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[New York Close Up] 
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[Wu Tang Clan's "C.R.E.A.M." playing in the
 background]
 
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I don't want to see what I'm working on. 
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The head is like the only thing on your body
 that you can't really see,
 
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so, I want to make that part without seeing
 it.
 
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Kind of like this. 
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[Diana Al-Hadid, Artist] 
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The work that I make mostly starts without
 knowing very much about what I'm doing.
 
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I surrender to that. 
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I want to know what I don't know, kind of-- 
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want to know the limits of my thinking. 
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A lot of my work starts with the material
 and starts with the careful study of
 
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what it can do or what it can't do. 
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It's getting a material to misbehave. 
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--[AL-HADID] If we start it here and let it connect
 to that...
 
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--[ASSISTANT] Okay. 
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[AL-HADID] Asking a good question produces really
 interesting answers or amazing discoveries.
 
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--[AL-HADID] So then maybe we start bridging these,
 like...
 
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--[ASSISTANT] Yeah. 
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[AL-HADID] Artists are making those discoveries
 all the time, every day, in their studio.
 
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--[AL-HADID] And they're going to go on here...-ish. 
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Maybe. 
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I don't make work because I'm interested in
 something.
 
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I don't want to explain it to you. 
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I'm making it to become interested. 
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["Diana Al-Hadid's Suspended Reality"] 
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[1986; Cleveland, Ohio] 
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Well, I probably had an atypical childhood. 
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When I was in first grade, when I first moved
 here from Syria,
 
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you know, I didn't speak English, and couldn't
 read and write.
 
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I was the weird immigrant kid that drew a
 lot.
 
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[LAUGHS] I should show you what I was drawing. 
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[Drawings, c. 1990–94] 
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My grandma, she's a painter, and she told
 me if you could learn to draw hands,
 
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and people, then you were really an artist. 
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So [LAUGHS] I tried that. 
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I think a lot of kids draw still life, or
 draw from a photograph,
 
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but, I wanted my drawing to look more real
 than the photograph. [LAUGHS]
 
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[MARIANNE BOESKY] That's amazing! Look at
 that!
 
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Okay, who would've thought
 you could make a drawing like this.
 
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[AL-HADID] [LAUGHS] I started drawing like that. 
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[BOESKY] This is incredible. [ALL
 LAUGH]
 
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[Marianne Boesky -- Gallerist] 
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[AL-HADID] So, yeah, fast forward to now, 
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I think that all of that, probably, middle-school
 anxiety--
 
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you know, every little pen mark, every little
 pencil--
 
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was a building of layers and developing something
 larger.
 
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You know, I have some rogue interest in physics
 and math.
 
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Sculpture is inherently mathematical. 
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It lives in this world. It has to obey the
 laws of gravity, unfortunately.
 
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I don't know, I think I have painting envy. 
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Like, I was looking up northern Renaissance
 or Mannerist paintings...
 
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[Paintings, c. 1420–1528] 
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They have so many more liberties in terms
 of scale and mass,
 
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and especially gravity and levity and illusion. 
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You know, I'm dealing with actual space and
 actual gravity,
 
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and they get to do things that I wish I could
 make; but, it's not possible.
 
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[Sound of metal being sawed] 
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[Marianne Boesky Gallery -- Chelsea] 
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For me, to get a sculpture to lift off the
 floor, that's the first way to rebel.
 
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It's just the main event. 
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I do go to great lengths [LAUGHS] to get things
 off the ground,
 
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I don't know if people realize, how... 
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I mean, always have things just...argh! It's
 really horrible.
 
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They want to fall, and they don't fall, miraculously, 
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But that's because I work really hard at getting
 them not to fall.
 
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That's what I labor with every day, and I
 think what I want left
 
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is not to burden you with all of those mechanical
 details.
 
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["At the Vanishing Point" -- 2012] 
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["Divided Line" -- 2012] 
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Making these large works, what concerns me
 the most
 
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is how to get you to pay attention to weight
 and volume and space
 
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and interiors and exteriors. 
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["Antonym" -- 2012] 
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I don't know, I want to make something that
 seems really improbable.
 
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["Suspended After Image" -- 2012] 
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I have enough reality in my life, 
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and, not that I live in some weird fantasy
 world,
 
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but I want to weigh in a little bit on the
 other side.