phd full

I don't know why

I just wanted to be nothing

and at that moment I didn't know

there is a job

so-called fashion designer

I just wanted to help my mother's shop

so it was by chance

The customers' request

were always like

they wanted to become
very feminine, very sexy

very like dolls
and I hated it!

And gradually I started wanting

to create my own new line for women

because the others were too garish

I wanted to design

kind of mannish clothes for women

from the beginning

Very often my customers

they didn't pay
by their own money

or their partner paid

so I was shouting in my mind

"bitch"

I couldn't stand designing

bitches' clothing

I was searching
for some independent women