance doctor's comments; for him

everyone was completely healthy but really lazy about work.

And besides, would the doctor in this case be totally wrong?

Apart from a really excessive drowsiness after the long sleep, Gregor in fact felt

quite well and even had a really strong appetite.

As he was thinking all this over in the greatest haste, without being able to make

the decision to get out of bed--the alarm clock was indicating exactly quarter to

seven--there was a cautious knock on the door by the head of the bed.

"Gregor," a voice called--it was his mother!--"it's quarter to seven.

Don't you want to be on your way?"

The soft voice! Gregor was startled when he heard his voice

answering.

It was clearly and unmistakably his earlier voice, but in it was intermingled, as if

from below, an irrepressibly painful squeaking, which left the words positively

distinct only in the first moment and

distorted them in the reverberation, so that one didn't know if one had heard

correctly.

Gregor wanted to answer in detail and explain everything, but in these

circumstances he confined himself to saying, "Yes, yes, thank you mother.

I'm getting up right away."

Because of the wooden door the change in Gregor's voice was not really noticeable

outside, so his mother calmed down with this explanation and shuffled off.

However, as a result of the short conversation, the other family members

became aware that Gregor was unexpectedly still at home, and already his father was

knocking on one side door, weakly but with his fist.

"Gregor, Gregor," he called out, "what's going on?"

And, after a short while, he urged him on again in a deeper voice: "Gregor!"

Gregor!" At the other side door, however, his sister

knocked lightly.

"Gregor? Are you all right?

Do you need anything?" Gregor directed answers in both directions,

"I'll be ready right away."

He made an effort with the most careful articulation and by inserting long pauses

between the individual words to remove everything remarkable from his voice.

His father turned back to his breakfast.

However, the sister whispered, "Gregor, open the door--I beg you."

Gregor had no intention of opening the door, but congratulated himself on his

precaution, acquired from travelling, of locking all doors during the night, even at

home.

First he wanted to stand up quietly and undisturbed, get dressed, above all have

breakfast, and only then consider further action, for--he noticed this clearly--by

thinking things over in bed he would not reach a reasonable conclusion.

He remembered that he had already often felt a light pain or other in bed, perhaps

the result of an awkward lying position, which later turned out to be purely

imaginary when he stood up, and he was

eager to see how his present fantasies would gradually dissipate.

That the change in his voice was nothing other than the onset of a real chill, an

occupational illness of commercial travellers, of that he had not the

slightest doubt.

It was very easy to throw aside the blanket.

He needed only to push himself up a little, and it fell by itself.

But to continue was difficult, particularly because he was so unusually wide.

He needed arms and hands to push himself upright.

Instead of these, however, he had only many small limbs which were incessantly moving

with very different motions and which, in addition, he was unable to control.

If he wanted to bend one of them, then it was the first to extend itself, and if he

finally succeeded doing what he wanted with this limb, in the meantime all the others,

as if left free, moved around in an excessively painful agitation.

"But I must not stay in bed uselessly," said Gregor to himself.

At first he wanted to get out of bed with the lower part of his body, but this lower

part--which, by the way, he had not yet looked at and which he also couldn't

picture clearly--proved itself too difficult to move.

The attempt went so slowly.

When, having become almost frantic, he finally hurled himself forward with all his

force and without thinking, he chose his direction incorrectly, and he hit the lower

bedpost hard.

The violent pain he felt revealed to him that the lower part of his body was at the

moment probably the most sensitive.

Thus, he tried to get his upper body out of the bed first and turned his head carefully

toward the edge of the bed.

He managed to do this easily, and in spite of its width and weight his body mass at

last slowly followed the turning of his head.

But as he finally raised his head outside the bed in the open air, he became anxious

about moving forward any further in this manner, for if he allowed himself

eventually to fall by this process, it

would take a miracle to prevent his head from getting injured.

And at all costs he must not lose consciousness right now.

He preferred to remain in bed.

However, after a similar effort, while he lay there again, sighing as before, and

once again saw his small limbs fighting one another, if anything worse than earlier,

and didn't see any chance of imposing quiet

and order on this arbitrary movement, he told himself again that he couldn't

possibly remain in bed and that it might be the most reasonable thing to sacrifice

everything if there was even the slightest

hope of getting himself out of bed in the process.

At the same moment, however, he didn't forget to remind himself from time to time

of the fact that calm--indeed the calmest-- reflection might be better than the most

confused decisions.

