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(Half bell)
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Dear Thay,
dear Sangha,
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my name is Julie and
I am from here in San Diego.
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Two years ago, I received
the Five Mindfulness Trainings
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and since then I have been studying
for the Fourteen trainings informally.
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One thing that has been holding me back
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is because I have suffered from
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder or PTSD.
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And over the past few years, this practice
has brought me a lot of peace
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and help me live in the present moment.
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The one that has been holding me back from
taking the Fourteen Mindfulness Training
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is that I feel I need to get
completely past it.
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And one of the things I am still
struggling with is nightmares.
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If you hear it, beautiful dear friends, I
have nightmares and fears in the evening.
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So, my question is, is there a practice
or something I can do to help
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with staying mindful even
when we get up from nightmares
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so that I can continue
the experience of peace?
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Every time you wake up from nightmare,
you feel so happy.
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(Laughter)
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And that happiness cannot be
without nightmare.
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(Laughter)
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And if you know how to cherish
every moment in our daily life,
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not only we enjoy our daily life
but we are awake
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but we are indirectly reduce the amount
of nightmare during the night.
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Because I myself have nightmare
from time to time.
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Because our consciousness
carries within itself
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the collective consciousness of society.
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My generation has gone through two wars -
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one with the French and
one with the Americans.
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And there was a lot of death,
destruction, despair
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and with the practice,
you can reduce slowly and heal
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but you cannot heal completely.
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And the suffering can also
play a positive role,
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provided you look like yesterday.
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Yesterday I was sitting on the mountain
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and saw a young American sitting
meditation up there, I felt so wonderful,
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it's completely different with the time
when young Americans went there,
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killed and get killed.
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So we are able to do this today,
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young Americans and young Vietnamese
are sitting together,
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producing compassion and joy.
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It is very beautiful, it's exactly the
opposite of what we had during the '60s.
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And that is when the healing
process continues
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so that the nightmare
can still be helpful for us
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to treasure, to appreciate
what we are able to have today.
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Each moment can be
a moment of happiness.
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(Half bell)
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(Bell)