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[gong sounds]
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Good morning, dear respected Thay,
dear noble Sangha,
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today is November the 16th
in the year 2017
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and today I have the great opportunity
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to offer the first Dharma talk
of the winter retreat.
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Looking at the community,
I see a very big family.
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For any of you who is here
for the first time at our winter retreat,
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welcome to the Plum Village family,
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welcome to the spiritual family.
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I hope that during your time with us,
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you will arrive and
feel at home at every moment.
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When you walk you'll see that you're not
walking in a foreign place
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but you feel that this is your home too.
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In our tradition the winter retreat has
a very important aspect for us monastics
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but also for all those who aspire to live
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and to put into practice
the life of mindfulness.
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In this tradition that carries
the spirit of calming, of being at home,
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learning to still oneself in mind and body
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and also to enrich and deepen
our practice, our aspirations,
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and at the same time, learn to live
in harmony with the community.
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Today I would like
to break it down one by one
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with the practices that I have used
throughout my years in these retreats.
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As a monk, I never knew
that we would travel so much.
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The idea was, you go and shave your head,
you wear a robe and you sit all day
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but actually it's quite opposite.
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The more you learn
and the more you practice,
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you actually see that what you have,
you don't want to be selfish about it
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you want to be able
to share it with other people.
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So, in this tradition we have
the culture of opening our doors
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to welcome the many people
to come and learn and practice with us
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and at the same time as a monastic,
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we have the opportunity to travel
to different places around the world
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to be in touch with different cultures,
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to be in touch with different environments
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and in order to share what we
have invested our self into,
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to touch the wonderful
seeds in other people.
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So actually, as a monk
we also travel so much
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and travelling has its benefits,
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we get to expand our horizons
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we get to see and learn
new things to enrich our life
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but at the same time, learning to be home
and learning to be still is as important.
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Going home,
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what is important is to be
in touch with ourselves
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with the real how, who we are
how we are doing
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we have to always come
back to that question
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because mindfulness is the ability
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to know what is going on
inside of us and around us
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it's easier sometimes to take care of
somebody else than to take care of oneself
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so here we need to learn
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and we need to really put our energy
in caring for ourselves
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in order to fuel ourselves
with the practice,
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with the energy of mindfulness
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so that we have something
that we can offer throughout the year.
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I see that our roots are very important.
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All of us, we have roots that we have to
be in touch with and have to connect to.
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And as a monastic, as a practitioner
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the roots of our spiritual family
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is something that we always
have to be in touch with
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and as a lay member we can also
be in touch with those spiritual roots
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they're coming from our ancestors
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coming from our culture
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it is deep down inside
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the feeling of wanting
to be able to touch peace
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the ability to be in touch with happiness
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the ability to make one mindful in-breath
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those are all spiritual elements
that are deep down inside of us.
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And we have this very special opportunity
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every day, to enrich it,
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every day to deepen it,
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every day to cultivate it.
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These roots are what connects
all of us in this room
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we all have aspiration
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but how can we live in harmony
and how can we be happy together?
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It's because deep down inside
we all do have a same aspiration
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and when we are in touch with that,
we can feel the connection,
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we can feel the interbeing of one another.
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Me and my brown brothers,
my brown sisters,
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me, brown eyes in the robe,
the brown family,
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we have to see that,
we have to see those roots
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that connect all of us.
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There's always a void
that comes from time to time
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the feeling of loneliness,
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a feeling of separation is there,
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but when you can make an in-breath,
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or you can connect to your brothers'
or your sisters' energy of practice,
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then, somehow you feel embraced
by their presence,
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you feel embraced by their practice.
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That connection is one of the values
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and one of the treasures
of being in a community,
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and as a member of this community
we also have the responsibility
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to offer that to our brothers and sisters,
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to offer that to our community.
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So, just like the practice
of mindful breathing,
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the first exercise is to identify
the in-breath and the out-breath.
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Very basic but very crucial.
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When you have the capacity to recognize
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and to identify just the in-breath
and the out-breath
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then that means you will have the capacity
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to identify your suffering
and your happiness.