At such moments, he directed his gaze as precisely as he could toward the window,

but unfortunately there was little confident cheer to be had from a glance at

the morning mist, which concealed even the other side of the narrow street.

"It's already seven o'clock," he told himself at the latest striking of the alarm

clock, "already seven o'clock and still such a fog."

And for a little while longer he lay quietly with weak breathing, as if perhaps

waiting for normal and natural conditions to re-emerge out of the complete stillness.

But then he said to himself, "Before it strikes a quarter past seven, whatever

happens I must be completely out of bed.

Besides, by then someone from the office will arrive to inquire about me, because

the office will open before seven o'clock."

And he made an effort then to rock his entire body length out of the bed with a

uniform motion.

If he let himself fall out of the bed in this way, his head, which in the course of

the fall he intended to lift up sharply, would probably remain uninjured.

His back seemed to be hard; nothing would really happen to that as a result of the

fall.

His greatest reservation was a worry about the loud noise which the fall must create

and which presumably would arouse, if not fright, then at least concern on the other

side of all the doors.

However, it had to be tried.

As Gregor was in the process of lifting himself half out of bed--the new method was

more of a game than an effort; he needed only to rock with a constant rhythm--it

struck him how easy all this would be if someone were to come to his aid.

Two strong people--he thought of his father and the servant girl--would have been quite

sufficient.

They would have only had to push their arms under his arched back to get him out of the

bed, to bend down with their load, and then merely to exercise patience and care that

he completed the flip onto the floor, where

his diminutive legs would then, he hoped, acquire a purpose.

Now, quite apart from the fact that the doors were locked, should he really call

out for help?

In spite of all his distress, he was unable to suppress a smile at this idea.

He had already got to the point where, by rocking more strongly, he maintained his

equilibrium with difficulty, and very soon he would finally have to decide, for in

five minutes it would be a quarter past seven.

Then there was a ring at the door of the apartment.

"That's someone from the office," he told himself, and he almost froze while his

small limbs only danced around all the faster.

For one moment everything remained still.

"They aren't opening," Gregor said to himself, caught up in some absurd hope.

But of course then, as usual, the servant girl with her firm tread went to the door

and opened it.

Gregor needed to hear only the first word of the visitor's greeting to recognize

immediately who it was, the manager himself.

Why was Gregor the only one condemned to work in a firm where, at the slightest

lapse, someone immediately attracted the greatest suspicion?

Were all the employees then collectively, one and all, scoundrels?

Among them was there then no truly devoted person who, if he failed to use just a

couple of hours in the morning for office work, would become abnormal from pangs of

conscience and really be in no state to get out of bed?

Was it really not enough to let an apprentice make inquiries, if such

questioning was even necessary?

Must the manager himself come, and in the process must it be demonstrated to the

entire innocent family that the investigation of this suspicious

circumstance could be entrusted only to the intelligence of the manager?

And more as a consequence of the excited state in which this idea put Gregor than as

a result of an actual decision, he swung himself with all his might out of the bed.

There was a loud thud, but not a real crash.

The fall was absorbed somewhat by the carpet and, in addition, his back was more

elastic than Gregor had thought.

For that reason the dull noise was not quite so conspicuous.

But he had not held his head up with sufficient care and had hit it.

He turned his head, irritated and in pain, and rubbed it on the carpet.

"Something has fallen in there," said the manager in the next room on the left.

Gregor tried to imagine to himself whether anything similar to what was happening to

him today could have also happened at some point to the manager.

At least one had to concede the possibility of such a thing.

However, as if to give a rough answer to this question, the manager now, with a

squeak of his polished boots, took a few determined steps in the next room.

From the neighbouring room on the right the sister was whispering to inform Gregor:

"Gregor, the manager is here." "I know," said Gregor to himself.

But he did not dare make his voice loud enough so that his sister could hear.

"Gregor," his father now said from the neighbouring room on the left, "Mr. Manager

has come and is asking why you have not left on the early train.

We don't know what we should tell him.

Besides, he also wants to speak to you personally.

So please open the door. He will be good enough to forgive the mess

in your room."

In the middle of all this, the manager called out in a friendly way, "Good

morning, Mr. Samsa."

"He is not well," said his mother to the manager, while his father was still talking

at the door, "He is not well, believe me, Mr. Manager.

Otherwise how would Gregor miss a train?

The young man has nothing in his head except business.

I'm almost angry that he never goes out at night.

Right now he's been in the city eight days, but he's been at home every evening.

He sits here with us at the table and reads the newspaper quietly or studies his travel

schedules.

