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So, stepping down out of the bus,
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I headed back to the corner
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to head west en route to a braille training session.
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It was the winter of 2009,
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and I had been blind for about a year.
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Things were going pretty well.
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Safely reaching the other side,
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I turned to the left,
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pushed the auto-button for
the audible pedestrian signal,
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and waited my turn.
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As it went off, I took off
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and safely go to the other side.
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Stepping on to the sidewalk,
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I then heard the sound of a steel chair
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slide across the concrete sidewalk in front of me.
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I know there's a cafe on the corner,
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and they have chairs out in front,
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so I just adjusted to the left
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to get closer to the street.
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As I did, so slid the chair.
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I just figured I'd made a mistake,
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and went back to the right,
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and so slid the chair in perfect synchronicity.
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Now I was getting a little anxious.
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I went back to the left,
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and so slid the chair,
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blocking my path of travel.
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Now, I was officially freaking out.
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So I yelled,
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"Who the hell's out there? What's going on?"
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Just then, over my shout,
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I heard something else, a familiar rattle.
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It sounded familiar,
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and I quickly considered another possibility,
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and I reached out with my left hand,
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as my fingers brushed against something fuzzy,
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and I came across an ear,
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the ear of a dog, perhaps a golden retriever.
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Its leash had been tied to the chair
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as her master went in for coffee,
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and she was just persistent in her efforts
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to greet me, perhaps get a scratch behind the ear.
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Who knows, maybe she was volunteering for service.
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(Laughter)
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But that little story is really about
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the fears and misconceptions that come along
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with the idea of moving through the city
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without sight,
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seemingly oblivious to the environment
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and the people around you.
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So let me step back and set the stage a little bit.
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On St. Patrick's Day of 2008,
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I reported to the hospital for surgery
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to remove a brain tumor.
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The surgery was successful.
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Two days later, my sight started to fail.
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On the third day, it was gone.
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Immediately, I was struck by an incredible sense
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of fear, of confusion, of vulnerability,
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like anybody would.
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But as I had time to stop and think,
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I actually started to realize
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I had a lot to be grateful for.
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In particular, I thought about my dad,
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who had passed away from complications
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from brain surgery.
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He was 36. I was seven at the time.
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So although I had every reason
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to be fearful of what was ahead,
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and had no clue quite what was going to happen,
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I was alive.
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My son still had his dad.
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And besides, it's not like I was the first person
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ever to lose their sight.
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I knew there had to be all sorts of systems
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and techniques and training to have
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to live a full and meaningful, active life
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without sight.
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So by the time I was discharged from the hospital
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a few days later, I left with a mission,
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a mission to get out and get the best training
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as quickly as I could and get on to rebuilding my life.
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Within six months, I had returned to work.
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My training had started.
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I even started riding a tandem bike
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with my old cycling buddies,
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and was commuting to work on my own,
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walking through town and taking the bus.
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It was a lot of hard work.
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But what I didn't anticipate
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through that rapid transition
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was the incredible experience of the juxtaposition
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of my sighted experience
up against my unsighted experience
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of the same places and the same people
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within such a short period of time.
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From that came a lot of insights,
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or outsights, as I called them,
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things that I learned since losing my sight.
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These outsights ranged from the trival
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to the profound,
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from the mundane to the humorous.
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As an architect, that stark juxtaposition
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of my sighted and unsighted experience
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of the same places and the same cities
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within such a short period of time
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has given me all sorts of wonderful outsights
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of the city itself.
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Paramount amongst those
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was the realization that, actually,
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cities are fantastic places for the blind.
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And then I was also surprised
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by the city's propensity for kindness and care
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as opposed to indifference or worse.
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And then I started to realize that
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it seemed like the blind seemed to have
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a positive influence on the city itself.
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That was a little curious to me.
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Let me step back and take a look
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at why the city is so good for the blind.
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Inherent with the training for recovery from sight loss
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is learning to rely on all your non-visual senses,
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things that you would otherwise maybe ignore.
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It's like a whole new world of sensory information
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opens up to you.
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I was really struck by the symphony
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of subtle sounds all around me in the city
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that you can hear and work with
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to understand where you are,
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how you need to move, and where you need to go.
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Similarly, just through the grip of the cane,
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you can feel contrasting textures in the floor below,
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and over time you build a pattern of where you are
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and where you're headed.