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The things that are going on
happening inside.
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So if you cannot identify
your in-breath and your out-breath
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at any moment that you need,
then there's some training to do.
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If we cannot identify our
in-breath and out-breath,
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then how can we recognize
what is going on inside of us?
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That's why the basic,
fundamental practice is very crucial.
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It lays our foundation,
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for us to go deeper
into other elements in our practice.
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So at any moment in the day
in the retreat you feel lost,
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you know there is a friend with you,
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and that is your breath.
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The breath is always with you,
no matter what.
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As long as you are alive,
that breath is with you.
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So identifying and
being one with the breath,
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it's a discipline and
it's an important practice
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because that is what is the beginning
of the practice of awareness.
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The beginning of mindfulness,
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just one in-breath and one out-breath.
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And when we follow along
with the second practice,
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if we follow our in-breath
from the beginning to the end
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and we follow our out-breath
from the beginning to the end,
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when we're able to practice in that way,
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we give rise, and there is
a concentration that is born within us.
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And when you are concentrated like that,
you give your mind a break,
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a break from running
from thought to thought,
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from this to that,
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but concentrated with just one
in-breath and one out-breath
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and that develops the concentration
which helps still the mind.
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And at the same time,
when the mind is still,
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then the body will also follow.
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Sometimes the mind is too active.
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Then we pay attention to the body,
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that's what comes at third practice.
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As you breathe in,
you become aware of your body
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as your body is a physical presence.
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It's sometimes easier to be aware
of the physical presence.
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Sometimes the mind is harder to grasp,
it's harder to follow
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but the body is something you can feel.
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The tension, the pain or the relaxation.
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A relaxation you can offer to your body.
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Aware of your body as you breathe in,
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and relaxing the body as you breathe out.
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You can feel it in your shoulders,
you can feel it in your neck
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your chest, your abdomen,
your whole body.
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And when we learn
to be in touch with the body,
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we are one with the body,
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then we're also welcoming
the mind home to the body.
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And the more we are able to recognize,
and be with the body and the mind
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then we are enhancing our presence
in the here and the now.
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The practice is to be
in the here and the now,
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and that is the aspiration.
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But I don't think we can always
be in the here and the now,
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not many of us are there yet.
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If you are, you are the Buddha
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and we'll be bowing to you.
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But most of us,
we are part time Buddha's, right?
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Like what Thay says, not full time,
but we are part time.
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So the more we are in touch with the
present moment, with our body and mind,
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the more we enhance our capacity of
being in the present moment,
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and we are nourishing more
our Dharma body.
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Each and every one of us
has our physical body
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that we care for by exercising
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by sleeping, by resting and by food,
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but when you start to practice
and you are in this community
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there is a second body you give rise to
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and that manifests as you practice
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and that is the Dharma body.
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The Dharma body also needs food,
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and the food comes from the practice.
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You know, every morning when we do sitting
and we hear the morning chant,
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the Dharma body is bringing morning light.
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So each and every one of us
has this fire within,
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this fire that glows.
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When you look...
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one of the reasons why I
became a monk...
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... was because I saw how
beautiful the monastics were
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they had this glow,
and many of you still do.
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They had this glow
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this glow that didn't
need words to express
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but they carry it
through just a way of being
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the way of walking,
the way of approaching me,
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the way of sharing.
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I will never forget
my first encounter with a monk,
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a Plum Village monk.
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it was in 1996,
my first time to Plum Village.
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My father said, we were going to France
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so I thought, oh, Paris, Eiffel Tower,
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but the first stop
was Village des Pruniers.
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I had no idea what
we were getting ourselves into
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and I remember the monk picking us up
from Sainte-Foy-La-Grande.
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He was the first young monk
that I've ever met in my life,
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and the way he greeted us,
kind of blew me away.
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Just the way he bowed.
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He joined his palms
and he bowed to us.
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And I was only nine
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and I somehow felt, oh my god!
A monk is respecting me,
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wow! this is weird, this is rare...