It's a quite a diversion for him to busy himself with fretwork.

For instance, he cut out a small frame over the course of two or three evenings.

You'd be amazed how pretty it is.

It's hanging right inside the room. You'll see it immediately, as soon as

Gregor opens the door. Anyway, I'm happy that you're here, Mr.

Manager.

By ourselves, we would never have made Gregor open the door.

He's so stubborn, and he's certainly not well, although he denied that this

morning."

"I'm coming right away," said Gregor slowly and deliberately and didn't move, so as not

to lose one word of the conversation.

"My dear lady, I cannot explain it to myself in any other way," said the manager;

"I hope it is nothing serious.

On the other hand, I must also say that we business people, luckily or unluckily,

however one looks at it, very often simply have to overcome a slight indisposition for

business reasons."

"So can Mr. Manager come in to see you now?" asked his father impatiently and

knocked once again on the door. "No," said Gregor.

In the neighbouring room on the left a painful stillness descended.

In the neighbouring room on the right the sister began to sob.

Why didn't his sister go to the others?

She'd probably just gotten up out of bed now and hadn't even started to get dressed

yet. Then why was she crying?

Because he wasn't getting up and wasn't letting the manager in, because he was in

danger of losing his position, and because then his boss would badger his parents once

again with the old demands?

Those were probably unnecessary worries right now.

Gregor was still here and wasn't thinking at all about abandoning his family.

At the moment he was lying right there on the carpet, and no one who knew about his

condition would've seriously demanded that he let the manager in.

But Gregor wouldn't be casually dismissed right way because of this small

discourtesy, for which he would find an easy and suitable excuse later on.

It seemed to Gregor that it might be far more reasonable to leave him in peace at

the moment, instead of disturbing him with crying and conversation.

But it was the very uncertainty which distressed the others and excused their

behaviour. "Mr. Samsa," the manager was now shouting,

his voice raised, "what's the matter?

You are barricading yourself in your room, answer with only a yes and a no, are making

serious and unnecessary troubles for your parents, and neglecting (I mention this

only incidentally) your commercial duties in a truly unheard of manner.

I am speaking here in the name of your parents and your employer, and I am

requesting you in all seriousness for an immediate and clear explanation.

I am amazed.

I am amazed. I thought I knew you as a calm, reasonable

person, and now you appear suddenly to want to start parading around in weird moods.

The Chief indicated to me earlier this very day a possible explanation for your

neglect--it concerned the collection of cash entrusted to you a short while ago--

but in truth I almost gave him my word of

honour that this explanation could not be correct.

However, now I see here your unimaginable pig headedness, and I am totally losing any

desire to speak up for you in the slightest.

And your position is not at all the most secure.

Originally I intended to mention all this to you privately, but since you are letting

me waste my time here uselessly, I don't know why the matter shouldn't come to the

attention of your parents.

Your productivity has also been very unsatisfactory recently.

Of course, it's not the time of year to conduct exceptional business, we recognize

that, but a time of year for conducting no business, there is no such thing at all,

Mr. Samsa, and such a thing must never be."

"But Mr. Manager," called Gregor, beside himself and, in his agitation, forgetting

everything else, "I'm opening the door immediately, this very moment.

A slight indisposition, a dizzy spell, has prevented me from getting up.

I'm still lying in bed right now. But I'm quite refreshed once again.

I'm in the midst of getting out of bed.

Just have patience for a short moment! Things are not going as well as I thought.

But things are all right. How suddenly this can overcome someone!

Only yesterday evening everything was fine with me.

My parents certainly know that. Actually just yesterday evening I had a

small premonition.

People must have seen that in me. Why have I not reported that to the office?

But people always think that they'll get over sickness without having to stay at

home.

Mr. Manager! Take it easy on my parents!

There is really no basis for the criticisms which you're now making against me, and

really nobody has said a word to me about that.

Perhaps you have not read the latest orders which I shipped.

Besides, now I'm setting out on my trip on the eight o'clock train; the few hours'

rest have made me stronger.

Mr. Manager, do not stay. I will be at the office in person right

away. Please have the goodness to say that and to

convey my respects to the Chief."

While Gregor was quickly blurting all this out, hardly aware of what he was saying, he

had moved close to the chest of drawers without effort, probably as a result of the

practice he had already had in bed, and now

he was trying to raise himself up on it. Actually, he wanted to open the door.

He really wanted to let himself be seen by and to speak with the manager.