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Similarly, just the sun warming one side of your face
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or the wind at your neck
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gives you clues about your alignment
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and your progression through a block
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and your movement through time and space.
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But also, the sense of smell.
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Some districts and cities have their own smell,
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as do places and things around you,
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and if you're lucky, you can even follow your nose
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to that new bakery that you've been looking for.
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All this really surprised me,
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because I started to realize that
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not my eye-sighted experienced
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was so far more multi-sensory
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than my sighted experience ever was.
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What struck me also was how much the city
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was changing around me.
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When you're sighted,
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everybody kind of sticks to themselves,
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minds your own business.
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Lose your sight, though,
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and it's a whole nother story.
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And I don't know who's watching who,
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but I have a suspicion that
a lot of people are watching me.
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And I'm not paranoid, but everywhere I go,
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I'm getting all sorts of advice:
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go here, move there, watch out for this.
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A lot of the information is good.
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Some of it's helpful. A lot of it's kind of reversed.
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You've got to figure our what they actually meant.
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Some of it's kind of wrong and not helpful.
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But it's all good in the grand scheme of things.
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But one time I was in Oakland
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walking along Broadway, and came to a corner.
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I was waiting for an audible pedestrian signal,
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and as it went off, I was just about
to step out into the street,
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when all of a sudden, my right hand
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was just gripped by this guy,
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and he yanked me arm
and pulled out into the crosswalk
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and was dragging me out across the street,
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speaking to me in Mandarin.
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(Laughter)
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It's like, there was no escape
from this man's death grip,
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but he got me safely there.
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What could I do?
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But believe me, there are more polite ways
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to offer assistance.
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We don't know you're there,
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so it's kind of nice to say "Hello" first.
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"Would you like some help?"
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But while in Oakland, I've really been struck by
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how much the city of Oakland changed
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as I lost my sight.
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I liked it sighted. It was fine.
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It's a perfectly great city.
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But once I lost my sight
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and was walking along Broadway,
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I was blessed every block of the way.
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"Bless you, man."
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"Go for it, brother."
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"God bless you."
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I didn't get that sighted.
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(Laughter)
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And even without sight,
I don't get that in San Francisco.
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And I know it bothers some of my blind friends,
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it's not just me.
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Often it's thought that
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that's an emotion that comes up out of pity.
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I tend to think that it comes
out of our shared humanity,
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out of our togetherness, and I think it's pretty cool.
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In fact, if I'm feeling down,
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I just go to Broadway in downtown Oakland,
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I go for a walk, and I feel better like that,
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in no time at all.
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But also that it illustrates how
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disability and blindness
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sort of cuts across ethnic, social,
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racial, economic lines.
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Disability is an equal-opportunity provider.
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Everybody's welcome.
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In fact, I've heard it said in the disability community
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that there are really only two types of people:
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there are those with disabilities,
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and there are those that haven't
quite found theirs yet.
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It's a different way of thinking about it,
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but I think it's kind of beautiful,
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because it is certainly far more inclusive
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than the us-versus-them
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or the able-versus-the-disabled,
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and it's a lot more honest and respectful
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of the fragility of life.
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So my final takeaway for you is
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that not only is the city good for the blind,
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but the city needs us.
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And I'm so sure of that that
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I want to propose to you today
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that the blind be taken as
the prototypical city dwellers
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when imagining new and wonderful cities,
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and not the people that are thought about
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after the mold has already been cast.
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It's too late then.
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So if you design a city with the blind in mind,
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you'll have a rich, walkable network of sidewalks
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with a dense array of options and choices
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all available at the street level.
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If you design a city with the blind in mind,
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sidewalks will be predictable and will be generous.
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The space between buildings will be well-balanced
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between people and cars.
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In fact, cars, who needs them?
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If you're blind, you don't drive. (Laughter)
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They don't like it when you drive. (Laughter)
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If you design a city with the blind in mind,
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you design a city with a robust,
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accessible, well-connected mass transit system
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that connects all parts of the city
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and the region all around.
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If you design a city with the blind in mind,
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there'll be jobs, lots of jobs.
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Blind people want to work too.
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They want to earn a living.
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So, in designing a city for the blind,
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I hope you start to realize
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that it actually would be a more inclusive,
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a more equitable, a more just city for all.
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And based on my prior sighted experience,
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it sounds like a pretty cool city,
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whether you're blind, whether you have a disability,
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or you haven't quite found yours yet.
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So thank you.
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(Applause)