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and I was really in awe by his presence.
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And then the way he took our luggage,
the way he brought us to our room,
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he showed us where to serve our food.
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Just a very small detail
I carried in my heart
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I carry in my consciousness, too, now,
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it's something that changed my perspective
of Buddhism or of a monastic
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and that wasn't done by word,
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that wasn't done by a Dharma talk.
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That was done just by his presence,
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but that was done, and what
I saw, was his Dharma body.
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His Dharma body that he has cultivated
through many years of practice,
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and that has been
translated into his daily life.
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So each and every one of us
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we have this Dharma body that we are
cultivating and nourishing.
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And nourishing it is as important
as nourishing our physical bodies
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and in this winter retreat,
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it really carries the essence
of deepening the practice,
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of resting, of being at home.
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It's like a big reunion,
a big family reunion
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for many of our brothers and sisters
from afar, coming home,
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and many of our lay friends,
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having the courage to come for 90 days,
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to let go of the outside
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to let go of the noise outside
and cut ourselves off
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and to come and to rest.
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So it's something
that is very, very valuable,
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these moments, that we have to recognize,
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just like the in-breath and out-breath,
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every day, we have to recognize.
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One of my younger brothers said, wow,
today is day 89 of the winter retreat!
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I don't know if he's
counting it down as in,
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I have to value 89 more days, or as,
oh man, I got 89 more days.
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well I leave it for that brother to see,
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but every day is an opportunity.
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Just like our gatha,
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Waking up this morning,
24 brand-new hours
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and we can say, waking up this morning
another day with the community
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how lucky we are!
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And being in the winter retreat
is also the practice of not going out
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and not going out here,
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our teacher expanded it not to
just physically go out of the boundaries
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that's why we have boundaries
in the winter retreat.
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It's to help our habits of running,
of wanting to go out.
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So to rest means to be still,
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and to heal, we also
have to learn to be still.
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So we can learn from the animals.
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The animals, when they are hurt
they know how to rest.
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They don't have medication like we do,
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but they know how to rest.
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We have medication, but sometimes
we don't know how to be still.
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So going out and having
the boundary, is a practice,
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it's something to help us,
it's a helping hand
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so that we don't have the urge.
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Sometimes our habit is the urge
to always go out,
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never feeling still,
stillness.
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And to go deeper into this practice,
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going out here, is also in here.
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So for many of the winter retreats,
our teacher always encouraged us
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to take a break from social media.
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That's also very important and
maybe a bit difficult practice.
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Being online is a necessity,
but there should be a limit
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and there should be a practice to it.
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So going out here is not just
physically, but also mentally.
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So that is also the practice
of the winter retreat,
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and the spirit of the winter retreat.
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Learning to be with oneself,
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learning to be with this community.
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To rest is such an important practice
and it sounds so simple, resting.
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I think we all need this,
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but at the same time it's so hard
because there is so much to do
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there's so much we want to learn,
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there's so much we want to achieve.
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But the question always comes,
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how much are we sacrificing
in order to reach those achievements?
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Even as a monastic, there's so much to do.
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I'm the abbot of Upper Hamlet
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and I see, the more I'm a monk,
it seems like the more I'm busy.
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and it's my koan this winter retreat,
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how do I rest? How to rest?
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How to rest more and
how to be more present for the community,
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it's my ongoing koan, my ongoing practice
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because there is
a restlessness that I have.
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I feel that moments
where I'm not doing something,
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it's a moment that I
should be doing something, right?
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I think I'm not the only one
that had this feeling.
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So learning to rest is a necessity
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because I always ask myself
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to do that, to finish something
do I feel more achieved,
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or do I feel more connected?
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Sometimes I feel I achieve
a lot of things for the community
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but I am distancing myself more
from the community.
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So there's one side,
I'm achieving for the Sangha
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but at another side, I'm distancing
myself from the community.
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So I have to revisit this
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and I have to see what are my
relationships with work, with service?