He was keen to witness what the others now asking about him would say when they saw

him. If they were startled, then Gregor had no

more responsibility and could be calm.

But if they accepted everything quietly, then he would have no reason to get excited

and, if he got a move on, could really be at the station around eight o'clock.

At first he slid down a few times on the smooth chest of drawers.

But at last he gave himself a final swing and stood upright there.

He was no longer at all aware of the pains in his lower body, no matter how they might

still sting.

Now he let himself fall against the back of a nearby chair, on the edge of which he

braced himself with his thin limbs.

By doing this he gained control over himself and kept quiet, for he could now

hear the manager.

"Did you understood a single word?" the manager asked the parents, "Is he playing

the fool with us?"

"For God's sake," cried the mother already in tears, "perhaps he's very ill and we're

upsetting him. Grete!

Grete!" she yelled at that point.

"Mother?" called the sister from the other side.

They were making themselves understood through Gregor's room.

"You must go to the doctor right away.

Gregor is sick. Hurry to the doctor.

Have you heard Gregor speak yet?"

"That was an animal's voice," said the manager, remarkably quietly in comparison

to the mother's cries. "Anna!

Anna!' yelled the father through the hall into the kitchen, clapping his hands,

"fetch a locksmith right away!"

The two young women were already running through the hall with swishing skirts--how

had his sister dressed herself so quickly?- -and yanked open the doors of the

apartment.

One couldn't hear the doors closing at all. They probably had left them open, as is

customary in an apartment where a huge misfortune has taken place.

However, Gregor had become much calmer.

All right, people did not understand his words any more, although they seemed clear

enough to him, clearer than previously, perhaps because his ears had gotten used to

them.

But at least people now thought that things were not all right with him and were

prepared to help him.

The confidence and assurance with which the first arrangements had been carried out

made him feel good.

He felt himself included once again in the circle of humanity and was expecting from

both the doctor and the locksmith, without differentiating between them with any real

precision, splendid and surprising results.

In order to get as clear a voice as possible for the critical conversation

which was imminent, he coughed a little, and certainly took the trouble to do this

in a really subdued way, since it was

possible that even this noise sounded like something different from a human cough.

He no longer trusted himself to decide any more.

Meanwhile in the next room it had become really quiet.

Perhaps his parents were sitting with the manager at the table whispering; perhaps

they were all leaning against the door listening.

Gregor pushed himself slowly towards the door, with the help of the easy chair, let

go of it there, threw himself against the door, held himself upright against it--the

balls of his tiny limbs had a little sticky

stuff on them--and rested there momentarily from his exertion.

Then he made an effort to turn the key in the lock with his mouth.

Unfortunately it seemed that he had no real teeth.

How then was he to grab hold of the key?

But to make up for that his jaws were naturally very strong; with their help he

managed to get the key really moving.

He didn't notice that he was obviously inflicting some damage on himself, for a

brown fluid came out of his mouth, flowed over the key, and dripped onto the floor.

"Just listen for a moment," said the manager in the next room; "he's turning the

key." For Gregor that was a great encouragement.

But they all should've called out to him, including his father and mother, "Come on,

Gregor," they should've shouted; "keep going, keep working on the lock."

Imagining that all his efforts were being followed with suspense, he bit down

frantically on the key with all the force he could muster.

As the key turned more, he danced around the lock.

Now he was holding himself upright only with his mouth, and he had to hang onto the

key or then press it down again with the whole weight of his body, as necessary.

The quite distinct click of the lock as it finally snapped really woke Gregor up.

Breathing heavily he said to himself, "So I didn't need the locksmith," and he set his

head against the door handle to open the door completely.

Because he had to open the door in this way, it was already open very wide without

him yet being really visible.

He first had to turn himself slowly around the edge of the door, very carefully, of

course, if he didn't want to fall awkwardly on his back right at the entrance into the

room.

He was still preoccupied with this difficult movement and had no time to pay

attention to anything else, when he heard the manager exclaim a loud "Oh!"--it

sounded like the wind whistling--and now he

saw him, nearest to the door, pressing his hand against his open mouth and moving

slowly back, as if an invisible constant force was pushing him away.

His mother--in spite of the presence of the manager she was standing here with her hair

sticking up on end, still a mess from the night--was looking at his father with her

hands clasped.

She then went two steps towards Gregor and collapsed right in the middle of her

skirts, which were spread out all around her, her face sunk on her breast,

completely concealed.

