I use my poetry to confront the violence against women | Elizabeth Acevedo | TEDxMidAtlanticSalon
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0:08 - 0:13Some young men possess disjointed psyches,
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0:14 - 0:20makes them destroy our discs and joints
with swollen fists and coveted Nikes. -
0:20 - 0:23I have turned the last age you ever knew
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0:23 - 0:27and know what it is like
to fear both love and being left. -
0:27 - 0:30Although his knuckles never kissed
fractures into my bones or flesh, -
0:30 - 0:34I have been consumed and made excuses,
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0:34 - 0:38thrown myself at his words
though they were fenced with barbed wire -
0:38 - 0:41and then cried about the acquired bruises.
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0:41 - 0:45I do not know how many times
I passed you in the hall. -
0:45 - 0:48Did you press prayers
like duct tape onto your brokenness? -
0:48 - 0:52I only ever noticed your smile,
now I notice your ghost, -
0:52 - 0:55and too many girls,
it could have been any one of us, -
0:55 - 0:58who love enough
to actually return Adam's rib. -
0:58 - 1:01Did he ever ask if you would die for him?
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1:01 - 1:05And did you unknowingly answer,
attracting fate with feverish promises? -
1:05 - 1:07I want answers from you.
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1:07 - 1:09I want to know how to carve
your name on the wind -
1:09 - 1:11because that will never die.
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1:11 - 1:15I want you to tell me
this is the last poem I will ever write -
1:15 - 1:18about a girl who danced
with the night in her palm. -
1:19 - 1:22I wrote that poem 10 years ago,
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1:22 - 1:24after learning
that a high school classmate -
1:24 - 1:26had been brutally murdered
by her boyfriend. -
1:27 - 1:32That last question, "is this the last poem
I will write about a girl like you?" -
1:32 - 1:34haunts my work.
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1:34 - 1:38The last 10 years, I keep writing
about violence against women: -
1:38 - 1:42physical violence, sexual violence,
psychological violence - -
1:42 - 1:44my work cannot get away from it.
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1:44 - 1:50I think it's partly because I know
that poetry can immortalize a topic. -
1:50 - 1:53And so often, when violence
against women happens, -
1:53 - 1:57it's a quick hashtag or a short byline,
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1:57 - 1:59and then the names
and the stories are forgotten. -
2:00 - 2:07And this work of art is to elevate
those stories, to elevate those pieces. -
2:07 - 2:09On the other hand,
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2:09 - 2:11I really, really hope
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2:11 - 2:13I don't have to perform
these poems ever again. -
2:14 - 2:18A part of me is really trying
to work toward obsolescence. -
2:18 - 2:21I do not want to feel
that this poem is useful. -
2:21 - 2:23I want it to be antiquated.
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2:23 - 2:27I want it to be a bygone era
where we feel like poetry is the only way -
2:27 - 2:29that we can talk
about this kind of violence. -
2:30 - 2:34My partner and I have been talking
about having children. Awesome, right? -
2:34 - 2:38Because you're like, "Yeah, I have
a partner, we're going to have children." -
2:38 - 2:39(Laughter)
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2:39 - 2:45But on the other hand, my work has started
contemplating what that would look like. -
2:45 - 2:48And now, I find myself
writing all these poems -
2:48 - 2:52as advice to my future self
upon being a mother. -
2:52 - 2:54And I find myself writing guide books
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2:54 - 2:59on how I'm going to have to raise
a daughter to deal with this world. -
3:00 - 3:01And it's scary.
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3:02 - 3:05It's scary to contemplate
how you will raise a kid, -
3:05 - 3:07particularly a girl,
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3:08 - 3:13in a world that oftentimes sees them
as something that can be easily dismissed, -
3:13 - 3:17or easily abandoned, or not worthwhile.
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3:20 - 3:23I won't raise my daughter to be nice,
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3:24 - 3:27to give her laugh away, to smile polite
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3:27 - 3:33as some men plot and plan
to turn her body into a weapon of war. -
3:33 - 3:37And if they try, she will know
how to wield herself. -
3:37 - 3:42Don't tell me it's wrong to want
to raise a child from this kind of fear. -
3:42 - 3:47I know for every finger that we loosen,
another knuckle grows back crooked. -
3:47 - 3:51Another knuckle is looking
to crack into my daughter's skin. -
3:51 - 3:56And I can't trust this world to teach
their sons how to treat my daughter. -
3:56 - 4:00So I will raise her to be
a sword, a spear, a shield. -
4:00 - 4:05To turn clasped hands into heated hatchet.
