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There are things that do not go well
in our body,
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and there are things that do not go well
in our consciousness.
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We suffer
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and we are motivated by
the desire to practice
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so that we can relieve
some of our suffering
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we know that
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you can get some relief
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from our suffering
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if we know how to practice.
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So relief is what we seek for.
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We have some worries,
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we have have some fear,
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we have some problem with our body,
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with our mind
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and we can practice according to
the teaching of the Buddha
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and get some relief
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and maybe in a few days,
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in a few weeks, we can get some relief,
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we can restore the balance
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and you are capable of continue our life.
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Although the suffering are still there
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but not too much
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Not many of us want to seek
the greatest relief
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so that we can have a total liberation
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from fear,
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from craving,
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from our worries.
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We are seeking enough relief
so that we can go on.
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We can bear that amount of suffering
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to continue on our path, to survive.
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But the purpose of the Buddhist practice
is more than that
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not only to survive
but to liberate yourself.
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And the only way
is to go deeper into the nature...
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of you, of yourself.
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Because we are capable of knowing that
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this body is not us.
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We don't identify ourself with that body
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that is why the way we carry that body
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is very light.
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Because there is the wisdom
of non-attachment to the body.
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If you can look upon your body
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not like a self
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and then you can
also look upon your feelings
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not as the self.
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If you have feelings
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and then you have to carry
the burden of your feelings,
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just like your body
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and as a human being,
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you cannot avoid having feelings
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because you have perception,
you've got feelings.
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And sometime we are not capable of...
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of holding your feeling,
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your feeling is so painful
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that you attempted to destroy your body
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in order for that feeling to disappear
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But there are those of us
who can handle our feelings.
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We are not caught by our feelings.
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We do not identify ourself
with that feeling,
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and therefore,
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we are free from our feelings,
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and we know
how to take care of our feelings
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so that we don't have to suffer much.
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We know how to get rid of our fear,
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our anger, our tension,
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that is why our feelings
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are no longer heavy
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like the way they used to be.
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It's like an onion.
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When you remove a layer of the onion
we see nothing in it.
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but when the Bodhisattva is looking deeply
into the nature of form and feeling
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they find that there is
no substantial nature,
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there's no self-nature within the body,
and the feeling
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and that is why
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they are free.