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Service is a very important aspect
of a monastic or as a person
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we all want to feel that we are
offering something back to society,
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but to what expense
and how much of stability
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and of value, of peace
and happiness that we have
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that is actually the real thing
that I want to offer
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to my brothers and sisters
and to the community.
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That was my beginner's mind, but somehow,
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slowly it became more projects,
and projects, and projects.
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so for those of us
who are in the community
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today I feel I have this opportunity
to speak more to the internal family,
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because we're all
here for the three months
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and we're all of the monastics
that are here at another residence,
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because all of us,
we go through the same thing
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we all go through the sense
and the feeling of doing too much,
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not having enough time to rest,
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not having enough time to be
in touch with our real aspiration.
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Yes, my real aspiration was,
I think it was to be enlightened,
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and I shouldn't forget that, right?
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And I think each and every one of us
has to come back to it,
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and not be carried away by the projects.
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The projects are there,
it's always gonna be there,
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but at the same time we have
to revisit our beginner's mind,
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our bodhicitta from the beginning.
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And when we are not in touch with that
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then it's very easy to take a detour.
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And this detour,
how long it goes depends on us.
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It depends on our capacity to be
with the in-breath and out-breath,
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recognizing again,
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what is our aspiration?
What was it that brought us here?
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So I know that to be restful
and to heal, and to be there,
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means, I have to be true
and I have to honor my aspiration,
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I have to honor my goals.
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And that means, having to retrain oneself
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re-disciplining oneself.
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The monastic culture in the
tradition in the monastery,
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there is a discipline,
and this discipline is not to...
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the discipline here is not,
if you do something wrong, you get a stick
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or you're gonna get scolded,
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but the discipline here is a discipline
to enhance our beginner's mind,
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our aspiration,
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because we have habits.
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All of us have habits and
if we don't have a discipline
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if we don't have a training
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then it's too easy
to fall back into our habits.
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Just like when you exercise, right?
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the exercising to build the body
doesn't mean just a physical activity
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but it also means our diets,
what we eat, what we intake.
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So, in the community, in the schedule in
this sangha it's the same, we have that.
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So our guideline, the spine
of the community is the schedule,
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the community schedule.
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And the community schedule
is what unites all of us,
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and what collects
the energy of the community,
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collects every individual presence,
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and when everybody is there,
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you just are embraced by this powerful
collective energy of mindfulness,
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energy of presence.
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Just like yesterday,
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I don't know how you felt,
but in the ceremony,
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when the community chanted together,
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I ride the wave of the
Sangha at that moment,
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I said wow, this is awesome!
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You have to be able
to recognize those moments,
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to ride the wave of the Sangha
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because the energy of the
Sangha are waves that come,
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and if you have a surfboard,
you can go very far.
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and sometimes you may
drown a little bit, right?
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Suffering comes from time
to time, that's okay,
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but there are other safeguards,
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there are other surfboards
that are always riding these waves
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and having the capacity,
having the realization
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to take refuge into our
brothers and sisters,
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our friends or practitioners,
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it's at the same time
as essential as practicing for oneself.
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So the wave of the Sangha is there,
the surfboards of the sanghas are there,
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and we sometimes have
to learn to open our hearts.
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Open ourselves a little bit.
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It doesn't mean you have to show us
everything at the beginning,
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you know, you can
take it step by step.
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Sometimes we have
to see also what is inside of us,
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what is going inside
and how much to bring out,
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because everything has
to come with moderation
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Plum Village is not a transformation box.
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Some people have the idea, you come to
Plum Village and you go out as a flower.
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You come in one end and then
you come out as a different form.
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That means that you
don't have the capacity
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to see the mud that's also there,
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and then we set our goals too high,
and we set our own expectation
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or we set the expectation
of the community too high.
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I love the way Thay shared,
that the community is an organism,
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it's a living body, and each and
every one of us is a member,
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is a cell in this body.
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And when the cells are in harmony,
then the body is healthy
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and it works, it's strong.
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But sometimes there are some parts
of the body that aren't working so well,
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but it doesn't mean the body dies.
