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When Brother Chris came, something had taken over me.
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Who are you?
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You said you are a snake?
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Yes!
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I was feeling so much anger within me.
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And then after, I started vomiting.
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I felt the peace of God in my heart. I felt forgiveness.
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I felt just peace that I had never experienced in my life.
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Who are you?
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Who are you that destroyed her? A snake.
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You said you are a snake? Yes!
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Okay, so your time in this body has come to an end.
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Right now, you must leave in Jesus’ name!
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Whatever you have deposited in her, come out!
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Vomit out whatever you have deposited. Out of her!
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My name is Tapuwa. I'm coming from Milton Keynes, UK.
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My testimony goes like this.
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It started way back from primary school -
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I think I was in grade seven and going to high school.
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I started facing spiritual attacks, nightmares.
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I started having nightmares where I would dream of snakes and lions.
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Healthwise, I wasn't okay. I was diagnosed with non-Hodgkin's cancer.
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I was praying according to my own understanding, but nothing was working.
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Then I went to university level.
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Everything was not okay. The dreams kept on.
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Everything was not okay with me. I started having nightmares.
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The nightmares kept on.
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The snake I can remember in my dreams was a python.
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And every time I would see myself in a kingdom.
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It was like I was entering into a jungle and I would see snakes everywhere.
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But they wouldn't harm me. It was like I was among them.
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After that, it continued - from high school I was always sick.
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Then, to cut the story short, I got married in September 2020.
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When I got married in September, in October, my dad passed on.
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The challenges kept on in my life. I was struggling in every area of my life.
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I had to struggle to pass my exams. I had to struggle to get anything.
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I had to struggle to get a job.
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My dad left a will and left nothing for my mum,
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even though they had been together for 30 years
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and there was a financial problem in my family.
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Nothing was moving.
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Then after that month, I went to stay with my husband.
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He said he didn't feel anything for me anymore.
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After that they said I had fibroids and polycystic ovarian syndrome.
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In March I had an operation to remove the fibroids.
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I kept on trying, praying but nothing was working.
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The nightmares kept on.
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The snakes were everywhere, chasing me in my dreams.
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I would see the lion in my dream but I kept on praying.
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Then I thought to myself, 'Okay, let me have a fresh start in my life. I'll go to the UK.'
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I was doing it from the physical side so I was running from my problems.
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I said, 'It's fine,' because I had tried to visit my husband to get back together.
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I was saying, 'What is it that you want me to change?'
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He said, 'Because you're refusing to do your masters.'
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So I did everything.
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Then later I said, 'No, it's fine. I will just go to the UK and start a new life.'
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We got divorced. It's something that I never wanted in my life.
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I thought I was starting a new life.
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I thought everything would be fine, 'I'm going to Heaven,'
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not knowing that my problems were following me.
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The nightmares, work, the challenges kept on.
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I was struggling when I came. Everything was not working out.
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Before I came, I went to the doctor.
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They said that the fibroids had come back again
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and the polycystic ovarian syndrome had come back again.
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So everything was not okay with me.
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I got so depressed; I was not okay.
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I started questioning myself, 'Do I deserve this?'
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I started feeling so low. I was not happy with everything.
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I felt so down.
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I tried by all means - I prayed and I prayed but nothing worked.
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So it really got me frustrated with life. I kept grudges, frustration, anger.
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I started feeling so much anger towards him.
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I had so much bitterness towards him because I had kept myself for him
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and then for him to do that to me was too much for me.
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And what my dad did and what he did to my life was too much pain.
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So you came to the 'Let Hearts Arise' event,
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which was the first public event in the UK from God's Heart TV.
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Tell us first of all, how did you hear about the event
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and what prompted you to come?
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It was announced and I also saw it on the website
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that there was going to be an event in Birmingham.
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So I said, 'I'm definitely going.'
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So I came on that day with my friend.
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It was such an amazing day. I was really excited.
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I told God, 'If today You don't see me,
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then I don't think I deserve to live because this is my last bus stop.
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I'm tired, I'm tired Lord.'
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So on that day, when Brother Chris was praying for people,
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we went on the prayer line.
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My heart started beating so fast. It was pounding.
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I was telling my friend, 'You know what?
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I wasn't feeling this way all this time. But now it's just beating so fast.'
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And she said, 'I think it's a demon.' I said, 'No, let's wait.'
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So we went on the prayer line.
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When Brother Chris came, something - I could not even control it -
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something had taken over me.
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I was feeling so much anger within me and then after that I started vomiting.
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Then from that moment, whilst I was seated, I felt peace -
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peace that surpasses all understanding.
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I felt the peace of God in my heart. I felt forgiveness.
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I felt just peace that I've never experienced in my life.
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Then after that, I went home.
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When I went home, I was sleeping. I used to feel pain here.
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I used to feel pain here on this side and also under my belly.
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From that moment when I went home, I didn't feel any pain.
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That was amazing! I thank the Lord for that.
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And also I used to have strong period pain - it's all gone!
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I used to have normal periods that you'd expect,
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but it was really painful.
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But now I feel amazing - I don't feel any pain!
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And another thing, I don't feel the anger - no, it's gone!
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Even if someone says my ex-husband's name, I don't feel anything, I don't feel hate,
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I don't feel anger because I used to have bitterness and anger.
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I used to tell people that the worst happened to me.
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So even if you say anything, it won't provoke me.
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But now I'm so calm. I'm just myself.
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I'm in my moment and I thank God because I know it was the work of the devil.
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It was like the devil was just trying to poke me so that I spoke and
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became angry all the time, but now I can't waste my time
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on things that are so unnecessary.
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After I slept, even on that day,
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in all my dreams I was just conquering in those dreams.
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And I thank God for that.
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There was a day I dreamt of a snake, but I actually killed it, which is the grace of God.
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I thank God for that.
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Brother Chris said that even if Jesus delivers you today,
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you have to go home and have a relationship with God.
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So from that moment, I went home, I said,
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'Yes, the grace upon him healed me and Jesus Christ healed me
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but I have to maintain this.'
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I went and I did the 'Esther fast', I started fasting, I prayed.
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Every time in my car I'm always worshiping and always praying.
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I hadn't been able to do that.
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I wake up at midnight, sometimes, I pray and I thank God - my life has changed!
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My advice to the married couples, especially the young ones,
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when you're entering into marriage, please pray and seek God first.
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Pray as if it all depends on God.
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Fast and seek God first because that is the most important thing.
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Even in your marriage, pray together - it's always good to pray together.