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[off screen psychaitrist]
why did you decide to talk to me
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[Iceman] well basically I think tried
to, I decided to talk to you
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would be so I could find out more
about myself
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since I don't know the answers
and you are a person who is highly
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qualified to give me answers possibly
of what's going on
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I figured this would be a good time to
talk to somebody like you, or you, ya know
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[psychiatrist] well why don't we
turn the tables here
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and you interview me
I'll answer your questions
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[Iceman] interesting.
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I can live with that
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Just so happens I might have
a question for you
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[several hms]
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what do you think... about
... me
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anything good bad or indifferent?
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[psychiatrist] yeah some of each
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the uh, the issues about your behavior
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I think there are really
a couple things to say
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the things that I'm most sure of based
on the information you've told me
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are that your principle problem
has been a warp in your personality
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and we classify personality according
to different types
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and there are two types of personality
features that you have a great deal of
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the first of them is called antisocial
personality disorder
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what it refers to behaviorally is someone
who does not have a conscience
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does not have remorse
does not feel a sense of guilt
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about most of the bad things
they do, is impulsive and violent
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the typical things we see before age 15
in people who earn that label are
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cruelty toward animals
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cruelty toward people
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and an awfully interesting part of that
condition
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is that we've got a little bit of
knowledge of what causes it
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and where it comes from
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and that's where there's some good news
and some bad news
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the bad news is that part of where
that comes from is hereditary
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that there's a genetic basis
to being a fearless person
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and you've told me about how rarely
you have any experience
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that even begins to
resemble nervousness or fear
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it takes extreme things to make you
have a sense of impending danger
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normal people get fearful about a
wide variety of things, frequently
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and would be beside themselves with
the kinds of experiences that
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you had on a weekly basis
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you couldn't have done the things you
did if you were capable of ordinary fear
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but the fact that you're born with a
genetic predisposition to fearlessness
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doesn't mean that it's inevitable
for you to become a criminal
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because some people who have that
genetic predisposition to fearlessness
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become pro-social risk takers
they do things like drive race cars
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test fly planes, fighter pilots
bomb disposal technicians
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those are all jobs where it helps
to have a lot of fearlessness
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and in fact some people in
law enforcement
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are brave and have that same
capacity to be fearless
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and the difference between people
who grow up to be risk taking good guys
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with white hats
and the people who grow up to be
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risk taking bad guys with a long long
rap sheet and a lot of crimes
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has to do with how
their parents raised them
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if you raise a kid with love and kindness
and affection, most of the time
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you've got a good shot at their
growing up to be
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decent, caring, loving human beings
and treating their own kids well
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but if you raise a kid the way
Stanley raised you
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with no love, no affection
constant abuse
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beatings for no reason
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all you teach is hatred
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you make it impossible for that child
to grow up and form strong attachments
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and loving, caring relationships
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or to be willing to risk themselves
to protect the world
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so I think you got to be this kind of
antisocial psychopathic person
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both by getting Stanley's genes
and having Stanley's parenting
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and your mother's cold
standoffish way of treating you
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in other words, that part of you
was both born and made
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but your own kids
and your own grandchildren
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will turn out according to
how you and Barbara raised them
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despite whatever genetic
influence there may be
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the other thing that I think
is true about you is
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another personality style
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where I think it's fair to say that
you've got the features of what we call
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paranoid personality disorder
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the general rule for someone who is
paranoid is to trust no one
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let no one get too close to you
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and to never forgive anyone
who does you wrong
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if somebody criticizes them
they're quick to respond with anger
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or to counter attack
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if somebody humiliates them
then they must have revenge
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about 1 to 2 percent of the population
has the paranoid personality disorder
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about 2 to 3 percent of males
and 1 percent of females
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have the antisocial personality disorder
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and then there's a smaller group
that has both
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and it was having both that allows
you to have this career that you've had
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and that allows you to profit from your
capacity for completely emotionless
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fearless, remorseless hit by being
free of any conscience
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and also free of friends and of people
who could bring you down
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you were able to have a very long run
as a successful contract killer
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which is quite unusual
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you wouldn't have been able to do that
had you not had both of those
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personality flaws in your line of work
that turned out to be major advantages
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and preconditions for a successful career
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[Iceman] I appreciate that you're
taking the time and explaining this to me
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I am probably the
loneliest person in the world
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because I have nothing
I cared for
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and I can't make any friends
to have any kind of relationship or
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so I've lost everything
I've lost everything I ever care for
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everything I've ever wanted
it's down the toilet
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since there's no love in my life
I must have something to replace it
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so I replace it with hate
constant hate
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constant reminder to hate
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[psychiatrist] what's that do for you?
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[Iceman] keeps my left foot going
in front of my right foot
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keeps me moving
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without it i would probably just
[pop noise] plop down someplace and
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have no reason to continue
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[psychiatrist] is that all you've got left
is hate?
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[Iceman] it's all I've got left
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everything that I've ever cared for
is gone
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everything I've ever liked is gone
everything I ever [obtained?] is gone
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so hate
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[psychiatrist] that's all you
started with too
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[Iceman] then I've come full circle
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it's time for me to die
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[ominous tone]