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But the other parts would take care,
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take care of the place that is injured,
the place that needs healing.
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So we have to also see ourselves
as a cell in this body.
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So the moments when we serve
and we support the community,
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like the cooking, the washing up,
the raking of the leaves,
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all of that is caring for this body
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and then when we come
to the sitting meditation,
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we come to the walking meditation,
we come to the meals,
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those are also caring for the body.
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When there is unison, the Harmony brings
about the strength of the collectiveness,
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and the collectiveness here,
in the body of the community.
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So let us all breathe together
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as we listen to a sound of the bell,
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to harmonize the collective energy of
everyone that is here in this hall.
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[gong sounds]
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Sometimes it's good to have
a refresh button in ourselves,
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in what is going on
inside of our life with our life,
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and sometimes there needs
to be a new opportunity,
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a new condition in order for us to feel
that we have the opportunity to refresh.
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Just like a computer has
the button to reboot,
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sometimes we also need that.
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So the winter retreat is an opportunity
to press that reboot button,
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whether you are a monastic or you're a
lay, it's all the same,
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we have this opportunity to refresh
and to reboot ourselves.
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It's like the changing of the season,
it's a new season, a new beginning,
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and in a new beginning, you feel like
everything is possible, right?
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A lot of us come here, I think,
we have goals, we have an aspiration
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I think for ourselves, too,
the monks and the nuns in the community
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we should also have the goals
and aspiration,
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even though this is home,
but it's a new season
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and every season we want to feel and
see that we can enrich our life more,
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and we can enrich our Dharma body more.
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So we need certain moments in our life
that contain momentum to push ourselves.
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For myself, every winter retreat is
a time to revisit my aspiration.
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just like I shared, just to come back
to my bodhichitta, my beginner's mind.
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Come back, ask yourself,
what is it again that made me a monk?
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What is it again that made me a nun?
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and for our lay friends, what is it that
made me come to Plum Village to practice?
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And when you are in touch with that,
and you can answer that,
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then you can see, ah,
first of all I want to be here,
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and when you want to be here,
that's a source of energy.
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I hope nobody forced you to be here
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because when you see that you want to
be here, then your attitude also changes.
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Your attitude towards
living in the community,
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your attitude towards the activities,
your attitude to the practice.
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I've been a monk for 15 years now,
and yes, sometimes it gets boring.
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And sometimes I take it for granted.
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I'm like, oh man,
I gotta go and sit again!
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you know, oh man, I got to line up
and eat, have cold food...
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and then sometimes you're in line,
you hear the scraping sounds,
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oh man, the cooking team
didn't cook enough food again...
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you know?
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so there are moments like
that you know we all go through,
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and there are moments sometimes that if we
are not careful, then it carries us away,
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that carries us very far away.
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So the winter retreat for me
is always this rebutton
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this button to click, to restart, refresh.
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And we all know, for the monastics,
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at the end of the winter retreat,
we all get this report card, right?
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we all get this shining light letter,
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that tells us the things that we
have enriched ourselves in,
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and things that we need to put
more energy into transforming,
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or put more energy into
training.
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But for me it's like, why do I have
to wait until the end of the retreat?
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Why do I have to wait until the
closing ceremony to receive that letter?
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Why don't I see that
right now, right here?
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This is a new opportunity.
This is a new start to refresh oneself.
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And it's funny, like,
as a monk, I live in this community,
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and I would say,
I have all the best conditions
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to enrich my life
in the practice of mindfulness,
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in the practice of sitting,
of walking or studying.
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But sometimes, when I go on a home visit
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and I say, okay, I'm gonna make
the best out of this, I'm gonna...
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every day I'm gonna wake up
at five o'clock, drink tea,
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there's no schedule,
I can do whatever I like
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I can sit as long as I want,
I want to read as much as I want,
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so but then I ask myself,
but why can't I do that in this community?
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Why can't I do this in this
environment, where this is home?
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This is my field!
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This is my field where I have planted
all these seeds that I want to harvest.
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and I just see, it's just a state of mind.