His father clenched his fist with a hostile expression, as if he wished to push Gregor

back into his room, then looked uncertainly around the living room, covered his eyes

with his hands, and cried so that his mighty breast shook.

At this point Gregor did not take one step into the room, but leaned his body from the

inside against the firmly bolted wing of the door, so that only half his body was

visible, as well as his head, tilted

sideways, with which he peeped over at the others.

Meanwhile it had become much brighter.

Standing out clearly from the other side of the street was a part of the endless grey-

black house situated opposite--it was a hospital--with its severe regular windows

breaking up the facade.

The rain was still coming down, but only in large individual drops visibly and firmly

thrown down one by one onto the ground.

The breakfast dishes were standing piled around on the table, because for his father

breakfast was the most important meal time in the day, which he prolonged for hours by

reading various newspapers.

Directly across on the opposite wall hung a photograph of Gregor from the time of his

military service; it was a picture of him as a lieutenant, as he, smiling and worry

free, with his hand on his sword, demanded respect for his bearing and uniform.

The door to the hall was ajar, and since the door to the apartment was also open,

one could see out into the landing of the apartment and the start of the staircase

going down.

"Now," said Gregor, well aware that he was the only one who had kept his composure.

"I'll get dressed right away, pack up the collection of samples, and set off.

You'll allow me to set out on my way, will you not?

You see, Mr. Manager, I am not pig-headed, and I am happy to work.

Travelling is exhausting, but I couldn't live without it.

Where are you going, Mr. Manager? To the office?

Really?

Will you report everything truthfully?

A person can be incapable of work momentarily, but that's precisely the best

time to remember the earlier achievements and to consider that later, after the

obstacles have been shoved aside, the

person will work all the more eagerly and intensely.

I am really so indebted to Mr. Chief--you know that perfectly well.

On the other hand, I am concerned about my parents and my sister.

I'm in a fix, but I'll work myself out of it again.

Don't make things more difficult for me than they already are.

Speak up on my behalf in the office! People don't like travelling salesmen.

I know that.

People think they earn pots of money and thus lead a fine life.

People don't even have any special reason to think through this judgment more

clearly.

But you, Mr. Manager, you have a better perspective on what's involved than other

people, even, I tell you in total confidence, a better perspective than Mr.

Chairman himself, who in his capacity as

the employer may let his judgment make casual mistakes at the expense of an

employee.

You also know well enough that the travelling salesman who is outside the

office almost the entire year can become so easily a victim of gossip, coincidences,

and groundless complaints, against which

it's impossible for him to defend himself, since for the most part he doesn't hear

about them at all and only then when he's exhausted after finishing a trip and at

home gets to feel in his own body the nasty

consequences, which can't be thoroughly explored back to their origins.

Mr. Manager, don't leave without speaking a word telling me that you'll at least

concede that I'm a little in the right!"

But at Gregor's first words the manager had already turned away, and now he looked back

at Gregor over his twitching shoulders with pursed lips.

During Gregor's speech he was not still for a moment but kept moving away towards the

door, without taking his eyes off Gregor, but really gradually, as if there was a

secret ban on leaving the room.

He was already in the hall, and given the sudden movement with which he finally

pulled his foot out of the living room, one could have believed that he had just burned

the sole of his foot.

In the hall, however, he stretched his right hand out away from his body towards

the staircase, as if some truly supernatural relief was waiting for him

there.

Gregor realized that he must not under any circumstances allow the manager to go away

in this frame of mind, especially if his position in the firm was not to be placed

in the greatest danger.

His parents did not understand all this very well.

Over the long years, they had developed the conviction that Gregor was set up for life

in his firm and, in addition, they had so much to do nowadays with their present

troubles that all foresight was foreign to them.

But Gregor had this foresight. The manager must be held back, calmed down,

convinced, and finally won over.

The future of Gregor and his family really depended on it!

If only the sister had been there! She was clever.

She had already cried while Gregor was still lying quietly on his back.

And the manager, this friend of the ladies, would certainly let himself be guided by

her.

She would have closed the door to the apartment and talked him out of his fright

in the hall. But the sister was not even there.

Gregor must deal with it himself.

Without thinking that as yet he didn't know anything about his present ability to move

and that his speech possibly--indeed probably--had once again not been

understood, he left the wing of the door,

pushed himself through the opening, and wanted to go over to the manager, who was

already holding tight onto the handrail with both hands on the landing in a

ridiculous way.

But as he looked for something to hold onto, with a small scream Gregor

immediately fell down onto his numerous little legs.

