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The Second Door of Liberation
is signlessness.
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"Sign" here means the appearance,
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and many of us are fooled
by the appearance of things.
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When your favourite cloud
is no longer there in the sky,
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you are sad.
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By the way, you have to remember
that 70% of our body is made of cloud.
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Clouds on the inside,
not clouds in the sky,
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and every day you
continue to drink clouds.
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When a cloud is no longer seen in the sky,
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you think that the cloud is not there,
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and you think that your cloud
now belongs to the realm of non-being.
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Yesterday,
it belonged to the realm of being,
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but today,
it belongs to the realm of non-being.
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That's a wrong perception.
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You think that your cloud has died,
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but the other day we have said that
it's impossible for a cloud to die,
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because to die means from something
you become absolutely nothing.
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A cloud cannot become nothing.
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A cloud can become
the rain, the snow, the ice...
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So if you are caught by
an appearance of cloud,
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you are not capable of seeing
your cloud in it's continuation.
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You have to see your cloud in the rain:
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"Hello, my cloud, I see you
in your new form: the rain."
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And that you are free from signs.
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And when you drink your tea,
and you see your cloud inside:
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"Hello, my cloud,
now I see you in the form of tea."
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So you are free from the appearance,
so this is signlessness.
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So the person you used to be with,
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she is no longer there,
and you grieve for her loss.
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You are despairing because
the person you love is no longer there,
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and you believe that she has
passed in to the realm of non-being:
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She is no longer there, she has died;
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but that's not true.
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It's impossible for a cloud to die.
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It's impossible for you to die...
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or your beloved to die.
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If you have the eyes of signlessness,
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you can see your beloved one
in her new form.
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You can see the cloud in the rain,
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and the rain is calling you: "Darling,
darling, I am here! Don't you see me!"
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You don't see her in the rain.
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You don't see the cloud in the rain,
because you are caught by appearance.
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You do not have
the eyes of signlessness.
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So when you see a block of ice,
you can see your cloud.
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When you see the snow falling,
you can see your cloud.
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Nothing can die,
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and that is why,
with the eyes of signlessness,
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with the concentration of signlessness,
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you are free from the notion
of being and non-being, birth and death,
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and you don't suffer any more,
even from your own death,
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because you cannot die.
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We have to learn how to
let go of our notions,
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including the notion of
being and non-being, birth and death.
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We believe that now is life,
death will be for later,
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in 20 years, 30 years, 50 years,
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but the fact is not that,
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death is happening
right now and right here.
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In this very present moment,
many cells in our body are dying.
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Thousands and thousands of them are dying.
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Death is happening
right here and right now,
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and you don't know.
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You think that death
will be much later on.
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And death is very crucial for birth.
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Cells have to die
in order for other cells to be born.
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Thousands and thousands of cells
are being born in this very moment,
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and birth and death,
they like to be together,
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like the right and the left.
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If you think that today is only birth,
and death will be 100 years later,
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you are wrong.
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Birth and death,
they happen at the same time.
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Many thousand of cells are dying
in this very moment,
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and you are so busy you have no time
to organise their funerals.
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(Laughter)
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And many of the new cells [that] are born,
have no time to celebrate their birthday.
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(Laughter)
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So where there is birth, there is death,
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and death is not destructive,
death allows birth to be possible.
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It's like the left and the right.
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Without the left the right cannot be,
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and they have to learn to look
at reality in that way.
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The birth of something,
is always the death of something,
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is always the birth of something.
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The death of the cloud
is the birth of the rain.
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If the cloud does not die,
how can the rain be born.
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But that is when we talk
about birth and death.
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In reality,
there is no birth and no death.
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So, two layers of truths.
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On the conventional level — we see
on the level of the conventional truth —
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we see there is birth and death.
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The cloud dies
in order for the rain to be born,
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and the rain, has to die
in order for the tea to be born.
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But that's not dying,
that's transformation.
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You always continue.
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And that is why
we have to train ourselves,
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to look with the eyes of signlessness,
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and you will be free from
all kinds of anguish, fear, [and] despair,
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and scientists have found out that
matter and energy, their nature,
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is also the nature of
no-birth and no-death.
