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[Previously unaired footage]
Kaori, are you okay?
-Oh, hi! -Your head...
-Are you okay? -Yeah, my head...
I saw that you were crying...
I'm just exhausted from the heat...
-Can we talk for a minute? -Yeah, of course.
-Earlier... -Is it okay if I'm laying down?
Yeah, sure!
What I said to you earlier really came out wrong.
It's fine.
You're pretty much an all-or-nothing kind of person.
You either share 100% or nothing at all.
But I... I do try to be open and honest with people.
I have my own thoughts on things
and I talk to people about it when I think it's the right time.
But I guess I always give them only about 50% of what I think.
Oh, you mean you meet them in the middle?
I only give them 50%, or 60, or 40.
It differs depending on the situation.
But I'm probably not the kind of person who tells others exactly what they think.
Yeah, I know very well that that's true.
I do. But...
This is Terrace House, so...
If you keep on doing that-- With six people living together,
you see each other every day, right?
If you only ever say 50% of what you think,
everyone's going to notice that you're holding back somehow.
So it's hard to straight out say,
"You always give me only 50%, now tell me what you really think."
-Normally-- -I wonder if everyone feels that way?
since we see each other every day...
I think that this is probably part of the problem.
I was surprised when you told me that.
I didn't expect it.
I wondered if there's something I should change, or what I could do about it--
But, you know, telling people they're wrong and challenging them in their views--
I feel like that's not me either.
It made me realize that I couldn't convey myself in a way that seems authentic.
I wonder how I can make it more comfortable.
Like... How should I put it?
Is there anything I could do or say to make you feel more comfortable?
Actually-- To be honest,
Precisely because you worry so much about it...
It's like...
I tried not to say anything that might cause you to get flamed.
It made it hard for me. Like...
I try to be innocuous.
In the beginning, I didn't mince my words, but
I realized that you weren't comfortable with that.
-You were worried about me? -Because of that,
I kind of started choosing my words more carefully when talking to you.
-Really? You shouldn't have! -I really...
-Really? Thank you...! -I really worried about it.
I was always asking you for advice,
like, "Kaori, I need to talk to you!"
But you never came to me for advice, and that sort of...
-You're right. -It made me feel empty.
-You want me to tell you what I think? -I'd like it if we...
could talk openly and be straightforward with each other.
If we can do that...
Gotcha.
Okay, Haruka. I will confide in you.
Let's confide in each other from now on.
But I got really tough since I started living here.
-Really? -Yeah.
-I'm glad I came here. -No kidding!
I've gotten really tough.
When you told me all this,
I started thinking about how to behave going forward.
But you know, actually-- How should I put it?
It's who I am.
And I can choose myself what I want to change about me.
I finally got to thinking like this!
The old me would've thought, "I have to change!" and all that.
But now, I can say that that's just who I am.
So I'm glad you told me.
I'm glad, too.
Thank you for telling me.
I hope we can gradually start talking about all kinds of stuff.
-Yeah, let's talk and take our time. -Let's talk.
[Translate & Timed by mrschap] [Reviewed by koma]