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The mind is a painter, right?
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So sometimes we have to mentally
tell ourselves, this is a new beginning.
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We have to refresh that button.
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We have to refresh our aspiration,
we have to refresh our practice.
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And each and every one of us
has now 89 days to do that,
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and when you look at it, that's a lot.
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That's a lot of days,
a lot of opportunities.
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and what I've learned to do is,
I have to learn to break down.
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I break down my aspiration,
I got to break down my goals.
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So like I said, we may sometimes carry
a very high expectation for oneself,
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and then there's a moment you say,
oh I'm not I'm not giving myself 100%.
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Then you start to lose motivation
and then you lose your energy
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of wanting to arrive
at the goals that you set.
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So as a practitioner, you have
to learn to break it down,
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we have to learn to break our
aspiration down, break our goals down.
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Don't just try to be
a fully enlightened Buddha.
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See and value the part time
Buddha that we can become.
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So we have to take the baby steps.
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For example, Thay gave us many
homeworks throughout the years.
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I remember one year, Thay printed out
for each and every one of us
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it's like a business card
and it said, 100% .
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and anything we do, we have to see,
I want to do it 100%.
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So you got to break down your day.
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Today, our aspiration is to be
mindful throughout the day.
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That's the aspiration.
Reality? Not so much.
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So we have to be real
and we have to choose.
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All right, today,
every time I open the door,
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I'm gonna close the door mindfully.
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Make that a practice.
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And the next week, choose something else.
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The moment I see the brother,
the sister I don't like, I will smile.
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I don't need them to smile back
but I will smile to them.
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That's a very difficult practice,
but that's our aspiration right?
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To grow compassion,
and to grow understanding.
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Another aspiration,
every moment I come into the hall
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I don't wait until I sit in the hall
to practice sitting,
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but the moment I'm in the hall,
the first step I take,
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that should be a step of mindfulness.
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so, be skillful, be creative, and
make these small aspirations into reality.
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Make these small goals into reality.
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and when you can taste
the fruit of those practices,
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and you can see those achievements,
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then you see, ah,
I have the capacity to do this.
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Not only Thay can do this, not only
my elder brothers and sisters can do it,
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but I can do it, too,
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and when you can taste and you can
feel and you can recognize
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those fruits of practice,
that gives you so much more motivation.
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It gives you more aspiration,
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like when you help somebody,
you get back so much,
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that's the same. When you can see
the goals that you set and you can do it,
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it gives back to you so much.
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And at the same time, it gives
to the community just the same,
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to the collective practice and
collective energy of the Sangha.
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[gong sounds]
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So take this opportunity
to rekindle our fire.
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We all have a very strong fire
at the beginning,
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and for some of us, the fire has dimmed
down quite a bit and we need to rekindle,
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we need to relight that fire,
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we need to enhance it again.
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Because with that, it gives warmth within,
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and it gives warmth
to our aspiration and our goals,
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and it gives purpose.
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A feeling that we have a purpose.
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It's so important because
the purpose brings connection,
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and connection is something that is
very important in community life.
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For some of you
who are here for three months,
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this may be the first time you're living
in a room with eight people together.
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You're sharing the space
and this practice is very deep,
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it's a practice of no self.
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You see, their well-being
is your well-being.
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And your well-being is their well-being.
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Their happiness is your happiness.
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Your happiness is their happiness.
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And you get to learn, you get
to see somebody else's transformation,
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and somebody else's practice.
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And this is something
that is very meaningful.
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It's something you will remember,
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because it will also touch you.
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Touch the roots that you have
planted in this community,
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and for monastics
we also have the opportunity,
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every winter retreat we get new roommates.
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We change rooms and we get new roommates.
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And this is also
an opportunity for us to learn,
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to really learn to be open
to our new brothers,
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our new sisters in a room,
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and also the practice of no self,
seeing them in you and you in them,
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and the support that you can offer,
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it's not just for them,
but it's for you too.
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and one of the things that I have
learned when living with somebody
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is that their transformation
sometimes is your transformation.