Scarcely had this happened, when he felt for the first time that morning a general

physical well being.

The small limbs had firm floor under them; they obeyed perfectly, as he noticed to his

joy, and strove to carry him forward in the direction he wanted.

Right away he believed that the final amelioration of all his suffering was

immediately at hand.

But at the very moment when he lay on the floor rocking in a restrained manner quite

close and directly across from his mother, who had apparently totally sunk into

herself, she suddenly sprang right up with

her arms spread far apart and her fingers extended and cried out, "Help, for God's

sake, help!"

She held her head bowed down, as if she wanted to view Gregor better, but ran

senselessly back, contradicting that gesture, forgetting that behind her stood

the table with all the dishes on it.

When she reached the table, she sat down heavily on it, as if absent-mindedly, and

did not appear to notice at all that next to her coffee was pouring out onto the

carpet in a full stream from the large overturned container.

"Mother, mother," said Gregor quietly, and looked over towards her.

The manager momentarily had disappeared completely from his mind.

At the sight of the flowing coffee Gregor couldn't stop himself snapping his jaws in

the air a few times .

At that his mother screamed all over again, hurried from the table, and collapsed into

the arms of his father, who was rushing towards her.

But Gregor had no time right now for his parents--the manager was already on the

staircase. His chin level with the banister, the

manager looked back for the last time.

Gregor took an initial movement to catch up to him if possible.

But the manager must have suspected something, because he made a leap down over

a few stairs and disappeared, still shouting "Huh!"

The sound echoed throughout the entire stairwell.

Now, unfortunately this flight of the manager also seemed to bewilder his father

completely.

Earlier he had been relatively calm, for instead of running after the manager

himself or at least not hindering Gregor from his pursuit, with his right hand he

grabbed hold of the manager's cane, which

he had left behind with his hat and overcoat on a chair.

With his left hand, his father picked up a large newspaper from the table and,

stamping his feet on the floor, he set out to drive Gregor back into his room by

waving the cane and the newspaper.

No request of Gregor's was of any use; no request would even be understood.

No matter how willing he was to turn his head respectfully, his father just stomped

all the harder with his feet.

Across the room from him his mother had pulled open a window, in spite of the cool

weather, and leaning out with her hands on her cheeks, she pushed her face far outside

the window.

Between the alley and the stairwell a strong draught came up, the curtains on the

window flew around, the newspapers on the table swished, and individual sheets

fluttered down over the floor.

The father relentlessly pressed forward, pushing out sibilants, like a wild man.

Now, Gregor had no practice at all in going backwards--it was really very slow going.

If Gregor only had been allowed to turn himself around, he would have been in his

room right away, but he was afraid to make his father impatient by the time-consuming

process of turning around, and each moment

he faced the threat of a mortal blow on his back or his head from the cane in his

father's hand.

Finally Gregor had no other option, for he noticed with horror that he did not

understand yet how to maintain his direction going backwards.

And so he began, amid constantly anxious sideways glances in his father's direction,

to turn himself around as quickly as possible, although in truth this was only

done very slowly.

Perhaps his father noticed his good intentions, for he did not disrupt Gregor

in this motion, but with the tip of the cane from a distance he even directed

Gregor's rotating movement here and there.

If only his father had not hissed so unbearably!

Because of that Gregor totally lost his head.

He was already almost totally turned around, when, always with this hissing in

his ear, he just made a mistake and turned himself back a little.

But when he finally was successful in getting his head in front of the door

opening, it became clear that his body was too wide to go through any further.

Naturally his father, in his present mental state, had no idea of opening the other

wing of the door a bit to create a suitable passage for Gregor to get through.

His single fixed thought was that Gregor must get into his room as quickly as

possible.

He would never have allowed the elaborate preparations that Gregor required to orient

himself and thus perhaps get through the door.

On the contrary, as if there were no obstacle and with a peculiar noise, he now

drove Gregor forwards.

Behind Gregor the sound at this point was no longer like the voice of only a single

father.

Now it was really no longer a joke, and Gregor forced himself, come what might,

into the door. One side of his body was lifted up.

He lay at an angle in the door opening.

His one flank was sore with the scraping. On the white door ugly blotches were left.

Soon he was stuck fast and would have not been able to move any more on his own.

The tiny legs on one side hung twitching in the air above, and the ones on the other

side were pushed painfully into the floor.

Then his father gave him one really strong liberating push from behind, and he

scurried, bleeding severely, far into the interior of his room.

The door was slammed shut with the cane, and finally it was quiet.