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>>[Eric Steel] I think, you know, we were
very clear before we shot even a single
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frame of footage that we were human
beings first and filmmakers second.
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And even though people had said to us,
"Well, look, you know, the job of a
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documentary filmmaker is to sit behind the
camera and record." We pretty much knew
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that as soon we saw someone climb up onto
the rail or make a move to climb over,
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we were going to call the
Bridge District Authority.
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And we had their phone numbers on
speed dial all the time. The first...
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in the beginning of the year in January
and February we really, as much as we
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tried to find people on the bridge,
we weren't able to do that.
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And what we saw were the splashes in the
water. And as soon as you see a splash
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then shortly afterwards the Coast Guard
boats come out to recover the bodies.
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And it was very difficult
in the beginning. I know...
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even in the abstract when you
haven't really seen something...
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just knowing that someone has died sort of
shakes you inside. And it was hard for the crew.
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It was hard to watch the bodies
being pulled out of the water.
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In a way though I think it prepared us for
the time in February. I was actually the
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one shooting when we saw someone
in the telephoto, in the close-up.
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It was such a strange experience. It was a
man who was jogging one minute and talking
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on the cell phone and he was laughing. And
he hung up his phone, took off his glasses,
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and climbed up onto the rail,
and then he ended his life.
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And you know, every expectation you have
that it would be someone crying, or
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someone pulling their hair, or pacing back
and forth, it's like it undid everything
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that we were looking for. You know, it's a
very difficult thing to watch someone die.
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It's not something that you really look
forward to. And this idea that we were out
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there waiting for people to die isn't
exactly right. I mean, we were bearing
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witness to something we knew was happening
and we did try to interrupt that whenever we could.
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Sometimes we were successful and we did
save people's lives during the year.
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And sometimes no matter what
we did we couldn't stop them.
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The experience of watching the film is
meant in many ways to replicate what we
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were witness to that year at the bridge.
And I didn't really want to make a point
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of we saved people, this was our policy.
In a way it felt to me more powerful to
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leave those as questions for the audience to figure
out, rather than have us give you the answers
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and people could walk away and sort of seal
the experience up and say that was the end.
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>>[Interviewer] Although, ironically,
potentially that has left you,
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or certainly an criticisms that come along
are exactly about that. The idea that
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why are these people just filming? Why
aren't they intervening? Were you aware
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that that actually might open you up to
people being critical of your role in this?
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>>[Steel] You know, I guess I knew that this
film would be provocative no matter what I did.
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It's not easy to make a film about a
subject like suicide and mental illness.
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They're just taboos that we would rather not
deal with. I guess in some ways I'm surprised...
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I'm surprised that people have come after me
and this sort of creative choices I made.
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And then ethical choices that I made.
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Mostly because I think they were
sort of arrived at hastily.
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I mean, the criticisms
were arrived at hastily.
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Whereas, our thoughts and our
choices were made very deliberately.
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And I think once people see the film they
really don't have that same sense of, you know,
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"Oh, this is morally wrong." I think they
realize the film is more sensitive than that.
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And if we wanted to make a movie that was
exploiting these jumps or was just about
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the footage, I never would have
spent the year interviewing families.
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We did 120 hours of interviews with
families and friends and witnesses.
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And the film is much more about that
experience than it is about the few
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seconds that you see of footage
of people jumping off a bridge.
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>>[Interviewer] Was there ever any point when
you were making this film, and you know,
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you were starting to capture people
jumping off, that you had any doubts
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about your project? Where you thought,
"actually this is just not something I
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should be doing," or it shouldn't be put together
as a film. Did you ever get that sort of things?
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>>[Steel] Uh, no. I think I always had a
conviction that this was something that
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needed to be seen. I realize that most people
believe that suicide is an intensely private act.
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And one of the young women that was saved
at the bridge said, "it was an awful lot
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of rational thought that goes into an act
that people think is very irrational."
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And when people choose the Golden Gate
Bridge I think they do it because it's a
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beautiful place, because it's almost
always fatal when you jump off the bridge,
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and because the rail is so low that
a 7-year-old could climb over it.
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Lastly, I think they choose it because
they know they'll be seen. And I think
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this act of witnessing, of bearing
witness, is part of that desire.
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So, really the only way I knew that would
make people rethink suicide and mental
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illness and to have a new dialogue about
it and to try to figure out better ways to
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address it, was to provoke people to really
share the experience of witnessing it.
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I think when you just read about it,
or you just hear about it,
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it doesn't have the same impact
and it's easy to dismiss.