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Sometimes they transform something
and it moves inside of you, too.
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and you kind of thank them,
thank you for practicing
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now I don't have to do that.
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But at the same time,
the things that you are practicing
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and that you are transforming, enhancing,
also affects them.
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And in our practice, that's called the
interbeing, interconnectedness.
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In the community,
taking refuge is a practice.
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Refuge here is not just a shelter,
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but also, sometimes we have to learn
to surrender ourselves to the community,
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and sometimes we have to learn
to borrow the energy of the Sangha.
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Sometimes, our teacher would say,
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when you're feeling down, and you feel
like you want to be alone,
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that's actually a time when you
need to be with the Sangha,
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to borrow and to take the collective
energy of the community.
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Sometimes when you're feeling down,
if you're feeling weak,
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oh yeah, maybe I'll skip
sitting meditation today,
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the community will understand,
I'm feeling down, I'm feeling weak.
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They'll say I need space, but actually,
if you go, and you sit,
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and then you take in
the collective energy of the community,
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that may be actually what you really
need, that energy of the community,
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this collectiveness.
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So the community is there,
and we all will be challenged at times,
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like, do I go with the community
or do I not? Do I go, do I not?
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and sometimes this yoyo,
this back and forth, back and forth,
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sometimes you just gotta learn
to let go, I just go, I just flow.
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That's part of our training in the
monastic community and the Zen tradition
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so sometimes we have to see
not just our own needs,
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we'll have to see the collectiveness.
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that sometimes are our own thinking is
what's distancing ourselves more and more,
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but when you learn
to be embraced and to surrender
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that can enrich yourself much more.
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So that is something I think each and
every one of us will be challenged with
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throughout this winter
retreat from time to time.
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and just remember, sometimes
learning to let go is what is needed.
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Let go, just go for it,
why not? Give it a try.
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Just like the courage why not?
I'm here for three months, you know?
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So all of these moments that we have
here together, will later become a past.
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and so every moment is a precious moment
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and there's a moment for you
to draw and to paint.
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The practice, the Sangha, are the paint,
they are the brushes that we give to you
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and each and every one of us
will paint our own picture,
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and we'll paint our own foundation
in this winter retreat.
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I hope we make use of the paint
and of the brush and of the paper
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that the community is offering for us,
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so that in the future when we look back,
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like, wow, those three
months were really rich,
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those three months
really enhanced my life.
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And as for a monk or a nun, wow, those
three months being with the community,
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the collectiveness, really helped me
develop, really helped me grow.
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So every moment that we have,
eighty nine more days,
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they're all opportunities .
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So you become the painter now
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and you have to paint this picture that
for the future can become a foundation,
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and that can become a beautiful past.
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A few days ago, I received a letter
from a friend in England who I don't know,
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but wrote to Thay and the community,
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and our friends shared that a few years
ago, he was training to do the marathon,
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but he fell into an accident
which fractured his spine,
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and through the healing,
there was some obstacle,
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where now he cannot move a lot
and cannot go very far.
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And through that pain and through
that suffering, he found Plum Village.
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And guess what? Through YouTube.
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And from YouTube he expanded to books,
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and then following Thay's Facebook page
and following Plum Village Facebook page,
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and I didn't know this,
but apparently there are people
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who do also follow our winter
retreat through Facebook.
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So they also apply the same principle
of the schedule in their daily life,
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and they follow the Dharma talks that are
offered throughout the winter retreat,
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and our friend shared that he has done
two winter retreats with the community
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via Facebook...
I was like... wow!
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and here we are physically in Plum Village
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here we are physically with a community,
monks, nuns, lay men, lay women
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how rich and how lucky we are!
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So after reading that letter I said okay,
you know, I can't take this for granted.
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This is such a rich and
such an important moment for me.
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So I wish everyone a very happy
and successful winter retreat.
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So let us be there for each other,
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let us enjoy the practice
and let us enrich our lives,
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so that we can also enrich society
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that very much needs the
collective energy that we cultivate here.
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Thank you,
brothers and sisters