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(gentle music)
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- I grew up in Memphis
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and I lived in a neighborhood
called White Haven
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for most of my childhood.
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I wasn't really allowed
to leave the house,
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so all I knew of Memphis was
just, for the longest time,
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just my front yard and the backyard.
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One Halloween, we started
to play this superhero game,
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I think it was Batman.
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Because we were just poor,
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we were all wearing the same thing,
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these black garbage bags,
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and mostly having to rely
on ourselves and our minds
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and our imagination that if we say it,
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that was enough for us.
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There was this kind
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of weird permission my family gave me.
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It was, "It's okay to assimilate that,
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if you need to learn
English, that's great.
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You don't have to hold onto the past
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and maintaining speaking Chinese with us."
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It was them letting me go.
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The every day of, "Where are you from?
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Where are you really from?
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What's your Chinese name?
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What's your Korean name?"
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I'm not Korean.
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"Where are you from?"
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I was asked that constantly as a kid.
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Some people joked that we chose Memphis
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because of Elvis, or because
of a similar climate.
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Why my family ended up in
Memphis is because of war,
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because of military,
because of domestic abuse.
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My family started arriving in the 90s,
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when Memphis started
sponsoring Vietnamese refugees.
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- Hi grandpa
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- Hearing my grandmother
just scream for no reason
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in the middle of night because
a firework got set off,
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or the news of the Oklahoma city bombing
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is something that is very
familiar imagery for them.
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It was just the ridiculousness
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of how war really is not only embedded
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in our land and borders, but
in ourselves and the kids,
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people that came after our parents.
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How do we talk about it?
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How do we live with it at the same time?
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I always returned to Memphis.
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Memphis is just like
that kind of nexus point
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between mythology and history,
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and sentimentality and memory.
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And it's something to be
misremembered in a way.
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Much of my work and my
family's history is just that,
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it's bits and pieces.
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It's a continuous sourcing
of information and materials,
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and anything that we
can gleam of our past.
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- Is it okay if we take your socks off?
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- Take my socks off? Okay.
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- Light looks good to me. I love it.
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All right, I'm gonna just
do a quick one right now.
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I started to use cutouts of myself
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and the ambivalence of what it is exactly
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is kind of in between those categories,
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where it is a prop, it is
also an extension of me.
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Can you turn your head
slightly to your right?
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Thank you. Three, two, one.
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It is kind of a reflection
of that fragmentation,
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not of picking up bits and
pieces of my family's histories,
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but the materials that present themselves
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and the connections that come through.
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They are very improvised
and come from my biography.
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(upbeat music)
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(indistinct chatter)
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I started chasing Elvis tribute artists,
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which is the politically correct term
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for Elvis impersonators.
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It's beyond this kind of
impersonation and imitation,
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it becomes transcendent.
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I wanted to make a body of work
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and I wanted to be capable
of making a body of work
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that was about representation,
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that talked about pop culture
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and the people's sense of the south
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through these icons like Elvis.
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And it has this kind of influence
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in the way that the idea of Elvis,
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the cut out of Elvis reverberates
through my other projects.
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(indistinct chatter)
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(gentle music)
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I think a lot about that
photograph commemorating
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the railroad and how they
pushed a lot of laborers,
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and especially the Chinese
laborers, out of the picture.
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And that kind of
invisibility has reverberated
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throughout photographic history.
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How do we see ourselves
when we are not represented?
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I think it's a continuous
performance as well
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to constantly search for where
do I stand in the picture?
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What is the best way
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to arrive at ourselves
through photography?
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(gentle music continues)