【16th WEEK】「50％で話されても気を遣う」春花と香織が本音で言い合い！

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Kaori, are you okay?

-Oh, hi!
-Your head...

-Are you okay?
-Yeah, my head...

I saw that you were crying...

I'm just exhausted from the heat...

-Can we talk for a minute?
-Yeah, of course.

-Earlier...
-Is it okay if I'm laying down?

Yeah, sure!

What I said to you earlier
really came out wrong.

It's fine.

You're pretty much an
all-or-nothing kind of person.

You either share
100% or nothing at all.

But I... I do try to be open and
honest with people.

I have my own thoughts on things

and I talk to people about it when
I think it's the right time.

But I guess I always give them
only about 50% of what I think.

Oh, you mean you
meet them in the middle?

I only give them 50%, or 60, or 40.

It differs depending on the situation.

But I'm probably not the kind of person
who tells others exactly what they think.

Yeah, I know very well that that's true.

I do. But...

This is Terrace House, so...

If you keep on doing that--
With six people living together,

you see each other every day, right?

If you only ever say 50%
of what you think,

everyone's going to notice that
you're holding back somehow.

So it's hard to straight out say,

"You always give me only 50%,
now tell me what you really think."

-Normally--
-I wonder if everyone feels that way?

since we see each other every day...

I think that this is probably
part of the problem.

I was surprised when you told me that.

I didn't expect it.

I wondered if there's something I should
change, or what I could do about it--

But, you know, telling people they're wrong
and challenging them in their views--

I feel like that's not me either.

It made me realize that I couldn't convey
myself in a way that seems authentic.

I wonder how I can make it
more comfortable.

Like... How should I put it?

Is there anything I could do or say
to make you feel more comfortable?

Actually-- To be honest,

Precisely because you worry
so much about it...

It's like...

I tried not to say anything that
might cause you to get flamed.

It made it hard for me. Like...

I try to be innocuous.

In the beginning, I didn't
mince my words, but

I realized that you weren't
comfortable with that.

-You were worried about me?
-Because of that,

I kind of started choosing my words
more carefully when talking to you.

-Really? You shouldn't have!
-I really...

-Really? Thank you...!
-I really worried about it.

I was always asking you for advice,

like, "Kaori, I need to talk to you!"

But you never came to me for advice,
and that sort of...

-You're right.
-It made me feel empty.

-You want me to tell you what I think?
-I'd like it if we...

could talk openly and be
straightforward with each other.

If we can do that...

Gotcha.

Okay, Haruka. I will confide in you.

Let's confide in each other from now on.

But I got really tough
since I started living here.

-Really?
-Yeah.

-I'm glad I came here.
-No kidding!

I've gotten really tough.

When you told me all this,

I started thinking about
how to behave going forward.

But you know, actually--
How should I put it?

It's who I am.

And I can choose myself
what I want to change about me.

I finally got to thinking like this!

The old me would've thought,
"I have to change!" and all that.

But now, I can say that
that's just who I am.

So I'm glad you told me.

I'm glad, too.

Thank you for telling me.

I hope we can gradually start
talking about all kinds of stuff.

-Yeah, let's talk and take our time.
-Let's talk.

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