To hold razors between her teeth. -
4:05 - 4:08To cut unkind advances
with the sharpest eyes. -
4:08 - 4:12To hold all of this together
with leather or lace. -
4:12 - 4:15To be chiseled, prepared
for rebellions against her flesh. -
4:15 - 4:18My daughter will be carved
from hard rock, sharpened, -
4:18 - 4:22shrapnel, a spear -
her whole body ready to fling itself -
4:22 - 4:28and arrow the hand of the first man
who tries to cover her mouth. -
4:30 - 4:33I think poetry is amazing
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4:33 - 4:36because it is so easily
carried in the body. -
4:37 - 4:39We know how to deal with rhythm, right?
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4:39 - 4:41Most of us know how to deal with rhythm.
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4:41 - 4:42(Laughter)
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4:43 - 4:47And we know how to deal with song.
And we know how to deal with stories. -
4:47 - 4:50And poetry allows us to carry these names.
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4:50 - 4:55It allows us to live knowing
that we've all these other women with us. -
4:55 - 4:56Specifically women
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4:56 - 4:59because that's the challenge
I want to give you on a little bit. -
4:59 - 5:04And to me, poetry is
a type of artifact, right? -
5:04 - 5:07It distinctly says,
this is the life and times -
5:07 - 5:12what someone recorded based
of what they thought was important. -
5:12 - 5:16And I truly, truly hope
that these poems I'm writing -
5:16 - 5:20will one day be artifacts
at the bottom of a dusty box, -
5:20 - 5:24at the bottom of a museum,
no longer considered necessary. -
5:25 - 5:29But I know that that's not the time
we're in right now. -
5:29 - 5:32That's not where we are
in this current moment. -
5:32 - 5:36And so, I have a challenge
for everyone in this room. -
5:37 - 5:43I want you to find a woman poet;
I want you to memorize one of her pieces. -
5:43 - 5:47And on the days when things
feel really heavy, -
5:47 - 5:51when equality for women
seems unattainable, -
5:51 - 5:54when one of your male
co-workers says something -
5:54 - 5:58they don't even recognize
is a microaggression, -
5:58 - 5:59when yet another person asks you,
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5:59 - 6:02"When are you going
to get married and have kids?" -
6:02 - 6:04And you're like, "Bro,
I don't want none of that." -
6:04 - 6:06(Laughter)
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6:08 - 6:15On the days when you hear yet another
story about a girl who's disappeared, -
6:15 - 6:18a woman who's been brutalized,
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6:18 - 6:21when it just feels like
we can never escape this reality, -
6:21 - 6:24recite that poem to yourself.
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6:24 - 6:26Because at the end of the day,
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6:26 - 6:30all poetry, even when dealing
with these heavy topics, -
6:30 - 6:32our poems, they're hope.
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6:32 - 6:35The whole point is for hope, right?
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6:35 - 6:39Hope to be heard,
hope for all of us to heal, -
6:39 - 6:42and hope that these poems
will be obsolete. -
6:43 - 6:45That we don't need them.
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6:45 - 6:47I want to close with a poem
that's not my own, -
6:47 - 6:51but it's from one of my favorite poets,
and is one of the first poems -
6:51 - 6:53I ever memorized
by someone other than myself. -
6:53 - 6:57It's what I recite on my heaviest of days,
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6:57 - 7:00that I give to myself as a gift
and that I give to another woman -
7:00 - 7:03whenever I know
that she's struggling with something. -
7:03 - 7:06And so hopefully it will inspire you
to find a poet for you to memorize. -
7:06 - 7:08So that's your challenge.
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7:08 - 7:10Think about a poet,
find a poem, memorize it. -
7:10 - 7:13It doesn't take much
to memorize twelve lines. -
7:13 - 7:15And then you have it
for the rest of your life. -
7:15 - 7:17This is a poem by Lucille Clifton.
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7:19 - 7:25Won't you celebrate with me
what I have shaped into a kind of life. -
7:25 - 7:32I had no motto, born in Babylon,
both non-white and woman. -
7:32 - 7:35What did I seek to be except myself.
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7:35 - 7:41I made it up, here on this bridge
between stars shine and clay. -
7:41 - 7:44My one hand holding tight my other.
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7:44 - 7:48Won't you celebrate with me
that every day, -
7:48 - 7:52something has tried
to kill me and has failed. -
7:53 - 7:54Thank you.
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7:54 - 7:56(Applause)
- Title:
- I use my poetry to confront the violence against women | Elizabeth Acevedo | TEDxMidAtlanticSalon
- Description:
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Elizabeth Acevedo shows us on the TEDxMidAtlanticSalon's stage how she masters and uses poetry to confront the violence against women.
This talk was given at a TEDx event using the TED conference format but independently organized by a local community. Learn more at http://ted.com/tedx
- Video Language:
- English
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- Duration:
- 07:59