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If you are still looking
for the beginning of the cosmos,
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if you still believe in the Big Bang as
the beginning of the cosmos,
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you are still caught
in the notion of birth and death.
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If you believe in
the Big Bang,
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then you have to believe in
the Big Crunch later on,
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(Laughter)
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and if scientists, they still put question
of birth and the death of the cosmos,
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they violate
the first law of thermodynamics,
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there is no-birth, there is no death,
there is only a continuation.
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So with that kind
of looking deeply,
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we touch the nature
of no-birth and no-death,
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and we throw away these notions
of birth and death, coming and going,
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and we are free:
there is no longer any fear,
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any anger, any despair.
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That is the Second Door of Liberation.
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It's not philosophy,
it's practice.
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Mindfulness concentration brings insight,
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and when you get
insight of emptiness and signlessness,
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you are free.
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The last exercise of mindful breathing
proposed by the Buddha is "letting go,"
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letting go of notions,
including the notion of birth and death,
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being and non-being, coming and going.
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When you come to a practice centre
you learn many kinds of practice
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that can bring you relief
from fear, anger, distress,
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but the greatest relief you can get,
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is only when you touch your nature
of no-birth and no-death,
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no being and no non-being,
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and if you do not have
the time to meditate,
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to contemplate,
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to practice the concentration of
emptiness and signlessness,
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we cannot touch our true nature
of no-birth and no-death.
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Let us imaging a wave
appearing on the surface of the ocean,
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and the wave may be caught in ideas of
beginning, ending, birth and death,
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coming up, coming down,
being dead, not being dead,
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and she will suffer a lot
because of these notions,
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but if the wave comes home to herself,
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and touches her true nature
which is water,
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then she looses all kinds of notions.
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It's nice to begin,
it's nice to end.
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It's nice to come up,
it's nice to go down.
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She can lead the life of a wave,
but she can also lead the life of water,
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and the moment when she touches
her true nature, water,
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she looses all kind of fear.
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The fear of beginning,
the fear of ending,
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the fear of going up,
the fear of going down,
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the fear of being,
or not being,
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and the wave
does not have to go to search for water,
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she is water, right here and right now,
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and that is true with us.
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We don't have to go
and search for nibbana.
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We don't have to go and search for
our nature of no-birth and no-death.
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We are well established in it.
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Our true nature is
the nature of no-birth and no-death,
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and that kind of awakening,
realisation,
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will help us lose, release,
all kinds of fear, and discrimination,
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and true joy
of living will be possible.
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(Bell)
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Let us visualise a cloud in the sky,
and one half of her has become the rain,
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and the rain can be seen now
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as a stream of water, a source,
and a cloud above looking down,
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and [the cloud] sees himself
— part of himself, part of herself —
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down on Earth,
and he waves to the creek and says:
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"Hello myself down there!"
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(Laughter)
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"I will join you very soon!"
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"Have a good time down there!"
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You do not have to wait
until the dissolution of this body,
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in order to be reborn
in to something else.
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Half the cloud can be reborn
in to rain and snow,
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and half still retain
the form of a cloud,
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and that is why we have to look
with the eyes of signlessness,
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and see our continuation.
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You already have your continuation.
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Look around.
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And that is my practice.
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When you look in to this direction,
and say "This is Thay,"
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that's not... that's not the whole truth.
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This is only a tiny part of Thay.
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You can see Thay in a different way.
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If you go to Vietnam, Thay's homeland,
you see Thay is there at this very moment,
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operating,
trying to help people to practice.
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He has continued:
he has already his continuation there.
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And there are many prisons
in Europe, [and] America,
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where our friends have been coming
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to help our people
to breathe, to walk, and suffer less.
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Thay is there, in these prisons.
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You have to see Thay like that.
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If you think that this body is Thay,
that's wrong perception.
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So Thay does not have to wait
until this body disintegrates completely,
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in order to be reborn.
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No, he has been reborn in many forms,
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and there is some of Thay in yourself,
now.
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So that is the wisdom
of the eyes of signlessness.
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You are not caught in the forms.